I remember 10 years ago when it was a magical world of wonders.
I see the threads here, discussing programming languages, architectures and distros and I think to myself "What silliness".
I learned C, C++, Java, Python and C#, very standard languages, and the more I entered in this world, the less appealing it became.
Programming sucks, it's an anti-human activity, it crushes your soul in the long run and makes you feel like you're doing something meaningless, it doesn't have a sense of purpose, specially when you jump from one project to another and your share of assigned work gets modified or even removed from the main code (I'm not talking about this happening because what you coded is bad, but due to software decisions, updates, etc).
Many nights I wondered what legacy I was leaving behind, what was my contribution to anything really, because to myself I at least knew that what I was doing wasn't worth anything.
So, why keep going? The worst part is the final consumer, really, because it often (and now I'm talking about technology-culture here) glorifies technology and the whole thing, making me see them as literal zombies and retards.
They don't know anything deep about it, they just consume it as a ready product and the most their "best" can do is to play with some commands.
This all creates a false image in society, maybe it was already like that decades ago and I was enticed by the mystic. The good jobs in the area are all "Ideas-Guy" related, administrative-related, decision-making-related.
To be the guy who actually does the thing, the cog, is comparable to slavery to me, because it brings nothing to yourself, but only to others.
I really am a fan though, and I learned to appreciate with the utmost respect, those who do it all for free, the Cracker groups and the vast GNU community.
That's it Holla Forums, what I've become now is a guy who despises technology, who just really want to live in a small rural town in a shack, away from all this nonsense.
Sorry for blogposting.