4 AM Thread

Really? I always thought it was just feeling like shit.

What's got you down friend? I've been feeling meh for quite a while, however I don't think I'm really that depressed.

Nobody cares.

How much longer you have in college anyway?

Nah, my smelliness was my own fault.

Well, good luck, user. Be careful. Don't end up like me and jumping from pill to pill just because people want you to.

Nothing. Your emotions are dulled most of the time, you have nearly no motivation, every day is a drawn out chore. The things you used to enjoy and the people you used to love just wash over you like they never even mattered.

Some people would call this "adulthood" as well.

Suicide comes with long-term depression. A very simple metaphor is being in a hole you think you can't climb out of, but you have a gun with you. Your options are to spend the next god knows how long trying to climb out of what seems like an infinite hole, or just face the facts and take the simplest way out.

I care

Well in extreme cases yes (like mine)
But light depression is just feeling like shit

I didn't train today. I did run tho.

Been playing fallout 4 again
My capital settlement is near building maximum tho, which is annoying as I still have a lot more left to build.

Survival is surprisingly fun. I've been having to plan ahead to not die oftentimes, and stealth is now actually useful. The brutal punishment mechanics for food is nice too.

Nah you're right. Day went too fast.

Kills the self preservation instinct necessary to get people to do shit?

Morning faggot.

The days and nights are always the same, and I miss her car crash.

Honestly it just pisses me off because she knows I get fucking smashed but doesn't care until she wakes up with me not being able to crawl in a straight line sitting in her kitchen. I dunno I'm getting to the point where nothing excites me not even my girlfriend and I only kill time mindlessly until the next day comes along and I can do it all over again.