Your self-hatred will solve nothing. If anything, it will only make you a hindrance to society as a whole.
The reason why spics/blacks/chinks hate whites is exactly because of this inferiority complex. Even if they are in their own countries, they hate whites. That's because whites have been the most successful throughout history and have heralded the world's greatest discoveries and inventions. Most of mankind's greatest minds, both scientifically, religiously, and philosophically, were white. This still holds true today.
Other races look at these achievements with envy. They fail to understand how whites can be so successful. How can they have such strength, such willpower? Where does their the white man's incredible potential come from? They wish they had all the things whites do, the same morality, ethics, the same capacity towards maintaining civilized society beyond its tribal stages. Asians were, perhaps, the only non-whites closes to maintaining their civilization on the same level, and even then, it was mostly the Japs who did it, and the Koreans before they were cucked by Chinks.
The point is, non-whites look at all of the achievements of whites, wish they had the same things whites do, yet are at a complete loss as to how obtain them. Sometimes, it is genetically impossible for them to even get remotely close to whites, as is the case for niggers due to their being incapable of planning for the future effectively. Non-whites become frustrated. Again, how can whites be so strong? We want to be strong. We don't want to fling shit at each other forever. Why do whites have their God while I have my voodoo magic? Their God is so much better.
Do you see it now? Non-whites hate themselves, and they are frustrated over the fact that they don't know how to rise to the same level of the white man. Perhaps it really is a genetic limitation, but the fact remains that non-whites have a hard time achieving the things whites do. So what do non-whites do? As frustrated people filled with self-loathing, there is only one thing they can do: project that hatred outwards. How do they project that hatred outwards? By subverting and destroying everything whites stand for. They can't elevate themselves, so the only way they can make themselves feel even remotely better is through destruction and carnage. The admiration for whites leads to frustration, and then hatred. They demand whites to hand them things and "aid" them, while at the same time wanting to destroy everything whites know and love. Needless to say, this perspective is entirely self-defeating. You cannot elevate yourself if you destroy your point of reference. You can't simply throw your map away because you can't understand its directions; you will be left without a map and, thus, without any sense of direction. Look at every African nation after whites were kicked out. Suddenly, you wish you loved yourself just a tiny bit more.
With that in mind, my only suggestion to all non-whites is: stop hating yourself. Yes, it will be difficult for you to achieve what whites did. In the case of niggers, as I said, it might even be impossible. But you will be nothing but dead weight on the society, and even your own kin, if you spend all your time hating yourself for how you were born. This isn't a simple matter of pride, but rather of self-esteem. Even if you are not white, look upon what whites have done and tell yourself: what can I do to try and be like that? It's the same principle behind striving for perfection; it's impossible to be truly perfect, but is that any reason why you should stop trying to strive for excellence? You could take the long, satisfying route of self-improvement, or you could do drugs, alcohol, and all manner of self-harm as a quick coping method. That's what hippies did with their empty lives.
There is no need to hate yourself. It's good to see that you're against race mixing and diversity. It's a huge step. So long as you realize that you live in a nation build by whites for whites, you will be fine. If you're a spic, strive for excellence as a spic. Marry a spic woman and have spic children, maybe even move back to a predominantly spic country. When that's not possible, then stick to your own community, striving for its own excellence. That's what a white person would do, and there is no reason why other races shouldn't do the same. Their savage behavior is due to the opposite of that, due to their incessant self-loathing. Remember: hatred is always projected to the outside world. So quit hating yourself. Admit to the things you can do, admit to the things you can't do, and strive for excellence. Strive to become like the whites, history's victors. Maybe then, one day, you will stand as victors of your own race.