I want to die every day

what's keeping you from killing yourself?

Is it because somehere you still think things can get better?

Stop posting bullshit threads like this. It's a cry for attention or you've defaulted to this as your only method of conversation where you are the center piece.
All 15 years?
It's not simple for you. Because your own mind with it's shit head thoughts are keeping you down. It's not like you cannot walk or talk.

He doesn't want to die. Most people that do this don't want to actually die. People who want to die just end up one day, quietly.

The people that call out and make so much noise are the ones that do it for attention. These faggots overshadow the real people who will commit suicide.

There's 2 kinds of depressed fags:
1. Clinically retarded/chemical imbalance.
2. Mega-self-absorbed, Narcissistic personality.
Both should be euthanized.

I posted this thread because I was given some information that will make my life worse for the foreseeable future and I've got nowhere else to go. I keep it inside and am a chipper person to everyone else

I'm in my twenties now. I've been in a state of depression (hard to care or feel any emotion) since about thirteen, and my parents were always neglectful as a kid, showering me in any present I begged for but abandoning me otherwise. An easy but pointless and loveless life

Of course my mind is keeping me down. I know how to fix myself. As you say, it's not like I can't walk or talk, but user, walking and talking are so much harder than they should be, let alone going to sleep and waking up, or even brushing my teeth.

Are they faggots though? Or redeemable?

I think it shows a lack of empathy to look down upon those people who make these calls for attention/help as lesser. This is typical human behavior, I doubt OP can help himself.

to clarify; I made this thread because of an urge to say something to someone. treat this thread for what it is. it's nothing any different from the rest of the shit that gets posted here. I don't want anything

lifevesseloftherockies.com/2013/08/youre-not-depressed-youre-selfish/

lifevesseloftherockies.com/2013/08/youre-not-depressed-youre-selfish/

technology for one, but that is getting limited as years go on, and human invest in stupid shit. The idea of coming home to a loyal robot wife, that loves me is, imo, something that would make life worth living, but it probably not going to happen in my lifetime, or technology taking over most jobs to the point human don't have to do any work if they don't want to, probably won't happen either.


probably right. I do like hearing others' reasons for living, maybe I'll find a one that worth living for now, rather then in the future

yeah