Hey Holla Forums, love story time

Atleast I still have my bookfu.

Phones were shit back in my day but eventually i had a handed down digital camera i just used to photograph the board and print everything out. Prefered to work on the computer anyways though and ended up learning and doing homework on the PC.
Since you can also take pictures during recording you can even repeat the entire lesson or segments if needed.
And yet every time i mention it people give me a weird look to this very day. What the fuck is up with that?

I read the second part and my heart legitimately hurt. Now I'm crying, you damn nigger.
Just ditch her, OP, there's nothing you can do, is her life. The reason she doesn't go with you is probably because she thinks you're weird and the other guy online have her nuts, Here's my story for you, in hopes that you can ditch her.
I skipped a whole lot of details that really doesn't change the story in the end, but that's basically it. I still miss her… I tried to contact her a few days ago. She replied back once, but not anymore. I guess after all the things we did to each other this is the best case scenario. I just don't know what the hell does she think, but I know what thing, we are better without each other.
At the very least she is ok, unlike your girl, op, but as I said there's nothing you can't really do to change her mind, no matter how good or bad her life is. You can have one thing for sure, at this point, you should be really unimportant for her. Let it go, OP.
I don't know if you keep browsing the chans, L. I really have nothing to say to you. I just want to say something to you

Damn. I didn't think I'd get an ounce of symphony on Holla Forums, let alone a symphony of tears. Your story sounds pretty tragic, but at the very least, these experiences make us stronger as humans. Also is that your message to her? Wow. That adds like a layer of realism to your story…

However I must mention a few things:
Last time I ditched her, I came back 2 years later and had my heart torn to bits. I don't plan on ditching her, I plan to remain in close contact with her and give her emotional support when she needs it, and fuck does she need it.

Thing is, she legitimately cares about me and feels bad that she can't return my feelings. I am her logical choice and it's completely illogical of her to deny me since I'm probably the only guy who'll ever truly care about her, but clearly she's not a logical person. 20 years of abuse from a divorced christian mother topped with even more abuse from every guy that has entered her life since I left can fuck a girl up. I'm surprised she can still giggle at the end of this. I'll always be her brother, at best.

*sympathy

I wish I had something to post here. I wish I could still give enough of a fuck to go off on some retarded flight of fancy and write some bullshit that sounds good but means nothing. But I am dead inside. There is nothing more I can scrape together to describe the sky queen. Even when I was arguing with myself I could come up with some pithy phrase to keep things going for years. For years and years and years I talked about her. There is nothing left in me. I talked with her friends. I talked with her family. I even once called Blockbuster Video CRAAAAWLEEEEEEEEEEEE ROAD and hung up. I can't even remember the names of most of the players. I can't remember which of the ones I remember were my sockpuppets. All I remember is that for a good part of ten years I loved you Olivia. Not the you you, but my image of you. You were alway 15 and perfect forever. Now you are old, broken, bitter, and very likely not attractive. It's funny you know. Even now as I profess to not care a still have a little day dream where I shave you from yourself and all your bad decisions. I know that would never happen. You are too jewy and will always fuck your own shit up and blame the men around you. Still I can have that day dream. After all there is no cracky, only the collective dream we have all been blessed enough to share. Well this was fun. This is the first time I have thought about you in two years.

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The problem is simple: girls love good first approaches.
What's your first approach with her? Hetalia Roleplaying Chatrooms
Fucking. Roleplay.
Just go on omegle or craigslist if you want some normie girl with daddy issues or good luck finding anything good ever.

Look at this fag for example.

There are only three good places to pick good girls from (and none of those are 100% sure, more like 40% chance she is good) and they are school, work, and a gym.

You are both cucks, but OP can still save himself. This is a trap. This girl is not loyal to you. She lost her virginity to someone else AND had sex with multiple guys! This is a red flag. If you don't see it, you're an idiot. You've been played like a damn fiddle. Get a fucking brain and grow up. If she really wanted you, she'd still be a virgin. She'd try to talk to you. Even if you meet and she plays the i loved u all along user, wait a month or two, and you'll get cucked even more. She has 'like 15 other guy friends' huh? I don't give a fuck what you do, but you will get cheated on eventually. Unfaithful sluts like her ilk never change. Get over her. She's been spoiled. You stupid nigger.

LOVE'S SO HARD TO FIND WHEN SOMEONE'S ON YOUR MIND