I made jokes about everything, I thought I was honestly funny, some girls that werent in on it laughed too so im hoping I actually was
My life is a bit shit, well I mean im not ugly or fat or any of that kind, im just being fucked in the ass by the universe
Then its time to make the universe your bitch. Spluh user.
It's gonna be allright sounds like a shit tier community college honestly.
So what are they saying about you in the group? Must be awful, but it's not the end of the world, dude
Do you have a social life at all or are you known as that one loner kid?
He's here, what do you think?
Im kinda known as that kid that most people are kinda friends with but noone really knows anything about him jesus fuck that sounds edgy
Im just kinda there I guess, I hang with people in classes and sometimes talk to them outside of them but I dont enjoy hanging with any of them, not an emo at all, I just like chill music and being on my own
They were mainly just saying kindergarten grade shit, shit like oh I dont like you, nobody likes you
I know its really fucking stupid but I never had much of a confidence anyway
It is but I dont really have a choice by now
Im trying mang, he keeps pinning me down and filling me with new galaxies
Its okay, you and me will make it through college user. I'm taking a break cause of some problems… but it'll end one day.
Why arent you guys posting autism stories?
Now I just feel like some bullying victim in a teachers lounge
That one kid, eh? I was just like that in my 4th year of high school. It sucked. I ate lunch in the toilets because I didn't want to be seen without friends. Kids found out and I was super embarrassed about it.
But I pulled through, and went to another school and made friends.
Bottom line; It'll end, nothing lasts forever.
Best advice I can give you is to focus on self-improvement, not for them, but for yourself. Learn a skill, or start reading books or draw or whatever it is you like doing. As long as it's PRODUCTIVE. It's great for your self-esteem. When you become more confident, everything will fall in its place.
So if you want to become happy, find yourself something you're good at, and dedicate yourself to that.
I'm a veteran with ptsd and paranoia problems. I just prefer quiet solitude these days tbh.