They you are going after someone who is a figurative turd in the gene pool.
Have some self respect bud, there are a shit ton of fish in the sea.
There's something like 7 billion people alive today, half of which are female.
Are you saying you can't imagine yourself being with any of the 3.5 billion girls out there who aren't fucking downie autists?
You're doing yourself a disservice by obsessing over this chick when there a plenty more women in your immediate area
Is the friendzone as unescapable as they say? Let me tell you my story:
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Are you in high school OP?
This whole situation sounds like some dumb bullshit shit head teenagers like to engage in.
The fact that this chick bounces around from online relationship to online relationship speaks volumes about the quality of her character,
She's just in it for the attention bub, you guys have no idea how real relationships work. Shit doesn't function unless there's some kind of physical interaction involved
Spoken like a true normie. Sorry I have taste and don't care about vapid whores. Besides, I'm still looking but my local area really sucks in terms of females. I'm not looking for someone to just fuck with, I want someone that understands me and with whom I'm able to have an interesting conversation.
Eat a bag of dicks OP.
I'm giving you a realistic outlook on your situation, but you're too much of a beta ass bitch to realize how fucking pathetic your whole deal is.
Every single women you will ever encounter exudes similar traits.
They're all cunts in the end, no matter how well they try to hide it.
Do you not think for a second that this girl is using you faggots for attention?
You're validating her existence by lavishing all this attention on her and she has to do jack shit for it.
This dynamic is present in normal relationships, but in exchange for attention girls offer their pusses as tribute
Nice meme but she's not within driving distance of boyfriend, she can't meet him without a very long drive or a plane ticket.
No but I'm in first year of university.
Her last boyfriend was flirting with other girls online with the intention of cheating.
She knows that, she wants to meet her boyfriend IRL (whether it's the current one or me). She feels frustration from lack of social contact and I wanna help her and all. I do have the resources to meet with her IRL.
She doesn't play usual female mind games, I'm pretty sure of it. It's one of the reasons why I love her so much. She's autistic, looking for attention is not really an autistic trait.
Even if I was validating her existence, I don't care. I don't wanna know about female nature, I wanna know if I can potentially become her boyfriend. If women are inherently attentionwhores, I want to have the best attentionwhore. If she can allow me to become her main source of attention, I'll be happy to submit. I just wanna be with her.
No you want to be with someone, not her.
You seem like you're desperate here OP, too scared to engage with women in an actual appreciable sense (i.e., By interacting with them irl) so you've turned to this chick who is little more to you than words on a monitor. You aren't in love buddy, you're in love with the idea of love
I challenge you here OP, name something that this girl has which no other girl possesses.
You're chasing after someone who is ordinary, run of the mill in every single way.
You just don't realize this because she's the only girl you've had the opportunity to get to know on a deeper level.
The only thing this girl has which no other girl does is the displeasure of knowing you.
Odds are if you stopped being such a big manbaby and tried meeting other people of the opposite sex, you'd realize that merely knowing someone isn't grounds for a relationship.
You're starved for attention, which is why this girl seems so perfect to you.
I was in a very similar situation when I was in high school OP.
I latched on to whatever girl who happened to look my way without seeming too disgusted,
It's desperation, nothing more
I don't know mang, all other girls I see aren't interesting to me anymore. I can fap to porn, don't get me wrong but would I want to be in a relationship with someone that's not at least somehow like her? Probably not. She might have her problems (she has some mental issues but none that could develop into Cluster-B crap) but I'm ready to embrace them, I am really attracted to her, she's the best girl I've found so far. I really want to be with her or at least someone that has similar traits if there's no choice (I have to move on if she's happy with her boyfriend). I don't just want anybody.
I do know girls and interact with them IRL. What's the problem then? They're not interesting to me. They might be physically beautiful but I can only feel lust at best. They are fucking boring. Maybe I do want love, but I can only feel love towards someone that can understand me and that I can understand.
You sound like someone that has never truly fallen in love. I'm an autist so I know desperation and all that stuff. And I have tried to fall in love with girls I believed I could have a chance with. It never felt like what I feel towards her. It felt fake and I could easily forget the person if I wanted to, not true love in other words. But this is different. I woke up for months thinking only of sending a good morning to her and I sent a good night every time I went to sleep. I'd check her messages immediately and answer them asap. She'd go idle at first, treating me like an ordinary friend since we had just met but with time, she began answering them immediately as well. I'm happy every time she answers me. If that's not real love, I don't know what is. It's a beautiful sensation but it can hurt a lot when the person you care about is, well, in the middle of a relationship…