Some shit happened yesterday:
talk to him again
basically says that he'd still want to be friends
I felt he was lying about that
I kept asking him if I've done anything wrong that I could apologize for or if there is anything I could fix about myself that he doesn't like, but he didn't say much.
Yet I'm still blocked by him on Snap, and he kept making excuses when I asked him if he'd like to hang out some time.
Why would anyone force themselves to be friends with someone if they're not comfortable with them, especially after breaking it with them?
I'll tone it down with the stalking, though. Tracker stays in my room for now.
walking with mutual friend
conversation "somehow" ends up with me jokingly asking if he's gay
"jokingly" says no and that he's bisexual
"jokingly" says he likes cute guys
"jokingly" says he'd fuck anyone attractive
God, it was so tempting to say "I know you're not joking about this" with a serious face and see how he'd react.