Hello my friends, my Comrades, my enemy's and all in between. I have something to say, and i would like you to listen, if just for a moment.
It has been a long time since i have been here, a very long time. And their are many reasons for that, which i will explain shorty, but now i would like to address the state of the board.
In my time away, ive heard many…. many complaints about moderation, the way the board is run and the state of Holla Forums in general. Its no secret that the thing that used to make leftypol the place to come and talk, or shitpost about porky, the freedom we had here, its gone. Such is the way of sectarianism and ideological battles. And i am ashamed to say that i believe this is my fault, or rather, my lack of. You see im one of thew old mods, the only original left, everyone else was either thrown out for abuse or could handle moderation. I had one goal, keep leftypol a place people wanted to go and could go to talk about things that's, well, most leftist spaces on the internet would not allow. I want you to know why i banned some people, their was three reasons, spam/childporn, raiding, and comedy. If i banned you for comedic effect, it was for about 5 minutes or seconds. I never banned anyone for different opinions, not the Nazbols, not the libertarians, not the Fascists, no one.
Why? Because i know how it feels to be shut from a space when say what you think, time and time again. And im sorry, im sorry i wasn't here to keep the mods on the straight and narrow. Im sorry that i saw a community that i helped to create tell me to help, but was too busy with my life to do anything, or really even to care.
I tried, i really did, for years, because i thought it was important, that we needed a place to talk to one another, to be free to be who we are with the people like us, through all the raids and the spam and the site shiting the bed over and over, i said to myslef "If we dont do it, who will?"
Real life caught up with me though, i tried to organize workplaces, build community organizations, i tried to build worker co-operatives to try and dig people out of poverty. Then i lost most of my income, i was homeless of some time. I had my eyes on survival, and forgot about this place. I had no money, no food and was nearly dying of various illnesses. Even though the real human connections i had, it was not enough, and because of that i neglected you all, this place, us.
I wanted to say that im sorry, that i feel personally responsible for the states of the board in many ways, and that, maybe if i was here, this would still be a place that i would be proud to call my own, and my comrades.
Its been a very long time, and a a good run, but things change, we grew, people died, ideologies clashed, kek's were had. I wouldn't trade any of it for the world, in my bleak moments you all were their, shitposting away and planning on how to hang the bastards that enslave us.
Im afraid this is goodbye, what this place is now is… not the leftypol i left behind. Maybe its me, maybe trying to do things outside of here has given me perspective, or made me grow disillusioned, fuck if i know. Im sick, poor and might be slowly dying. Lifes funny like that i guess… Before i go, i just want to let yo know, the reason this place was so great, was the freedom we had, it goes back to why this site even exists, back to the very beginning. Say what you want, fuck those who try to stop you, sometimes we may no be coherent, but we should still say what we think. No one can what you think and what you feel because no one has been where you have been and you and ONLY YOU can truly decide what is in your interest, no me, not a board moderator, not a cop, not a politician, just you.
What i want to say is, goodbye, good luck to all of you and im sorry i wasnt here to help you all.
Leftypol is dead. LONG LIVE LEFTYPOL!
-Pikey, the drunk wobbly.