Politically Lost

Hi guys, former Marxist turned Leninist turned democratic socialist turned fascist turned conservative turned libertarian turned anarcho-syndicalist turned egoist now turning back into leftist something or another. I don't know whats happening to me. As I earn more and more about the world I see truths that I never understood or thought about before. I'm eighteen, but have been browsing 4chan and 8ch for years now, and I'm so politically lost. I don't know what I think anymore. I see inequalities and see myself turning back into some form of socialist (not some liberal democratic socialist reformcuck though). I have a hard time finding a group I can agree with in modern society outside of my union member buddies, since I'm a white guy who doesn't buy into liberal, feminist, or modern "anti-racist" bullshit. I mostly sympathize with the actual worker, not these faggy trans liberals. What do I do? Any works I should look into?

tl;dr: I can't make up my mind on what I believe in and agree with, please help Holla Forums.

Politics is bullshit. Welcome to Cynicism.

We're currently witnessing the largest revolution since Spain in 1936, currently happening in Rojava and inspired by the ideas of Murray Bookchin. This is a sign to the world of the relevance of Bookchin's ideas, and I'd recommend looking into him. "The Next Revolution" is a good starting point.

Hi Rebel.

just wait till blood in the streets and pick the strongest side

Hello NazBol friendo.

Explain each of your political transitions, please.

what ==CLASS== are you?

You say you were an egoist but you still seem spooked by social freedom from your post. Why is that?

Lower middle class to middle class. We would be upper if my mother didn't have so many health problems and her medical bills weren't so high. My step father came from poverty and my mother came from a middle class family. I myself when I get kicked out after I graduate will be very low on the class scale.

Because I saw myself as more of a collectivist and I think the destruction of the family and destruction of family values is socially harmful. I also think being trans is a mental illness. No problem with homos though.

Sorry this was meant for you, .

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I believed in Marxism as a young kid, and believed that the rich need to be ended in order for the worker ad for the middle and lower classes to thrive and work together. I then turned more conservative for reasons unknown. I turned into a fashy goy from seeing the identitarian politics directed against me. Then I went anarcho mode because I liked freedoms, but then I thought about some of the implications these freedoms had so now I'm stuck here.

don't waste your youth on imageboards
political extremism is for dorks
go get laid

I don't quite understand the point of this post. Are you mad that I vary from your political view or…?

I already have. I do this in my free time.

Hello comr8.

I think you need to read more theory. You need to read more philosophy, math, and logic. You keep shifting around because you don't have any concrete grounds. The more you become a pragmatic systematic thinker, the more clear things will become as you work out the lower logical dependencies for your believes.

Once you figure out truths that are real in that you have worked out why they are truths (synthetically speaking) your options will become more filtered. For example, if you have truely worked out why capitalism is not sustainable, that will eliminate socdem as a viable system.

Theory, theory, theory. You don't need to BE anything. BEING a socialist, BEING an anarchist, is idpol garbage. Don't settle anywhere and just continue to read real theory and real fundamentals until things sort themselves out. Like Lenin, when war breaks out and you're not sure what to do, retreat into the mountains and read Hegel's logic for a year. This is the right way.

P A T H E T I C

he's been saving that one and that's the closest he's come to having it be relevant in his mind, be nice now

Good idea, I'll do that. Thanks for the insight, user.

This tbqh. Why are so many fascists so fucking opportunistic and willing to change their beliefs according to the current group in power?

They're cowards and pussies that's all

Extreme leaps of positions and logic like this are always fucking weird to me. Like, seriously? How fucking triggered and knee-jerky can you fucking get.

in case you needed any more proof the aut-right was just a bunch of edgy teens and manchildren who think the vidya is real life and unironically care about GG

I think you misunderstand. Fascists are the ones who others will follow in a revolutionary environment.

That being said if NazBols are the ones winning it all then I don't mind switching over if the alternatives are libshit or leftyshit

Reactionary movements breed opposing reactionaries. I fell for it.

Try reading a book. I suggest Capital.

Since fucking when? Fascist coups throughout history have never been staged by the working class, it was always military juntas backed by wealthy industrialists. Retard.

I suggest starting reading a books.

What a boring coward.

Post butt, feet, and penis.

Start with reading this. It will give you some ideas on how to deal with ideologies.

That's not Marxism.

Exactly. Dying for ideology is retarded, especially if you clearly do not truly believe in any of them like OP.

You need to read some fucking books, nigga.
Go here

Have you actually read up on any of this stuff? I'd recommend "New History of Western Philosophy" by A. Kenny to get an overview of western philosophy (take it with a grain of salt because talking philosophy can easily be as biased as politics but I think he does a decent job – certainly better than B. Russell did). Once you understand your own philosophy you'll be able to more easily understand your politics and why you believe in the political ideology that you do.

Alternatively you can just say ideology or any attempt at formulating a system of coherent beliefs is stupid. Call such ideas spooks and spam the board with Stirner drawings.

live life and develop beliefs of your own, don't adopt someone else's in an attempt to appear like you have a clue

it's good that you don't think you've found "the answer", because anyone who thinks they have at 18 is a parrot

Accelerationism is the only way.

also this.