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Finding what points of the anime are causing the emotions would be a good start, Satan

Yeah. Basically this show for little girls makes me emotional. I think it's because the main character has a well meaning heart of gold that is fueled by noble, yet innocently selfish, intentions, and she ultimately channels this and acquires greatness. The central message is, "don't ever give up on your dreams, if you genuinely believe in yourself and you work hard it's possible to find your place in the universe and ultimately be satisfied with your achievements" Fuck me if I don't still believe that bullshit, even in the face of this unforgiving and chaotic world we live in.

Help.

i kno dat feel thoooo

Yeah well fuck me, there are no main characters in the real world. Your story is a microcosm of your part in another, larger, central story that holds no biases for any given individual, and the world itself is an emotionless and chaotic series of random events that deals favor and retribution in equal measure and without warning. It is illusory, it is nothing more than temporary emotional fortitude that serves to comfort the young and unknowing child into a state of mediocrity.

You are not special, fuck you. I am not special, fuck me.

Halo because plasma rifle in the original was over powered. What does "checked" even mean? also too many nights awake in a row. I lost count now. How is this not a robot now making these 4am threads?

What's the problem?

You guys ever get that feeling where your mind feels like it's going tremendously fast? Like it's traveling on it's own, the fucker is going forward 90 miles an hour and while it's traveling it's turning around completely at a 360 degree angle and you're so caught up with it's spherical motion that it disembodies you, makes you dizzy and then you forget that you live in reality and need to snap back into it. That's been happening a lot to me lately, I would be sitting down at a restaurant with friends and family and someone will try to talk to me and snap me out of it. But for the time nobody will be talking to me, my mind is just accelerating to the point where there are so many words and thoughts being repeated back at me over and over, I just can't think straight. I don't do drugs or take medication. I do stay up until 6 AM because of my infliction, and I get less sleep because of it, but that's the only notably unhealthy thing that permeates my lifestyle. aside from me being currently unemployed It seems to be negated by talking to people, but it still occurs, it's just slowed down. Sometimes it goes so fast that it starts to physically hurt my head and I feel like I have to lie down.

New Vegas I think. Or Sins of a Solar Empire, if giant spaceships with laser gun batteries count.

Oh shit I didn't mean for my post to be that long. Sorry y'all.

fam u gotta slow down, deep breafs, try to relax yo scalp tbh. sumn lik a heatin pad or sum shit monica tbh stress'll kill you monica

Feed me AJ Styles and Gay Community memes