What do you do when you feel really bad comrades? I guess most people talk to their friends or relatives. But I'm not comfortable to do that. Where on the internet can I get some genuine connection?
Will anyone here listen to my problems?
Let's call this /depressedcomrades/ thread
Tell us why you feel shitty etc. And maybe other people can help
My girlfriend cucked me today. I guess I'm now officially a leftist.
James Rodriguez
real depression medication or just xanax and booze? Cause xanax and booze works excellently
Wyatt Scott
did you/do you love her?
Jack Nguyen
I love "her". I'm not sure who "her" is or why "she" was important to me.
More importantly, it's Friday lad. What are you doing?
Jose Ward
I can't imagine how you are feeling right now, never had a gf
Last weekend I partied friday, saturday and sunday straight. Drank whisky, used speed, weed, mdma and klonopins. Still feel the lack of serotonin from that mdma I think. Otherwise I wouldn't feel so shitty.
So now I'm at home, needing someone to cuddle with but feeling alone. And dismayed because the world is hard to handle. All that pure hedonism only works for the moments when you are high.
I'm gonna cook some nice food, drink whiskey, listen to a comfy podcast, talk to a friend on skype a bit, do some school work, then watch a movie or read some comfy Russian science fiction
Joshua Stewart
Sounds pretty /comfy/ to me
Zachary Roberts
It's my plan to distract myself from the regular feelings of loneliness and depression. Can you distract yourself indefinitely?
But now that you say it, it does sound comfy, I'm feeling a bit better already. btw do you have any comfy podcasts to recommend? Preferably something inbetween Ralph Nader Radio hour and CTH
Ian Thomas
meant for
Easton Sanders
On one hand, having a grill who loves you or who you think loves you, at least in the short term, is better than any high.
On the other hand, if you're anything like me, the type of grill who will actually date and fuck you is going to crush you sooner or later, and man does it fucking hurt.
Nope, that shit is coming for you while you're lying in bed at night trying to sleep whether you want it to or not.
James Green
dump that bitch
Isaac Morales
I tell myself that sadness is a spook, merely an assortment of chemicals and electricity firing off in my head. It only exists as much as I allow it. If Stirner doesn't cure you of depression then nothing will
Eli Rivera
Sorry lad, your symptoms will never leave you by wishing them away.
Brandon Wright
I'm depressed because I'm stuck in university (there's almost no progress and I hate every day of it) and if I finish it I'll have a shitty useless degree.
Leo Price
I just do drugs.
Cooper Bailey
You don't know me, what symptoms do I have, user?
David Murphy
Depression?
Adam Bennett
You can't magically cure depression by wishing it away any more than you can wish away hunger, fatigue, or an itch.
Eli Gomez
"shut up and fuck" - karl h. marx
Adam Phillips
either do cheat on her, dump her, or do both
Samuel White
shit the thrid on is spretty good
Jackson Martin
Real medication, I don't like drinking
Ayden Moore
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Connor Walker
Why are you such a party pooper anfem? Is it standard for all feminists?
Sebastian Anderson
they're all cuck fetishists so they get off on crushing people's affection
Nolan Perez
Talking to a girl on OKC whose self summary is literally
Chomsky in the streets, zizek in the sheets *Sniff*
I'm so happy, maybe dreams do come true. Finally I could have someone that I don't have to pretend to be a shithead Normie with
Isaiah Ramirez
Thanks doc! Simple and cheap but nourishing comfort food, grass and beer. Youtube, vidya gaymes, the few shows on television that don't make me want to put the remote through the screen. Internet porn and masturbation, obviously. If you have the means I hear toys are fun too. When the weather's not shitty, going for a walk can help even in the shit neighborhood I live in. A nap can help. If my mood is complete shit and seems unsalvageable, I do some shitty chore I've been putting off, since it's unlikely to make me feel any shittier. I may still feel like shit afterwards, but at least I have one less chore to do. I guess if there's a common theme to these, it's probably that they're either escapism or seeing to material needs and concerns. Talk to them about the smaller stuff if you can. My friends I don't think could handle all my bullshit, but they can still identify with specific bullshit I'm going through enough to show genuine sympathy, or a good enough forgery to fool me. There's no real answer to that, comr8. I'm pretty sure everybody's looking for that both on and offline. The odds of it are something like the Drake Equation or the Million Monkeys at a Million Typewriters thing, IE there probably is somebody out there but finding the diamond in the rough is a mattter of being in the same place and noticing each other at all and then noticing, acknowledging and retaining each other as a good friend or comr8 or fuckbuddy. The latter seem to be extirpated where I live.
Nathan Cruz
You presume too much. Where did I ever say I was depressed?
Bentley Morales
post pics
Levi Torres
The body is a tool and I am its master. The mind can overcome the body to a degree. Obviously I can't make food appear inside me, but I can make the hunger disappear for a while.
Hunter Bell
Oh, your sadness then.
Andrew Barnes
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John Reed
Don't mind the shitposting flag.
But to answer your question for most of us here, life is shit and it's never going to get better, so you should learn to accept that and manage it before it gets too hard and you suck start a shotgun
Asher Collins
Who are you to presume to tell me how I feel about my emotions? Are you in my head, monitoring my every thought and inkling?
Lucas Allen
well kinda nihilist in bad times,, I am seriously depressed don't even what should I do.. also atheist in a religious schools only have 3 comrades they are too far from me with cities.. living in a 3rd world country spending time studying that routinely stuff in school while you don't want to do that & knowing that there will be no result btw from studying in this fucked up country no good parties to join.. everyone is depressed everyone is losing the hope even the sick people is dying because government doesn't support the medicines and stuff.. my life is moving too slow… and at the same time wasting my time… it's the worst thing you can ever move with,, feeling alone.. forsaken ..I feel kinda okay when I read book and studying it,, dreaming of the utopia that I won't reach one day lestining to music,, that's what I do all time.
Ayden James
No, but let's leave it at that, since you may as well be autistic.
Gavin Perez
That label is meaningless to me.
Leo Garcia
Fell in love tbh
Justin Parker
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Joseph Gonzalez
Left wing gfs are a dime a dozen. I'd trade it all for a conservative atheist gf.
Wyatt Mitchell
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Christian Wilson
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Wyatt White
Why not? She's not the only left wing girl I've found on dating sites.
Leftism isn't a boy's club and girls get lonely too and like us they don't want to date vapid manwhores.
Jaxon Watson
And what now, user? What does the label you fabricated tell you?
Carter Phillips
When I'm feeling down I go shopping food. It always makes me happy when I have enough money to buy something to eat, especially when I have enough to buy some meat and cheese.
also, are you sure it's just lack of serotonin? It has been week, it should have been restored by now, no?
Joseph Jones
My gf is atheist and conservative. My sinister influence has pulled her to the left, but only so far as to make her a lib.
Jose Green
To what extent do you think the Adam Curtis-y suspicion of psychiatry has merit, that it simply makes you accept current conditions rather than change them?
I'm on Trintellix currently (I've had depression for a bit, but nowadays it's not necessarily sadness that makes up the majority of symptoms, but issues like poor attention and general lethargy) I can understand why that kind of suspicion exists, but it seems to believe that people with such dissatisfaction with life will become more politically involved, and not the much more likely reaction people like me had, basically retreating from the world and not getting out of bed.
In general, so much leftism seems to have this rhetorical bias towards some kind of imagined extroversion since it talks at length about making coalitions and societal interconnectivity, but I don't think those things are as inherently connected as it's made out to be.
I like Felix from CTH, but he seems to carry this bias in spades, even as he realizes the "failson" archetype as his audience, saying that majority of people with depression really just need to take a walk, or painting a picture of an "out of touch elite" archetype as somebody who didn't have sex until twenty as an indicator that they don't know how real life works.
Mason Jenkins
I am eagerly anticipating Freudposter's input.
Camden Martin
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David James
Too useless with women tbh fam
Grayson Johnson
Just go for it bro
Kevin Brown
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Jayden Howard
yeah no I'm depressed in general as well
I also really like walking around in empty supermarkets listening to podcasts and buying tasty food
Gavin Jenkins
this was a good comment
sincere, I like it, good tips about talking with friends and family
I'm not sure if I've ever really had a "genuine" connection, but that might just be me romanticizing something that never will exist or can exist for me subjectively, who knows, life is hard
Brayden Foster
Usually I play victoria 2 and crush smaller countries with no mercy because I have severe feelings of inadequacy that no amount of my antidepressants will fix.
Lucas Morgan
I made some school work, listened to a podcast, made some average food based on chicken ginger and lime, drank some whiskey, watched a decent movie and now I feel alright
So I guess I just wanna say thank you all for participating in this thread
Where do you live, it sounds awful comrade
Josiah Collins
If it make you feel any more adequate, you're actually aware of what's going on in this world, and already more adequate then I find the average human being to be.
Jackson Ramirez
Thank you, comrade
Lincoln Morgan
You should take a ride in my helicopter it will make you feel better
Liam Jackson
i'm holding on to normaize my sleep routine, i haven't slept in 19 hours and the last time i slept 5 hours.
JUST
Dominic Bailey
oh no, I got troll-ed :(
Lucas Wood
I drink. A lot.
Jace Thompson
How's that working out for you, would you say?
Julian Morales
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Angel Parker
I listen to DSBM
Carson Stewart
Well I drink at least daily, I typically go to the pub with my father or grandad adn get hammer.
I do a lot of drinking in the house alone and also take an oppertunity to tag along with mates. Hangovers are pretty much null at this point, brush them off and go to work.
So overall, not so bad, but I certainly have a problem. That alongside smoking a ton? Pretty bad shape.
Landon Stewart
Sad!
Chase Edwards
le 9gag airforce is here
Lincoln Scott
I just drink.
Jeremiah Flores
beware, its a trap!
Charles Rivera
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Adam Morales
he was truly a great man comrade
Camden Jones
Oh is it time for a depression thread again?
How do you resolve the state of being wherein you try to find meaningfull activities and life but then immediately see the futility in doing these activities and become demotivated because they dont seem worthwhile anymore?
Ryan Miller
Suicide.
Alexander Jones
Any less drastic proposals?
Kevin Cruz
Can you afford therapy? You could try that, I guess.