I would like the advice of other National Socialists...

You feel guilty.
You are hiding your natsoc feelings and secretly see this as a demon that if it took over "you got exposed" would harm (reputation etc) your family.
Dont take dreams at face value its all symbolism.
I also suspect you are a degenerate trap fapper. Jk jk. But we are watching you.

This was a recurring aspect of my dreams for the past couple years actually, compounded by the fact that my punches would swing in something like slow motion. I couldn't hurt anyone I tried to, and it frustrated the shit out of me. I spent a long time thinking about it and to me, it meant that I was not confident, that I was afraid to fight or otherwise subconsciously doubted my ability to do so.

Long story short, I ended up moving to a 3rd world country and living in straight up survival mode and sure enough, in my dreams I now regularly beat the shit out of people, hospitalize them. Which itself is probably an indicator of some unhealthy psychology, but I think it confirmed my theory.

Do you think your dream experience might be related or do you think it's something else entirely?

Be thankful that you can actually dream and don't go to sleep in blackness and wake up in blackness every day like an AI robot.