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Too late.

Devious. Why do I get the most ominous sense of dejavu from that?

How convenient.
Even though Reading someone else's note is twice the work

Because nobody here studies for real

I wish i could ruin life on purpose, then yours would be ruined 100 times by now

Oda is both a hero and a troll.

dude, I do.

I just woke up a hour ago.
That's a classic.
Thanks for reminding me.
youtube.com/watch?v=fsLrnylZheE

I thought cloud systems were just a meme.

Follow your dreams, fight for your friends. I'm gonna be king of the pirates.

ayyy lmao

Work smart, not hard.
And always have a backup plan... or three~

It's pretty easy to be honest. I keep my own notes sort of, though I have a tendency to miss a lot of classes, so it can become a problem.

Dropbox? Evernote? Box? OneDrive?
These are all fairly popular now.

I'm about to hand my thesis in in a month or so and I haven't studied a day of my life

I seriously always thought they were total memes that nobody actually used.
I just removed them from my handheld devices and never installed any of them.

/bye bye

Hm
That class missing might be a problem, but otherwise keep up the good work!

Bye Manaka.

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Clever, but can you cook? If so, name your most flashy dish.

That's not very paragon. :^)

This was DS2 character from one poster that quit.
I did this image drunk and thought it was amusing.

I know, one of my favourites.
Just cycling through now

I woke up 2 hours ago, you just gonna vidya today?

...

aha
im such a child
i laugh at all of these orange and green monsters

They're pretty useful.
I like Evernote personally.

It goes with the whole mental instability thing. Some days I just should not be around others. Or am just too down to get out of bed.
Apparently my uni has a note-taker system. I should look into this, maybe I can get others notes without having to go looking for them.

Yeah, I can cook. Flashiest? Probably a chicken and veggie stir fry, along with a small tuna steak and some baked potatoes.
Quick, simple, but really good for this time of year.
Other than that I haven't had any complaints on my turkey for holiday dinners.

Morning, sleepy-heads~

...

I haven't slept, but good morning none the less.

Doesn't really matter how well I do anyway, since I am automatically admitted into the masters programme I want so I just have to pass.
Employers here doesn't care about grades unless you want into the huge corps.

my nigga
i fucking love stir fry
it's the easiest but best thing to make ever

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youtube.com/watch?v=yQCuxYyNORY
Probably, or take a nap.
Existence is torment currently.

I know that feel, sometimes I just lose it and don't even know what I lost it at.

I haven't found them useful because you need to upload them somewhere, plus I always have enough space.

im sad... menma forgot about me ;~;
and doesn't even notice me anymore

That sounds amazing, I'm going to need you to post what you cook because I want to see/taste all different types of stir fry. do you drop your turkey in the oil frozen? :^)

VoHiYO!

Lmao, gratz on going for masters, but why bother if employers over there don't care?

Yes, I was saying that because it's what I want said to me.

What's up?

:|

So it's on for August. I'm getting the split forearms one and it's gonna hurt real good^^

That's a new one^^

How goes it?

youtube.com/watch?v=vF7P3oq8Enc
what a calm passing of days.
I know the feeling, just hang on until the school life I guess

Right?
I perfected a lot of stir fry recipes back in my first run at uni. Eating cheap was the goal back then.

I move around on multiple machines, so it's nice to have all my notes and documents on all of them automatically.

Hello Luka~

Maybe I'll post something eventually. I'm not in the habit of taking photos of food.
No, I make sure it's thawed then stuff it, baste in oil and some seasoning, then cook for about 6 hours. Which is good time to prepare the rest of the veggies, potatoes, sauce etc.
It's a bloody lot of work.

Not much. Still being lazy.
You?

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayum. I better up my research gaem

They care whether or not you have one since it shows some dedication.
The projects you do during your education is what is interesting to an employer, not really what you learn while there.

Twitch emote that's kawaii. Better, slowly, but better. Learning to laugh off anger. How's your morning?

I know! Being from the south east, I've had plenty of occasion to prepare Thanksgiving dinners for lots of people. Woe is me. Do you wear an apron when you cook? I do

Just make sure that you never include your porn onto a presentation. 8)

I just woke up. It's quiet out today.

Got paid and my phone updated apparently, so that's cool I think.

Yeah, probably^^

There's this local place that's really good from what all my tatted friends say and their portfolios have like the dankest coloring hnngh.

Wait what's this about pleasurable pain?
Split forearms?

my friend is making cotton eye joe midis with a fucking train crash soundfont and im dying laughing

Oh, that's not the problem.
My lower back is just all stiff from the gym, I couldn't even get out of the bed the conventional way.
youtube.com/watch?v=icZ9LRMO1fM

Well that explains it, I barely use my tablet or laptop.

Please say that he's uploading it to youtube.

Awesome! I have been given details for a tattoo place thats highly recommended. will have to pop in and see.

Ooh. I only know FrankerZ haha

How is that working out for you? Protip: Don't let yourself get angry in the first place, baka~

It's pretty okay so far. Did my spreadsheet stuff and took my morning pills. Maybe thinking about breakfast, but that would require getting dressed and like going outside and stuff haha

Babby's first tattoos.

Most of the time, if I'm actually making something involved.

Quiet is nice.

If I'm in front of this machine I never get work done. It's too powerful, so I end up gaming or doing silly things.
I use my crappy old laptop for all of my papers and whatnot, because all it's good for is web browsing and word processing lol.

he's not rendering them out unfortunately
ill try to grab the best ones from the VOD lol

HE HAS A FUCKING SMASH MOUTH SOUNDFONT
THIS IS AMAZING

Aww yiss!

make it a Shenron instead of a normal snake~

This neighborhood usually is unless it's trash day^^

I'm not sure if I can make any work on this PC anymore, before when I had no motivation to play games I did my thesis and everything, because I had nothing else to do.
I bought a laptop for school work back in the day, but I ended up playing games on it.

Aww damn, that could get a lot of views.
Thanks man.

that's amazing

the fuck is a soundfont?

Oh have fun! I remember my first tattoo session.
Wonderful memory.

It's not for a little while. Gotta wait for mah birfday.

I'm trying to help it, but it's hard yo. I had to cut my workout early last night because of an emergency my family had. Needless to say it was quite an ordeal and I was fairly upset.

What is involved for you? Involved for me is when I fry some bacon. I usually go shirtless but, for the extra danger I sometimes only wear an apron.

Same. Except it is trash day.

I refuse to carry any tech with besides my phone most days, and some days I forgo that too.
Technology is starting to bother me.

What are you getting/where are you putting it?

Anything where I think I'll get my clothes dirty. Wifey likes it when I do, so sometimes I just wear one for fun when cooking something simple too.

Oh... :( I personally don't really deal with my family emergencies or not lol

Regardless, I'm sorry to hear such an ordeal has happened. Hope everything works itself out for you guys^^

im kinda retarded but as i understand it, it's basically a file that you can use to generate midis with a certain sound
for example, the guy from smash mouth going "SOMEBODY ONCE TOLD ME" in different pitches

ahh that sucks major, isn't there anything you can do to ease it?
youtube.com/watch?v=0ldPL6W8ZLc

going back to sleep. bbl

that would be dank as fuck!!!!

I carry my phone everywhere I go, exception being at home.
That's usually where nobody can reach me via messages.
Otherwise I don't carry anything with me unless I know I'll need it.

Probably taking some painkillers, but that's not going to help the stiffness.
Was that beerstreet in the start of that video?
youtube.com/watch?v=psuwFg7KOv4

Sleep well Elmers.

Must be nice to have someone to cook for all the time.

There are a few ways I can go about it. I'm just kinda not sure what to do.

Yeah, it is nice. Though some nights I really just can't be bothered with anything elaborate and will make instant stuff.

Night.

That makes sense.
I just carry necessities daily. Wallet, notebook, pen, and knife is pretty much everything.

Welcome!

Yeah I have those kinds of nights too. But when I'm in the mood I like to spice things up with colors. I'll add some questionable things to dishes just for the sake of livening up the garnish. How do you make some of your dishes extra special?

I just carry wallet and phone.
No need for anything else, since it's a pretty safe city.
Unless you're going to the marketplace at night, but no sensible person goes there because it's just drunkfest v.9001

mediafire.com/download/71n9qag8qca9hy7/cotton_eyed_joe ft tidus.mp3

this is fucking atrocious oh my god

ehh don't you have a creme or red lamp for that? it helps the muscles.
heh don't think so

h-hi... menma

why do you stop replying to me very often many days?

i wish luka was a disgusting clingy freak with me too

Daily Carry Post?
Daily Carry Post.

Creatine, Steroids, Syringes, Alcohol wipes, Bio hazard waste bin, Whey Protein Powder, Shaker Bottle with Blender Ball, 2 Gallons of Water, 1 Gallon of Milk, Three seperate Tank Tops, 4 Towels, Lifting Shoes, Running Shoes, Gay Bar Shoes, Hair Gel, David Beckham Cologne, 8 Pairs of Socks, 6 Pairs of Pastel Colored Booty Shorts, 5 Pounds of Chicken Breast, 1 Pound of Broccoli, 10 Pounds of Brown Rice, More Steroids, 12 Dozen Eggs, OATS, MORE OATS, AND MORE OATS, A Small Pocket Comb, Extra Small Condoms, KY JELLY, Wallet, Keys, Phone.

Sweet jesus, I need to be more careful with coffee.

Just pain relieving stuff, nothing to fight the stiffness.

All in my patented gym bag.

More of less the same. Extra garnish, or a cute side dish of her favourite foods. That sort of thing.

That's good. I carry the knife mostly for utility's sake. Many many times it's proved useful in small ways throughout the day.
My notebook mostly does everything I need a phone to do, minus all the annoying notifications demanding my attention.
I don't like the idea of being connected constantly.

Sorry. Maybe I missed your post? Which didn't I reply to?

ali it makes me sad that you took the time to type this out
and capitalize every word

if you're wondering, this soundfont includes
tidus's laugh from final fantasy x
a cow mooing
and gunshots

the many all those days past!
way to many times you did it to count!

Jesus fucking Christ. I've never wanted a smoke so bad. Gotta be strong.

GIVE ME METAL!

...

Food is boring now and I'm feeling fickle. Let's get cryptic and say words I won't understand until I google them.

I post this in the fraud threads on /fit/.

youtu.be/lMGo-9tKb90

BROOTAL

Phone, wallet and sometimes UGM-27, but sometimes I get bored with it and carry AN602 instead.

It's kind of funny how nobody ever calls nowadays, just those damn whatsapp notifications.

Recognized tidus and the cow, didn't hear the gunshots.

I'm sorry, we're out of metal, but we've got fuel.
youtube.com/watch?v=azCq5qQodU8

BRUTAL welma because smoking is bad

FUEUREUEUEUEUEURUERUEUREUREURUERUEURUER

lmao, didn't know SD was HARDCORE. I still call my friends, we even have three way calls lmao

Sorry. Either I'm blind and didn't respond because I missed it, or I didn't know how to respond.

What abyss does my Sisyphus climb from now?

The only calls I get are either from my wife, or some people who got my number from a mailing list and want to sell me shit.

GIMME FUEL GIMME FIRE GFIFDKGDFIGKDFIGKDFIDFGKB

Go hard or go home.
I just keep on getting notifications from whatever groups I'm in, and they're just usually links to news and then there's the political shitstorm.
I don't even know half of the time what to respond to those.

would recommend getting some but that would probably hurt.
I guess just take it easy

Gimme fuel gimme fire gimme that which I desire.

Yeah, just chilling it out for now.

Just one of those memes like SOAD's Chop Suey.

The Room of Spirit and Time. In Lenko terms, it means my head. One thought here, pleasant or not, will always translate into something unpleasant. It's as if I'm a hamster on a wheel. I need remedy and I'm all out of patience.

I've come to appreciate the weirder things I experience in life now. My go to response to something of that nature is, "same". This response is followed by a brief argument and laughter.

Snaeks.
RaettelSnaek pretty cool.

Morning

I'm brainfarting too hard.

Yeah, I usually get those sellers too and I just tell them "Isn't here, won't buy, bye." and hang up.

First was for you.

I can't even bother, I'm just all "Alright, that's nice."

hi there

...

What's good Grim?

Well that's no fun. SD, you need to liven up a little bit.

I don't want to ruin my mojo.

kang coobruh

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Mojo so dope, amirite?

ey
been up long?

yo.
Thinking about re-balancing sleep schedule.

ICP finally got somewhere?

Got to have good mojo to be positive, ain't nobody got time for negativity.

Lenko, I'm getting vibes that you're on something

almost an hour now. happy payday

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bullshark testosterone

But it's Thursday o_o

My friend says the same thing all the god damn time. IT'S SO HARD TO STAY LIKE THAT. Guess I just need to let go. But I hate it when he just calls me from time to time (multiple times during one day) and says "positivity!" OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

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How much did you sleep, and how early is it even there?

What day do you get paid??

Gomen.

maybe you do need sleep

Chilling what out?

The rock rolls on eternal, but the moments of rest, when the full weight of the situation can be held in one hand on the way back down, are precious.

Pretty much all I do too.

You can't prove any- I mean I'm not on anything.

What did you have in mind though?

I have the hiccups.
I hate the hiccups.

I thought you get paid on Fridays like everyone else.

6 hours
I feel some sleep debt, but maybe I'm just groggy. Have been using a simple alarm rather than the smart alarm for no reason really

Hey Menma

Pfft.

I'm usually like that unless I'm stressing over multiple things.
Then it's this all over again.
youtube.com/watch?v=5aaOqUYG8Tw

Nah, it's just the coffee and 8 cups talking.

Lower back stiffness.
They're pretty annoying, and if the same person calls you twice to sell something.

I was thinking some kind of amphetamine
How have you been recently?

I get direct deposited on Wed night, actually.

Also I thought Thursday was the most common payday.

Good morning, Grim.

Oh that sucks. I like tiger balm for that sort of thing, it helps a bit in the short term.

...i just want menma to like me?

I wanna kiss your tummy

6 hours sounds quite optimal.
Have you been staying up nights again?
Maybe you should take a shower and get some coffee.

also possible, but beware of the trembling aight

drink water upside down

Seems reasonable enough.

10 hour sleeps are optimal.

I have yet to sleep tonight

Yes, they are as they sound, priceless. I only wish I had an eternity, right now, to mess around with. Every action has an echo and it inches toward the end. Will I ever rest?

Fucking same. In times like these I go to pandora in hopes of finding good indie rock to sooth my soul.
youtu.be/NmefFcRJbXE

I tried to get prescribed addy just so I could use it before cardio to truly do fasted cardio and not binge after. Never got around to seeing the doc for it.

Huh.
Friday, the 15th, and the last day of the month are super poplar days.

Gonna put most of it in the bank or spend like mofukra?

Sup?

so much

Welp.
Time for work.
Ciao.

6 hours sleep a best

My emotions fluctuate almost as much as the blood flow to my penis does. It never gets in the way of my daily activities or responsibilities though.

CIAO

*hugs tight*
thank you~

I've got some ice power gel, but that doesn't really help the stiffness.

That only happens if I get to +12 cups of coffee.

My mang.
youtube.com/watch?v=40XR-A6-e38

all of my "no" sensors are going off.
Fucking baka. All you need is yourself. "enhancers" just make everything less legit.

I do remember trying addies once, a simple 10mg dose. It was nice. I got a ton of stuff done.

You're just a girl in a boy's body

who is this fluid druid

ew biweekly.

It's already there...

But I have rent and to pay for my mones this week. My spreadsheet indicates that I'll then have 5 paychecks instead of the usual 4 between rent though, so that's pretty rad.

like a boss

I meant just saving up for whatever, lol.
It's nice to sit on a cushion of money.

断る

All that does is get water all over me.

All moves towards the void, don't feel for it, for it feels nothing for you. It is a warm obliteration.
There's no need to keep the rock rolling, for we are not the ones cursed with an eternity.

Not much, procrastination.
You?

Ciao.

You're welcome.

Go to a massage therapist, they work wonders.

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Still in the process of waking up. I have a late spring break coming up soon. Going to see an old friend when it starts. Excited.

She's supposed to be death in this music video.
youtube.com/watch?v=aDaOgu2CQtI
Another gif from the same video.

Never been to one to be honest.

THIS
Heard so many good things about it though

Same for a chiropractor, which I feel would do much more for you

Can confirm, I literally just got back from osteopath :3

Some tranny i used to be friends with had that as his avatar so I actually wanna slap her

my friend went to a chiropractor and they accidentally broke her neck
she almost died l0l

That sounds nice. I wish you a happy visit.

You should. You'll feel like he destroyed all your muscles after, but when you wake up the next day all of it's so much better.

See?

ahh okay, but it may be worse cause of no moving a lot.

then hold your breath for long

They're almost gone now. You just need to relax your diaphragm.

I spreadsheet religiously. It's the only way to plan shit out^^

Yeah, I kinda blew though my savings on my piercings and cocaine last week lol That's why I'm hyped on the extra check between rent payments coming up ;3

LOOOOOOOOOOOOL

NIGGAS NEED TO CHECK THE RATINGS

Probs gonna go to a nice ramen place and catch up ^^

what is this, drug of the month?
God damn.

Welma pls spend responsibly.

/dadmode

I have never heard of an osteopath
but the name itself has latin roots of bone and feeling so I guess it's a masseuses with a degree?

Never been to any massage dealio.

I'll see if this problem persists for longer, going to the gym again tomorrow though.

Great taste in music though.

I think I'll try to stretch out before I go to sleep.

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Same incidence that I mentioned in TC, gooby. It's only when I hang out with this one dude haha

Find one with qt asians in it.

Treasure those precious hours, they're more than you think.

Don't hurt yourself.

Thank Pandora for my find. I absolutely detest searching for music on youtube. Why? Because I end up wasting at least an hour on it.

You do know addy is not habit forming and works greatly as an appetite suppressor, right? I took some once when cramming for a final and I had to stay up all night for it. My friend gave me 3 30mg caps. I misheard him and was under the impression that they were each 10mg. BUT NAH, I TOOK TWO RIGHT AWAY AND THE THIRD ONLY AN HOUR LATER. I cleaned my room, my apartment, studied everything that was going to be on the final and had an hour long discussion with my ISP on some super s3cr3t shit. Drove to uni with over an hour to go, only to walk around half the campus and get to class 20 minutes early. SHIT WAS WACK. I could have died.

You can't truly be satisfied with that sort of ending right? Don't you want more? Do you not want to find out the meaning in our painful experience?

that escalated quickly
hopefully it was scripted

But what happens when you hang out every other day

A little bit higher qualified than that I think

Them gains :c

We don't. I don't even like him that much and he's wicked hard to get a hold of due to his shitty wifi phone.

Cocaine is one helluva drug.

It smells so good :^)

I stopped looking for a meaning. The only meaning is happiness, if I can live a life I can be happy to die with, then that's meaningful enough for me.
I don't really want more, life can be such a burden, I couldn't imagine a worse fate than immortality.

I feel like you're implying some lewd here.

I'll try, but I won't promise anything because pain = gain.

I've found out that the best way to get new music is to talk with people and exchange music.

Now I'm confused, gym gains or pain relief gains?

youtube.com/watch?v=pFJ62vlZbls

youtube.com/watch?v=v4fvwSrNwDA

don't hurt yourself
man I wish I could nap right now

huh how do you relax that?

Only to an extent. If you do damage, you undo any gain you may have achieved.

I love you.

Try imagining immortality with some zeal. Imagine spending the rest of eternity with your loved ones only to experience life to the utmost. A life in which we don't poop or feel pain, cough or get sick, discriminate and hate. I know I'm probably the most racist ass here but living life without any of those problems would be wonderful.

Da

No you don't.

where's wifey?

Gym gains!!

It's hard to explain. Breathe with your abdomen, without tension, and you can feel something loosening.

subby gimme a massage therapist person thingy pls

You better not be downloading cp

Yeah, idk.
I'm not a big fan of taking in any kind of things that adversely affects the mind/body unless it's an emergency or if it's done once in a blue moon. I dunno why, but I like to stay as natural/baseline as possible.

whaaaaaaaaaaaat

youtube.com/watch?v=tNveMjoSxp0

Platonically.

Please, I'm not you. I feel the same way about that tbh, I'd rather be in control of my actions and faculty. But it can be fun once in a while.

Not sure if worse or better.

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After a century, you'll have grown tired of most of the people you know. After two, you'll have mastered most languages and art forms. After five, you'll have had time to complete the vast majority of the things you wanted to do. After a millenium you'll be out of new things to learn, out of people you haven't grown tired of, and there will still be an eternity ahead of you. Especially if you have no way of ending it yourself, it truly does seem the worst possible fate. Watching anything you're passionate grow dull and boring, the people you love become strangers, the beauty of the world dulled by the monotony of continuous existence.

Yes?

She's asleep.

youtube.com/watch?v=-RO42YgcOj8

Suddenly I don't feel like napping anymore, and I already planned vidya with bros.

Haven't heard of that before.

Just saying, should try that.

Okay, chuckled at that picture.

THAT SHIT IS AWFUL LENKO HOW COULD YOU THINK I WOULD DO THAT

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Cocaine is fucking up there though

-puts your reply in my pocket-

I'm so confused. You skipped me, m8.

Phew~
at least shes not in far away citys anymore?

When my posts fuck up, I don't get a notification for replies. It's balls.

But yeah. some part of of me wants to try coke once, but another larger part says absolutely not

doushio

Then you can begin to destroy your enemies alongside your comrades.
I should do that as well, but I need to rally them.

wew that feels really weird.
is that a yoga thing?

So do it. Or don't.

I just typically need something to get me out of my shell when I'm hanging out with people. And this one dude in particular and his company like to rap, so it makes it easier.

Not for now. We'll have to see what gigs come up, she may have to go to Toronto for a while soonish.

No, just something I figured out one day. Hiccups and coughs are just spasms of the diaphragm, so I figured if you can gain some more control over it you can minimize these things. Turns out I was right.

because someone who lives for like a thousand years is going to have the same values and is going to care about the same shit as people with stinky 80 life spans

l e l

Up to you honestly but, have you seen me? I mean, I'm me! I'm a big deal.

I'm sensing defeatist attitude and vainness. Maybe because it's such a pipe dream right now that I'm so positive about it. Being able to do what you enjoy for however long you wish. When one is presented with such freedom they're left to wonder if what they chose is even worth investing time in. Me, I'd rather wonder about improvement and progress. I'm very finicky and fairly selective with the people I socialize with. When I do find those people I'd give anything to have them around forever. Maybe you're just greedy 8) But I imagine time moving in a much different fashion in that sort of place. Do you ever dream of these sorts of things?

already have

Because you like little kids. Also yeah, I WAS UP THERE MANE. TRUE RUSH. Sobers you up quickly though if you're drunk, but the bad side to it is possible death when mixing depressants and stimulants, apparently.

Been just playing CSGO with exmil buddies, it's fun.
But I'm afraid we'll get to the point where it's no longer fun and gets all too serious.

There we go mang.

I have probably not.

SD, that song you linked me has me all like;
Also the songs that come after are just as nice.
Suddenly wide awake.

Alcohol doesn't do the trick for you?

Yeah, but not in that way.

YOU WERE DRUNK TOO?
FUCKING LUNATIC
It's dangerous because your body is being sent clashing signals. slow down and speed up. So you won't feel drunk but you will still be. Could cause a coma and shit.

Saint Motel is just damn great.
Should give Pacific Air a go too.
youtube.com/watch?v=pYyBmQf80XM

ayyyyy lmeow

Not the current me. And for good reason. All the sluts here would slut around me so much, god damn.

Drunk AND high.

It's on my "to listen" list now. Danke.

She does concert type stuff right?

p
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t
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Drinking is shit.

o...kay?

I'm not into buff dudes if that's what you're implying.

Calm down tiger, I'm not flirting with you.

pet my chest-hair.

o?
Not much can beat a good whiskey on the rocks.

l
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c
k
s

Then what are you doing?

Not my cup of tea.

but why? :c

disgusting

hihi

I had this binge where I went on listening to chill music, that shit's just so relaxing.
Also you mixed antidepressants and alcohol?
Damn, that's worse than the time I accidentally codeine and vodka.

You have no reason to assume they wouldn't.
Many of us fall to the abyss long before 80; a millennium would etch the meaninglessness of this existence into their very core.

Time is just a measure of events linked by causality. How would it move differently?
Dream? No, I don't. I think about it often though.
Improvement and progress to what end? Work for it's own sake is just a distraction from the emptiness that swells each day within us all.
You'll end up replaying your worst moments and memories over and over eventually, asking why. There is no answer, just the cool embrace of the nothing to look forward to. It waits at the finish line, waiting to say 'good job, it's all over now. You can rest.' Before everything fades away.

Quite smart, I just google or ignore it.
Or peasant knowledge, that's the fun one.

ohh you mean that it becomes purely competitive?

Concerts, plays, lectures. Anything that needs a mic or lights.

I like figuring out things on my own when I can. It lends a sense of accomplishment.

Eve is a dumb whore

Yeah.
That's why I mostly avoid competitive games.

fuck yo wards

It's gross, the hangover is unpleasant, my liver is already stressed, personal preference, etc.

s-sorry

Eve online is really fun.

For what?

Ha, you carbon-based lifeforms!

Engaging in my usual banter. It's sort of therapeutic for me.

I was out of my mind at the time. Whatever I smoked was too intense, and keep in mind it was the first thing I hit in over a year. Needless to say, I'm a total lightweight.

Time is a currency, tool, and ever lasting. I'm assuming or at least hoping it will. What would seem like a year in our current residence would feel like a few hours over there. Improvement and progress to no end! That's the beauty of it, eternity, that is. Yes work is a distraction but it can also be something to enjoy and I believe that the emptiness will dissipate one day. The ending you're expecting is bittersweet. What makes you believe that what's after our time here will be the same?

I see.

my tummy feels nnnn

I don't need wards I'll just play riven.

Did you know Q is also an escape?

completely ungankable

Space ship games don't look that fun to me honestly

I feel likes I prodded too hard.

What is nnnn
does the fourth n indicate discomfort

I don't know what you're expecting or what you're so uncomfortable with. It's all in fun, nothing else, friend.

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Not really.

I expect nothing and am uncomfortable with the dynamics of relationships of any sort.

I had the same problem, too far into the vodka and I was sick at the same time, somehow I thought it was a good idea.
Then I woke up after passing out from it and thought "Hell, almost KY'd myself."
youtube.com/watch?v=EGdYA8jOFlo

it is slightly more nnn than nnn

Yeah I know that, but I seem to not be able to figure out a lot so I just get informed from other things. It makes me feel better when I spread good information.

that's what drove my of league, it's no fun getting yelled at because someone wanted to get silver or something like that.

eat fruit

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Have no fear because we are just shitposting, fam.

I didn't even realize what I did wrong until my friends told me what was wrong with it. Now I know, and now I won't repeat the same mistake. I don't wanna ky.

youtube.com/watch?v=JuL9q7tNmQ0

okay. so now what?

What do you girls wear when you're at home in your free time?

Time is not everlasting, for it will become meaningless once entropy in this universe has reached it's maximum. No interaction = no causality = nothing to measure time with. It will be as a stagnant, dark, empty universe.
Then what is the point of mastering a skill or something, if there is nothing to do with it after you have? There must be an end, or you're just supporting my point that it's meaningless.
I believe that there's nothing after our time here. That bittersweet ending is the final ending. An ending I was so close to reaching, but at the last moment was pulled away.

Fair enough.

Oh like is immortality not a big enough reason to assume people would shift their values

Me here thinking mortality was like the absolute most fundamental pillar of human thought and changing it might you know alter how we think and feel a little bit

sarong/jogging trousers and hoodie or wool stuff.
but it's getting warmer so prolly gonna switch to t-shirts which I hate

You stop being awkward af and just shitpost. This isn't a game, it's literally just shitposting..

I'm naked right now.

has she ever sung for you?
:)

p much this
just slap your dick in their face and your team will scamper to clean up

nothing

tfw no one to play space games with.

Panda kigumari.

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I haven't even played ranked in league, nor have I gotten to the point where I would be lvl 30.
Mostly because we play that with friends once in a blue moon.

I know that feel, I stopped being an alcohol at that point.
Although I drink if I have a good reason, like new year's eve etc.
That being said haven't drank in a month now.

Trackpants, 'cause I'm slavving it up.

oke ^^

I don't know how to have fun.

LOL

How is it to be sober 24/7? I'm a social drinker and I leave it at that.

My mother called is all so now my day is ruined.

the same thing you are wearing my child for we are all one

Also something like T-shirt + jogging pants

You so Indonesian.

wew lad

I wish.

Otherwise, pics!

same tbh

Lewd.

I sensed something was amiss.
What she say?

lmao this shoop I made is from 5 years ago ayyyyyyyy

It's hard to argue when there is so little to prove it otherwise. But the only real rebuttal I can throw at you is the fact that you pulled away at the last moment or you were pulled away at the last moment. Not sure which, kinda vague and I'm half awake right now, gomen. Either way it's interesting to think about. Nobody wants to die, and I sure as hell would miss my late night conversationalist.

Just let it doe.

The human mind is simply a structure. When placed in an environment where time is everlasting, it will still try to function as it always has.

I wouldn't say mortality is the pillar of human thought. The truth is the pillar of human though, or at least the pursuit of it.

Let me pose your question to you then. If you were immortal, how do you think your values would change? How would you hold back the endless sands of time?

Usually a light, loose dress of some sort. Or a hoodie and pj pants if it's cold.

She's not really a singer, though I have heard her singing before, yes.

For real though, I only wear trackpants at home because those enhance my slavibilites.

Ehh, sometimes I feel like I should just drink it up during Fridays just to make the time pass faster.
Otherwise feels pretty good.

Best pants EU.

SOSIGGGGGGGGG

I absolutely detest drinking alone and alone at home. It's alright once in a while on tc with some of you shmucks. But I'd rather (if I was going to drink alone) go bar hopping and just have a fun time. In fact, I'm planning on doing that this Friday.

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Comfypants bestpants.

Cute :3

I would feel accomplishment if I did well in a career or good relations with people though.
How would you feel accomplished?

fugging don't ever.
competitive gaming is so shit to me, it no fun/

it's comfy!

She asked when I have time off to which I answered for the millionth time only mondays. then she mentioned my uncle is coming up from florida in may and that we should visit.

I just wish my family realized how much stress these visits cause me and how I don't really care for seeing them often.

Maybe I should have just said that iunno.

wat

can anynyan explain the slavsquat meme

The best part about being a man is that you can just let it hang out and not care.

oy vey

Just have fun, or try to not be so stiff.

squatting is the most comfortable resting position for a human besides lying down

slavs squat when they hang out in their slav clusters, it's very odd coming to the west, because westerners dont do that shit

make it so you see them on your terms then, be honest and such

BUT HOW?

I don't get it.

What makes you happy?
a dessert? a picture? something?

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You know that stress your family gives you? Mine does the same thing. I still have trouble dealing with it but I'm slowly letting shit go. Just let your current mindset go and let loose. What could go wrong on an anime image board?

well I find sitting on the floor and resting legs on floor comfier buttoutside that is probably icky because of outside dust

GOD DAMN

Kuus has such a phat ass.

8)

For some reason I think that paper is not legit.

I did both of those, I guess it just got to the point where I drank to pass time.
Kind of like a hobby.

Although I bought a pair of college pants, never had ones before.
They're pretty damn comfy too.

It's fun as long as you're good, but once you hit the skill ceiling with your mates it gets frustrating, mostly because people are whining.

It's quite a common thing the Russians do whilst socially drinking or just having meetups.
It's also good for leg muscles, but it has just blown out of proportion.

Yup.

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You sound like some really cool grandpa, I can dig it.

So, like, never? This is the dilemma.

There's nothing really to let go. They didn't do anything bad to me. They don't deserve how I treat them. I do not understand what makes them want to see me all the time.

I don't think I have anything to let loose here or anywhere. It's like when I try to draw. I end up just staring at a blank piece of paper for 4 hours and then decide to sleep instead.

It's a malleable structure. You literally scoop out half your brain and you work just as good. It thinks the way it does because religion and philosophy and art and sex are all literally preparations for death. Evolutionary psychology. The only way we survive is by wanting to survive more than anything. Truth isn't anything. Who gives a shit about truth? Philosophical abstractions aren't truth. Cartoons aren't truth. Psychoses aren't truth. But they help us live a little longer and think about death less/in a more ok manner.

if I were immortal I would paint forever. I would make myself a literal tendency of art. And when I got bored I would built a rocket ship and colonise a planet then break that planet apart and build it into a dyson sphere supercomputer that becomes my brain and spread out seed ships across the galaxy to gradually convert every fucking atom they can into part of me and when I got bored of that maybe I would learn a bunch of jokes and walk around telling people jokes or i would be a cosmic dancer

Like who gives a fuck it doesn't matter if you live forever. good and bad and happiness and meaning are all bullshit you tell yourself so you can get through to dying OK. Eliminate that and it's all just whatever. Like you're a god. What sense does it make to a god to think of that bullshit.

Many want to die, many more wish never to have been born. I was pulled away.
I won't leave any time soon, I fall into the latter category these days.

I feel accomplished when I happen across a span of time where I feel alive. When I can fly if you will.

The squatting thing is true. You see people constantly squatting and drinking/smoking in eastern European countries.

Small things, that come sporadically.
A song that reminds me of something, the crisp night air of early spring. The touch of the one I love.
It's for these things that I live.

Yup.

You can't be perpetually sick of them, can you..?

I'll admit, I can't confirm it's her.

is this legal

It's so Indo!

College pants?

"Life's all about gathering experiences."
youtube.com/watch?v=Fo6ZaCTqxwM

I honestly feel neutral to the idea of never seeing any of them ever again.

Its still a nice booty.

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Sweatpants.

Indeed it is.

He was implying that's bad

What do I even do in said space game?

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It's called unconditional love, and I know that feel. Kind of in the same boat but I still get angry. Force yourself to draw that picture you always wanted to draw. Might feel good y'know.

Don't say that, there are people who are glad you were born. I am, your wife is, and your family are too. I mean I hope so, I don't see why not I kind of want to nap but that last bit was depressing and worries me. I can lend you an ear whenever if you'd like, just as you have for me.

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

whining is so annoying, like just play man.
especially in tacticool stuff it's important

ehh.. how's that work?

now that's true!

:)

i want those too!

tell me what you're up to today! while your wife if sleep, and you post in thread?

Shit

I too feel this fairly often.

Never knew they were so damn comfy.

Have another upload of the same song.
youtube.com/watch?v=lPKO49hOnJI

What I find amusing is that +20 year old Russians are whining in the games.
Come on, man, this ain't highschool.

And who is it suppose to be again?

I don't know what I've always wanted to draw. That's the point.

I told you, man. I just don't understand relationship dynamics. It doesn't make sense to me.

I'm confused to what side of the family it is vs which side you had dinner with
because dinner seemed to go swell

SD

I just know that there is a pic that was posted before that was label as kuus. This one
if you reverse search the image then you find all these others at tumbex.com/tumblr/diamondking666/photo/page/1?tag=ass in thong

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come to NA, let's play

:O
SD has NA account?!
♥

This morning my biological mother called and dinner was with my father and step-mother.

It went fine. A little awkward, but it all boiled down to the same small-chat I can achieve here so what's the difference?

"how's work" good, how's yours? "eh a little drama here and there blah blah blah" how's so-and-so? "they're doing well. their wedding shower is coming up"

It's all make-pretend just to confirm somebody's still breathing I guess.

if i remembered correctly

Yo manaka

am I invite or are you still mad at me

Ah okay.

Yeah those are funny,
in tacticool though it does annoy me when the mods are nazis.
Like any kind of comment labels you a troll.

rip my life, blocked. I'll search for it later.

draw requests and figure out what you don't like, it should make realizing what you do like all the more easier to realize.

Space things?

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Okay
the small talk and having you for dinner is not just to make sure you're breathing but to remind you that you spawned from your dad's nut and that you're part of the "new family" that has your step mom in it

most of it is their agenda though, ngl

wait
i'm mad at you? since when? why?

Or I could just not draw anymore like I have been since highschool.