My last post

Hello Holla Forums today is going to be my last day.

Yesterday I went to the doctor and well doctor diagnosed me with terminal cancer. I will be dead in a few months.

Tonight I am going to kill myself since my life is meaningless and it's about to become miserable anyways if I continue living.

As I sit here and write this post I have a blunt in front of me that is laced with cyanide and I am listening to Suicidal Thoughts by Biggie Smalls.

I know everyone here hates me anyways, but this board has given me a lot of joy. Now it is time to go. I have nothing left living for… goodbye comrades.

Other urls found in this thread:

youtube.com/watch?v=RG3xvH3jX2I
youtu.be/wJR6mMEN0zY
youtu.be/e5IVCZGfVns
youtu.be/SEVJjH1I3s4
youtu.be/VBF8uA3UJ6w
youtube.com/watch?v=1xe2NTNjM4g
youtube.com/watch?v=F_qmZOZsiyk
suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
youtube.com/watch?v=rNulBGSUjjc
anarchism.pageabode.com/anarcho/few-comments-on-post-left-anarchy
youtube.com/watch?v=Cb9moxhv6LM
anyforums.com/
twitter.com/SFWRedditImages

thank fuck

Oh man, imagine if this was actually true.

Maybe there really is a god.

I warned you comrades, i warned you about the ircfags! Yui has been purged and Rebel is purged and now we have another IRC fag spreading cancer. Why dont we just end it and perma them all?

Good luck comr8. I wish you the best.

goodnight annoying prince
even though you were an annoying faggot you were my annoying faggot
I love you and hope you can finally take it easy

Can you shoot up some bourgs before your suicide?

I'm serious mate, go off with bang and make the world better than it was before

rip in peace

i don't know who you are but i love you

and i wish you good luck in the next life

I think I just almost became a christian, this is truly a wonderful day.

Please don't you were my favourite poster.

interdasting

Nihilism BTFO.
How can they even recover?

If this is true then that is sad to hear; goodbye comrade. I hope your death will be easy and painless, and I hope your family and friends will understand your decision.

If it's not true then ha ha you got me.

What happened to Yui anyway?

At least do something fun.

Kill Martin Shrekelli or something.

But I'm sorry for ya OP. Are you sure there isnt any way to get cured?

this try fire bombing some place in the name of Not Socialism

I'm sorry fam, it's all my fault for being the anarcho-nihilism cancer on Holla Forums. I didn't mean to literally kill people with my idpol lifestylism :'^(

This tbh

people found out that he has not really read shit and just relies on shitty rhetoric.

dont kill yourself
kill trump first

Hopefully he killed himself after realizing that he's not hot shit and that his whole existence was being validated by being a Hegelian autist shitposter on this shit board. It would serve him right for being glad about my meme suicide a few months ago ;^)

don't martyr trump you idiot

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Rest in pepperoni comrade.

Existence is shit isn't it? Getting birthed into this world, suffering through life, only to die off in the end. You ready for the void?

I'm still here, just don't really have much incentive to make posts anymore given all the shitflinging that goes on now. We haven't had a single interesting thread in over a month and the board's been taken over by Holla Forumsyps masquerading as leftists and career shitposters like anfem poster, n1x's crew and that socdem guy. Quite sad really.

Ironic, considering all I've been doing is reading for the summer.

Didn't you guys used to suck each others cock, what in the hell happened, did he dump you or something?

i haven't seen Holla Forums shills just some shitposters

He actually made an Hegel study group on twitter, Rebel isnt involved but the most well read people are in it.
[spoiler]Materialism is a form of Idealism
-Yui Rape my face Hegelposter [/spoiler]

That is no way to talk about your amorous comrade who knows that "Stiner is the truth of Hegel".

Stop hanging out here and go and take a walk, buy a drink, and eat some food.

Jesus christ, he was such a retard.

i wish you came on the irc more

Instead of reading all the time you could actually try thinking sometimes.

To be honest its actually good for you that you dont post here, you are to smart for this place.
Good Luck with your reading group!

I love you Yui
it sucks how bad the board has gotten lately

+1.
I know it's stupid to ask this. It's even pointless. But, you could make a bomb and take a bank or something with you. Or don't. It doesn't realy matter.

You could make your final note into a manifesto or something. Not that it will matter either.

You could also make your last moments fun. Or not.

IMO, do it quick. Painless and so on.

See you, Space Cowboy.

I found out that Yui had a dick and felt too gay to go on with my life, so then I killed myself. But alas, I am damned to walk the Earth a skeleton who cannot die.

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I'm glad you are still alive! Try listening to something happy instead of that suicidal shit.
youtube.com/watch?v=RG3xvH3jX2I

fucking hell comrade, youre supposed to stop suicide, not cause it

smh tbh
I'd be happy with yui bf

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Kek, I'm glad he, reddit obesity and other irc fags are no longer posting

the mistake was always thinking that this place ever was or ever could be anything more than a "leftist" community for people to shitpost at.

Wew nix.

why even live

He could do it at night or something. I really don't know anymore… Or, if he could, he could go to the stock market or someting.


AM NOT THE ONLY ONE!

Oh, and, most probably, we are all to die of cancer.

Not my comrad

Theres lots of high profile targets to send a stronger message than a bunch of unnamed stock brokers. Killing a broker employed by a bank (not to mention stock markets are well guarded and mostly empty) is going to look like edgy anti-capitalism while killing high profile icons of capitalism who are also porky will be more empathetical.

tbh tho if you're for real it's gonna suck that there will be one less nihilist flag on the board ;_;

Say hello to the void for me, fellow skeleton.

I just want to know: why? Why the avatarfaggotry, namefaggotry and all other elements used to attract USI? Why leave? Your posts, while sometimes clearly shit, have generally been good and backed by actua effort. You're one of the few people in the history of this place that has actually had quality posts. Along with Freudposter, OG Lenin hat, OG sabot cat and Marxhead you stood at the vanguard of this place's otherwise barely present intellectual and discoursive standards.

Leaving is just putting this place with one less decent patch of hope-bearing grass in a field of pure, post-left autism. You can't leave, comrade. You mustn't. This place needs your revolutionary assburger's to push back the crypto-reactionary PDDildos.

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top kek, this place has like maybe four or five posters who identify as post-left. Also that figurative writing made me cringe.

Na fam, this is the best stuff!
youtu.be/wJR6mMEN0zY
youtu.be/e5IVCZGfVns
youtu.be/SEVJjH1I3s4
youtu.be/VBF8uA3UJ6w

You can be a faggot without knowing it. You faggot.

Reddit might suit you. Also, so much for your le post-left 'lol social comformity is a spook' and then feeling discomforted by someone's way of writing.

Faggot.

don't end your life maybe season 2 will come before you die

meant for

It's not so much social conformity as you just being an objectively shit writer, my fam.

But really, few people on this board conform to anything having to do with post-left anarchy. I think it'd be more accurate to say that most people on here are alt-left.

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Well that really sucks comrade. I'm sad to see a fellow comrade go.

At least make it a spectacle for the world though. Kill Shkrelli or something.

Lol spook. x-DDD

You're losing your edge my friend.

Who do I talk to get into this reading group?

wait comrade dont do it yet lets fuck

No truth but that which I create :^🍀🍀🍀))

why live ?

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fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off

Nihilism != egoism

Yes, but how do you get to them?


There will never be a season 2. HotD will never continue. Capitalism is draining creativity from the world.
Also, Gogol never finished dead souls and JRR Martin will die before finishing GoT.
Life is an unfinished project, anyway.

More people have become an-nil and post left lately, its a good thing! The cancer is spreading at rapid rate from the decaying left.

Yes, soon the Left will be nothing but a rotted corpse - from which will rise a glorious, unbreakable skeleton of anarcho-nihilism!

You take a cab.

Porky cunts like martin shrekelli do not have protection.

Lol spook nothing exists you silly poltergeist. x-DD

why do you assholes post here

You have a point, actually. They are too overconfident.

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please spoiler that

to piss us off

this:

And also because this board can be fun in an infuriating way. Holla Forums for shitposting, /anarcho/ for srs discussion and funposting

if i were in such a situation i'd throw myself full force into escapism
partly out of denial i guess
suck out all the comforting of it while i still can
spend my last money on it and just take in as much as i can

i don't understand why you'd wallow in an depressing atmosphere instead

but if that's what you want to do i hope it gives you what you need right now
i'm sorry OP

there should be leftypol suicide pact.
lets all get together and abuse drugs and then just die

FBI plz

Well, please stop. I've never picked on anarchists as a rule, because I don't believe pointless sectarianism gets us anywhere. You guys don't tolerate anyone. Why won't you just leave us alone?

fuck the fbi, they can join in if they like

How about this?
youtube.com/watch?v=1xe2NTNjM4g
youtube.com/watch?v=F_qmZOZsiyk

Because the last thing this board needs is consensus. Enough people are so far up the ass of their own "leftist" ideology on Holla Forums that having no source of conflict over this would turn Holla Forums into a lefty Holla Forums

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Really? because I've seen tankies causing more shit lately with their low-effort bait threads.

examples?
opposite is the case actually

No one should take those falseflagging threads seriously.

Yeah, the tankie situation is really getting out of hand.

Tankkids are also cancer.

Ah yes, because the best way to combat reactionaries is to refuse to create or utilize order. Spoken like a true post-leftist.

I'm gonna make sure I rejoin the administration again and purge all of you faggots. This board needs more your purging of not only post-left subversise autism, but also other Holla Forumsyps and low-effort, disingenuous shitposters that ruin whatever little good is here.

And everyone needs be aware: you faggots ruin not just the board in general, but also whatever anarchism still actually has to offer in discussion here; platformist and syndicalist anarchist theory are completely put in the shadows because of your shitposting.

Why? I don't see anything lewd. Do you? Tell me more about your mother…

But you never post on /anarcho/

Wrong flag mate

how cute.

Go ahead and ban me faggot, I'll just come back over and over again like a skeletal hydra whose heads are VPNs :^)


I do, but I usually only use my tripcode if people need to know that I'm the BO.

In this case I just happened to be using my tripcode earlier because most people assume I'm the only nihilist flag poster on the board.

No, the tankies have been out-competing the anarkidies in starting up shit with all their "anarkiddies btfo" threads and autistic triggerings to mild anarchist content.

/nihilism/ can be claimed. Go ahead and do that and Holla Forums can finally be free from the grumpy "post-left" who come here to preach about abandoning leftism only to end up like OP later on. It makes you no better than a Holla Forumsfag tbh.

True, post-left anarchy literally gives you cancer :^)

I'm more than happy to bust out the spiciest hot pockets, buckle down and lower myself to your level to ban you again every. Single. Time.

This place will stand in front of a vanguard that will secure a basic level of quality beyond its equally basic levels of autism. Serious anarchists, Marxists and all other actual revolutionary socialist strands will have a place to post with faggots like you in the gulag.

I am most definitely coming, bucko.

do you realize how autistic you are?


all i see there is hurt feelings but no proof

"proof"

Go look at the catalog

Ban me harder daddy.


Maybe for a tankie :^)

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at least try for once

shitposting on a board you don't even credit relevance
how exactly is this fun? please explain

It's actually how it should be.
Proving it was all pointless anyway.

Enjoy your final moments, autismo-nihilist. Enjoy them with glee, as you will soon be forced to find another pond to shit in, as the serious leftists of all strands will once more be free.

Am I your mom or something? Go look at the catalog. I'm not going to do this shit for you. I've been here a lot and this is a recent event. I'm not hating on tankies, but some of them and the socdem have been fucking cancer

Pure Negation and Jouissance.

Here. Have a tombstone too. Those who want to remember you, will.

Wrong tombstone..

Here.

I meant becoming suicidal. You probably understood that as well but didn't want to answer anything about everything else I said.

so all you do is whine and cry
but can't even point out where all the meanies are who have hurt your feewings

why do you cry in the first place if you can't even provide anything to back it up?

just stay silent next time before posting such miserable whine posts

And this is why tripfags are hated among all chans. Please fuck off and at least shit post as a regular user.

We have no fucking power mate. We're not going to change anything.

t. FBI

problem with tripfags is they do not understand the purpose of trips

it's not to make a name but help to identify and be able to adress those who already are one

smh how have imageboard users forgotten about trolling so hard? This is really one of the biggest problems with Holla Forums - Holla Forums and GG and Holla Forums alike: All of you take this board way to fucking seriously.

Holla Forums is not the savior of the white race, video games aren't the single most important issue in the world, and Holla Forums is not the fucking Vanguard. This place is nothing more than a poorly-coded corner of the internet for extremely autistic people to shitpost on. But I guess the whole Chantology thing changed all that for imageboard in general. People have come to take imageboards far too seriously, and Holla Forums is definitely the worst offender of that.


Maybe if you ban me I'll have more time to read and will realize that Marxist-Leninism is the only future for mankind that there is tbh :^🍀🍀🍀


lel, so are you saying that post-left anarchy makes people suicidal? Because I would think that putting in all the wasted effort to try to keep the Left alive through yet another idealistic organization time and time again would be truly despair-inducing.

Or are you saying that nihilism made OP suicidal? Because not all nihilism is passive nihilism, for one thing, and secondly if the OP has cancer then you're saying they ought to live for a few months or so suffering from it and possibly putting their family in debt because of some vague notion you must have about the value of life or some shit.

I won't be happy to see a nihilist flag poster go, but their decision is one I fully support because it's the best option for them by far.

t. Porky

Pretty sure we had one before

I will. Mark my fucking manifesto.

oh shi-

i don't take this place too serious, no
but shitposting on some place out in fucking nowhere is a complete and utter waste

you're not trolling, it's just being an asshole to some guys that want to have a discussion going, maybe even create some little things, make shit happpen

and not only are you an asshole about it, you're desperately so too
just calm down and try having a conversation for once without you "pretending" to be retarded

m8 it's not like every single post I make is a shitpost. But I tend to shitpost more often because it's almost always a waste to put any effort into anything on this board.

I'm not going to do your homework, okay? Stop being a cocksucker and look it up.

Children detected

First the board, then the world. It all begins by eliminating the tumor at its root. Who knows we could go back to such wonderful epochs of our board's history, like collective Hal Turner prank calling, Holla Forums trolling or even trying to organize an IRL commune again. What's sure is that none of this, even any good or fun memes and shitposting, if the current post-left cancer is left to permeate itself.

fam this is truly Holla Forums-tier LARPing. You sound like a fucking anime character.

Follow follow follow follow [..] follow inside?

Don't do it OP! There's always a chance of spontaneous remission!

suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

Lies, a doctor doesn't diagnose you with terminal cancer from one day to another

i'm very much aware of this
it's not helping to let yourself get distracted though

shitposting should always be kept to a minimum and used to get a point across as well

posters of lesser quality just shouldn't be adressed at all
you could just hide those

They actually do.

Yesterday could have been the day when he received the doctor's final diagnosis.

It's hopeless fam, you're trying to preserve board quality on a board where handling shitposters gets you kicked from the mod team, where the majority of posters clamor at the chance to respond to bait, and that is right in the middle of the eye of the alt-right autism storm. Nothing short of a complete change in administration or board culture/usership could save Holla Forums

You sound like you're afraid of the coming gulaging.


Follower (从; 'ts'ung2'), crowd (众; 'chung4'), air (空; 'k'ung1') and you (你; 'ni3'). It's Mandarin Chinese, FYI.

Why would I be when I own /gulag/? ;^)

be the change you want to see in others yada yada motivational phrases etc.

The image has nothing to do with you.

You will find yourself in our collcetively-run gulag, of course.

There wouldn't be any real discussions here without Holla Forums, only namefag circle jerking and feels threads.

test >>>/gulag/

You talk like a liberal.

Ah yes, the dozens of threads about immigration, the refugee crisis, social conservatism. nationalism, the gays, trans people, how blacks are biologically stupider than whites - what would we do without those threads!?!

why did you have to do that

Don't you worry: I will make sure they are purged and gulaged just like you and your kind. You will share oblasts with the aut-rightists.

Yes, those are shitposts and I don't like them. You're not helping anything.

You do realize cyanide is extremely painful?

I know, I barely read it so I made it up as I went along.

Just wake my shit up inside tbh Familie


Hey, it's not my fault that people respond more to my shitposts than the serious posts I make. Holla Forums has no one else to blame but themselves for the quality of the board. I am merely a gadfly :^)


He's a big guy.

Maybe shouldn't have been a nihilist then :^)

kinda feel bad for OPs thread taking a turn like this

at least we seem to be on one page now, kinda
shitposting sucks
banhammers need to be beat down on the enemy saboteurs

Aight, fair enough.


Don't worry. The Holla Forums comintern will see to it that the serious anarchists and Marxists are free of your autism by securely placing you in a gulag.

We've lost something beautiful today; someone beautiful.

The rest of this thread is pure autism though on all sides, good god.

Good bye fam. RIP in peperonis.
Unless you are that reddit faggot then you are still not my fam and can go burn in hell
Figuratively, of couse, cuz hell doesn't exist

Wow, you actually care about board quality now????

Fucking heathen…

youtube.com/watch?v=rNulBGSUjjc

RIP

Only good post in the thread.
This is now lewd general.

Are you in pain?

Please don't kill yourself. Sometimes diagnosis are wrong, but even if it's true there are a ton of new scientific discoveries being uncovered everyday.

Also you still have the opportunity to spread class consciousness.

Top kek

When Holla Forums starts to take action against the Holla Forums shitposting and the low-effort threads by either moderating them or just not responding to bait, I'll start to care about the quality of the board as a whole. Until then, Holla Forums deserves what it gets, but these are some of the major issues with the board.

Say about me what you will, I very rarely post threads.


It's what they would have wanted :^)

I only have my tripcode still on because it'd be weird/confusing to turn it off halfway through the thread, but I should have just saged my posts tbh

Top kek
Nihilists don't believe in doing anything,
all they do is shitpost on Holla Forums and call everyone who does something irl a tool.

You need them.

You need Holla Forums to be Holla Forums, otherwise you'd just be a bunch of miserable circljerkers slowly withering away like every board that turns into an inward clique does.

why couldnt it have been me instead?
Truly there is no god

It's all about the moderation team. Chan posters are incapable of refraining from reaponding to bait.

Goodbye my friend.


Good idea. If he's gonna kill himself may as well send him off with qts.

I'll only do 3d though cuz I'm not into animu faggotry.

So you're concerned over quality? I didn't know you cared so much you bony faggot.

You can kill yourself at any time.

Sorry. Goodnight.

Joke of the year, this is a containment zone and you know it.


This, the old left is dead and the new left is a joke! We need the Alt-Left!


You are true comrade!

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Unlike everyone else on Holla Forums who spend all their time organizing IRL when they aren't arguing with bait, right? :^🍀🍀🍀)


Yeah, we need Holla Forums to post bait threads, argue in bad faith, spam fake sources, and call everyone cucks - but those nihilist posters who actually want to destroy capitalism but are critical of the Left's dogma, they've gotta go!


I agree, and it's pretty ridiculous how little the mods/BO seem to care about the board, or how scared they are of actually doing anything about the Holla Forums shitposters.


It's not so much being concerned over quality as not wanting to come off as a tripfag tbh. This is by far the most I've ever used my tripcode. Again, say what you will about me, most of the time I just use the nihilist flag.

There's nothing wrong with a dark haired qt gagging on a ball unless you're a vanilla faggot.

stop posting cute things

You're still a leftist.

Long hair is shit and so are submissive women.

Not really, Holla Forums just has their own, extremely vague definition of leftism. Notice how most people on the board just refer to themselves as "leftists" - not even communists, socialists, anarchists, Marxists, whatever. I see more often than not people just call themselves "leftists" - a disfigured, nondescript approximation of a serious political stance, much like what this entire board's political identity has become over time.

Don't tell me what to do; you're not my mom.

pls. I have a heart condition

Congenital?

This is Cute General!

Well…then I'm just making sure it still works.

The cancer gets cancer. I long for the day where the Holla Forums administration, which at this point is far more useful than the one in this piece of shit board, introduces flag filters, because everytime someone posts with this flag, it is purely to shitpost and act like cancer.

I hope it's for real, faggot.

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anarchism.pageabode.com/anarcho/few-comments-on-post-left-anarchy

You may be skeptical of the leftist movement, but you're still a leftist. As the author points out, you're against wage labor, bla bla bla and capitalism and wish to move on.

What I find issue with is how post-left anarchist call other anarchists "left anarchists" which is stupid and redundant and gives a form of authority to stupid anti-state liberals/capitalists. You can't be an anarchist without being a leftists.

I don't really have a heart condition, I just wanted more cute pictures. Sorry. I'll go kill myself to make up for this.

i want to hug christchan

fuck you

Well, okay, it could have subtle implications, but we're all leftists. That's what puts us together. If you have a board called "Marxism" you'd still have different Marxists from different tendencies joined in one board where calling yourself a Marxist, points out what connects you to other users.

its not my fault you have autism

Rest in peace comrade

I don't. I have a congenital heart defect that will probably kill me.

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PA/VSD is pretty severe, as far as heart problems go.

That's not what vanilla means you nigger. Brown girls are best girls anyways.


Only if you're a bitch with shit taste.


So you're so emo you're going to die of a broken heart?

Offsite community's never end well.

Cotard delusion detected.

Are you still around user? :< If you are, email me if you want someone to talk to or be stoned with..

probably. I haven't been to a psychiatrist about it tho

neechan has an email for the comic and stuff?

email me instead! Pls I'm so lonely

There's always dubtrack…

#nopricklyallowed

bye nihilist guy

I want to hear n1x's response to this

Daily Reminder.

If you aren't trolling me, I have saved your picture as one of my wallpaper. If there is anything over the other side, i hope it is kinder to you

good luck on the other side!

DO NOT DIE IN VAIN SHOOT UP WALLSTREET.

IF YOU ARE TRULY AN ANARCHO NIHILIST YOUR LAST ACT WILL BE A BRUTAL ATTACK ON THE BOURGEOISIE

dude propaganda of the deed lmao

or don't kill yourself. Killing yourself alone with no purpose is the douchebag option and will only upset your fam.

RIP HotWheels, based Nihilist of Holla Forums.

Fuckin… NoOOO!!!!!!!!!!! DONT GO!

Stop posting "no" and so on nerds.
He's already gone. It's over.

hotwheels is kill too!?

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c-comrades…

Stream it or GTFO fagit

how old are you ?

i miss Holla Forums, when people were gonna sudoku they always post proof.
i still remember toaster Steeve, i never thought someone off'ing himself could be that hilarious.

that glorious faggot launched my sides to places they've never been before, i'll never forget him

God damn, user. That was the last time I was in a Holla Forums thread. He was such a qtpie too; at least he failed, in the end.

ok bruh

i'v heard he was severely burned tho.
i wonder how he's doing

Not a bad way to go fam. I hope you had a fun ride while it lasted.

I'll light one up in memoriam. Goodbye comrade.
youtube.com/watch?v=Cb9moxhv6LM

"The cream rises"
Every time i remember this phrase i laugh like a madman
t thanks ;_;

What board was this posted on?

This board isnt even worth shitposting anymore, i rather swallow uranium then spend more time with the parody of leftism preached here. (Nobody here is even up to date with all the contemporary theory) This board is a joke and it isnt even funny anymore, the revolution will never come and we will all die.

Just the picture? Why not the post itself?

Fuck…

New friend here, I don't understand how you know who it is without them being a tripfriend lol.

Also OP pls don't do it, doctors are wrong sometimes and you've still got good days ahead of you

If you spend enough time on imageboards you will start noticing the way people write. Some people have a very distinct style.

hardcore techno = win

=( I have cancer, but it ended up not being terminal. I'm sorry friend.

lolicore is not hardcore techno

you were just shitposting right?
you don't actually believe your meme ideology?
just curious.

See you, space shitposter

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I want to give you a hug.

Good, I hope you fucking kill yourself too you cancerous faggot

some of those songs were hardcore, they had a high enough BPM

whats the preferred terminology then?

no to be rude, but you're still alive, did the joint not work? or did you decide not to use the cyanide but to go engage in 'propaganda of the deed'