Depression

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You can't /thread your own posts.

The etiquette standard has plummeted here recently.

Fucking MOVE AWAY then you fag.

The environment you're living in is toxic, look what it is doing to you. It's literally killing you.

Look you can either be a bitch about this and continue doing nothing spiralling into worse and worse depression ultimately painting your walls with your brains, and if that is what you want be my guest.

Do a radical change in your life. Pack your bags, leave your apartment and leave the country. Just go literally anywhere else. If ooga boogas from the fucking third world can do it today en masse then so can you implying you're a fucking white man. Leave for gods sake, that place has nothing to give you except for death. Start over again, give up this miserable life of yours and try again.

This, do NOT take the pills unless you are a Schizophrenic or paranoid delusional.

find woods

stay in woods

stay alone in woods until you find yourself yes?

only way

dr. user orders it

Also demoralization.

A white man doesn't have a chance in hell of moving countries unless he's got a LOT of money.

Every shitskin subhuman can move but not whites.

I live in the second biggest country in the world though.

I don't know how I'm going to move. I can't drive, I don't have very much money, and I can barely work unless it's a kind of job where you can be very tired and you don't have to think much you just have to stay awake and keep doing it.

Since when have those pills ever helped anyone with those labels?

I think I will do this. It's the middle of winter and the weather is as shitty as it can get but I might just do this anyways. Perhaps stay in the woods then until I freeze or starve or god intervenes.

Sorry my existence bothers you but I'm not going to call a suicide hotline to talk to some libshit who is just going to call me a racist and tell me to kill myself and that my views are all wrong. Suicide hotlines are for women.

It truly is the best idea. And, hey, if it doesn't work, you've got plenty of trees to hang yourself from.

You should get a high every morning you wake up and remember HRC will never ever be president.

Now, I got laid off a week after the election, so I should be feeling depressed, but I'm feeling great and can't wait to go help build the wall worst case scenario.

No god here but Kek, user.

By preventing manic episodes. Yes this is achieved via a crude waking sedation in my cases however if you have ever known a Schizophrenic (for example) and watch them both on and off meds you will see that the only thing keeping them for needing sectioning are the meds.

These medications aren’t a cure (or even understood) but often for people with severe mental defects they are the difference between life in the real world and life in a secure unit.

Maybe wait until Trump is actually in office you brain dead whiny little bitch, fucking yeesh.

Get some sunshine and get out into nature (go to a park or some shit). Then make an active effort to socialise, whether with family, friends or random strangers.

People that lack sunlight and socialising are often more likely to be depressed. (Also lack of exercise and obesity but they apparently aren't factors here)

When you are at the gym, lift heavy. Also make sure you eat oats and nuts. All factors that increase testosterone. Men low in testosterone are also more likely to be depressed.

I know that's you smiley.

Have you ever thought that the reason you're depressed is that your consciousness leaks out into the past and the future more than normies, and you can instinctively tell that the future is still going to be so horrifying that suicide will be welcomed by most?

Well you kill yourself and the subhumans and libshits win, you were born to the best race, the best gender and you're going to let niggers and kikes beat you into submission?

For hundreds of years your ancestors fought to secure a future for their children and you're going to piss it all away with your suicide

You think I haven't heard shit like this recommended to me on Holla Forums back in 2006?

I ate oatmeal and nuts for a couple years constantly btw and eventually stopped when I realized it was making me sick. I now eat more rye bread and cheese instead of those.

My family just berates me and every interaction with them is negative so I try to avoid them. Every attempt over my whole life to try to have a positive experience with them has ended horribly. I don't have a single friend besides anonymous Holla Forums users I consider my friends and who I recognize by their posting styles and rhetoric. I've tried the random strangers thing, it didn't work out, people were just afraid of me.

I need more sunlight probably. Need to invest in some artificial lights to simulate the sun.

Speaking for myself, if that's true, should I happen to survive the chaos I'll be doing quite well for myself. Of course, the intervening interval…

The last 3 generations of my family have been very shameful.

I can't stop it, my consciousness is spread out over time, and I keep getting feedback from the future and so on. I keep getting messages, visitations, visions, etc. and it happens all the more strongly if I try to resist it oddly enough. I'm constantly burning out, I keep feeling these energy surges, and like my mind is being overclocked and my energybody can not sustain this properly. I need to adjust to this higher level better and have more energy so I'm not constantly stressed.

you stay in woods no matter weather

you stay in woods

woods fix you

Then you need to redeem your families honour, if you kill yourself you further shame your family name

this is Holla Forums, nobody here gives a fuck about your personal problems
do darwin and the genepool a favor and check out >>>/suicide/

Get off the internet for at least two weeks, learn to drive, take some caffeine pills, and get a real job. After that, get some irl hobbies like carpentry or fixing cars.

Finally, stop expecting the solution to your problems to come from some outside source that's going to hand it to you on a silver platter when you hold all the power to change yourself within. Donald Trump didn't gwt to be Donald Trump by lying around in his underwear and crying to imaginary internet people about how much his childhood sucked, he got to be Donald Trump through ACTION, by DOING things, and by never letting up or being lazy.

Don't come back to Holla Forums until you've fixed yourself enough to not make pathetic whiny posts like a fucking girl, Jesus Christ, have some self-respect.

Work out. Depression in men is generally a sign of low T.

ha novice

you let world change you

world bends to will

if you can not swim you will drown

Fucking this x1000. I only wanted a meaningful civil war to die in instead of just rotting away here in loneliness without purpose.

Go suck a dick Moshe, apparently enough people give a shit to make this a somewhat active thread.

You should give yourself to a cause, im pretty sure you can do some kind of work for some organization, just forget about you and think about the wellbeing of said organization, name it the church or whatever you think of. Like you dont matter anymore, its just those who you are working for and their mission.

you are already dead if you can not find meaning in every mundane task

Get a dog. They will always love you and be loyal. Do you live in a city? If you do try to move to a countryside, start a garden, raise some chickens.

I wouldn't be the first in my family to kill myself.

I feel like my living is the bigger shame when I can't do anything.

Darwinian Natural Selection is not strictly speaking the end all of evolution. It's more complex than that. However, I am probably composed of some bad memes, that need to be either replaced with stronger memes or dissolved.

I've already gone off the internet for a month at a time, multiple times now. I was forced to do some driving school thing before, but I couldn't do it. What is the point of caffeine pills? I showed up to multiple interviews for a real job and it always just ended with them trying to get me set up with some kind of thing that is usually for the homeless and druggies. I have hobbies.

You do not understand.

Only good advice in this thread was to go in woods. I was thinking of doing it myself. Now an user randomly, synchronistically, shows up and tells me to do it. I want to go into the forest and pray non-stop to god to Intervene on my behalf by giving me the true solution to my problems or directly healing me, or to let god take me away to the afterlife.

Did you even read my opening post?

The world doesn't seem to actually do much to me. I seem to be immune to outside influence. I'm just stuck in a low-energy depressive state all the time and feel constantly burnt out.

You're about as retarded as all the SJWs that are on suicide watch after Trump's win.

fag for /threading own post but
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op do you even lift? I work 60-68 hours a week on my fret the entire time and I still lift and find time to read.

Going innawoods without years of experience is a painful and complete retard tier method of suicide.

christ you sound like a melodramtic faggot
only you can fix it. wallowing in self pity will only drive you deeper into it you pansy

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Nice blogpost, faggot, now fuck off to >>>/polblog/

Just watching the world and realpolitics in real time is fun enough to be alive, we live in interesting times fagget.

Go to the gym, user.

If you don't have a gym, just go running, and then get a gym membership.

Also, take some zinc, magnesium, and B6. That should fix your low testosterone.

if you don't even try how will you succeed
then you're a lost cause and should just off yourself.
after getting over being depressed twat I've found I can't stand other depressed twats. Christ I must have been unbearable.

No, you living is proof that you havent given up yet, you need to realise that you arent living for yourself you're living to oppose something find an enemy and live to see the day they fucking crumble then move on to the next, our ancestors did this in the past but the modern age has cuck'd us out of our natural mindset live for the tribe, die for the tribe, you should go out fighting not cowering so you need to keep fighting on push forward never back and redeem your family name honour your ancestors realise how many generations it took for you to be here and now make your ancestors proud to have stuggled on through the piss and shit of their time

First of all I check out almost every link posted here without giving credit to the poster and many of them have been gems.
I also have not experienced as dramatic depression as you described, but I do relate with what you told about depressing childhood, tinkering diet and desperation with self help data, but still I want to risk it and give you one faggy last advice.

Conscience. Explore it and realize that you have one. You can consult it on literally any situation and it will always have an answer, its up to you to either follow whatever it is through bravely or not to, and I find that its hard to feel down when you really just do it.

And what can you really regret at your deathbed if for every moment you did exactly what you wished to do in that moment, it may mean hedonism at first, but your conscience will likely start to f3l bad about it and want something more instead, and thus evolve naturally. I sometimes personify conscience as an inner child that noone cares about, even me.

This is part of what Crowley tried to tell us with 'do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law'.

And its also why I replied. My conscience now agrees that I did my best and Im now fine.

telling fellow Holla Forumsack to kill himself is the jewest thing that I can imagine

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I won't pretend to have a solution to clinical depression, since that shit is caused by chemical imbalances that really be cured through force of will. But, I will recommend that you find a time consuming and exhausting hobby to occupy your time. something that challenges the mind and give you a lot of idle time to stew in life's sorrows.
I personally am enjoying learning how to program, and look forward to becoming a tech priest in the new American Imperium.
That's all I got, OP. Hope you start to feel better.

…but apparently you couldn't find the time to even read my original post: Let me state it right now that I am very strong and lean and have been lifting heavy weights for about a decade and I do martial arts too

I have always been of the opinion that only I can fix myself but that hasn't played out at all. Nobody/nothing can fix me. Only God would have that power because all humans including myself are useless at it.

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Start your own organisation. Be the founder of something and dedicate yourself to it.

Yet another faggot proving people don't even read the starting post before responding to the thread.

Want me to post a youtube video of me talking? I can't be the head of any organization. My voice reeks of autism.

youtube.com/watch?v=F-hOkFbRe5U
youtube.com/watch?v=uc7-8Ko2mJk

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You are like a little baby my friend. Your voice is fine. I'm 33 and I never play video games with the mic on because people think I'm 11.

He's literally trying to encourage me to work for one of the hundreds of bullshit charities/frauds that all are dedicated to undermining the white race. He's an ultra-jew. Wish I could meet someone like him in person so I could meaningfully end my life by killing him and then waiting for the police and asking them to just shoot me.

Like i've said mate you need to set your eyes on an enemy you need to have an oppossing force against you, for instance the rothschilds fucked my family hard in the past so I plan on living till I see them crash and burn

also this is my post incase you missed it>>8345647

I'll visit your blog if I'm intrested

fucked that up pretty embarassing

problem spotted

And your voice isnt bad mate it only sounds bad to you because you hear it more clearly because of the vibrations going through your bones everyone hates there voice but yours isnt bad mate

Mike Cernovich has a goofy voice and he does just fine.

Damn it OP did you read my post?>>8345425 Get a dog. They have been shown to help fight depressions. He'll give you reason to go outside, will make you laugh and feel needed.

Gas the boomers, generational war now.

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Well then fucking off yourself you waste of space. God damned, if you don't look around you and don't see any purpose or anything to fight for, than you should kill yourself. There is no room for someone in this world who does not want to fight hard to exist and make something of himself. The only way our dreams come true is if we make them. Through our resolve and perseverance, to raise up through the muck that is modernity and make something greater of ourselves. We determine our own destiny. We aim, and we shoot for our objective. We will be amongst the stars if you believe in this, we can make anything possible.

Or no, drop out early, be a dud in the great sea of time, to go out with no bang, spark or light. Just fucking give up you insufferable faggot.

What you need is to figure out how to properly sleep

That's what's making you feel bad like that and is complicating everything even more to you.

But one thing that we all need is some social relations at least weekly.

Contact old people you used to talk to if you can, old relatives, whatever. Try to have a BBQ at home or anywhere, cook for other people a simple meal as dinner if necessary, offer them beer and it's probable some people will attend and you can rekindle old contacts.

I'd never tell anyone to go to a shrink or therapist, it's way better to just go out and act, do something. Sleep properly. And all the rest you said yourself already.

As for the isolationism, there are social media for that reason, other fronts.

Never kill yourself. That's useless for everyone. Try to feel proud of yourself for any reason, even just for the sake of proud itself. That's important in keeping your mind clean.

Remember: Act, do things. That's what you need to do. Talk to people, work (even if you can't hold the job long), move to another city, whatever. Start a blog or a YT channel. Do anything faggot, but don't fucking waste your life in a desperate act.

Stop thinking you have a problem user, you weak willed fucking faggot. There's your problem. Depression isnt an illness its a natural part of life and emotions. I'm assuming you are white, if you arent then this doesnt apply to you. And you should fuckinh kill yourself or go back to your own country or respective board.

Go camping and/or get some sun. If you have Norse blood in you at all then do this. It doesnt even have to be camping, go skiing or snowboarding even. Hiking, biking, just any physical activity away from civilization. Theres a reason these activities are dominated by nordic whites. Its in our blood to be with nature, being too far away from it leads to depression for us, thats just science. Its a gene that causes a release of some hormone when we're lacking natural vitamin D. DO NOT take a synthetic form of it, it doesnt have the same effect as being absorbed through your skin and will fuck up your natural production of it.

You may think this is autism, but theres a reason scandinavians learned to live with nature. Its apart of us and our blood.

Finished reading it, am very mad, because I don't give a shit about any of those things, and I'm one of those people that notices every single fucking tick of the clock, every single fucking breath, and even as hours go by I can't shut anything out. I will be happy when my body isn't constantly fatigued, constantly tired, constantly burning, constantly making me feel shit all the time I'm awake. I don't need some amazing experience, I need the absence of the constant low-level negative shit.

just suicide. that's what i'm gonna do.
life's not worth it and humans are trash.
suicide is best option.

I know that feel.

This might help you too, learn to sleep better, stop jerking off to porn, eat better, exercise, make something of yourself.

How did people maintain a happy state of mind in the 1800's before everything got jewed and 9/10's of the population started taking anti-depressants?

I wonder who could be behind this post

When the majority of people react to my voice negatively all my life, it becomes impossible to think your voice is fine, especially when other people never get these same constant negative reactions.

I had a period like that too. You'll get over it.