Existencial dread memery thread

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MEME THE PAIN AWAY

BUT IN THE EEEEND IT DOESNT EVEN MAAAATTERRRR

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Thanks for the memes famrade. Take my collection of existential macros.

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#NoLivesMatter

Hanging.

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Was thinking of something quite similar.

I don't know why but that one hit me harder than anything else in this thread. Jesus fuck.

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Sorry I didn't notice this was Nihilist Memes

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You all fuckers seem to have depression. Or at least you can say you have most symptoms of depression. Treat yourself as such.

For anhedonia, find pleasure in simple things. Maybe there was something you liked when you were kids. Maybe it is time to find back the appreciation for it.

For guilt, grief, analyze what you are guilty about, find out what you should have done and then promise yourself to do that next time. Otherwise no sense crying over spilt milk.

Psychomotor retardation, if that impedes you, then seek medical help. Definitely in really bad cases of it. In less bad, just be active, maybe the brain will kickstart after a while when you stop senselessly tormenting yourself.

If you seriously feel shitty all the time watch this video at once, maybe in the evening. For a great explanation about what is depression.

youtube.com/watch?v=TIcf-2AFHgw

Instead of watching two 20 minute episode of some tv series to dull your pain, watch 50 minutes of mellow voice of a cool guy with a cool beard.

Saved

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These are all seriously dank memes, where'd you get them?

Reddit

shitposter.club/group/308/id

Oh yeah this is my kind of thread!

but nothing is external to me because it is all my own

Interesting. Thanks for the link.

I don't have depression. I have Capitalism.

That's like saying, try to keep dry when you're swimming in the middle of the ocean.

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This is my kind of thread.

that's what I said, welcome to the train wreck.

What the fuck is this magical place

I do have depression and capitalism just makes it worse.

I'm sure you mean well but it's not really helpful, sometimes I just lay in bed and I literally can't bring myself to do anything, even play video games or something else I like, I just want to die.

At 30 I'll just get into hard drugs and die in the streets prolly.

I'm not interested in the drugs but can't I do the rest now?

Sure, but why do it without the drugs?

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STINK TURK OF DONKEY FUKC

REMOVE TURK REMOVE KEBAB BE WARY OF WIZARD FLUTE MAGIC OF BOSNIAK

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I found a nice bridge to jump off when the time comes. I hate heights but I can't find anyplace to hang myself (I'm too tall for doorframes)

This.

this is the most accurate shit I have ever read

thanks for this user

By realizing that escapism is a natural psychological trait that we should expect to see under late capitalism, and cautiously embracing it.

At least I can finally wank properly now that I've come to terms with my sexual inclinations.

Competitive matchmaking in video games is also a workable substitute for the sense of work and accomplishment I never got in school.

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n1x, please jump in front of a truck.

n1ggs would never use the word existential in a positive context.

n1x didn't make this thread, lad

Yes.

n1x, become the meaty kibble.

I tried to buy a gun to kms but the guy wouldn't sell it to me

Guess the world just wants to keep nazis around

i own some guns.
i'll let you use one to off yourself if you testify that it was assisted suicide.

literally who?

Oi, yo ulooking for a fight?

I think the problem with anhedonia right now is that the things I used to like when I was a kid also do not give me pleasure. You know, thats kind of the whole deal with anhedonia.

literally new

The boring anarcho-nihilist poster who can't stop sucking Nietzsche's dick.

At least now I know that I must kill myself before I get so depressed I become unable to. Thanks for the lecture.

No reason to off myself, I'm actually enjoying this wild ride.
Tho I will probably gonna have an overdose one of these days if I continue to live like a crazy moffo like I'm doing

You're sick unto death so it doesn't matter if you die anyways :^)

Are you having a breakdown? Like for real?

Who isn't

My breakdowns are so common I could make drum&bass

truth

I became a communist.

bump

The revolutionary is a doomed man, tbh.

there's a nice song called I fucking hate myself and I want to die

no shit

Fucking this. I had a friend who attempted suicide and now they have him on all sorts of meds and he's worse off then before. He just mindlessly goes through life, all spark is gone. The meds don't give back what you've lost from when you were young, they just take away the depression too.

anti slide bump

I know that feel all too well. I wonder how common this sort of thing is among leftists, tho I do recall reading about a study that said rightwingers are happier. Also more than one study that said they're less intelligent. Corelation isn't causation, but still.

The way I figure it, the only way to be happy is to dedicate yourself to a meaningful cause, in our case socialism. Being as we live in an age when socialism is dead (and in a sense, it was killed all the way back in the Russian Civil War), the road to personal fulfillment is closed off. I feel like a mountain climber with acrophobia. Well, there's Rojava. I nurture a faint hope that being on the ground, fighting for the cause, might finally lift this existential dread from me. But I don't know if it will happen, and I wouldn't be able to get antipressant medication there. A depressive with a rifle is not a good thing for anyone.

Anyway OP, I'm trying to get myself some ketamine. Besides possibly being the first antisuicide medication in history, it might be a viable antidepressant if taken in small and spaced doses. I could have already bought it in the darknet but it would be so much cheaper to buy it in a vet store. A dose of 0.5 mg/kg should be more than enough. K works for 70-80% of people. Here's hoping we're all in that bracket.

Psilocybin has also been shown to have a positive impact on mental health as well.

LSD too

i had two trips, my first was great, the second made me depressed as fuck

But their antidepressant effect is a result of the trip, isn't it? Ketamine's effect is chemical. Eggheads say it's actually caused by a metabolite, 6-hydroxynorketamine. I have been looking for a laboratory that might synthetize it without charging an arm and a leg.

I've tripped several times, but in my limited experience having bad trips tends to be a result of letting your negative thoughts "run away" with you rather than directing them yourself, for whatever it's worth.

Possibly, but with those tested reporting positive effects even months later seems to suggest that it is more than just the trip that is leading to things like elevated general mood and positive outlook, but so far as I know there's no definite answer yet as studies are ongoing.

Daily Reminder.

This is better:
archive.org/download/Dtrash145-BabylonDisco-ToFindAndDestroyAtlantis/dtrash145_03_i_fucking_hate_myself.ogg

I've eaten mushrooms numerous times, I was even growing and selling them for a period. In the beginning I used to fear the bad trips for the obvious reasons -they can be fucking scary- and I loved the good trips -heaven-like. But I as got more and more experience, I realised that the bad trips are the ones that are the most benefiting. As correctly stated, they force you to bring all your suppressed and unprocessed feelings on the surface. You HAVE to deal with them. It can be painful and agonising but it is most certainly a cathartic process.

Now I use mushrooms occasionally as a psychotherapy session; a psychological maintenance, if I may. Good trips are still awesome and also highly educational since they can teach you beauty appreciation but don't expect them so often; they only happen when your psyche is clean.

Bottom-line: Eat away, people. Bad trips ftw