Congratulations, user, and I really do mean it. You made the leap of faith and, though you're missing pieces of the puzzle and still have dangerous elements present in your foundation thoughtform, you've come to about the same conclusions I arrived at a year or two ago, that being the better group, men, man, ideology, and enabling/affirming the unbound, glorified living of life and the best incentive for personal investment in a system:being the good guys, fighting for higher ideals and the creation of a better way. As for the potentially dangerous elements, it has to do with stress testing, flexibility and speed of adaptation, and how human beings are not always true believers, academically objective, or idealistic interpreters of recorded intent and foundations of law and implementation. Most people are products of the conditions they are raised under, accustomed to, and subjected to, with a tendency to endure difficult or trying conditions they believe are a result of their own actions and choices in life, such as the uneducated and untrained poor believing they deserve no more or are lucky to scrape by and accepting their lot, the voter who's team wins the election and enters into a war that features economic downturn. At best, he will think on changing his vote, next election, or accept the results as a product of personal choice, where voting gives the illusion of free will and a causality basis for believing his choice matters and therefore the consequences brought about by leadership or ideological direction are a perceived effect caused by choice in vote. Now, during times of war, hardship, rapid changes, and calamity, what is important is how the facets of a system are interpreted by and acted upon by the "dregs", shallow information consumers, low intelligence types, those longing for comfort and ease, those of an opportunistic and deceptive nature, and those who's capacity for understanding the complex world around him is poor and also has poor instincts or intuition. Under poor conditions, the Jewish vilifying racial aspect will always result in either Jewish persecution, media lies regarding your government's treatment of Jews being seemingly backed by your own doctrine, or both, violating a universal law regardless and denying the system it's own charges and building blocks as willing and eager "believer" type participants in the design and beneficiaries of successes and improvements.
See what I'm getting at? 1930s Germany? Miraculous, idealistic, united, and an engine of invention, infrastructure construction, and creative output. Germany '40? Hubris takes hold, arrogance spreads, people start congratulating themselves for helping to build a juggernaut, aspirations go through the roof. Some start taking advantage of weaker elements in and around the system at this point, as NatSoc doctrine glorified strength and merit to a high degree, while also damning the weak and the different as proof of the merit in accepting fortunes of war and survival of the fittest at face value, a convenient interpretation and allowing a shucking off of perceived unnecessary effort-sinks. Germany, Russian Front halted and eventually reversed to a retreat? Yeah, this is when things get bad. And the worst part? Adolf Hitler knows, has known for a while, though I won't get into this now. He also knows that the collective belief, or will, of his volk, is essential, and doubt or fear feeds into itself and opens the system and people up for cascade failures, Germany's rapid and somewhat scatterbrained rearmament and their offense-centric war doctrine coupled with a chokepoint in the nerve center between the head, or consolidated power of command in leader-celebrities, and the body, or various branches of military, homeland functionality, and territories, and all defeat takes is regular application of pressure from numerous avenues of attack via forces with strengths unknown or only estimated roughly before conditions return most people to a state of little more than self preservation and going through motions
Anyways, I could go on, but I'm delirious from lack of sleep, this probably makes no sense, and I gave up on national socialism as a means or end a long time ago, along with the belief that any political, economic, or legal system even remotely resembling modern and past ones used by humanity through the ages could do more than simply repeat the same mistakes we've seen over and over
Well, it was fun reliving my past, at least.
