Hey guys

Hey guys,
I really want to die,
I just can't take it anymore.
I suffer and being alive itself is painful.
I just don't want to continue existing this way…
However, I don't have the balls to do it myself.
Thus I'd like to ask you:
Does someone maybe want to kill me?
I'm a 18 year old German guy.

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smoke weed, makes the unbearable better. look at me, Im a Holla Forums vol, and homeless. weed makes both just a little better.

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Tried weed multiple times. Seems to have no effects on me. Even tried Meth once and only felt just a little bit more optimistic.

what led you to this mindset
huff some jenkem immediately

No, I was out on the street, drinking, talking to a guy about drugs, and suddenly he offered me Meth and I was like "Meh, don't want to become old anyways, so…"

You're so young, and also german. Why do you want to end yourself? are you too pathetic?

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Just go with the pain
you will find peace in oblivion
in nihilistic fury for your ills
you will become self-actualised through apathy
I am ready to die at any moment, that's why I have no fear in life, know that confidence, user.
know that life will not get better, so abuse what you have now, and maybe something else will come into the picture. Something you care about, maybe.
but maybe not, I do not have hope for you, or myself.

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checked, fear not – you know what to do user

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Have you ever considered paying someone to make you into a delicious meal?

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I could ask my grandpa if he'll do it. He has killed lots of Germans. He's 92, though, so he doesn't get around very well anymore.

They weren't. I remember. And it's all in the blood, even if they have forgotten temporarily.

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Has faggot OP live streamed his an hero yet?

While your country is getting cucked to death by arabs you want to cowardly die like a bitch? Your ancestors are rolling in their graves

Belgian here. Also depressed and suicidal. Don't do it OP. Start doing 10 push ups a day, minimum, and work your way up from that.

Grow a pair. Life sucks, so be it.

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Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone.
For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air.
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.

Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all.
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life's gall.

Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a long and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.

Solitude by Ella Wheeler Wilcox