Addiction General

John Butler
John Butler

I know there are a lot of alcoholics here and some of you have timothy leary tier posts. Let's have a thread about addictions, maybe throw some bottom stories in. Also, am I the only faggot here who does dope? It's gotton really bad in my state and is pretty common now. I guess most who use don't stay competent enough to imageboard but I'm kind of blessed with extra cash but I'm still surprised you lowlives don't do it.

Eli Stewart
Eli Stewart

Yeah no Heroin. I've seen too many lives destroyed from heroin.

Josiah Cooper
Josiah Cooper

It definitely kills people but the only two deaths I've known bought a farm off bad product. The guy who sold it to them went to jail for murder even though he was just a middleman.

Luis Campbell
Luis Campbell

dope
I guess most who use don't stay competent enough to imageboard

Thomas Foster
Thomas Foster

I like dope a lot.

Levi Hughes
Levi Hughes

I'm still surprised you lowlives don't do it.
Some of the people here who joke about being asocial NEETs or shut-ins are really joking, but some really aren't. Those who aren't joking might slip out to the liquor store and buy a couple Four Lokos and a bottle of cheap vodka with nickels and dimes scrounged from their mom's couch, but they have no friends, no acquaintances, and nobody to sell them dope, and they'd be terrified to buy it even if they did.

If it could be delivered through the mail without having to visit some shady darknet site and pay in cryptocoins, we'd have all been addicted and ODed by now.

Easton Walker
Easton Walker

Well put. Maybe the "epidemic" is being caused by the easier access. Just takes one abusive gf you always thought you wanted to show you haw to use a rig lol :/

You can't buy dope online? I know people who order all kinds of shit through silkroad style websites but have no experience with it myself. Most of what my buddy gets is reddit-tier shit like peyote or DMT. Figured dope would be just as easy.

Brayden Baker
Brayden Baker

yes, also there is no benefit to doing it. It’s like smoking tobacco, it only has downsides. Paying money for nothing. Autists will evaluate the outcome and say there is no reason to every try such a thing. Psychedelics, on the other hand offer mind expansion and exploration without hangovers or trappings of addiction.

Aaron Roberts
Aaron Roberts

also relatively low risk of detection. DMT or ‘cid isn’t brought in through cartels by the truckload, so it’s super low priority for LEA. That means it’s not being screened for in the mail, or on corporate drug tests. Even if it was, that stuff leaves your system quickly. If you are looking for dope it’s high risk all around. Teams of dogs trained to sniff it out, detectable in your system for long periods, makes you violently ill when you stop taking it, oh and by the way the difference between an effective dose and lethal dose is very small, making it easy to mistakenly kill yourself. NEETs aren’t the type to take big risks for zero reward.

Zachary Sanders
Zachary Sanders

I stay away from DMT because of Jum Carey

Matthew Roberts
Matthew Roberts

go into military because haha zogbots are glorious amirite?
become huge alcoholic
find out zogbots aren't glorious at all
get out
start smoking
quit cold turkey after roughly three years (don't know how, just stopped one day and never got any urges afterwards)
have been weekend drinking for about 7 and a half years with very rare weekday binges
weekly I think "this'll be the last time for awhile"
Friday rolls around so I drink
Saturday I drink
Sunday I have a couple
rinse and repeat
Whoever said quitting smoking was the hardest shit to do was a fucking liar.

Liam Clark
Liam Clark

only drinking on weekends
fucking casual

Brody Evans
Brody Evans

I'm addicted to lolis and shitposting but that's it. The shitposting in particular… I just get up and shitpost like a madman and I can't stop. I get so agitated if I'm not shitposting and I have to go to sleep that I just can't sleep. I barely want to take a break to make tea or get food. I have to shitpost all day every day non-stop. There is something wrong with me that I can't live my life if I'm not shitposting, everything else is torture to me.

Cameron Ross
Cameron Ross

Some of the people here who joke about being asocial NEETs or shut-ins are really joking, but some really aren't. Those who aren't joking might slip out to the liquor store and buy a couple Four Lokos and a bottle of cheap vodka with nickels and dimes scrounged from their mom's couch, but they have no friends, no acquaintances, and nobody to sell them dope, and they'd be terrified to buy it even if they did.

All me minus the alcohol.

If it could be delivered through the mail without having to visit some shady darknet site and pay in cryptocoins, we'd have all been addicted and ODed by now.

You're acting like using Tor is difficult. As for cryptocoins they're well and truly fucked. All this said no, I'm a NEET shut-in, and I'm not going to get any stupid ass drug addictions.

Anthony Butler
Anthony Butler

35+ drinks in a 2-3 day period every week for 7+ years.
If I quit cold turkey it's highly likely I'd wind up with the DTs and all of the joys that come with it.

Hudson Howard
Hudson Howard

You get detox sweats and shakes when you stop for even one day. I was a fifth-a-day "shot in the morning" faggot at one point and when I rehab'd it off I was in hell; fuckin hallucinating and shit. I'm not saying alcohol isn't the whole devil itself used in any way but the physical requirement only comes in once you're doing it every day.

Daniel Sullivan
Daniel Sullivan

Psychedelics, on the other hand offer mind expansion and exploration without hangovers or trappings of addiction.

I know really horrible and delusional people who've used psychedelics. It seems to break the normal thought process and make the think in a random and retarded way where they come to conclusions and make associations that they really shouldn't. I think the literature on this hints at this and acts like it's a good thing, it's not. It's rolling dice and hoping you don't come out retarded, and it would be much better instead to study the thoughtprocess and revise your own thinking without the use of drugs.

Nicholas Young
Nicholas Young

You ever met that one guy who has long hair, plays guitar, does LSD, cries and Tool concerts and tries to tell you how much it's expanded and enlightened him? Always sounded like a cult to me and spooped me from every trying acid tbh fam

Lincoln Bailey
Lincoln Bailey

Yeah there's a guy exactly like that at my local market. I could find his profile on reverbnation. He's an Australian immigrant to Canada and he's a living meme.

Evan Martin
Evan Martin

Anyone here know exactly why they are addicted to what they and what will make them stop? I always understand why I do the things I do.

Brody Adams
Brody Adams

I do opiate painkillers daily that I get from the doc. They are a good feeling and help me with chronic pain better than anything, I am dependent technically. if I stop I get wd. Idgaf tho I have a constant supply So that rarely is an issue.

Jack White
Jack White

In 2016 there used to be a daily opiate circlejerk thread on Holla Forums. All those anons left.

Sebastian Wilson
Sebastian Wilson

They're more common than you think. It was fresh on my mind because I was at the smoking area at a nearby college the bus stop is there and saw a friend of mine who fits the description from long ago who told me he is getting a yoga degree or some shit kek

Yea that's the first "step" in AA/NA. You start out not caring, then you realize it's an issue but you have money to support it still. Then you get dope sick and before you know it you're calling to borrow money from friends and family because you have no cash for rent and you are in pain if you don't get you're high.

Owen Morales
Owen Morales

those anons left.
*died

Henry Stewart
Henry Stewart

im still here but at the time i was in school and not using

they were around back in '14 too and that cat's cradle faggot or someone who pretended to be him would always jump in better times ;(

Jace Flores
Jace Flores

Nah I still talk to some off site

Jayden Russell
Jayden Russell

DEA DATAMINING THREAD DO NOT REPLY

Jace Williams
Jace Williams

it's disturbingly habit forming actually.

weekly I think "this'll be the last time for awhile"
Friday rolls around so I drink

i know this

Parker Jones
Parker Jones

I took those before. They literally had no effect on me whatsoever. In fact all kinds of painkillers don't have any effect on me and most drugs do nothing to me. Also it may be due to genetics as nobody else in my family responds to most kinds of drugs at all. Nothing. It's like we're a different species.

Levi Young
Levi Young

The problem for me is that it's not just a bout of sickness. I can endure insane amounts of pain and suffering for prolonged periods of time. It's the not getting better thing. It's the "it's been months now and I'm still fucked up, when is this ever going to stop"?

Elijah Reyes
Elijah Reyes

It doesn't lol. Addiction ends with group therapy and quiting it forever.

Zachary Murphy
Zachary Murphy

While not as harmful, I'm addicted to porn. I've watched for years and got into more and more degrading shit, I've finally reached rock bottom.

Michael Thomas
Michael Thomas

…but why? Why does the body not clear up and just stays perpetually sick? You'd think it would getting really bad, reach a peak, then fade off, then it would be done. How fucking long does it take the body to stop hurting?

Thomas Powell
Thomas Powell

Even a year of being bed-ridden and in constant misery if it meant after the year was up you'd feel great, your pains would be gone, and you could sleep, and function…

Hudson Bennett
Hudson Bennett

7760282
mfw I've talked to you on that tor chat thing that is kind of like omegle that pairs you up with random people and I gave you bullshit misinformation about pedo rings whilst larping

If you are not just larping here I hope I didn't fuck up your investigation by giving you keywords and concepts and stuff I literally all just made up on the spot.

Nathan Smith
Nathan Smith

7760282
I see you everywhere.

Hunter Martinez
Hunter Martinez

Well at least to migitate your liver damage make sure to reduce your polyunsaturated fat intake as much as possible(replace them with saturated fats). Basically throw out all vegetable seed oils and processed foods containing seed oils from your diet. The combined oxidative damage of pufas and alcohol will destroy your liver far faster than just alcohol alone.

Daniel Turner
Daniel Turner

Porn is a slippery slope for me but I regularly take a break from it and by the time my break is over it's all disgusting and I have to fap to fully clothed girls showing a little ankle and then gradually go back down to more degenerate stuff then when it's getting to a certain level of degeneracy I stop again.

Adrian Russell
Adrian Russell

I've watched too much porn, my tastes are completely different now, I can't only do vanilla even if I take a month long break. I've never got into gay shit, but man I'm pretty bad.

Nicholas Hughes
Nicholas Hughes

I fap to girls on pinterest.

You aren't taking a break if you're still thinking about women btw.

You got to stop thinking about sex completely.

If you're seeing naked women in your thoughts, you haven't really stopped.

Wyatt Evans
Wyatt Evans

Yeah I'm real fucked up. When I'm not at my computer I'm constantly checking out women and I'm thinking of porn. I have to drop porn entirely the thing is I go into beast mode and can't contain my erections.

Wyatt Brooks
Wyatt Brooks

No-one was anonymous in those threads tho.