At whet moment did you realize that you will never achieve your dreams?

I realized this when i noticed that no matter how hard i tried to have a normal life I was never allowed to. It was impossible to have normality for me. I just gave up and now I get people every day saying how lucky I am for having all this wealth. Well this is what they want, I never wanted this lifestyle. I just wanted a simple house, a simple job and a wife with a kid… Fuck you OP I'm going to go get more endless booz now.

Pls share wealth

No chad, I've told you this before. I'm the rich fuck that rents to chads that can't make rent because of child support. You have what I want and I have what you want but none of us can do a real world trade. It's all fucked and we just have to accept the cards we have been dealt.

I achieved all of my dreams so far.
I'm not from a rich family.

Kennedi check'em

Good job brah. You achieved your dreams.

Bask int he moment forever lucky user.

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well, my dreams involve a great deal of sexual assault, rape and outright insane violence so usually every morning that I wake up to a semi functional society.

At 22 I was kicked out of college so now I'm 23. I had gained like 30 pounds in one year for no reason. So instead of being 150 I was a 180 fat fuck 23yo virgin. And since I wasn't in college anymore I was working a shit job where I just wanted to die and now I had no where to meet girls. (Not like I actually talked to many though)

So all of 23 I was wanting to visit a hooker but always too scared. So the night before my birthday I received a lot of money from my family. I woke up extremely horny and just decided, "FUCK IT!" and went to backpage to find a girl. Called her number and she told me to meet outside some apartments. I drove there but she wouldn't give me the info. Kept calling her and she would tell me to wait. Background noise sounded like she was in a gang-bang. Like a pussy I kept waiting. Waited up to an hour. Called her. She didn't pick up. So I texted her. She told me she was almost done and to wait. Texted her back I couldn't wait and quitting our transaction and left. She told me she was almost done to wait a little more plz. Told her no I had to go to a family event and left. Good bye.

So I go back to backpage and find another girl. We talked on the phone for around 30 mins but I guess she didnt believe I was a virgin at 23/24 and thought I was a cop. Kept telling her I just want to fuck but she wouldn't believe me so I hung up after around 30 mins of talking.

Went back to backpage to call another girl. We talked very briefly. Like 2mins then she texted me her address. So I haul ass and drive over to her apartment. I open the door and then close the door. It is dimly lit but I can obviously see the girl standing before me wasn't the one in the ad. Should have been a red flag but I was stupid anyway and stayed there. btw the girl in the ad was a reddish head average girl. this girl was brunette chubby girl but had big tits and actually a lot cuter than the girl in the ad

So she told me to put my donation on the dresser and to get on the bed and get comfortable. So I did and then sat on the edge of the right bed (there were 2 small beds.) She sat down next to me so I quickly got up and sat on the edge of the left bed. She giggled and laid down instead. She chatted a bit before she said if she could put on the TV. I said okay. Just then a Tom Cruise movie started and we started watching it. Around 30mins in she asked if she could smoke and drink. I said okay so she lit a cigarette and got some liquor from the bathroom area. We kept watching the movie.

After an hour she said okay and that my time was over. I said
Yes?
Okay. Another hour.

So we kept watching the movie. Another 30 minutes go by. Movie finishes. We awkardly talk about the movie. After a while she asks if I'm a cop. I say no. She asks if I'm a virgin. I say no. She says if this is my first time with an escort. I said yes. She told me to relax. She also said she thinks I'm weird. She asked if I wanted to do anything. I said yes. Then I sat there staring at her for around 20 minutes while she texted friends.

So the last 10 minutes and she asks me
Didn't you want to have…like….sex or anything?
She laughs and stands up and drops her boy shorts. She didn't have panties. I saw her pubic mound then she took off her tank top. She didn't have a bra. So now she is completely naked and she lays down on the bed on her stomach while still texting her friends
Okay. I'm ready. Go at it.
I stood up and took off my pants. I went behind her and touched her feet and calves. I guess I was playing with her feet too much as she asked
Are you into feet?
Good. Guys who are into feet are gross. That's gross!
I secretly cried inside as I'm totally into feet.

So as weird as it sounds I couldn't see her pussy. She was lying on her stomach but all I could see was her big delicious ass cheeks. So I guess I was waiting too long so she asked
Everything okay?
Lay down.
So I laid down on my back and she got on top of me.
Got a condom?
So I tried to put it on clumsily.
Everything okay?
Really?
So I'm fumbling with the condom on my limp dick. After a minute or so she starts jerking me off. I still can't get hard.
Do you want me to suck it?
So I close my eyes to hope to fantasize but I can "feel" her eyes looking at me weird so I can't think properly. So I open my eyes and she is just there staring at my limp penis. I tell her to get on her back so I can finger her to get her wet.
Okay.
So she lays on her back and I start finger-fucking her fast and deep. She is squirming.
(mumbles)
You finger so good! *eh* Don't stop!
Which freaks me out so I promptly stop as she is an escort and probably lying.

As I pull my fingers out her breathing stops being heavy which, in looking back, probably meant she was actually enjoying it. So now she is stroking me super fast and tugging on my balls to get me hard. It's not working.
Is everything okay?
Honey. That is what you are paying me for. Just come on over here and STICK IT IN!!
So I open her legs and get in between. Nothing is working. My dick is still not hard. I'm shaking. I'm starting to sweat. She is looking up at me. I, for the first time in this whole night, look at her big breasts to try and get hard. They look amazing. My first pair I've ever seen. Wow. So these are what breasts look like? I try looking lower. Maybe sneak a peak at her vagina but I'm too nervous as she is looking at me. I saw her pubic mound but not the actual lips/opening yet.

You only have a few minutes left.

So I get up from in between her legs and head into the bathroom. I close the door and start jerking off. I close my eyes and think of a hentai I saw the night before and instantly begin growing. So I'm beating off fast then I hear the door open.
Are you-
I start jerking off with my eyes closed. I can "feel" her staring at me jerking off but I don't care. I eventually cum into the toilet and flush. I'm all smiles. That shit felt so fucking good. Beating my meat while a girl actually watched me. Like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. A girl actually saw my hard penis for once. Felt good. So I ask if I can use her shower and she says okay. I rinse off real quick. As I'm showering she says,
You know. You have the hairiest ass I've ever seen…
So I get dressed and leave and go home. Spent $300 for 2hours and still a virgin. I'm turning 31 in a couple of months so you can see how well my life is going.

Also, sorry for the late replies. My Mom left so I was watching porn before she came back since she can't handle closed doors for no apparent fucking reason which means I can't masturbate during the day.

Glad the story had a happy ending. People that harry should not spread remnant ape genes further into future human generations. Stick to anime.

lol fuck you

please, for real, not messing around, kill yourself. seriously. no joke that's why I spelled it out. YOU are a waste. A waste of space, skin, breath, life. PLEASE, I am begging you, End it. Kill yourself now. No one, and I mean, NO ONE, will miss you. You are truly a pathetic, disgusting creature. Do humanity a favor and remove your genes from the pool. Please. For once do something right and kill yourself.

"Kept telling her I just want to fuck but she wouldn't believe me so I hung up after around 30 mins of talking"

A little tip. Most people who provide illegal goods/services won't talk about it on phone or message. That's incriminating. Of course she thinks you're a cop if you ask her to incriminate herself. She needs plausible deniability.

You call, make the date, show up, and as soon as the door opens you kiss her. Things will go well from there. That's how it works with escorts. They're understandably paranoid about being set up by undercover cops. Never even say the word cop to her.

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Don't listen to this fag. He doesn't understand the grand scheme. The world NEEDS you to buy anime and support single mothers who are working as escorts. You have an important role to play. Your mother needs you to stay infantile so she can feel good about taking care of her baby. Your boss needs you to perform mundane tasks at low wages. And later in life your proctologist will need you as a patient for an expensive removal of the lower colon.

Do not deny all of these people your contribution to society.

Thats where you are wrong. Single mothers only want you to stick around so you can support her when she is old. She wants to rob you of your life so she can have a good death. They are true scum.

HEAD PATS CAN LEAD TO PREGNANCY

when I stopped having dreams

when i was in 5th grade