How has pedophilia, abuse, and rape affected you?

How has pedophilia, abuse, and rape affected you?

I was just a little 3rd grader when my dad molested me. He took me in the shower and jerked off into my face. It was the strangest experience. It affects me every time I have sex, because I always think about it happening that one dark day.

In my culture, men can shower with kids (if closely related)… I think, I'm autistic so IDK a thing about "my culture", also grew up in the US

Did you get revenge by cumming in his drink?

I've thought about getting revenge, but ultimately what could I do? Can I still go to the cops for something that happened nearly 20 years ago? I struggle with whether anyone would believe me.

Statute of limitations would prevent the law of doing anything meaningful for you anyway. You are better off getting revenge yourself, or you can talk to your local mobster. They dispense justice faster than any cop could.

If (for some reason) you don't known your local mobster, just tell your local niggers that your abuser is not only a mega raycis, but also a pedophile.

I'd probably just try to forget about it. He was probably still in his 20s at that point and people are still really horny and kind of stupid then.

Self justice is bad. Punishment is the duty of the state and not of the individual.

Again, statute of limitations prevents the law from doing anything anyway.

So either OP gets revenge or accepts his place as a beta male

If your in the US there is no reason for getting caught

pedos have been raping this board everytime hotpockets goes for a snooze or some delicious soup.
this has affect my quality of life.
fucking pedos must hang

Then this shall happen.

nigga plz

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You can go to them, but whether they (or the local prosecutor/district attorney/whatever) can do anything about it depends on the statute of limitations for that crime in your jurisdiction.

If you're male, probably not. People don't generally care as much about abuse suffered by men and boys. If you're female, more people would believe you, but it's unlikely that a prosecutor would think there was enough evidence to do anything, unless they could get your dad to confess. Honestly, unless he has continued access to small children and he did more than just that one incident, I don't think most prosecutors would think it worth pursuing.

You could always pursue a civil case of some kind, where the burden of proof is lower. I think you'd still have a hard time getting a jury to side with you.

If this really bothers you, your time would probably be better spent in therapy.

I was a pedophile when I was a kid. It has traumatised me for my life.

pick one

loled hard at that.
I was jerked off bay an old hag that was teaching my sister tap dance. I had to tag alonge since i was 6. She jerked me off and tried to suck me off but i pulled away and ran into the bathroom and cried. Waited for my mother to come pick my sister and i up but i was told if i would tell my mother i would be beaten. Effects is im a 32 year old virgin that hates women with a passion.

I was never molested as a kid and now I am afraid of intimacy since it was never taught to me

I heard the statute of limitation was longer? Because I was a kid that's the case in Maine. At least I think. I want to bring my father to court or at least hold it over him like I should.

you don’t say

one more for the road

Man I wish I had a scape goat to blame my autism on. Then atleast I wouldn't have to accept that it is my fault.

I mean technically I believe this is illegal and probably counts as abuse somewhere.

Both my parents worked and didnt have any money so they would let my Aunt live with us since she was homeless and didnt have a job. In exchange she would babysit me during the day then she would go out and party when my parents got back. A lot of times she would invite male friends over and have sex with them. She would put on Barney and tell me to stay in front of the tv and dont move unless it was an emergency. She would then go into her room and have sex with whichever male she brought that day. Lots of times they didnt even close the door and I saw my Aunt naked plenty of times and saw many men naked also. I also saw her having lots of sex. I always thought they were wrestling because when I would catch my parents having sex in the middle of the night (we shared a bed and sometimes their moving would wake me up) my Dad would always tell me they were wrestling and to go back to sleep.

I remember one time she even had me bring her and the guy some tea.
user! user hurry!! I need you baby!
So I quickly rush to her side. She was completely naked and the guy was on top of her. Both huffing and puffing.
You know the can with the tea? You do? Bring that over and two cups, okay? You wont spill it, will you? No? Okay. Hurry and bring us the tea. I hurt my back and I cant get up.
So i rushed and brought them tea and was very worried about my Aunts back. I asked if she was okay and if she was hurt so I could kiss it.
=Hahahahaha. No no baby. Im fine now. I just needed some tea. Your Aunt was Thirst-teee!! Go watch Barney and close the door, okay?==
So i did as i was told.

You were not abused.

One time I even caught her having sex. I distinctly remember her screaming so I run into her bedroom to "protect" her and the guy is freaking out. I look at her and she has this weird glaze all over her face and stuff. So i ask why she screamed and she says
Oh baby! Oh baby Im sorry! Did I scare you? No no no. Mark just ughhh…He dropped some lemonade on me and I screamed. Can you go get me a towel?
Okay Aunty!!
So I go get her a towel. As Im coming back I hear
user! Bring two towels, okay? Mark dropped ALL the lemonade on himself too!!
So after i bring them towels I yell, 'All the lemonade!??'
Yes baby! Mark had an accident and now all the lemonade is gone.
BUT THAT WAS DADDYS LEMONADE!! Dad is going to be very angry!
=Heheheh. Its okay baby. I will talk to your Dad. It was just an accident. Nobody will get in trouble, okay?==
Okay Aunty…

It wasnt till I was a bit older and pieced some pieces together to realize why so many strange men knew me and why my Dad didnt really like my Aunt. But i guess they had no other choice at the time.

So i saw lots of sex and nudity as a child but i was always alone so never had anyone to experiment with. My Aunt sometimes would take me in the bath with her but that wasnt really weird and I never saw her sexually. She was like a second mother to me.

But she did get me very curious about sex and i obsessed about it at a young age which led me to view and seek porn early on which corrupted my mind. This obsession fell into despair and a bit of irony as i grew up as sex was always on my mind and id think about it everyday yet it was the only thing ive never been able to get or have. Im 30 now. 30yo virgin. I blame my parents but especially my Aunt. Seeing that shit and being lied to as a child really screwed me up.

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