I'll legitimately think i'll eventually commit suicide when i'm in college

Cause you obviously know how it is.

I don't have autism, but I am going to kill myself eventually so it could happen to anyone.

It's not really that simple, if OP really has serious motivation and happiness issues it's not as simple as just "eh it's your brain just change your state of mind".
Except that's how you get people stuck feeling like this in the first place. I know because I had the same issues and it hindered me severely because my parents had the same attitude you have about it. It turns what could've been just a short phase of unhappiness into a chronic hopelessness.

oh it's so hard being a teenager with autism. it's not like there are millions in the same boat as you. no. not at all. you're a special case. the spotlight is on you. there are 0 people like you in this world.

no, i said do something. 17 is about time. OP should know what something is.
i didn't want to get his hopes up. i mean, how good life will be if you have autism? look, everyone here has been or is depressed. in the end, it's not really that great. whether he takes my word for it, or he learns it by hardships throughout his life, we're all going to die and no one will care about it. i'm not smart.

It's a skill, you just have to keep at it until you figure out how to keep it going
T. Underage who couldn't start or maintain a conversation with a normalfag 1 year ago

Get fit, eat more fruits and vegetables, learn about diet, research the necessity of certain nutrients and minerals, never take supplements they'll fuck you up, no powders, make diet your medicine. Studies are about with the treatment of autism spectrum disorders with sulforaphane for example. If someone has autism or any neuroinflammatory disorder you have no excuse to be consuming anything but an oxygen rich Tor inhibiting anti inflammatory and antioxidant rich diet scientifically proven to reduce mitochondrial dysfunction. Placebo controlled double blinds have been done proving that diet is the most important factor in expression of asd symptoms. They found a proven link between lack of green foods to neurological dysfunction the group with the placebo was still experiencing severe lack in communication skills, abnormal behavior, and social interaction whereas the group receiving the real help had a 40% positive improvement from a pill of broccoli sprouts alone. Incorporate some spinach brocolli kale collards or cabbage(high sulforphane veg) for a while and see how you feel. Before I fixed my diet I was foggy headed af. Your mind will transform and you will actual start enjoying things that used to fear. Nothing feels as good as a healthy mind and body feels and trading that hour or less a day for fitness and eating better will be a fair trade off. It will help you on your journey to find virtue and purpose and that's where true happiness lies. Sometimes it can be as simple as getting by and helping people with your knowledge along the way, don't stress it

sad OP, I'd suggest you wait until 30
here is a motivational mp4 I have for you

Grow up. Yeah life is unfair but so what

Push through it and graduate user, then you can be 23, employed, and depressed.

yaaay

I know better than to baww about my own autism but I'm genuinely curious as to why I'd be compelled to do so.

don't sit on your ass in front of your cumputer isolating yourself from other people all the time
that is your first step

This law applies to everyone, not just you, snowflake.
The faster you can make your peace with this and work around it, the better off you'll be.
Otherwise, it's madness, substance abuse and suicide ahead.

Suffering builds character

You need books on speechcraft. Start with How to Talk to Anyone, by Leil Lowndes

i'm was like you op
it doesn't get any better
born a sperg die a sperg, you will never change

This. Suffering isn't always necessarily a bad thing.

Not in long run. I have brother who suffers from depression since he was 15. Now he is 26 and talks, acts like there is no soul inside him. He is overweight, plays videogames all day in his room barely walking out. He is the poorest character i have ever seen even in mangas which i like to read is no such poor human described.

Is this written from the point of view of an autistic person who probably understands perfectly the content discussed but lacks the neural framework to translate this knowledge into results?

Being in a new place will help

Seriously fighting off the urge to involve the internet in conversations I should be having internally here. What is it about the mind of the autist? What specific thing is wrong that causes this? I'm under the opinion that we're injected through vaccines nanotransmitters that generate a signal that blocks connection between the mind and the soul.

Welcome to Holla Forums. Such is life.
You don't need to kill yourself. You just keep going on until you die.

Turning 25 next month and still a virgin.

That is the most stupid thing to do just because you have nothing else to do

Let me explain some facts about life OP. The first thing you have to understand is the historic context you live in. I can't judge you, I dont know your history or how your parents treated you.
But, our parents' generation (boomers) is a massively sociopathic one, and our generation (I am actually 21) is the first to be born into the internet.
With the sexual liberation, young women have become hypergamous, that means, they only want the "best" men, so it's exceptionally hard to bang hot women if you at least do not appear like one of those. I point you to The Rational Male if you want to understand more of that.

Next, due to boomer general shitty behavior, high school and even university diplomas have lost a lot of value and that means it's harder to make big money nowadays. Also, their "lack" of political guidance with high political influence got their head up their asses, meaning they dont understand what a millenial goes through. So, understand that part of your depression may be because of your lack of hope for the future.

Also, understand that we live in a turbulent social era, so you should make your own values and set out how you would like to live, even if it seems sociopathic to some.

For the last part, do not think that getting drunk or laid is all that good. Most people in nightclubs are only there to make faces, and it's fucking boring. Really it's cheaper and funnier to go up to 3am playing League with your friends than getting half drunk out of a party and feeling like a loser because you didnt get laid. Also, sex is a game for two, if you dont do it with someone who actually isnt trying to make you feel good, its not gonna feel any better than masturbation.

Anything else just ask, I am actually trying to help you.

Kek you probably know why you are virgin. Why not change it

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fag

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I would suck borscht out of both of these girl's assholes tbh

That depends on how your own deficits manifest from autism, so you'll have to read it to find out. It is however a list of trips to try in conversation that are incredibly easy to put into application. Mixed with training my brain to pick-up social cues, it gave incredible results. Conversation is still a chore, but it's not as stressful as it was when I was your age. Good luck

what.
when I was 18 I played laser tag for my birthday, it was when I was 20 that I started drinking and partying.
which when you're 18 is a long time away.

I'm older now and I wished the years went slower

you're gonna do all that shit and as you're doing it you're going to say "woah that's another thing off the list, I can't believe it"
then a week later you're back to masturbating to hentai and eating pot noodles like nothing happened

When you first want to have sex you think the desperation is the wanting to lose your virginity then after you realize that desire was just the old itch.
It doesn't go away, it just waxes and wanes.

You'll still feel like you did when trying to lose it, the same feelings and loneliness.
Everyone does.
even the stacey's being fucked every week

Well shit.
A non-fat black woman has been coming up to me and asking me dumb questions seemingly solely to rub herself against me and I guess I have no choice but to take a gamble and make sure she wants me to salt her pepper or some other cheesy interracial pun.
Watch me not go through with it. I'm going to channel her out and focus my energy on some white woman who interests me but somehow forget to ask her out and watch her walk out of my life like the last two.
Hey OP do you want to join me in creating a monastery for the worship of the Holy Fonz?

Niggers are disgusting.

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They are when they're fat. Otherwise they're not as pretty as a hot spic but prettier than your average spic.
I could try going out with a white woman who I've known for about a year but I find her scary being so pretty and will always be convinced that she secretly hates me. Also she has exotically dyed hair and I don't like it.
Honestly I just want number two back. It wasn't to be and the reasons were completely logical and I hate it.

spics are hideous every last one of them. same with niggers

You know that Hitler only wanted to secure the future of white children and otherwise wasn't actually racist? He hated the Jews which aren't even human.

Are you telling me you have never seen a mestiza worth putting your dick in? Ever?

don't respond to furfags

No because I actually have standards

no babe, women have always been sluts since ancient times and beyond
also, the boomer (baby boomer) generation is actually the generation born just after ww2.
gen x is the gen of your parents. lrn2history
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Generation#List_of_generations

Stop being a shitter and study stoicism.
It will make you less of a shitter.
If that fails, then go for epicurianism and be a tolerable, well-thought semi-shitter.

He thinks the fake news monster depiction of Hitler is a cool guy. Not that I've met more than one spic who I wanted to fuck.
Here again I am compelled to sperg on about an event that happened in my life that I think sucked, and to build a trilby out of tinfoil in hope that it will get me closer to reading a book compiled of rantings of a Tibetan monk that I saw my favorite porn star pose with.

What you have in standards you lack in brains. Go shoot up a mosque so that CNN can point and go 'see?'

The only good nonwhite is a dead nonwhite. Race traitors will hang on DOTR.

Fuck off Don Lemon no screencaps for you tonight.

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your tricks are pretty obvious, kike

kys underageb&

all me

What kind of psyop is this?

WOW YEAH TOTALLY GOOD THREAD TO GO "LOL I READ PHILOSOPHY U SHOULD 2 XD" IN YOU FUCKING PSUEDO-INTELLECTUAL

Wrong.
Holla Forums, just because you got banned for defeatist shilling doesn't make your newest narrative true.
8 years

That's what i did when i was in your position. Though i've gone into a bit of a slump cause i wasn't careful about the company i kept.

Do it, Ive wanted to die for years but now I have to take care of someone I actually give a shit about. Let me die vicariously through you. Please!