Porn has completely fucked up my life

My life is absolutely fucked and I don't know what to do anymore.
I used to be normal but I'm a complete fag now.
.
Dont ever become a degenerate like me.
I hate myself sometimes and I want to die, I wish I was normal but I can't stop.
I've ruined myself, I think my own sex drive and sexuality is gonna swallow me whole.

I jerk off all the time and this never happened to me. Have you considered that you might just be a faggot?

Have you tried poppers yet? Do fags even use poppers anymore or was that like an 80s thing…

Maybe.
But I don't remember being one before finding out about porn?
I don't think everyone is one by default, and sometimes things just trigger you by events

I'm gonna go on the deep web and and download child porn because normal porn is now boring :)

Thankfully I haven't gone that far.
That genuinely disgusts me.

Well if it bothers you so much, seek out help for it. Way I see it, if you can hold down a job and not be a drain then by all means fag it up. Just watch out for the butt injection diseases.

Hi Sam, play dota you fag

One day you'll go that far :)

non-fag here. I got them once from a real life faggot. He said the way to usually get them is to go into sex shops and ask for clock cleaner.

I didn't really understand how or why it would be used with sex. Kinda just reminded me slightly of huffing paint thinner. The thing is tho that it's entirely safe. Its a really physical trip that's really short with no comedown/hangover. The more you do it the more immune you get however, until the effect is lost.

reddit.com/r/nofap

how many anti masturbation threads are you going to make?

You should find loving bf

I'm thankful to ll the trannies who turned me down when I though having sex with men in skirts was a good idea.

this is how faggots are created, and you wonder why they arent allowed to marry. take a look at all of human civilization, their countries failed because of degenerates.

Have you tried not jerking off you cock sucking faglord?

Have you tried not breathing?

breathing is degenerate

You first.

I'm surprised there's no OP is a fag comments yet

never believe that, its just really hard to want to stop, thats all.
Once you decide to stop, you will

just stay away from drugs or it'll be borderline impossible.

put on some regular clothers and go for a walk and climb a tree or something

It's not too late to stop all this and put the past behind you OP. You have to understand that you have an addiction, and that you need to handle this like an addiction. It's obvious you don't like the state of your life, so don't allow people to convince you this is your identity. I advise you to start weening off the porn. Decrease your consumption by an amount that you can still handle. Maybe 50%? When you've acclimated to this, decrease your consumption more. While you decrease your consumption levels, you should also try fapping to tamer less fucked up stuff. Whether you want to ween off the fetishistic stuff first while watching as much porn as you usually do, or ween yourself off both fetishistic shit and total porn consumption at once is up to you. You should keep this up until you're at a healthy level. It would be ideal if you could stop entirely, but if you only consume it now and then and the content is tame, that's okay. Absolutely STOP putting things in your asshole. A healthy man only uses his penis for pleasure. I would also advise you go to the gym and start a weight training routine. This will increase your testosterone and overall confidence which is good because low testosterone makes you vulnerable to this problem and is likely the reason you've fallen into this lifestyle in the first place. It will also be useful to find ways to reward yourself for your progression in this effort every time you feel you've reached a milestone.

Overall, it is important you do not despair. You have probably sunk this low because you despaired so much in the first place. It might sound cliche, but please keep a positive outlook not only towards this venture, but to your life in general. I'm sure that despite your shortcomings you are fortunate in ways you do not realize. The thoughts you have every day are a habit, and making a habit of positive thinking will improve the quality of your life in astounding ways. Good luck.

I tried to stop fapping once. Make it 10 days before I had my very first wet dream.
Honestly not a pleasant experience, I orgasmed woke up to find my underwear, legs and even stomach covered in semen,

Since then I said fuck it not worth it, and keep on fapping. Thankfully I'm not into degenerate things although my taste change constantly.

ATM I'm into very short haired / bald girl

You too need to stop watching porn.

No

meh why do you even care? You were a dysgenic asian manlet to begin with and there's plenty of chinks in the world we don't need more.

Also, this is why everyone should take breaks from porn and fapping, where they try to stop for one full month before resuming again. This helps you avoid needing more and more extreme content because if you abstain long enough you can fap to anything even clothed women or there mere suggestion of the possibility of sex.

This was the point where you could have turned back.
This was the point of no return. I'm not sure a degenerate as far gone as you can return, OP, but I'll pray for you.

sex without love is humanity's greatest curse and the root of all evil

>>>/logcabin/

lol

Who said you should feel bad about this? If you enjoy it, keep going. Be the best cross dresser you can be. If you really feel bad about it, do something else with your time. This is a Christian channel now.