FML

Why the fuck am I attracted to little girls from about 7 years old to maybe 15 (basically anywhere in the age range of where I can tell it's not a fully mature adult, if I think it's an adult, I lose interest)?

I haven't been able to fap to an adult woman in months now.

Even after like 2 weeks no fap, I only wanted to fap to little girls.

I now fap to CP like every day and it's so intense and amazing and I never EVER experienced any of this with regular adult porn.

I fucking hate myself. I got into this thinking it would just be a temporary fetish and was just experimenting and not really a pedophile. Now I realize what it means to actually feel pleasure from masturbation and because my life is complete shit I pretty much just look forward to the next time I cave into the desire to cap to little girls and there's nobody around.

Worse yet I just completed my deal with a deep state slaver and will have my slave delivered soon and I don't want to realize that I can't fuck her properly because she's too old.

Today when looking for "virgin killer sweater porn" I found a whole ton of quality CP by accident and fapped like a madman. I deleted (one of) my cp folder awhile ago but just started recollecting again plus have my older folder which I didn't have the courage to delete.

I have this foreboding feeling that my desire for little girls is warping reality itself and causing more and more improbable events to happen where I come into contact with girls or with adult pedophiles. Strange events in my life are causing this to happen with high frequency, when in all the years before, I never had any of this going on.

If aoc was abolished and google/youtube officially added it to the lgbtbbqwtf sjw category I'd probably not want to fight this but as is right now I hate the paranoia and the fear that I'm going to get lynched for this and the fear that with my new slave I will not desire her as much as a little girl.

How do I program my sexuality to enjoy older women in their 20s? How do I stop finding little girls so intensely fucking HOT? If this pedo things keeps going for me and I can't find a new fetish and switch to it, I don't know how long I'll be able to go on living in this world. A lot of people will forgive me for being an assassin before they forgive me for this.

The rabbit hole of LHP doesn't get any deeper than this.

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I also earlier today read an extensive crime report on pedophilia and realized my childhood was just the sort that would create a pedophile. My mother and father were described very exactly in the report. I should dig it up again and post it.

You are really a weak minded shameful idiot but we need foot soldiers like you for the cause.

forensicprofilers.webs.com/sexualoffender.htm


Everything in this description true except the seductive part. I did think sexually about my mother but she had so many things that were repulsive and wasn't really seductive. My father is exactly as described there.


Don't you see the problem though if I care nothing for adult women? Being a pedo is fine if your age range is 7 to like 40. I am only attracted to little girls though. Once they're about 20 they're dead to me. I hate this.

Once they're about 20 you're dead to them too.
Not enough (money/good looks/penis).

that report you read is propraganda and there for its lies

t. conflicted babbi

Nut up or shut up.

…but I have a perfect god-tier penis.

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Uuhhh, can you elaborate on this? I'm 99% sure it's bullshit, but go on

Yeah, everyone just sorta skimmed over that part in their replies.>>7325341

There isnt really anything you can do about it, you can mitigate it with regular porn and lolis but there isnt really any way to set those neural pathways back again. Block tor and any deepweb sites from your browser and avoid no fap until you have the discipline to stay away from them when you relapse, also try to stick to age play its legal. Once your slave arrives go ahead and send her to me ill take care of her for you faggot ass OP

I figured it wasn't worth mentioning

She will be delivered by private jet as I had paid 20% of her cost and I apparently will be signing some contracts and stuff with lawyers present to own her.

After 3 months is up I pay up the rest and any time I want to I can have a recall put out on her and they will replace her with a different slave.

The type of slave I have is a very sought after kind called "no limits", programmed to obey absolutely anything. When they say no limits, they REALLY mean it, and there is a lot of training they put them through beforehand to ensure compliance.

Every 8 months or so, the slaver checks up on all her slaves. They are sold around the world but the particular slaver I am dealing with has sold mostly in America until recently they expanded operation. Earlier last week the slaver sold one to an user in Australia.

There is a network of slavers and you can get any kind of slave you want. The one I deal with specializes in white female slaves. They are taken from European countries. Slavers usually sell slaves only of same race as the person selling btw- they are the same race as the slaves they sell. So a white slaver sells white slaves, an Asian slaver sells Asian slaves, you'll never come across a slaver that sells slaves of another race generally. I guess jewish slavers would be an exception. The one I deal with is an Italian.

There's also all this elaborate shit I never even knew about like a certificate of ownership and everything. Part of buying my slave I had to get a certificate. I am the first person apparently to have a pseudonym on their slave certificate instead of their actual name, something I specially requested. There will also be lawyers present with contracts I have to sign when I pick up the slave which is something I find odd but it is part of the documents to own a slave, documents which are recognized by the deep state and by slaver countries.

If you want to buy a slave I can put you in contact with a slaver just please don't mention this thread or say too much about me please.

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Wat. Which countries are "slaver countries"?

You're buying a slave who has been kidnapped and held against her will, and you're worrying about being addicted to cp??

Italy was ally of National Socialist Germany.

I think at least some Italians are white.

You have to take it on a case-by-case basis though if you go too far south or too far east in Europe. Some are mixed with arabs or mongols, some are very pure.

Saudia Arabia, United Arab Emirates, Israel, and most African countries.

These are all places where it's openly recognized and legal slavery.

Then there's deep state nations like America, Canada, and probably all other white English speaking nations. They have slavery as well but either play word games about it or have a parallel legal system.


I have absolutely no moral qualms with slavery. She isn't being held against her will, the slave isn't held in chains, and has no will other than to serve her master. I don't know if she was kidnapped or lured in, usually slaves are given some job offer or free vacation or some other shit, or in some cases people voluntarily become slaves themselves, or they become that way because their family has a debt so they sell their daughter, or a hypnotist/mentalist/occultist entrances a woman and gets them under their power and erases their past and starts the process, or they're recruited out of the BDSM subculture. I haven't really inquired too closely into how my slave became a slave as I really don't care. I just know that she will be in my hands, will be my responsibility, and will serve me well.

The only life purpose of a slave is to serve and this is programmed right into the core of their personality. If I asked her to shoot someone and then herself for me, she'd do it. If I asked her to eat shit and lick a toilet and electrocute her she'd do it. Luckily, I plan on making her do the things a woman hates to do most; cook for me / stay in the kitchen, clean / take care of the household, be the perfect model of a traditional wife, and carry out rituals with me. Most women I am sure would rather eat shit than be a good wife. I don't plan on abusing my slave and torturing them to death.

All anti-slavery and even anti-pedo sentiments are manufactured btw and the elite class freely partakes of these things without regard to what the mass men NPCs think.

this is a bait thread. everyone here is being tempted with bait and if you respond to op, then you've successfully been manipulated to do exactly what op wants you to do. many of you are weak, degenerate, morons and i expect no less from you to fall for it.

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lol you're somewhat clever but what do you think happens when you nibble?

Just because the chains aren't visable doesn't mean they're not there. See: brainwashing. See: every example you gave of how women are lured.

Yes, it's called brainwashing.

You could say that about every moral construct, dumbfuck. But in this case, I think most individuals who are able to process empathy would agree that brainwashing someone into submission, and preventing any escape from captivity, is wrong.

I'm getting the sense that this is b8, but if not, I hope you die a slow and horrible death sooner than later.

I give your LARPage a 7/10. That's well above average. Carry on.

Everyone is brainwashed into whatever though. Define for me what constitutes non-grooming, non-brainwashing. The fact is everyone can be programmed and is programmed. This is a morally neutral fact.


No it's called trauma-based soul-fracturing and has been done for thousands of years. You overwhelm them with severe violations such that their soul dies in them and they revert to a baby like state and can be reprogrammed with new programming, getting a whole new soul to pilot them.


What do you mean by preventing escape from captivity? Also I don't really care what is right or wrong in your eyes. I myself was subject to very intense shit and raised by the deep state.


It is highly probable that I will die a slow and horrible death.


Thanks for believing that I am LARPing.

Sorry, you can't twist terms to mean whatever you want them to mean. Brainwashing is a systematic form of mind control. Sure, there are subtle ways in which corporations and government entities attempt this, and individuals use methods that aren't entirely dissimilar in their personal relationships, but it doesn't compare to the level that of conditioning we're discussing, nor does it make it acceptable.

Oooo, well I guess it's OK then. Semantics.

Contracts… lawyers. You're literally referring to her as a slave. The "slave" would not be permitted to leave on her own free will.

Well, you don't seem to have much of a moral compass, so I don't think it would matter if you did.

Well, then your psychological state is beginning to make a bit more sense.

Why's that?

only cucks like to watch other guys dicks

You're FBI, Agent Retard.

I just came buckets again to a ton of fresh CP I found. I came so fucking hard I still feel like a long-drawn out orgasm afterwards. Normally when I used to fap to adult women, I'd feel immediately disgusted an shit afterwards. Right now I feel bliss. fug

ermmm wtf

Hey OP here. I'm getting really fucking nervous about this deal and going to see if I can opt out. A few things happened that spooked me. Going to try and settle the terms very clearly or just cancel the thing and see how they react. If it goes peacefully, that'll be great. I'll lose some money but so what. If not, I'll have to call in a hit on everyone involved, because I don't want any trouble and some things have been compromised.

Yep sent out mail voicing my concerns. I want the terms renegotiated and somethings clarified and I'm probably going to nope the fuck out of this if the slaver keeps spooking me.

"I often find that after I take a good solid dump, things appear a lot clearer" - Graham F. Hendrickson.

Not getting a reply back right now so I don't know what I'm ultimately going to do but I already have better ideas as to what to do with my life than this shit.

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We've exchanged about 500 emails so far.

Also no reply is a good thing if that's what it's going to be unless you're suggesting to me they're just going to call in a hit on me for not completing the deal and wasting their time and not even announce beforehand anything to me.

If this isn't just an elaborate fantasy on your part, I suspect it is an elaborate scam on theirs.

Well we'll see I guess. I'm going to just do a call with them and talk instead of emailing tomorrow.