Lewd stories

Hunter Moore
Hunter Moore

Does Holla Forums have any interesting stories from childhood to tell?

get in here

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Christian Howard
Christian Howard

be 19
see thread about interesting stories
click said thread
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reply to thread with
fuck off dataminer

Cameron Martin
Cameron Martin

Since I''m bored and have nothing better to do, and 4chan has nazi mods, ask a former child prostitute anything.

Owen Barnes
Owen Barnes

Molested my younger sister when I was 12. If this thread is still up in a few hours I might post the story.

Chase Cox
Chase Cox

Ah yes loligag user, glad yure here

Blake Evans
Blake Evans

Starting off with a question from a different user from that thread on halfchan, did your dad end up in prison?

Nicholas Flores
Nicholas Flores

Nope. Not that I know of. I saw him in 2015 anyway, and he wasn't in jail then so he's probably not in jail now.

Ryder Scott
Ryder Scott

How old were you when you had your first time?

Hudson Mitchell
Hudson Mitchell

Saw him a couple years ago huh. How'd that go? I can assume you don't hold him in high regard. Did you two ever discuss how he molested you as a child and sold you to other men?

When did he stop molesting you?

Anthony Carter
Anthony Carter

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Was there anything you were able to enjoy or was it all hell?

Sebastian White
Sebastian White

May sound like an ass but, did you got to enjoy it at one point?

Cameron Foster
Cameron Foster

Take your shitty stories to discord please.

Blake Lee
Blake Lee

I was a child prostitute, not a sex slave. It wasn't hell on earth. When I talk about it, people always say that it seems like I don't care, but things could have been a lot worse. I had a PS2 and an Xbox, I ate decent every day, I had TV. I had toys. It wasn't 100% hell growing up.

Yeah, in a weird way. It's not that I enjoyed the physical act of sex, I just had Stockholm syndrome, I guess. I don't think people can understand unless it happened to you, but even though you were being used and abused, it felt like the only time you were loved too. So it creates some weird emotions.

Austin Kelly
Austin Kelly

here's a really dumb story about how i sorta lost my virginity at 14. didn't get lucky again till 19.

2009 current year
be 14
skip school with three others
one is friend since early childhood, eastern islander kid going through emo/scene phase thing
other is hispanic QT, one of those girls who developed a little bit early
last is a turkish kid from the trailer park. he's about as bright as a bag of hammers but a long time friend
i'm skinny white kid with a mop of black hair down past my shoulders wearing an almost deus ex tier jacket too big for me

for the life of me I couldn't tell you how or why we were able to get this chick to hang out with us. she attracted chads constantly but blew them away. I guess she just hated normies, and we were a bunch of weirdos.

>make the dash out the back door and into the woods
one we sit safely with no pursuit in sight, we'll call her Margret, opens up her backpack.
inside is nothing but a pack of smokes and two four lokos kek
try alcohol for the first time, cough my balls back into my stomach but pretend to like it because girl
we go back to my island gook friend's house and get into his step-dad's bar.
i got drunk for the first time
it was spectacular. that was the day i fell in love with alcohol.
turk roach has to leave for some reason, can't remember
we keep bullshitting. end up kicking a hole in the wall and taking off most of our clothes
general yelling and destructive merrymaking ensues. i take a decorative sword and mutilate the shit out of their fancy tree in the back yard
car pulls into driveway
<RED ALERT
island gook friend goes upstairs to play it off like he came home sick, leaving me and magret alone
get first kiss
get first titty touch
i'm rock hard, poked in and out alittle but am kind of scared, don't really know what to do and really have to piss
"holy shit what if i accidentally pee in her?"
get up, go take leak
it's a very long leak, but I feel great. finally got to touch titty, and on one of the hottest chicks at my school
go back to room
island nigger is on top of her
<CUCKED
in a fit of dunken anger i sparta kick his side and grab two nearby half-full beers
pour beers on the both of them all over his bed
take rest of rum
stumble trough woods, find another guy I know wandering about
told him story, we went and met with bunch of niggers
niggers get us high
turk friend calls after hearing what happened, wants to fight me
tell him to fucking bring it
he kicks my dick in the dirt the next day

Alexander Gray
Alexander Gray

After you were dropped off at a park, what happened from there? Did you know what the guy looked like? How did he approach you? Was he nice and friendly to you?

Were you ever explained on what exactly you were doing? How did the guy initiate and instigate molesting you?

Were you typically told what to do, like take your clothes off or take their pants off, or did they just violate you while you laid there?

Dominic Jenkins
Dominic Jenkins

Anything you would do differently if you were to relieve this? Like runaway but try to seek help or something

Nathaniel Hernandez
Nathaniel Hernandez

Did any customer ever try to get you off? Like deliberately try to make you cum?

Henry Garcia
Henry Garcia

Tits or gtfo tbh

Thomas Scott
Thomas Scott

After you were dropped off at a park, what happened from there?
I'd play. You don't always want to sit there, it'll draw attention. You want to blend in as another kid. Then a man would come up and tell me he's here to pick me up. Usually something like "Your dad called me and told me he had to work late". You know, stuff like that. I'd play along like I knew him, just incase people were spying on us and thought he was a pedo trying to lure me to his home and fuck me (which, technically he was).
Did you know what the guy looked like?
No. Never.
Was he nice and friendly to you?
Yeah most of the time. But the people that are rude, are really rude. They hated me, they didn't even see me as human, I don't think.,
How did the guy initiate and instigate molesting you?
It depends. Some guys want foreplay, they have fantasies too. Some men even bought dresses they made me wear, or made me ask to get raped. Stuff like that. Only the more depraved clients just took my clothes off and fucked me. But most people had very specific plans on how they wanted the entire thing to go, and I always had to go along

I'd call the cops, to be honest. I could have ended all of this, but I didn't because I was scared. I regret it a lot. It's on my mind often.

Yeah. There's two types of guys. Those who get off knowing you're enjoying it, and those who get off knowing you hate it.

I was a whore, not a slut.

Ayden Hughes
Ayden Hughes

Do you feel contempt and disgust for the guys who used you?

Quite honestly this entire situation is incredibly fucking hot to me.

Jeremiah Brooks
Jeremiah Brooks

did you cum sometimes? Did you cum at 10?

Carter Walker
Carter Walker

How often you would get to "work" on a day?

What were the type of dudes you would get often?

Did you ever got pick by a woman?

Were there other children like you?

Kayden White
Kayden White

Were you and a man ever almost caught by anyone?

How were you typically fucked? I'd imagine it's different with a kid. Plow you from ontop? Ride on top of their dick? Bent you over and fucked you from behind? Did anyone ever inflict any abuse on you? Like excess spanking or intentional throat gagging with their cock?

Asher King
Asher King

Do you feel contempt and disgust for the guys who used you?
Some of them yes. I didn't like what any of them did to me, but some weren't completely fucked in the head. They still treated me nicely and didn't hurt me (which can't be said for all of them). I think the nicer people had serious issues that hurt me emotionally and mentally but I don't hate them. Hate is a very strong word that is used too often. But the others, yes I do hate them. It's edgy, but I have fantasies of me torturing them and getting my revenge. I think it would make me happy to see the tables turned on them.
Quite honestly this entire situation is incredibly fucking hot to me.
Eh, you're weird but it's nothing new to me.

To be completely honest, I don't remember the first time I had an orgasm, but I did climax back then, yes. I just don't remember if I was 10 when I had my first one.

How often you would get to "work" on a day?
I didn't work every day. It was usually twice a week.
What were the type of dudes you would get often?
Contrary to popular belief, most pedos are young men around 25 or so. Not old men.
Did you ever got pick by a woman?
Nope.
Were there other children like you?
I never met another child worker during my time working.

Were you and a man ever almost caught by anyone?
Not that I know of
How were you typically fucked?
Well, all men have preferences and want to switch positions, but I think doggy style was universal.

Evan Hernandez
Evan Hernandez

Hello, *FBI.

Josiah Davis
Josiah Davis

Well honestly, that whole situation is erotic to me. It's so taboo and universally despised, and the amount of risk those guys took just for the chance to violate and molest and have their way with a girl whose their daughters age

Tyler Morales
Tyler Morales

Yes but… poor kid. I mean, I see no point being rude to a little girl

Ian Myers
Ian Myers

I wish. Sounds like a comfy job.

and the amount of risk those guys took just for the chance to violate and molest and have their way with a girl whose their daughters age
I can't prove it, but I feel as though this is more common than the public would like to think, and you don't read about child prostitute rings being busted every day. I've never been on the other side of the situation, but from my experiences it doesn't *feel* like they took a risk.

Chase Morris
Chase Morris

The stuff you went through sucks, hope you find even the tiniest light of hope on this dark path you had to walk through

Landon Price
Landon Price

No, no, I wasn't referring to you.

I was referring to myself. Hello, I'm FBI.

Leo Sullivan
Leo Sullivan

i second this, good luck

Ryder Sanchez
Ryder Sanchez

Talking about it is cathartic enough, oddly. I'm 23. Last time I did anything I was 15. It's been a while, but the memories still there. But at least I'm not there any more. Life is better, even if it still seems bad.

What the fuck am I paying taxes for? FBI is useless to me.

Luis Hill
Luis Hill

That's what I'm saying here. I can't imagine ever doing that to a kid but 12 years on 4chan certainly has skewed my mind in more ways than one. Such a blatant disregard for a kid to be actively used as a sex worker for profit. Like she said, she had encounters with vile people but I can't see them all being like that, not to defend them or anything. I'm not sexual attracted to little kids running around but the whole situation is so taboo and immoral it sparks intrigue.

Owen Campbell
Owen Campbell

Did you ever ask your dad why he made you do this?

Easton Ramirez
Easton Ramirez

Like imagine how the guy felt after blowing his load in her. It's a strictly forbidden thing. Imagine how they felt getting away with it. They'd feel like they just stole the crown jewels of england.

How the fuck would someone even have sex with a 12 year old

Benjamin Roberts
Benjamin Roberts

How can an adult dick fit inside a 12 year old

Luis Jackson
Luis Jackson

VERY SNUGLY

Levi Parker
Levi Parker

Such a blatant disregard for a kid to be actively used as a sex worker for profit
Some people still had regard for me, at least a very little bit. I think some people didn't mean too much harm, but their sexual desires were just stronger. Maybe I'm too much of an apologist, I don't know.

No, that would have been a dumb question. I know why, because he doesn't really consider me "human". I was a childhood schizophrenic, which is very rare and disruptive. My mother took good care of me, but my father didn't like me at all, and after my mother passed away, he showed me he didn't even love me as his daughter. Luckily my symptoms have mildened with age and I'm somewhat normal now, but my dad blamed everything bad on me growing up.

Easton Nelson
Easton Nelson

Was everything always done at their house? Would they jump the gun and make you blow them in the car going to the house?

Any particular times that stood out to you?

Did they cum inside you?

Were you used by different guys more than once a day? Ever have to get fucked by two at once?

Kek, did old guys try and make out with you?

Jace Lee
Jace Lee

Also, would your dad penetrate you or make you suck his dick later on after a client?

Would he tell you to do these things for him or did he ease his way on you and you just went with it. Did you suck his dick a lot?

Brody Ortiz
Brody Ortiz

Any time a guys dick was too big to fit in your cunny?

Jonathan Fisher
Jonathan Fisher

Was everything always done at their house?
No, sometimes we'd go to a motel. But it wasn't often. I think they were afraid of getting caught and someone noticing I wasn't actually his daughter.
Would they jump the gun and make you blow them in the car going to the house?
Never in a car, no.
Any particular times that stood out to you?
My first client, and this time I was almost choked to death. Those two times really stick out. My first time was really weird. The guy was really nervous and treated me like it was a date. He made me wear this big pink dress and even ate me out. In retrospect it didn't feel like I was being fucked by a client who paid, more like some weird guy who was in love with me.
Did they cum inside you?
Yes. They were supposed to use protection, but some didn't care. Luckily I've never been pregnant though
Were you used by different guys more than once a day?
Only once, when two roommates had their way with me. They didn't go at the same time though.
Kek, did old guys try and make out with you?
Yes, A lot of people made out with me

My father did both. I almost always did something sexual with him a day, usually only oral though. My father was very assertive, and always told me what to do, even if I knew what to do anyway.

Nope, although some couldn't fit it fully.

Oliver Wilson
Oliver Wilson

I have friends who have daughters who are 10-12. Not that I'm creeping, but it's pretty obvious they mature at different rates: one of the 10 year olds is nearly 5'4" with obvious breasts and one of the 11 year olds is still a 4½' waif with no development at all.
And the human body is pretty flexible: some kid who was being fiddled since 5 or 6 is probably going to be able to do things that a 12yo virgin can't without significant pain & bleeding and such.

Caleb Parker
Caleb Parker

Well loli user thanks for sharing your experience. You were dealt a shit hand in life as a kid but it's in the past. Interesting stories, crazy how common it is. Hope it didn't mess you up too bad, take care and GL in the future

Andrew Rivera
Andrew Rivera

Thanks user. Was a rough time but I'm in a better place now. Thanks for hearing me out. Good luck to you too

Robert Brown
Robert Brown

Feel free to pop in on 8ch again sometime if you ever want/need to talk about it, although I'm sure you've done a lot of soul searching since you've been through that.

IMO conversing issues with anons can actually be a therapeutic thing.

Angel Ortiz
Angel Ortiz

What did most guys prefer anal or cunny?

John Price
John Price

I just assumed they would all eat you out?

How long would they have you for?

Grayson Reed
Grayson Reed

I have told this story a few times before, but fuck it:
be me, age 10
hung out with neighbor girl, also 10, and her 7 year old sister a lot
one day, she brings me into her playhouse
<lay down, we're about to have sex
I comply
she proceeds to dryhump my legs while whispering obscenities and her little sister watches and laughs
eventually speeds up until there's a wet stain on her sweatpants and my jeans
this becomes almost daily routine for about the next year.

Nathaniel Murphy
Nathaniel Murphy

I never did anal. So….vagina. Some people like oral more though.

Nope. Most wouldn't perform oral on me. I was their sex toy, not the other way around. But as I said, people had fantasies. Some people, like the first guy I was with treated me like I was their girlfriend. It was weird to go through so many artificial relationships as a child.

How long would they have you for?
Anywhere from 2-10 hours. I think it depended on how much they paid my father, but I don't know.

Landon Walker
Landon Walker

How much did you cost?

What was the most times you've been fucked/sucked dick in one night?

Liam Wilson
Liam Wilson

How much did you cost?
I actually don't know. My father never told me and neither did any of his clients. I assume I couldn't have been too expensive, because a lot of guys could afford me.

What was the most times you've been fucked/sucked dick in one night?
The most I've ever done is two guys in one night (three if you count my father). Clients were scheduled on separate days, never the same date. But one time a client let his roommate use me too

Jayden Bell
Jayden Bell

Why would your dad drop you off at a park? Doing that a lot and getting picked up by different men is highly suspicious.

Why didn't they pick you up directly?

Benjamin Hill
Benjamin Hill

You mean to tell me that you were a sex toy for all these people and not one time no one tried anal with you? Not even sticking a finger up there?

Christian Lewis
Christian Lewis

We're you even a cute girl?

Austin Martin
Austin Martin

Because he didn't want them to go to our house. He always kept our address a secret, or at least tried to. I should note I wasn't always dropped off at a park, I was dropped off other places too, just mostly parks
Doing that a lot and getting picked up by different men is highly suspicious
We'd try to go to different parks. There's about 5 in the city I grew up in and we'd rotate. But I agree, it was suspicious, but I was never caught so nothing ever came of it I guess

Fingers don't count. If they do, I guess I've done anal a few times then. But no, I've never had a penis in my butt.

As a kid, yes, I think so. Didn't translate to adulthood though.

Josiah Price
Josiah Price

will you post your tits/pussy?
are you a roastie?

Matthew Wood
Matthew Wood

If any of that were indeed real, then yeah (s)he would be, by sheer logic.

Sebastian Martin
Sebastian Martin

I hope your dad at least had the decency to now allow niggers to go anywhere near you, but I wouldn't expect a degenerate who molest his daughter and sells her for money to consider things like that

Blake Williams
Blake Williams

Promiscuity doesn't cause meat flaps though.

John Howard
John Howard

Not allow*

Charles Fisher
Charles Fisher

how is this even possible? so the feds dont know the addresses of the houses you went to or your dad having a bunch of money he cant claim or…? this wouldnt even have to be good police work, just avgerage lazy police work would be enough

Robert Fisher
Robert Fisher

Sure kid whatever you say.

Aiden Davis
Aiden Davis

No
are you a roastie?
I don't think so. Are you a robot? I've had a lot of sex and my vagina isn't sloppy roast beef. I can't speak for others but I don't think sex actually affects the anatomy of the vagina, doesn't feel like it to me any way

II have had sex with black men. My father just wanted money.

Nobody reported anything, so nobody looked into it. Or at least, I don't think anyone reported it. Never had any run ins with the law.

Samuel Bailey
Samuel Bailey

That's just terrible.

Owen Lopez
Owen Lopez

You Jewish?

Eli Wilson
Eli Wilson

I don't think so.
then prove it. post your cunt.

Jayden Miller
Jayden Miller

I actually am ashkenazi, memes aside. Have we talked before?

Carter Miller
Carter Miller

I hope not.
This practically explains it though.
Pity that Jews can never feel sympathy for even their own kind.

Nicholas Lee
Nicholas Lee

i think i just read your sit on half chan's Holla Forums.

how can we tell if you're not a fat dude jerking off to his own fake stories?

Aiden Hughes
Aiden Hughes

Because she just said she's Ashkenazi.
So now I slightly believe it but then again this still smells like bullshit that stinks for miles around.

Logan Brooks
Logan Brooks

I could post a timestamp, but I personally don't mind if you think I'm making up all of this. I'm just trying to pass the time because I'm bored.
i think i just read your sit on half chan's Holla Forums.
I've posted my experiences a few times on their Holla Forums as well as r9k, as well as this morning. I only came to 8ch because the mods over there kept deleting the threads.

Jeremiah Evans
Jeremiah Evans

Probably because they're all likely fake and no one wants to hear you over and over like some tripfag.

Cameron Wilson
Cameron Wilson

Well, clearly some people were interested and wanted to hear about it. I wasn't the one making those threads anyway. You're needlessly confrontational, which is not an attractive trait IMO. I've passed a good couple hours since I began posting, so I'll find something else to do now since my presence clearly bothers you for whatever reason. Pretty cool site, although I do find it odd that the janitors here complain about 'people acting like tripfags' while they have a special badge letting others know they do it for free. It's a little confusing, but it's none of my business.

Chase Watson
Chase Watson

which is not an attractive trait IMO
Am I trying to seduce you? The fuck does that have to do with anything? Is that really your best argument against everything that I've said?
Is
Ha! Your just a virgin who can't get laid t. based strong woman who don't need no man
really the best you can come up with?
Jewish molestation chick everyone.
Also if they love hearing about your little larping persona you should probably go back there.

Charles Jenkins
Charles Jenkins

I've posted my experiences a few times on their Holla Forums as well as r9k
i knew it.
saw your story on Holla Forums. thread got deleted shortly after.
mods are pretty sensitive over there.

but I personally don't mind if you think I'm making up all of this. I'm just trying to pass the time because I'm bored

i'm sure you do.
you're here to share your story, and i'm guessing it would make you feel better if lurkers gave a damn about it and didn't think it was all bs.

a timestamp is needed for that.

Noah Cox
Noah Cox

Best and Worst experiences?

Liam Bennett
Liam Bennett

Not to mention even if she's real, then no one will give a shit anymore because she just admitted to being a Jew, so /pol/ will basically jump off ship, 90% won't care anymore.

Blake Thomas
Blake Thomas

if she's real, i'm sure many pedos will find her stories interesting (fap worthy).
pedo stories from the little girl's perspective. allot can jerk off to that

Brandon Rivera
Brandon Rivera

Kek, good point. That's probably the entire reason (s)he got any attention. /v9k/ jacking off to losing their virginity to a kid.

Brayden Torres
Brayden Torres

You have a very fragile ego. It was a joke and yet you feel as though I'm trying to personally attack you. I didn't call you a virgin, imply you're a virgin, and I don't care if you are a virgin. If you feel that insecure about it, I can't help you with that. I would recommend laying off the r9k (or whatever the 8ch equivalent is) tho, it might help your self esteem in the long run.

Are you actually a 4chan mod? I have some odd experiences with the mods over there. I've been banned for being underage when I posted I was 23

Jace Campbell
Jace Campbell

you must not be from /pol/. I am. We would still care because it involves a jew selling his child and want him busted. Jews are actually known for doing this, historically, yes their race is disgusting. /pol/ wouldnt try to save a kid that isnt white, but at least try to get usable info from her and wouldnt pick on an actual child. there is no purpose.

Bentley Phillips
Bentley Phillips

I didn't say you were a virgin
You totally are though.
Holy shit are you sure you didn't sustain any mental scars from all that sexual abuse?
You must be one of the old ones then.

Liam Morales
Liam Morales

There's no real 'best experience', just least worst. Not all of my experiences are awful, like I've said before, but that doesn't mean they were enjoyable either. Best would I guess be the first guy I mentioned, because he was really timid and kind. I could tell he didn't want to hurt me, he just wanted to fuck a kid really badly. Worst would the time a client was into light BDSM. I was choked a lot and slapped around, and ended up breaking my collar bone (the only real injury I've had from my "work").

You're the one who brought it up, not me. As I said before, you have a very fragile ego and it shows. It's almost like you want me to attack you so you can feel like a victim.

Anyway, for real this time, I'll stop answering questions for now. Maybe I'll answer more later if there are any? I don't know

Michael Cook
Michael Cook

First off no, I'm too aggressive to be the victim, you yourself pointed this out. And it's ironic how you're calling me the victim when you started this whole thing by claiming you were a victim of child prostitution.
You keep contradicting every argument you make, at this point I don't even need to point it out to embarrass you.
Secondly my argument when I brought up the whole virgin thing was a flanderization because you mentioned /r9k/ and me being apart of the beta legion.
I just really felt like pissing you off for no reason, Holla Forums's already shit so please feel free to post here, can't make it any worse.
I need to go too, so this arguments done I guess.

Charles Powell
Charles Powell

user nice enough to share story
autist janitors and cringy/pol/ come and mess it up

Ayden Moore
Ayden Moore

And what about second time in 19?

Ian Thompson
Ian Thompson

So naive to take all bullshit from boards as "True Storie". I think if you came up to people beleve , you must post some proofs. Not even tits, just sup with date or somth. But 75% of anons are fucking kids, anyway will eat everything and ask for more.So who gives a fuck.

Mason Kelly
Mason Kelly

True story. Came up to people.
fix
Fuck this too drunk to spell anyshti

Michael Cox
Michael Cox

what are you drinking?

Austin Mitchell
Austin Mitchell

Hello user. I'm glad that at least you can talk about this all. Are you seeing a shrink?
I hope you're also dealing along with schizophrenia.
It's a cold world out there, but I send you a hug from my wintery corner, my dear human girl
If you are in Argentina, hit me up and I'll buy you a beer

Jeremiah Hall
Jeremiah Hall

Send me the link to that thread plz

Dominic Lee
Dominic Lee

Jeezus Christ it's evident your ass is on fire so shut the damn fuck up.

Caleb Scott
Caleb Scott

And there goes the thread.
You happy now?
It's peculiar to me how you would roam around these places to begin with, since we have all these pedophiles.
You're not trying to meet one, are you?

Hunter Myers
Hunter Myers

I want loligag user back here

Jace Lee
Jace Lee

be me
be 6 year old
day before christmas!
go to my uncles house(we'll call him satan) for celebration
uncle is a alcoholic demon from hell
he scared the piss out of me, so I always stayed away from him.
stayed the night
late through the night, footsteps in the bedroom
pretend to be asleep as I notice its Satan
satan slumps down on end of bed smelling of piss
Later I realized this was alcohol.
he mutters coos and caas then proceeds to molest me
was so scared I pissed myself
still pretended to sleep
never told anyone
Satan has a daughter 4 years younger
I turn 7
start molesting satans daughter
do this until I turn 13
am female
ask me anything.

Ayden Price
Ayden Price

Ever date Jeromes?

Nolan Wilson
Nolan Wilson

That quite honestly disturbed me

Blake Robinson
Blake Robinson

Yeah, I already realize I'm scum.

Leo Richardson
Leo Richardson

How old are you now?

Eli Gray
Eli Gray

18

Joshua Parker
Joshua Parker

How would you even know how to molest a girl at that age

Gabriel Anderson
Gabriel Anderson

Because I was molested…
I just did to her what Satan did to me

Gabriel Bell
Gabriel Bell

post tits?

Adrian Wilson
Adrian Wilson

Jesus Christ that's horrifying sounding.

Go molest your little cousin again

Justin Roberts
Justin Roberts

met a cougar nigres on the beach while trying to break into the pier around 1am. She wanted to meditate and all this hippy shit on the beach. I humored her and went with it, and ended up going back to her hotel for vodka. It's actually a pretty long and funny story but I just did a greentext on it like a week ago.

Ryan Cox
Ryan Cox

I keep seeing these femanon posts and am still in disbelief. tits or gtfo.

are girls coming to my imageboards? jesus fuck

Landon Martin
Landon Martin

eh well, I'm not that kind of person
Holla Forums wouldn't want to see them anyway kek. How about a face picture?

Blake Foster
Blake Foster

Agreed.

Post tits with a timestamp or you're a guy larpring as a girl who was molested by satan.

Asher Hill
Asher Hill

Will a face image do?

Nolan Gonzalez
Nolan Gonzalez

shouldn't have expected much but here ya go.

Julian Robinson
Julian Robinson

white power gesture
wew
also eyes aren't tits

Thomas Jones
Thomas Jones

you'll suffice.

Connor Harris
Connor Harris

I am conflicted right now. Your story on the one hand makes me want to stop being a pedophile. On the other hand you're my ideal damaged Holla Forumstard redpilled GF. I wonder if you live in Ontario.

Nolan Nguyen
Nolan Nguyen

still don't believe it. chicks on reddit, yea. chicks here? unlikely. prove you don't have a penis.

Luis Hall
Luis Hall

Poor Canada cuck. My heart goes out to you.

Nicholas Bennett
Nicholas Bennett

anyway I can prove that without showing my vagini?

Jacob King
Jacob King

afraid not

Nathaniel Diaz
Nathaniel Diaz

I fucking hate Canada. I want this country annexed. Funny thing is the Canadian military rejected me but the Americans keep offering me money and consider me an asset. I feel like garbage in this country and I hate Canadians. I consider myself an honorary American. I love America and Americans. Never met a Canadian I like.

Samuel Gonzalez
Samuel Gonzalez

You could probably keep a thin lace or something over it IDK.

I'm not sure who you have this modesty about you when you've already been molested.

Are your parents still alive? Maybe you fear them having your nudes emailed to them?

Ethan Flores
Ethan Flores

I believe there is.

Justin Cooper
Justin Cooper

Never lose hope my friend.

Isaac Fisher
Isaac Fisher

Women should be modest.
Yes they are. I'm not worried about that, I just try to be a traditional modest woman.

Blake Gray
Blake Gray

for fucks sakes why do I have to be trapped in Trudeau land.

I'm going to officially cry myself to sleep right now.

I hate pretty much every woman I ever know but right now I love you so fucking much.

JUST

Andrew Perez
Andrew Perez

Stay strong friend! Theres always room in America. Don't cry, your day is coming, I promise. (not for death, kek)
hail victory!

Joseph Hill
Joseph Hill

Choose one:

1. Go back to /pol/ where they care about that shit

2. Go to a mirror. Take nudes with timestamp. Open nudes in paint. Paint over face. Post nudes.

3. Get the fuck out

Julian Nelson
Julian Nelson

that 88 GET

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

One day I hope to have freedom, guns, and to join you in the wheat fields ♡ ♡ ♡

Christian Myers
Christian Myers

be me
be 14
be in grandparents basement with brother and cousins
get younger cousin (7f) interested in card tricks im doing
she tries to do tricks
obviously hides cards from me
go to get cards back from her
end up just tickling her
she is laughing
she takes cards and runs off to the guest bedroom in the basement
follow her
find her hiding in the bedroom
she continues to hide the cards from me
grab her and start tickling her again
shes laughing
sit on bed and pull her into my lap
move my hands from tickling her sides to her armpits
then tickle my way across her chest
she is young enough to not care about that
she tries to get up
pull her back onto the bed next to me
be in sort of a spooning position
tickle my way down her body
get down to her knees and stop
heart is beating out of my chest
she is still laughing
start working my way back up
start going up under her dress
work up to her panties
she isnt laughing so much anymore
play my fingers across her vagina
she is staring to struggle to escape, not liking this anymore
pull her panties aside
she tells me to let her go
rub my finger against her pussy
its so smooth and small
keep rubbing against her for a bit
she screams to let her go
let her off the bed
she tries to leave the bedroom
block her from leaving
tell her she can't tell anyone
tell her i will give her money to keep her mouth shut
she tries to get past
stop her
she cries out
adults yell down asking if everything is ok
tell her she cant tell
let her go
she runs past and up the stairs
panic and hide in the bathroom for a bit
go upstairs
parents say they need to talk to me
say she told them i touched her special place
tell them she took my cards and while trying to get them back i must have accidentally done so
end of conversation
leave without talking to her or her parents again
nobody ever brings it back up

Xavier Moore
Xavier Moore

clyp.it/niz5cppk

Jason Williams
Jason Williams

tits or gtfo you whore

Lucas Jones
Lucas Jones

It was funny when I thought you were larping. You should go join fug on the namefagging slut containment board

/srz/

Cooper Cruz
Cooper Cruz

How, if at all, would you say your experience has affected your approach to sex now?

Have you ever found yourself aroused by memories?

Ryder Barnes
Ryder Barnes

I stayed away from men, and have only had one partner. It affected me greatly, I could barely hold his hand.
Yes and no. Not with satan obviously, but with his daughter. She was just a child. Innocence was very arousing to me years and years after I had stopped molesting her.

Ian Kelly
Ian Kelly

sound like kentucky

Camden Fisher
Camden Fisher

So you're saying that now you're a pedophilic lesbian sexual predator?

Josiah King
Josiah King

No, I am straight with pedophilic urges.
I don't hate men now or anything. I am obviously more comfortable around other women but no I'm not a lesbian.

Aiden Miller
Aiden Miller

cute tbh

Leo Miller
Leo Miller

So little boys are your thing?

Nolan Wood
Nolan Wood

well, to put it bluntly yes.

Ethan Murphy
Ethan Murphy

ideal damaged Holla Forumstard redpilled GF

That's been my dream since the 12 years I've been going on Holla Forums. She's the perfect age too, 18. Just young enough to be near loli status, but just old enough to not look like a weirdo to date. Fuck.

I got close and acquired a really hot somewhat internet swav gf back on anonidate a few years ago. she turned into a complete hipster faggot now. nothing of value was lost

Carter Green
Carter Green

aint nothing wrong with that

Leo Green
Leo Green

but you're not going to molest any, for obvious moral and legal reasons, right?

Cooper Perez
Cooper Perez

Yes, I haven't touched anyone since.

Matthew Morales
Matthew Morales

you will never have questionable playtime with a loli together with that 18 year old girl posting ITT

Oliver Martin
Oliver Martin

you will never be the loli

Eli Howard
Eli Howard

you will never be this loli

Easton Russell
Easton Russell

12 years, wow. Any wise words?

Cooper Moore
Cooper Moore

have you ever considered suicide?

Oliver Fisher
Oliver Fisher

Considered and attempted.

Parker Perry
Parker Perry

(heil'd)
You missed out on the golden years of Holla Forums on 4chan.

Holla Forums was always shit but I'd suggest not even bothering with going to cuckchans Holla Forums anymore, this place still holds a spirit of what Holla Forums used to be

also don't forget, you're here forever

Bentley Walker
Bentley Walker

why'd you do it?

Jason Hughes
Jason Hughes

Well, I'll try to carry that flame.

Kayden Rivera
Kayden Rivera

wish this board was more active though. you go on any other boards regularly?

Jace Murphy
Jace Murphy

Being only 7 I did it out of curiosity. The older I got I felt like I was doing the right thing..?
Hard to explain but I felt she didn't deserve innocence. It was clearly morally wrong.

Juan Harris
Juan Harris

As do I. Yes I'm a regular on /pol/, /a/, and /v/

Luke King
Luke King

what convinced you to stop
was it out of regret or some other shit?

Aiden Gray
Aiden Gray

actually its only fitting that the new generation of Holla Forumstard consists of an 18 year old pedo girl like you, that's definitely keeping the spirit alive

also nice. i'll see you on the day of the rope, we can hang some niggers together

Asher Murphy
Asher Murphy

Actually Satan got divorced, which caused them to completely shun my family. Never saw her again.

Adrian Edwards
Adrian Edwards

Oh mistor trip, do it again wiht me please!

Brayden Gray
Brayden Gray

You should get in contact with her just to see how you affected her, it would be fun.

Gavin Foster
Gavin Foster

do you ever think that satan did something to her as well?

Jose Campbell
Jose Campbell

implying you just don't want to fap to the idea of her molesting that girl again

Zachary Miller
Zachary Miller

I just really felt like pissing you off for no reason
I'm not sure why you felt the need to try and upset me, but whatever

It's good for people to be skeptical, you shouldn't believe everything you read on the internet.

I've had one relationship with a white woman when I was younger and another relationship with a white man. Never been with a black man

Are you seeing a shrink?
I have appointments with a psychiatrist every 2 weeks and I see a therapist once a week. As for my schizophrenia, it's still there but the symptoms have mildened a lot. I'm somewhat normal in the head, I think.
If you are in Argentina, hit me up and I'll buy you a beer
I don't drink, but I'd almost take your offer if I lived in Argentina. I'm American though. Thanks for the concern and offer though.

I know there's a few people who might get off of my stories. I personally don't care what they do, I just like talking about it because it's cathartic for me.
You're not trying to meet one, are you?
No, and I'm 23. So I don't think any pedo would want me anyway.

Nathan Hall
Nathan Hall

Absolutely. You see, I stayed in her room when I spent the night. She would NEVER sleep alone, always slept with her mother even when I stayed the night. She did that until the last time I stayed the night. she was probably 10 and still sleeping with her mother.

Joshua Stewart
Joshua Stewart

Because it's fun and you're easy bait.

Grayson Smith
Grayson Smith

Oh neat, you're back.

Not sure if this was asked earlier, but have you had a normal relationship as a teenager or at your age now? Would you tell them about your experiences as a kid?

Asher White
Asher White

It would be interesting. I actually helped her learn how to read. I imagine she has some sort of romantic interest still towards me. Poor kid.

Luke Watson
Luke Watson

what exactly did you do to her?
and did she ever scream, struggle etc?

Jaxson Cox
Jaxson Cox

Never been with a black man
II have had sex with black men. My father just wanted money.

Michael Green
Michael Green

Rip.
The worst cases of shit like this are the ones with emotional attachment.
I'm glad when I lost my virginity it was random and surreal with me not understanding anything that happened because otherwise I would be pretty sad, more so than I am now out of regret.

Adam Harris
Adam Harris

What part of "tits or GTFO" do you not understand?

Luke White
Luke White

If it's not a larp she probably meant it in a manner outside of prostitution.

Ryan Myers
Ryan Myers

Go back to /pol/
where they care about that shit

Charles Brooks
Charles Brooks

I made her make me feel good I guess.
Its embarrassing to explain user.
She never screamed but she would say "I don't want to do it" I would just tell her we have too.

Brandon Ward
Brandon Ward

Its embarrassing to explain user

We're all user here, it doesn't mean shit. Go on and tell us.

Brody Sullivan
Brody Sullivan

easy bait
I'm not sure if replying to a post is considered being baited but w/e

When I was 15 and 16 I had a relationship with another girl. After years of being abused by men, I was afraid of them. I figured dating a girl would be good for me. In a way, I almost forced myself to be lesbian/bisexual. I ended up falling in love with a girl who was my friend of mine when I was in a psych ward. The feelings weren't entirely mutual though. She sorta played along but I could tell even though she liked me, she didn't really *love* me. It was a weird relationship, but still a relationship nonetheless. I also dated a man when I was 19. That relationship lasted a lot longer but I think did more damage than good in the long run. I've told both about my experiences as a child, but I'm not sure how much they truly believed me.

The question was "have you ever dated a black man" not "have you ever had sex with a black man". I've never personally dated one, but when I was a prostitute I have had sex with a couple.

Justin Gray
Justin Gray

So any proof that whole shit about child abuse is true? Its you who came here with your story, and then you said you dont give a shit if anyone believes you. Just do photo with captured screen and pice of paper with date. Not so hard. After that, we all can continue pretted that your story is true.

Ethan Gomez
Ethan Gomez

I would make her eat me out and finger me.
She obviously hated being touched so I would just shove things in her.

Kayden Richardson
Kayden Richardson

Man, your typing mannerism are so sincere and you're very articulate. You seem like a pretty decent person actually. Wish you the best.

Ian Robinson
Ian Robinson

I mean in terms that you didn't have any evidence and situation wise you were a good person to fight with for fun.

Nolan Price
Nolan Price

I'm about 95% sure I know who you are.

Brody Morgan
Brody Morgan

Dox or I will self dox because I'm a dumbass.

Lucas Smith
Lucas Smith

I doubt it.

David Peterson
David Peterson

how badly did this affect her
or do you think that it might have not been completely bad?

Jose Thomas
Jose Thomas

I wish i had dated with some whore. I mean, not like you back there, just adult whore.

Oliver Jackson
Oliver Jackson

Ever*

Colton James
Colton James

For what purpose?
I mean if it's a fetish I can understand but otherwise that would be strange.

Charles Robinson
Charles Robinson

I think it affected her ability to determine the difference between her attraction towards men or women.

Jaxon Turner
Jaxon Turner

So any proof that whole shit about child abuse is true?
No. I can prove I'm female, but I cannot prove anything about my past experiences.
and then you said you dont give a shit if anyone believes you
Which is true. You can choose to believe them or not, if you think I'm a fat male larping it does not affect me. I was thinking earlier if I wanted to post "proof" but decided against it. In a way, I think it's a good thing people think I'm making it all up, as you can look at then from a pure entertainment standpoint. Perhaps if I get bored later on I'll say something stupid on vocaroo or post half my face or something. But you're never getting tits, sorry.

Unfortunately I fumble and sound like an idiot in real life, but I try to come off as articulate online. After many years, you're the first person who's ever complimented me on it. So thanks user.

Why would you ever want to do that?

Carter Hall
Carter Hall

I can prove I'm female

Matthew Collins
Matthew Collins

I agree. Very interesting femanon.

Isaiah Gutierrez
Isaiah Gutierrez

You and her really made this a great thread. Hope you guys stick around

Liam Morris
Liam Morris

Thanks user, I'm blushing.
I plan on it. Hope other femanon does as well.

Kayden Murphy
Kayden Murphy

I don't realy know. Mb because she date with me not because money.I mean why prostitute must abuse me with that, if she can easyly earn much more with her job. Fuck this sounds realy stupid, but in my place, girls like parasites, with 90%will abuse you to buy her closes, phones
or anything else, adn then just brakeup when you are empty.
Mb because i realy mean something to her. I think prostitues looks on guys like on chance to earn money, not like a person. Most of a time. So mb im realy special to her.
Or maybe i just sick fuck, who Mentality broken. You see, even with your abuse, afterall thing became better. I've never had a Xbox, own room, but it never bothers me when i was a kid. But now, it all just got worst. Still no xbox, no room, no phone, no friends,no gf and blablabla. My place is crapehole. Everyone trying to fool me, offence. So i just start to hare everyone and wish em dead. And for me, this is will get worst.
So i just want some feelings about myself, mb some understand. Never get those though. So yeah, about whore gf, its just one of my sick fetishes.

Hunter Ortiz
Hunter Ortiz

No. I can prove I'm female, but I cannot prove anything about my past experiences.
Proof ur a girl. Thats enough to believe you.

Asher Thomas
Asher Thomas

So because it would be a more genuine and more rewarding relationship than others?
I mean I guess but I personally cannot get past the fact that she would be a whore. But maybe that's just because of past events too.

Caleb Flores
Caleb Flores

girls like parasites, with 90%will abuse you to buy her closes, phone

kek you live in asia don't you

Asher Richardson
Asher Richardson

I realy dont gice a fuck whore she or not.
So because it would be a more genuine and more rewarding relationship than others?
You are right here. If she nice to me, and i know its true dont realy care who is she and what she did.

Gabriel Reed
Gabriel Reed

Sounds sweet user.
Who knows maybe you can help her get her life on track and have a family, live happier than most people today would.
This entire thread just got sad really quick.

Carson Long
Carson Long

No.Try again

Nicholas Hill
Nicholas Hill

If that's the caliber of girl in your country then you're probably shit out of luck. Christ no wonder why there's a gigantic sex tourism industry.

you will never hug and kiss your qt japanese gf on the forehead

Bentley Ward
Bentley Ward

SHOW US YOUR KNOB YOU FILTHY TRAP SHITEAD

Daniel James
Daniel James

Yeah, and every "gilr" like this, thinks she's the quen. Man must obey,contain. Uhh
Its russia dude

Zachary Foster
Zachary Foster

russia

i was actually going to say russia. christ, i thought only USA had fat slobby women

Ryan Thompson
Ryan Thompson

this thread

David Green
David Green

Who knows maybe you can help her get her life on track and have a family, live happier than most people today would.

Maybe. I dont realy know what can i do. Just support her, make her feel that she not alone with her problems. But it just dreams, never gonna happen i met some1 at all

Carson Collins
Carson Collins

Not only for sure

Carson Martin
Carson Martin

Even if you did she wouldn't be right for you and you would fuck and never talk again, not in this day and age.

Brayden King
Brayden King

Dude, like i said before. I dont give a shit about what she did. If she had real feelings to me, thats allright what i need

Charles Moore
Charles Moore

How did you get this picture of me?
But I am merchant and you want to gas me :(
Well, I can't say that I completely understand how you feel. I can only speak from personal experience but I always just wanted someone thst made me happy. I've read a lot about how childhood sex abuse victims can become sex addicted, but it was opposite for me. I lost all my sexual urges, I just wanted a friend. I don't know how it is for adult prostitutes, I think most just looking for a way to survive. I don't know if they're any different than anyone else, I've never met one.

Caleb Rogers
Caleb Rogers

Inb4 lesbian porno about a nazi gassing a jew.

Connor Thomas
Connor Thomas

I have to say, you were pretty cute as a child prostitute

Isaac Anderson
Isaac Anderson

I wonder how Chris is doing.
He supposedly works for Google now but that was announced two years ago, and it seems now Google is dying.
Well, at least he didn't get jewed by Jim like the rst of the site owners did.

Owen Martin
Owen Martin

Well, friend will be good too. I dont think sex is something this special. Just someone with who i can do friendly talk, hang out, or be silent.

I dont know, just point it out to myself.

Jaxon Barnes
Jaxon Barnes

I actually have a few pictures of myself when I was around that age. Probably not a smart idea to post them though.

You seem to be very sure of what you want from a partner, which I think is smart. It's hard for me to say that is sex isn't some special, because it seems like my entire life has revolved around it. I didn't read above too much, are you Russian? You sound depressed.

Ryder Lewis
Ryder Lewis

Probably not a smart idea to post them though.

Booo. I'm sure everyone ITT would have liked to see them, especially since this was a 2 day thread that crossed both 4 and Holla Forums. But then again, I wholeheartedly don't blame you for it.

Robert Stewart
Robert Stewart

Please don't blue ball us :(

I'd say Chris is doing fine. He probably never expected that his imageboard would land him a job at Google. If anything he'd be content with what he's done.

Juan Johnson
Juan Johnson

moot is, was, and always will be a faggot. he was never really one of us tbh famalam, although he was perfect as the iconic de facto figurehead for 4chan

Nolan Johnson
Nolan Johnson

At least he wasn't Jim or Hotwheels.

Jonathan Martinez
Jonathan Martinez

Or god forbid two bit site owners like Milkdud and Hirohitoyuki.

Matthew Turner
Matthew Turner

I am moot AMA

Asher Jackson
Asher Jackson

Are you gay?
Are you a nigger?
Are you a gay nigger?

Jaxon Cruz
Jaxon Cruz

also get out of here you clown. moot never capitalized the beginning letter of his sentences.

Luis Hill
Luis Hill

yes

Oliver Brown
Oliver Brown

Well yeah, i think al ot about what i want from life and people. Just being honest. Why i think sex isnt so important, mb because most of people going for it just for physcialy desire. For me its more about sences and feelings. So i feel comfortable with some1 just being near, or hones. Sex is realy optional for me. But in my place, people only care about themselfs. Every one think they are so smart, think they are hunters and you are victim. They always try to abuse you, fool you. Not all the time, but if situation turning to affect them, even in very small point, people just betray you. Find just honest person here, is realy rare. So i learn to not make any bussines with anyone here. Some simple conversation, in few words. If any thing i need to, i get it by myself. Thats why i depressed. Whole alone all the time. All this turn me to like some weird stuff, like i find joyful to fell depressing at some point.
And yes, im from russia
Gonna pass for few hours, i like to talk to someone, hope i can do it more

John Robinson
John Robinson

How's your job at Google going? Do you get raped 3-5 or 6-9 times a day?

Jaxon Roberts
Jaxon Roberts

haha you're right i forgot haha i am sorry hahaha
every day we have diversity lectures where they bring in large african men whom shove their weiners in our buttholes as we tell them "sorry for slavery!" over and over again

Gabriel Hill
Gabriel Hill

We're all faggots and Chris was definitely one too and that makes us all 'normal' user. :)

Brandon Sanders
Brandon Sanders

that's actually a very sad story russiabro. i hope you find peace and and genuine love one day

Wyatt Parker
Wyatt Parker

mod pretending to be moot
mod posting in the loli erotica thread
mod fapped 3 times to it

Joseph Evans
Joseph Evans

Have you met Jim?
Is his dick really only 3 inches erect?

Eli Lopez
Eli Lopez

i heard from some druggy who lives with his trailer trash mom in florida that jim feeds people he doesnt like to his pet pigs. his pigs penis is 7 inches erect dont ask me how i know this. okay i'll tell you its because i sucked his pigs cock

Brody Carter
Brody Carter

Damn, even Jim is too good for Moot.
This is just sad.

Noah Thompson
Noah Thompson

oh no jim was sucking the pigs cock too, we were taking turns as long as we both agreed id get the dick while the pig was finishing

Landon Wood
Landon Wood

Eqic.
What about Hotwheels, as far as I know the man was last seen snorting coke to try and rationalize his life.

Samuel Hughes
Samuel Hughes

Dont be sorry for me. Like i said before, i feel ok with depress at some point i hawe you guys. Its SO bad, just feel little lonely some thimes. But anyway thank you

Brayden Russell
Brayden Russell

hotwheels has a fetish for climbing up on peoples shoulders and having them walk him around (probably because of his lack of legs) last i saw him he was on the shoulders of one of the goldwater girls strolling through town, people mistaking him for a young child gets his dick erect

Evan Peterson
Evan Peterson

Its NOT SO bad*

Dylan Wright
Dylan Wright

Girls
Moot we both know better.

Aaron Butler
Aaron Butler

its hard to tell if it was a girl or codemonkey, since codemonkey looks like a girl enough as it is

Jackson Allen
Jackson Allen

Codemonkey looks like he has 30 different std's so maybe but you can barely tell he even looks human, that's why he calls himself a monkey, not just because he's Jim's personal codemonkey.

Gavin Morris
Gavin Morris

perhaps, speaking of monkeys i have to go to another google diversity lecture good luck my dudes

Gabriel Phillips
Gabriel Phillips

Yeah, later Moot. Good talk.
t. Fellow piece of shit mod deliberately making Holla Forums worse by Jim's orders.

Charles Kelly
Charles Kelly

It's the same situation everywhere generally unfortunately. Most women are vapid ditzy materialistic insufferable morons. Shit, that's probably why so many guys turn to pedophilia and this in turn hurts helpless kids like CP girl in this thread unfortunately.

Always try and hold out for someone special. I feel you that you can tell a lot of a person's character based on how they type and articulate themselves, and CP girl seems like a genuine and decent and interesting person who actually breaks the mold. Could be completely wrong however

Jose Myers
Jose Myers

Eh. I only have one picture of me on the internet, another one wont hurt. In this picture you can't even see my face. I think I was around 9 in this picture? Couldn't have been older than 10

That sounds like a very hostile environment to be in. I hope things go well for you in the future. From just your few posts, you seem level headed and mentally strong. I hope you find someone to love.

Ayden Stewart
Ayden Stewart

people mistaking him for a young child gets his dick erect

Adam Reed
Adam Reed

The world of online management is a dark one user.

Ryan Sanchez
Ryan Sanchez

HAHAHA DISREGARD THAT I SUCK COCKS

Luke Williams
Luke Williams

That picture breaks my heart

Easton Baker
Easton Baker

inept moderation, inconsistent administration, spam, invasions. The last thing we need is an infestation of moots.

Leo Collins
Leo Collins

be me at 15 y/o
total beta skele faggot
constantly spilling spaghetti
skipped a grade in middle school
go to inner-city school
black kids pity-like me because i act like I'm retarded
white kids hate me because I act like a total cringelord
friend introduces me to 4chan (this was before shit like gamergate)
lurk for a few months, favorite board is /fit/ for fat people hate and /r9k/ for greentexts
begin learning about being alpha and stuff through greentexts
work out
becoming better
get confidence
eventually become somewhat normal/skinnyfit looking
have to transfer schools because mvoing
get a fresh start where nobody knows me
still at an inner city school
notice how stupid the black kids act, get really into /pol/
gamergate happens, move over to here
8/r9k/ is dead (or didn't exist, idk), use Holla Forums
people don't see me as a nerdy kid
meet cute girl at busstop
talk to her, learn that she's into compsci like me
fortunately she wasn't a dyed-hair snowflake faggot
she's a year younger than me, i'm 16 now
she stares at me a lot on the bus
meanwhile at school getting good grades, get into special program where I can take college classes
go to programming class, become more into compsci
talk to cute girl about how I want to become a software dev and the move innawoods
eventually offer to teach her C++, she accepts
go to her house afterschool, no parents or anything
sit down next to her in front of the computer, start explaining some stuff to her
notice her chair is unusually close to mine
at one point she like put her arm around me and her hand on my shoulder
she kinda leans over and puts her head on my shoulder
put my arm around her in a half-hug, feel her heartbeat increase
see all the porn I've saw flash before my eyes
inner monologue tells me to stop being a beta faggot, go for the goal
slowly creep my other hand down her navel to her waist and into her pants
start fingering her
"A-user, what are yo-"
She blushes and starts moaning
start french kissing her
she cums hard, completely wets her panties
i unzip my pants, take massive boner out (wasn't wearing undies that day)
she sees gets on her knees in front of me
starts licking the tip of my cock
she wasn't even putting it in her mouth
stand up
she looks at me for a second
shove my cock down her throat
was paranoid she would bite my cock, put my thumb inbetween her side bottom and top teeth
she's weakly resisting me, grab both her arms by the wrist
skullfuck her, cum in her throat
before she can do anything, stand her up and kiss her
she starts coughing all over me
realize what I've done
start to apologize
she stops coughing and pulls me towards her
interrupts me and starts kissing me and stroking my dick
remember distinctly her chest pressed firmly against mine, and feeling her breathing deeply (best thing i've felt in my life tbqh)
move her over to her bed
firmly push her onto it, facing upwards
pull down her pants, her panties are still sopping wet
they're cute pink ones with frilly-lining
push the crotch area of the panties to the side
I'm over her now
douse fingers in pussy, lick them and start french kissing her again
try to slide dick in, almost bend my cock because she was so tight and I wasn't 100% erect
fugg her in missionary position
start choking her
pussy turns into an ocean
realize that I have a bdsm fetish
resist urge to cum inside, pull out
look at dick, there's blood all over it
realize I took her virginity
roll over, she's on top of me now
she begins to fuck me
hear the garage door openign to her house
immediately start panicking
tell her to get under the covers, throw her soiled clothes under the bed
she says that she didn't tell her parents that I was coming over
run into her bedroom's bathroom
she tells me to lock the door
don't do that (locking it would be suspicious as hell)
close the door and jump into the tub
hear the front door open and close very quitely in the background
we wait like this for 10 minutes
finally her parents come in her room
hear them talking about something
it's quiet for a second
(1/3?)

Cooper Ross
Cooper Ross

suddenly
CRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRK
the bathroom door opens
have a mini heart attack
hear the girl make a little squeak noise, like a scream
her dad/mom doesn't notice
life flashes before my eyes
hear another door open
peer out briefly
the sink cupboard was open, someone was putting something in
eventually i learn it was her mother coming to give her some soap or something she bought at the store
finally her mom leaves
breath a sigh of relief
suddenly hear the bathroom door open again
almost piss myself as someone opens the shower curtain
it's the girl
for a second I don't recognize her
jump to tackle and miss her
fall on the floor behind her, bust my lip on the ground
she's standing there, naked from the waist down, her lower body covered in cum, crossing her arms
blood's getting fucking everywhere from my lip, almost start screaming in pain
she explains to me that her mom was going out for a school meeting while I writhe on the ground
clean everything up and walk back to my house with her
before I go inside, she gives me a little smooch
notice she has a little bit or cum on the ridge of her bottom lip
wipe it off
say goodbye
go to my bed
can't sleep because wondering if her parents smelled the cum in her room or saw it on her lip

for the next few months hang out with her and fugg like twice to three times a week
almost got caught once buying condoms (cashier thought he recognized me, I learned that day to buy from stores far away from your house)
we have pretty deep conversations
notice some "hints" while she's talking; she talked about how she loved babies and families and shit like that
it's almost the end of the fall semester at school, i'm applying for colleges despite me being like 16 (those advanced classes were paying off)
never thought about it but consider the fact that I might have to move away from the cute girl in the next year
keep hanging out and fugging her for the rest of the year
travel around with her during summer, have some geniunely good times
eventually summer ends and I have to move away to real college
go to a state school that's like 3 hours away from where I used to live
continue to drive down and hang out with her
feel like I'm getting emotionally distant from her
fall for the cuck/long-distance relationship meme and get paranoid that she's fucking other guys or something
eventually let her down one day while "visiting" her (asshole move on my part tbh)
she's hysterical, not like crazy but just really sad
probably the worst decision of my life, don't even know why I did it looking back, probably could've found some way to move her over to me
try to undo what I did like 2 weeks later but she doesn't forgive me
she got another shortly afterwards and I kind stopped checking up on her
regret it to this day (like 2.5 years later)
(2/2)

Adam Davis
Adam Davis

she got another shortly afterwards and I kind stopped checking up on her
She got another boyfriend, I meant.

Grayson Sullivan
Grayson Sullivan

If she did get one so quickly, it means your suspicion of her fucking others were completely on point.

Daniel Howard
Daniel Howard

what exactly satan did to you?

Landon Robinson
Landon Robinson

please, censor eyes and post em

Luke Baker
Luke Baker

If you insist.

Lucas Taylor
Lucas Taylor

I'd almost take your offer if I lived in Argentina. I'm American though
Hahaha, if I ever go to North America, I will post a message on Holla Forums and maybe we can have a drink. I give thanks to you, for writing your story. It is sad and painful and it saddens me to read it, but it conforts me to know that at least now you can narrate it the way you do.
Would you like to tell us about your relationship with the white man?

Colton Clark
Colton Clark

Sounds like you fucked up the relationship of your lifetime. Why? Were you annoyed? Was she ugly?

Samuel Scott
Samuel Scott

Would you like to tell us about your relationship with the white man?
I was in the mental health system for a long time and was hopping to various psych wards. When I finally got discharged I didn't have a place to stay. I met a man there who let me stay at his place so I wasn't homeless. Our relationship was platonic but I developed feelings for him quickly. He did too. Unfortunately I'm not good at controlling my emotions. I'm the obsessive type. I always think about what if he's seeing other women behind my back, or what if he doesn't love me as much I need. I always needed constant validation and was jealous of him spending time with anyone else but me. It's not really possible to explain but I put all my self worth onto him. I really loved him but it was too much for him.

I realized that I am not meant for romantic relationships. I'm too sensitive, too needy. You know the saying "don't stick your dick in crazy". I don't really like being alone but some people aren't really meant to be with other people. Relationships, I've never been too good at that shit. I was always finding something wrong. I can't control myself when I'm in love. I need all their attention for myself only, and even then it's not enough. Truth is no matter how much attention, love and affection I got it'd never be enough to sate that craving. It just doesn't leave.

Julian Brown
Julian Brown

The main reason I liked her in the first place was how convenient the relationship was for me. She lived like a block away (hence us going to the same busstop) and neither of us had stay-home parents. Besides that she wasn't that cute, and honestly I don't think I really wanted to have kids or a family with her; She was pretty short and plain looking (aside from other things), I'd rather have kids with someone with better genetics. You also have to think about at the time I didn't see her as much as I did when I was in HS with her, which kinda lead my pea-brain to feeling like I was growing apart from her. It was sad really because after I dumped her and broke her heart, it [her distress] really showed me how much she genuinely loved me.
I kinda meant shortly after as in shorter than I expected for someone like her. In reality she started dating a bit over a half a year later as far as I can tell.

Jackson Taylor
Jackson Taylor

you were super cute, and I'm pretty sure you are cute even now :)

Daniel Cruz
Daniel Cruz

It amazes me a bit that you can see your self, or at least that part of your self, with such lucidity.
Even if you aren't meant for it, that is not a reason to stop looking for it. That is my personal belief. But of course that will cause you a lot more pain than if you just stopped searching.
I like writing. But some days I think I was never meant for it. Either way I prefer to burn myself, my life, all my potential trying to write something worthy.
Could you tell us how did it end with him? What happened after?

Dominic Barnes
Dominic Barnes

Have you talked to her again?

Kevin Diaz
Kevin Diaz

Thanks. Unfortunately you're mistaken.
Things just got too intense because of my melodrama, so he broke up with me. We were together for years and I thought I was going to die. I was very suicidal, I guess I still am. I begged him not to but it didn't matter. I managed to pick myself up though somehow, but I don't know if it was really worth the effort. Life sucks :/

David Foster
David Foster

Somehow, you did.
What about your other relationship, with a female, who was also interned? How was that?
Das Leben ist ein Born der Lust. Life is a spring of delight. This is true. It is the fact of being alive, of breathing, of feeling pain, of feeling desire, of needing and giving. That, is pleasure, and it is life. And yes, life also sucks, life is also disappointing, it is also feeling a weight so heavy on your back, and having to bear with it for no reason at all, and finally be empty, always empty at the end, this is also a part of life wherever life blooms. So, why living? Why living.
But I know, that life is a generous, ever running spring of pleasure. And the rotten can spit their poison in it and make it unbearable for us. Still we'll live to yearn for its fresh water. We strive for a pure drink. Once again.

Luis Wood
Luis Wood

It's weird. It was a weird time. I had just ran away from home, I had been homeless for two months, after my attempted suicide I was in a familiar environment but it wasn't a happy place. I was at my most vulnerable and lowest point I had ever been. And I met this girl who was just so nice to me for no reason. It was so nice to just have a friend after such a long time of abuse and hardship. I didn't mean to fall for her, but it just happened.

I pushed myself onto her really hard. She was kinda scared at first, because you know, I was really clingy and I was forcing myself. She eventually began to reciprocate but she wasn't bisexual. She only liked me emotionally not physically. Id want to hug or hold hands (which Is against the faculty rules) and she wouldn't like that. It was more like a really intense friendship. Sometimes I could convince her to let me kiss her but it was rare. I really did love her, but she got discharged a year later. She promised to call and visit but never did. I know she didn't care about me like I did her, but it really hurt how she just walked out of my life and I was stuck there with nobody else. Some might call it puppy love, i disagree. It's complicated I guess.

Christopher Sullivan
Christopher Sullivan

Also, did you write that?

Thomas Reed
Thomas Reed

prove me wrong then

Cameron Sanchez
Cameron Sanchez

You sound great honestly

Nolan Young
Nolan Young

Dub dubs KNOWS that this happens much more than is acknowledged.

Jason Flores
Jason Flores

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Elijah Davis
Elijah Davis

Yes, I wrote that. The phrase "Life is a spring of pleasure" is from Nietzsche. It has inspired me a lot, especially at this point in life.
Right now I'm posting from my phone. I will be back home in a while so I can reply at ease and, if you wish, you can answer some questions. Hope you have a good night user.

Cooper Jenkins
Cooper Jenkins

I don't want this thread to die. I want to be her friend.

Samuel Hill
Samuel Hill

I'd like to talk to her also. She may be a jew but seems intelligent

Leo White
Leo White

Its easy to just dismiss every jew with "GAS THE KIKES RACE WAR NOW" without taking a couple steps back and seeing someone for who they are as a person

my last girlfriend was actually half a kike

Zachary Kelly
Zachary Kelly

Don't count your fleshlight faggot.

Caleb Brown
Caleb Brown

I think that when someone is so close to your heart as you were to her, the love you feel for the person blends with the fear of hurting them. But at the end, I think, she made the right decision to get close to you, otherwise you might not have lived to tell us your story.
You also mentioned that you told your story to each of your couples. How did it feel to tell it to others?
…and why aren't you sure about how much they believed in you?

It is such a strange occurrence that in a world so wide and crowded two people meet and share some warmth. It happens so seldom… Look around you, look: only noise and noise, and cold surfaces. Electric lights. So many people, like us, walking and walking to places, to places, looking for a bit of warmth. Somehow, it touches me that you had been able to meet the two persons you met.That you shared your warmth, for a brief instant.
It is never perfect, it is never clean, it is never round and balanced and fair and even, like in the movies, no! It is never symmetrical and geometric like in tv ads… it's already odd enough that it happens. That two sparks crash midair. That's why even if it ended, and even if it only left afterwards more pain and the same void within, it makes me glad, in a melancholy way, that you had met them.

**I recently moved to Argentina, from Venezuela. I came alone. Along the bus trips and night flights, I slowly realized that I was finally leaving behind another stage from my life. Perhaps the happiest and fullest stage I'd ever live… Your heart, it is like a dark room, dimly lit, and there you are, within it, resting. And you ask, "why does it feel so unfair?", and why should I relinquish that which makes me happy, and why should I let go of that which, for once, made me feel at ease, why should I go back to not having a home, if I know right where my home was, and I heated my hands by its fire?
Why do I have to lose this, too? And who could profit from my pain? Not you, not me. Then why?**
And this all stays within the boundaries of a dark room. Within a plane that crosses cold air, fast and indifferent.

Why do I love life so much, I asked myself. I cannot explain it. The taste of blood, the name of Hell, the name of desire, hope and wind. And also knowing that my brothers and sisters of a same blood are out there. These are some words I use to try and explain what I don't understand myself, but that Nietzsche captured so briefly and so beautifuly when he said, life is a spring of pleasure.

Carter Brown
Carter Brown

You really don't
Well I don't blame people on the internet for not believing me when I tell them of my experiences. It's a lot to take in. But it's the same way face to face too. I know they believed me to an extent but I don't think they believed me fully. I guess I don't really blame them. But when you love someone and you feel like they don't really believe you when you pour your heart open, it hurts.
Somehow, it touches me that you had been able to meet the two persons you met.That you shared your warmth, for a brief instant.
The hedgehog dilemma is that there's two hedgehogs that both crave the warmth of the other one. But they cannot be too close because they hurt each other. It feels sorta like that to me. I don't like being alone but when I'm in love my emotions go crazy and I can't control myself and that hurts me too.
I recently moved to Argentina, from Venezuela. I came alone. Along the bus trips and night flights, I slowly realized that I was finally leaving behind another stage from my life. Perhaps the happiest and fullest stage I'd ever live…
I'm happy for you. I've heard about some of the stuff going on in Venezuela. If you look at life as just stages then I guess try to make this one the best? You have a way with words for not being a native English speaker. It's very impressive. You should keep on writing.
Why do I love life so much
I wish I felt the same way

Christian Gutierrez
Christian Gutierrez

I write well when I can write sincerely. I learned that writing always demands you to be honest, even if you're writing fiction. Terribly honest. To the point it tears you in half.
When I read what you have written, I can tell it is real because I'm acquainted with the seams, the nuances that distinguish lies from truth.
Can I ask you, why do you tell us your story? How did you hear about the chans, and how did the idea came to you, to talk about your past?

It makes me happy that you like the way I write, really happy. I find it hard to sit down and write and write, which I should, but it always comes out easily when I find someone to talk to: I write letters to my friends. It's easier than writing a poem or an essay. Writing to you comes out naturally.
I think I am afraid of one day realizing I am actually good at writing and finally devoting to it…

You wrote up there "You really don't", Haha I'm sorry but I didn't understand that part.
In case the thread dies, feel free to mail me at botameenlabasura (at) gmail.com, if you ever want to chat.

Jayden Brown
Jayden Brown

yfu

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