I'm at my new job for the first day. It's physical labor...

I'm at my new job for the first day. It's physical labor. I'm halfway done with my shift and on break now I'm sweaty and tired and my feet hurt. Nobody really bothers me but the job is just tiring and shitty.

I've been moving hot metal parts for four hours and my feet hurt and I haven't been able to sit. I just want to sit down bro. I feel like there isn't anywhere left to run. If my options are NEET vs doing this five or six days a week for decades on end. Suicide literally is the best option, and I don't even want to kill myself, but I can't do this. I wish I could just be an e celeb.

I know you guys don't care, I just wanted to tell someone and maybe get some advice. Thanks for listening.

It's just… I know what's waiting for me if I just go home… Being a neet. I seriously do feel like crying

I am proud of ya dude.

make your suicide memorable and metal, OP

Find another job with a union.

The unions is bad because they disincentise the employers from hiring the citizens.

Yeah I expected edginess, I'm jsut sharing feels . Carry on.


ok

Also, can you listen to stuff while you work?
If you can listen to things on your headphones, then I *highly* recommend getting into audiobooks and lectures if you're interested in learning at all.

I work at a tedious job with a very high turnover rate, but I personally love it because I can just design things in my mind, daydream, or listen to whatever I want all day. As long as my mind is free, life is good.

Is that all you can say? Being employed is a very good thing except the stupid taxes though.

stop complaining and work you fucking nigger
if you dont have good ability, physical labor is the only job you can get
just get enough money to start a retail business if you have the balls for it, or grab a college later so you could take more brain job

weiiiiiih I was raised by baby boomers who told me 'anything is possible' and 'you can be anything you want in life' and now I'm encountering the real life and realize you have to work n shit weiiiiiiiih I wish I was still living in Hotel Mama weiiiiiih

jezus christ dude, grow a pair. pussy.
Either work labor jobs, or study and train to excel in another field where you're useful to a part of society.