It's overwhelming when reality hits you full force.
What's worse is discovering all the confusion and infighting.
Once you get redpilled, the jews first bet is to make you think they have absolute control, that there is no way to fight them.
When that cracks and you figure out way to expose and weaken them, they start the shill-calling.
Shills do exist, but remember how jews do everything when they try to rot something: absolutism and extremes. Everybody is a shill and a jew so you'll overlook the facts and give up again, just when they wanted you to believe they are in total control.
I've even seen them call David Duke a zionist puppet. Once you start asking for evidence, they'll change the subject or twist your words. They'll always evade having to back up their claims. This is how you know you're being jewed.
When they infiltrate oppositions to rot them from inside, they will either start creating in-group paranoia by accusing others for no reason, or they'll try to radicalize the group to the extreme, eventually agitate or encourage physical violence.
You must know that they WILL try this with every movement, in every forum and on every avenue. Once you know how it works, you'll know how to disarm and expose them. The sad thing is, very few eventually figure this out, and it is the newly awakened ex-normies that they want to lead astray as soon as they can.
We have the responsiblity to lead by example and be torchbearers of the truth.
You must lead by example and must therefore evolve from a sadfrog, or else you will not have credibility when trying to wake others up
You can twist everything to make it an excuse for self-improvement. Do that.
You don't have to blurt out your powerlevel to make an impact either. Normies can sense it when someone is uncucked by the way they carry themselves. But if you keep being a sadfrog, you'll never know what that's like.
Minor things like that can have a ripple effect in terms of consequences due to influence, so no impulse towards self-improvement is ever wasted.