Why haven't you killed yourself yet Holla Forums? what's stopping you?

Why haven't you killed yourself yet Holla Forums? what's stopping you?
what's keeping you alive?

Me,

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Too Pussy

How did you not beat Morrowwind by now? Nigga lock yourself in room for months and let your autism take over like everyone else did.

Heaven sounds nice but you live there for all eternity after you die, so why not experience this shithole, have a laugh at its absurdity, learn a few things and try to make a change while you're here. Well, that's how I see it anyway

mane, this game…
me and my friend were modding it to fuck and back.
i was amazed by the water
i was amazed by the skybox. The moons fade-ins. Its still the best. Oblivion moons have harsh edges to them, totally not blending in and the ESO has the moons too small.
The fear of the awoken
the mystery of daedric ruins
Sotha Sils maimed body
Epic quest for razor and the hammer and the ward
All the books i actually read.

Somehow, I still have faith that something might change. I don't know why. Everything is terrible and I have no aspirations on anything. There really is no point. I keep wondering what that last straw might be which will finally convince me to off myself.

we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/
we should ask Dysnomia to close Holla Forums for the summer and link it to /kennedi/

If I kill myself, the jews win

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I am having too much fun to want to die! Life is good, OP. It is full of opportunities for some really excellent shit if you are willing to put aside your fear and take advantage of it.

The only thing keeping you from enjoying life is yourself.

fucktons of valium and H

The world was defiantly beautiful.

My autism for this game is unmatched user. I read all the books too, and I collected each one. And with my shitty mouse, I arranged each book and other items in my house. I was obsessed with collecting items, I hoarded everything.

Bonewalkers terrified me more than anything else because I was always carrying too much shit.

The quests where so memorable. Remember the quest where your escort the Khajiit, forgot her name. I liked her company, an actual smart NPC who picked up my weapons and use them if needed, and she would stay put if I ordered her to. So I put off her quest. Imagine my shock when they killed her and took the drugs out of her stomach at the end of her quest. It's well written quests like these that made Morrowind so damn special.

who didnt make a house out of council club?

oh, 1 time i got lost and i didnt know how to get back "home", cuz my pc wasnt that great, so i was reluctant to leave my base, but then i heard stilt strider - a sign of civilization

I liked hording stuff, I kept most stuff in Balmora. I always kept scrolls and sujamma for when you're over-encunmbered by a bonewalker

If you like Fargo you might like Fortitude, kind of a weird rec but there are some similarities in how dry it is and how desolate the settings are.

For some reason it's just devastating to leave your 30th dwemer cog where you found it.

shitposting and other random internet stuff is too distracting.

I dunno, life sounds hell of a lot better than eternal oblivion.

I wanna own a farm and chill on that
life isn't bad but being in proximity to people sucks

Solely to spite the people who want me dead.

the cold of the grave; the silence of the cemetery, broken only by the mechanical growl of new arrivals digging in against the winds of eternity.

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I finished Morrowind years ago, it's epic. Couldn;t get myself to finish the boring ass Skyrim mainquest though

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The fun ride is just around the corner OP.

best answer so far. thanks fam. looks like i'll be sticking around for while.