I have ASPD ask me anything

I have ASPD ask me anything

Aren't chicks with dicks just men?

correct

Do you see wrong words sometimes?
Like it's written "Markus" somewhere, but you see it as "Lavish ". Then you look at it again and it was Markus.

Nope

This sounds more like a habit then a disorder.

Do you suck dicks?

Nope, straight male

Do you like futas if they are fucking a chick?

The way of thinking is what psychologists focus more on.

BS

It's probably just some schizo shit, then.

I don't have fetishes

Gay. I bet you kiss girls

Is that way of thinking helping you?

It helps me have a stress free life.

What are your interests?

Only things I can come up with that I enjoy are

SHTF related topics


I've lusted over homicide a lot

Useful knowledge to have, I suppose. Why do you have been lusting for homicide?

Did you get diagnosed? If not, how did you come to the conclusion that you are antisocial and not just an edgelord?

it all started when I was 13.

I got angry at the dog and I strangled it and managed to get a boner. didn't kill it

One in a while I would shove/kick/strangle the dogs and I felt this nice rush.

I still get boners doing that.


Then it goes on to fantasizing over humans however I do have adequate self control.

I went to the psychologist once to talk about my violent tendencies. However he couldn't tell me what I had since it is illegal here when you are a minor.

Silly me

My first violent thoughts were at the age of 12 when I wanted to have sex with my teacher and kill her.

At that same age I was shooting a pellet gun at grandpa's house and while he was on the roof fixing something I contemplated the idea of shooting him in the head and then rape/kill grandma.

The dog instance is when I first associated arousal with violence.

apart from that I am emotionally limited
constantly in a neutral state and have the ability to turn off the ability to empathize.

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The people you want yo hurt. Did they hurt you first in some way or another? Or you simply want to kill them for no reason?

My teacher was a great person I on the other hand was out of control at that age.

My grandparents were also good people.

I'm just like that.

Wait, what exactly do you mean by anti-social personality disorder, how does it manifest?

ASPD is a condition that causes someone to act in an anti social manner.

It can be inherited or "learned" at an early age.

Anti social behavior consists of putting others at risk or hurting them without caring about them.

Some examples of this type of behavior can be breaking the law, lying, manipulating, cheating, violence and whatnot.

Do you feel an emptiness amd despair?
Do you feel happiness?
Can you genuinely care about people?
Can you enjoy movies/tv and video games?

You should try pretending to be nice. It works great.

Would you choke me until you see the light in my eyes slowly start to go out, taking my very soul with your hands?

I feel "neutral" most of the time

I don't feel "hopeless" I actually think positively about myself.

Although depression can occur but a very minor level and for a little moment.


very few occasions and for a short brief


If I were to have children I wouldn't feel love but more of an instinctive type of response as of protecting them and I would give them the nurture that is necessary.

I definitely don't care what happens to my "friends".

I am good towards family members but I don't care about their personal issues.


I can but I get bored real quick especially since I also have ADD

I'm charming and kind but that's just the "mask".

it's kind of weird being a different person
depending on who I'm with.

yes but only because it's amusing

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