Holla Forums,
First, sorry if my English is "engrish". Tonight I am livestreaming my suicide.
You brought me joy these last few years, while I struggled to get my book out back in my country. Nothing hurts me more than to kill myself in foreign soil, but that aside, I will leave you with my last book.
I have the files the publisher returned to me. I hope you guys enjoy it.
- signed, Holla Forumstard
Other urls found in this thread:
en.wikipedia.org
amazon.co.jp
twitter.com
I do have a special message for anyone that reads to the end.
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If only I could read moonrunes.
Are you killing yourself because you don't have any money and this was your last chance?
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Partly yes, but most of it has to do how I wasted my life:
How my youth was filled with my duty to meet all's expectation.
How my teenage years were unstable, but always devoid of affection.
How my early adulthood was me getting pushed around.
And how now I have nothing to show for except the tired and unattractive face of a man that spent all his life working.
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dont do it but post link if you do
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Can some one possibly translate enough of this to get a general idea? Or the name of the book?
I will post the link after I'm finish posting my last novel.
{157/340}
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By the filenames, the book appears to be called Roco.
I saw the word iPad in a page. It ended in a question mark. That's the full extent of the help I can offer you.
that's not enough to commit suicide.
he is Japanese. They're big on suicides, from what I hear. They have a forest dedicated to finishing it up neatly.
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目 次
第一章 光のほうへ
第二章 闇の側ヘ
Table of contents
Chapter 1 To the Light
Chapter 2 to the side of the dark
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Don't kys faggot.
pls don't
I'll read it once suicide is confirmed. It'll be a good legacy honestly.
you should have uploaded your novel as a zip
This. Or chapters in PDFs.
Huh. And just when I thought Japs and suicide was only a meme.
holy shit, he's really going to kill himself
Keep posting the pages OP
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i really wish i could read this
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Any advice, I'm a healthy bird flying across the atlantic but I know some days will not be as happy as today.
If he an heroes we'll figure out how to translate it. Or I'll save it and learn Japanese just so I can read it and I'll tell you about it.
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link?
instead of killing yourself, go and right a wrong or bring justice to where its needed. you have nothing to lose right? dont waste yourself Op
Anyone saving these? I'm not on my laptop right now.
no you wont faggot cuckoo cuckaa
where is your samurai spirit? don't go out as a weak man
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{the end}
I will now give link
Why are you linking that board? It's deader than sage's babies :^)
Fuck off CIA nigger
Likewise. I'll do it in the morning though.
I will.
i thought it was 340 pages?
Thank you for giving me a reason to learn Japanese
二〇〇六年十一 月 (ジャイプ刊)
Really? I tought thas was OC.
some were blank, the publisher puts them there to charge extra
i see
oh boy you guize never read much on other cultures eh?
there is a reason you see samurai kill themselves and japanese people disemboweling themselves
there's honour in this kind of death/suicide.
I really hope you don't do it, nigger, but if you do I will try to learn to read nipspeak so I can read what you wrote?
Also
So there's more of your work out there? Where can I find it?
It is.
The publisher got the rights and "published" the book back in 2006. They kept making me work on it for the last decade.
You can go online and search for it, files here are between publisher and me. I can post emails.
(Published by Shipe)
Again, Don't do it.
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I have nothing to show for, all this decade the publisher enslaved me with promises. I found out a week ago half of their revenue comes from hyping artists with other companies. Now I either have to work to recruit people into the department "selling" my book, or everything will have been in waste.
user-kun? dont do it.
go save a life instead.
bring meaning to other peoples lives through your actions.
or say fuck you to civilization and go live on a farm somewhere. lead a simple and honourable life of hardwork, peace and quiet
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Couldn't you like, try a different publisher? Harry Potter got rejected 15 times or something.
NIPPON IS FOR GAY TWINKS
EVEN MUSLIMS KILL THEMSELVES WITH MOAR GUSTO
GO BREVIK OR GO BUST, NIGGAR, AND CHOOSE A GOOD TARGET
Post translation first plz
what the fuck is your problem?
Before I kill myself, I'm going to spam your board
so close to kennedi dubs :*(
post the link already you faggot unless this is some shitty jap mind game you use to make people interested in your book
You are our friend. A life without accomplishment and acclaim is how we all are one. Whatever you do, you were respected here.
/kennedi/ is a meme just like you, stop being a filthy tojo and pick yourself up by the bootstraps
try >>>/liberty/, >>>/polk/, >>>Holla Forums or >>>/u/ and start from there
fuck off moralfaggot
go back to reddigag
Look most people go through there lives doing the same mundane job over and over everyday. You wrote a book and more than one from what I can tell. That is what you have to show for it. Learn from this experience and use it to come back with a force of a thousand suns.
Why don't you livestream your suicide instead?
ebic trole mastur
you sound angry, just let go
I haven't got a webcam
Are you 夜空?
oh boy another attention whore faggot baiting for sympathy responses
Well congratulations,you made me reply you worthless faggot
im angry because chinks keep buying all the houses around my area
i can't let go because i need somewhere to live you daft drongo
I'm a pathological liar, guess I'm going back to Holla Forums and tell stories about niggers and spics.
Gotta agree with this user. So far this whole thread seems like an advertisement for some Jap's shitty fanfiction,
forgot pictures
well at least we all had fun
Name is "Roko! As I Wish"
A boy / loco that was trapped in a bizarre pavilion for 10 years due to an abnormal person. However, when I met a girl / Lisa who visited the pavilion, a certain determination will come to Roco's chest. The boy who "started to live" now ran to the world of fear and despair for one girl! Even with fallen down, as I expected. Light and darkness. Death and regeneration. And rock. The true bone of Otsuki Kenji wrapped in burning pain and soft warmth. A book of fulfilling novels that added books not included in the book.
you fucking bastard
they don't fact check none of my tall tales.
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Yeah back to coding on jmonkey
serves you right
An army of illegal mexicans are trying to take over the south of texas in a desperate attempt to not pay for the glorious wall our god emperor needs to keeps us SAFE.
sounds familiar? :^)
lol
hue
>>>/kennedi/ check em
proof that Holla Forumsacks are not in any way whatsoever better than Holla Forums.
I guess the blame is partly on myself to expect anything worthy of note to happen in this rotten hulk
Congrats on wasting my time
LOL
Telling the world how much of failures they are, while it is true they are failure they aren't Holla Forums because they aren't white.
This.
I'm not related to OP in any way, I just wanted to tell you that the shitskins and anti-whites in this board are not only trying to subvert Holla Forums but are being funded to work against us and distract us.
We aryan brothers should be on the look out for more shills and subverts so that other aryan brothers don't fall for it.
this nigger isnt doing it
news flash: your skin color doesn't matter in the internet
Holla Forums has done jack shit, just like Holla Forums, they are the republican-democrat false dichotomy on chans and I cannot believe people fall for the same false choice between 2 just like irl
First, I'm not OP nor that guy. Second, I think you misunderstand, they are pawns by soros and other kikes or whites that became traitors.
I'm not OP. bump
Please do.
the fight between Holla Forums aka /r/The_Donald and Holla Forums aka /r/latestagecapitalism is merely a shell of the real battles: /fur/ vs /monster/, /wx/ vs /vx/, /nbp/ vs /newbritpol/, /polk/ vs /polpol/ and finally, Holla Forums vs /a/
Well this thread was a huge let down.
Won't _anybody_ livestrean their suicide?
Had this thread been real OP, you actually did deserve to die for failing horribly to sell your book, I mean you entrusted a publisher to do all your work with out any plan set out, and don't give me that "Hurr durr I'm an artist not an economist." bullshit because if you were, you would have just lived off the land, scourging for food and moving from place to place to work as many have done before, you were a naive retard and your book is shit you should have legitimately killed yourself.
If you were real that is.
Because the other user's proved this was bullshit, like always, fuck you regardless.
Tell you what, if I manage to complete all my life goals, I'll live stream my euthanasia on here. Come back in 60 years or so.
Posting link here >>>/kennedi/
I'll kill myself if you post japanese and english lyrics of this song. Ban me if I lie.
Nigger I have no idea what song related is and I don't give enough of a shit to make you kill yourself.
I meant that if anyone could give me lyrics, I would kill myself… if I don't deliver, may a mod ban me.
You can test this by posting the lyrics someone posted in the comments.
I'm too lay to go down into the comments, I didn't even watch 5 seconds of the video.
Maybe someone else will do it I don't know and don't care.
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甘い甘い時の中で
確かな事は何もなくて
明日を告げる鐘の音に怯えて
心に積もる灰の中で
駆け下りる階段の途中
ガラスの靴は支えてくれないの
冷え切ったこの声が
綺麗な言葉でつむぐ嘘を
鏡の中で見ていたの
偽物ドレスで踊り続けるのを
12時を指した時計が
君の魔法を解いてゆくの 痛いよ
淡い色で塗りつぶした
景色が滲んでく 乾いて消えてく
甘い甘い時の中で
不確かな声にしがみつく
約束のない明日に怯えてる
心に積もる灰の中で
あまりにも脆く砕けてく
ガラスの靴の欠片が突き刺さる
破れてくこの心を
継ぎ足して 解（ほつ）れて 歪んでく
鏡の中でみていたよ
“幸せ” の意味を忘れてゆくのを
12時を指した時計が
君の魔法を解いてゆくの 痛いよ
淡い色から順番に 消えてくの？
キラキラひかるあの日々も
12時を指した時計が
君の魔法を解いてゆくの 痛いよ
さよなら きっと見てたのは
幸せなマボロシ
12時を指した時計が
君の魔法を解いてゆくの 痛いよ
淡い色で塗りつぶした
景色が滲んでく 乾いて消えてゆく
During a sweetened time
There is nothing that is definite
I fear the bell that declares tomorrow
In the pile of ashes in my heart
I run down the middle of the staircase
My glass slippers don’t give me any support
This piercing cold voice
Spins lies in a beautiful language
I was looking at the mirror
As I kept dancing in this fake dress
The clock that points at 12
Will unmask your magic for what it is- How that will hurt!
Everything once vibrant pales in color
It all starts to blur as its beauty is drained away
During a sweetened time
I cling to an uncertain voice
I’m afraid of what tomorrow will bring
In the pile of ashes in my heart
The excessively fragile glass slippers break
And the shattered remains pierce my skin
Like my slippers, my breaking heart
Is projected as it unravels and distorts
I was looking at the mirror
As I forgot the meaning of “Happiness”
The clock that points at 12
Will unmask your magic for what it- How that will hurt!
From the pale colors I can see
Is everything that sparkled going to disappear?
The clock that points at 12
Will unmask your magic for what it is- How that will hurt!
Goodbye what I was seeing all
Must have been a happy fantasy…
The clock that points at 12
Will unmask your magic for what it is- How that will hurt!
Everything once vibrant pales in color
It all starts to blur as its beauty is drained away…
Also, you are gay.
wrong lyrics, hear the song while you read what you posted
romaji someone posted for the first minute:
ne'e kokoga iso'ono sekai taata raina tate kokuga kimi koishita'nda nande kotoba sukasama hiori iita ni shimi houma asae kirenai amashii boku ai ni niniga chita
kek'd
stop dickriding
nothing cute else to say?
Racism is a construct.
There are no competing races of people; only ideologies that employ identity politics in order to pit us against each other along such basically identifiable lines.
Hitler was wrong because he was seduced by identititarianism, and he poisoned western nationalism in a way that cripples us politically even today.
To Wit, Fuck Adolf Hitler. Fuck him all the way to hell. Western civilization is being forced to live within his shadow.
honestly m8 i wish i could read ur book but im an English fag (or im not looking hard enough) but wut evs anyways where are u live streaming.. i would love to honor ur death with my presence
no u
*air horns blare*
OMG
I need lyrics
Take some niggers with you, you faggot
cant you just fucking off yourself, you fucking drama queen
>>>/cuckchan/
yapp, the clap sound would feel really gud to hear
user, please do not kill yourself, it saddens me to see a person who's done so much leave us.
I will ensure your work lives on, even if you don't, but you must have hope.
I am currently downloading every image, I will compile them into an PDF along with a short message as to the origin of this book.
we need more anons like him
:'(
someone screencap this thread!!
The fire of Love will burn out eventually, but Hatred burns forever (or at least until it is quenched with blood).
user-san approach your life with the same dedication you had when writing your books. You are a hardworking man and you clearly radiate with passion. If you survive your suicide attempt you will conquer everything that you hate in yourself
Best love story, since Twilight.
Calm down Sato-kun, there are people who haven't done anything in their whole lives and they're in their 50s, and enjoy comfy NEET lives
Well, wrong adress, return mail
I meant you
Why didn't you spammed /kennedi/ instead?
do you have a pdf version of your book besides a bunch of .png files?