Life is Short

What is the thing that motivates you to keep going

Realizing reality is an illusion but not yet sure if other people are real or not. If it's just me experiencing all of this, I can do whatever I want. If other people are real too I obviously can't do whatever I want. Seeing as I have no idea either way, I'm forced to simply not act at all.

Because life is short

2D traps/tomgirls/girls/futa/monstergirls
Possible future sex bots
Vidya
Japanese cartoons
Japanese comic books
Good cheap food that's unhealthy for you but you don't really care because it's delicious
Going for morning jogs
The anticipation of your new onahole arriving by mail
The feel of said new onahole lightly lubricated as you gently break it in
Weekends
Alone time
Time with friends
Shitposting
Posting on your favorite boards
Going to bed at a decent hour
Waking up early in the morning and taking part in 4am threads
Spending time on my favorite websites with all of you

...

I'm real I can tell you that much

Too afraid to kill myself and I don't want to leave my dad here to suffer on this gay Earth.

how do I know you're real tho?

Live for today. Die for tomorrow. Man was made to kill, you are a killer. See you in Valhalla.

I guess it's my kid that keeps me at my shit job and what makes me get out of bed in the morning.
If is was not for that I'm not sure.