I've come to believe that anarchists are deep down a reactionary force.
For the most part, I subscribe to the same belief that almost every post-Cold War leftists has of not dividing the Left over petty theoretical disputes, which means that I never really cared if the guy next to me was an anarchist, a leninist, a social democrat, or what have you. So, in general, I respected anarchists whenever they were around in the left-wing movements, studying groups or online spaces I am also part of.
However, in the past few years I've noticed that their presence often becomes a trojan horse for a type of petty moralism that inhibits any type of organization and coordination among serious leftists.
Since I became an active leftist, I've noticed that in right-wing advancement after right-wing advancement, targeting everything from welfare to labour rights to academic freedom to state property, anarchists would often disrupt our events with a petty, misguided anti-state moralism manifestating itself through a refusal to defend any of these gains or institutions, which are typically protected by center-left parties, because that would be the equivalent of defending a party, which means being a silly statist or something.
It's an attempt to signal how "non-aligned" with any apparatus of the state they are. In my country, I frankly believe that if the conservatives wanted to privatize air and the social-democrats didn't, they would still refuse to take sides. And as we face a rightist Coup, I've noticed that our tolerance towards these types has allowed for a corruption of leftist culture and movements, to the point where any attempt of mobilization in this critical moment is met with a sarcastic "lol u defend politician" attitude.
In pushing disregard for any authority, any verticality, any cohesion and any institutionalization of our actions, we've become a formless, inactive mass of utopianists, crossing our arms and throwing a sarcastic smirk at the "bootlickers" and "governists" who are desperately trying to protect the security net that keeps their families fed, arrogant middle-class kids whose entire platform can now be reduced to graffiti in college bathrooms everywhere.
I'm fucking hopeless, and I'm starting to wish I had been more sectarian and dogmatist in the past.