mells-the-map.tumblr.com/About Mells
Actually kinda feel bad for this girl.
m a non-offending, anti-contact MAP. A Minor Attracted Person. I am a Nepiophile, and a Pedohebephile, I am not attracted to teens my age~(15-18).
I also am struggling with many other things besides that, such as stage 4 pancreatic cancer and in the past I had to battle Leukemia. I’m fighting and I’ll keep trying!
I have a very heavy past, i was trafficked as a child. Held against my will and put to prostitution from the ages of 4-9 but my sexual abuse ended when I was 12 years old. I deal with the heavy trauma of this everyday, it is already hard enough to try to live normally as is.~ Which is why I won’t take hate. I lost two of my love’s to that world. I will not let that happen ever again.
No I am not a child-molestor or a CSA rapist. I do not watch CP or even loli-shota porn. Do not compare me to an offendor. Do not compare me to a rapist. Do not compare me to the people that I escaped from. I am not that and nothing you say will make me it 🌊
I am heavily against the “pro-contact” (where is the pro? >:0) community. So no unless you change your ideals and see the truth of the horrors of hurting a child we cannot be friends and i will not let myself be compared to you~🌾
If you’re a faggot, neo-nazi ,racist, anti-basic-human-rights, gore for the sake of triggering people enthusiast, offending zoophile, pro-contact etc. Get out mah car~ You will be blocked 🔥(and maybe reported if offending)
Honestly, Im not a bad human being. I am a young girl still getting the hang of high school. I love pixels and the colors of the sky. An ice cream enthusiast. I am an artist //digital art, classical art, singer, pianist, and violinist//
I love people, all human beings. Honestly I respect everyone and people abuse that to the point of making me block them~ i forgave my abusers for what they did to me. Yes I still struggle, there are times in which I lose my temper and snap. Im sorry that I do that. I was taught to attack, to follow every order or else. I lost my childhood, I lost whatever it is that a child holds dear in the immortal kingdom of childhood. I don’t want that for another child ever. Not ever again.
I will never harm a child, no scenario will ever make my attractions “good” or “something I should be proud of”. I’m not proud, but I don’t hate what I am anymore. After all what is a life full of hate?
I will never offend, or consume CP. Period.
After all what is the love of children if it only the pain and sexual aspect of it. Let’s focus on the love, i want to protect them from everything. Make them have lovely lives. To let them live. That is all
Mells love’s you! Follow me on my social networks!