Should I just put a bullet in my head
Tfw continuing to be NEET basically means betraying my fellow comrades and not being a comrade at all
Do it.
No. Where did you get these stupid ideas. You are my comrade
Because by not working I'm alienated from the working class which I'm supposed to be raising consciousness in thus perpetuating their struggle longer than need be and at the same time exploiting their labor so that I can personally live comfortably
it's really even worse than the normal porky model
YOU IDIOT!
Unemploiment is just another tool of Capitalism to blackmail the proletariat.
You are not "NEET". You are a victim of capitalism. You are a potential prol, there to threaten others that "unless they work hard, you're gonna take their place with lower wages".
Your problem is guilt more than anything.
At worst you're living off your family who supports you and some small number of social services that somehow still exist.
When you start getting rich from outsourcing, exploiting entire Vietnamese villages, and pushing Chinese workers to suicide I promise I'll come back and insult you personally.
No no no. Working if you don't need to work to survive is plain idioticy. Instead, spend your time spreading class consciousness. No one here would alienate themselves if they did not have to. I wouldn't, that's just acting in your self interest.
Seriously, the job you'll get will be a shitty minimum wage job. Better being a neet than that, many.
why shouldn't i be guilty tho
I only survive because others are willing to work hard and give me a part of their substience
i am guitly
that just seems like a cop out
Its called "material self interest".
Dude you have anxiety problems. Get some anti anxiety meds and a good psychologist. Talk to friends more. Do a bit of exercise. I used to.be the same (still am a bit)