Think of everything you are grateful for right now user.
Now imagine your parents are obese.
Imagine your mom never worked a day in her life since she got married.
Imagine they are huge histrionic liberals with the most pozzed mindset you can think of.
Imagine growing up with constant fighting, in a filthy home because they are hoarders, and never being able to study properly or sleep properly or eat at fixed times or anything.
Imagine you are dependent on them and you're a white male so your options are limited, and you've talked with a social worker and with police, and they've never been any help.
You've worked sometimes, mostly temp work, newspaper delivery, once even had a shit but more normal job as a janitor but you only got 3 hours a week.
Imagine your parents stole all your fucking money, and they barge into your room whenever they want to yell at you, and all your interactions with them are negative and every kind of strategy you've tried out over the years never worked.
So you ran away many times throughout your life, but it never just worked out, because Holla Forums is fucking stupid and "manning up" doesn't work.
Imagine your parents also one day realized they could just get the police to return you home each time you do it too.
When my 18th birthday came I thought I was going to get away and it didn't happen and I cried. I've cried every birthday since. I am now 24.
I dropped out of university, even though I had a scholarship, because too many problems at home.
I've been put into a psychiatric ward, and they try to force drugs on me instead of ever actually talking to me and I demanded cognitive behavioural therapy or just simple help with getting out of a toxic environment because I don't believe a FUCKING PILL is going to change anything. I don't need to be some fucking zombie. The stupid fucking shrinks are so dumb too, I had to explain to them concepts in psychology they don't even fucking know, and lets not even get started on their total ignorance of philosophy. While I was there, I basically proved to them I knew more than any of them about the very subject they're getting paid for.
My parents treat me like shit, humiliate me in front of other people, always act as control freaks and treat me like a child at 24. You all are fucking retarded and automatically assume I am one; which I am not. I have experienced respect and consideration in certain other environments away from home before. I know that people can view me in a different way. My parents are just sick.
They are obese fuckheads too that sit on the couch all day and eat chips, chocolate, popcorn, and soda. Every single fucking day. Stuck to the television or my dad play's card games on his phone. Revolting, disgusting, American stereotype even though they're Canadians.
Life is not easy. Saying "get a job and move out" like it's easy is stupid. I wanted to have a thread in which real discussion could happen and instead it's a ton of retarded teens telling me, a man likely older than all of them, that I'm supposedly a child. They probably haven't got out of school yet so they don't know the realities concerning the economy… or the live a sheltered and spoiled life (which they project onto me, thinking I did too when I did not) and can't understand how any white male could possibly be stuck at home in such a nightmare situation that can barely be escaped.
Volunteer work that takes me away from home is only stuff I can think of right now as a way out of this hell.
I'm not crazy, I'm not a child or "immature", I am actually a really fucking strong and resilient man considering what I'm living through and that my siblings have been ruined far more.
I think my mom's also developing dementia too… god that's going to be "fun".
I need to get out of this shithole.