Feels thread

Isaiah Taylor
Isaiah Taylor

Time for a feels thread

be 5 or 6 years old
mum has a boyfriend
mum takes me with her when she goes on a date with a co-worker
I see them kiss
mum tells me not to tell her boyfriend
"okay promise mum"
I think it was a few days later or maybe the day after
sitting the car with mums boyfriend in a parkinglot waiting for mum to finish shopping
I lean over to the front seat and tell him that my mum kissed her co-worker
I cant remember his reaction to it
later that same night in the living room
mum is on a chair near the fire place
her boyfriend is on the big couch on the other side of the room with me next to him
he gets up and goes over to my mums chair
puts both of his hands on the arms of the chair to kind of block my mum from standing up
he says "give me a kiss"
mum says no
he gets louder
she says no
at this point I didn't realise it wasnt a game so I ran and jumped on his back to get him off of my mum
he shook me off
he then dragged my mum by her hair into the hallway
I was frozen still sitting on the ground in front of the fire place
I hear him shouting I cant remember most of it
but I remember "Where are my car keys!"
mum pleading with him and then I heard a thud a really blunt dull thud and then silence
I'm 19 now
I still haven't been able to get over this to the point were I physically cannot get the words "I love you" out of my mouth everytime I hear my mum tell me she loves me I cannot say I love you too back to her and she's getting fairly old and I don't know if I'll be able to tell her even on her death bed

Hunter James
Hunter James

huh?

Joshua White
Joshua White

wow

Robert Nguyen
Robert Nguyen

Basically mate I failed to defend my mother and I cant bring myself to tell her I love her and this shit has haunted me for near 14 years

Hudson Bailey
Hudson Bailey

Yeah, lame deal. Is that all that's holding you back? If it is, then you're just a little pussy. There's thousands of people every day that go through tougher shit than that. Suck it up and quit being a little bitch.

Wyatt White
Wyatt White

posts like this make my life seem so sheltered and uneventful

Alexander Adams
Alexander Adams

Dude the thing is I know this I completely agree with you everytime I get the chance to tell her I choke up and physically cannot bring myself to say it

Eli Turner
Eli Turner

You were 5 or 6. Unless you're a complete fucking neckbeard with nothing but mass (Which is entirely possible.) You've definitely grown/put on some muscle. You're not a little boy anymore. You're a grown ass man. Accept the fact that it happened and now that you're older you can prevent it.

Benjamin Price
Benjamin Price

It just so happens that I did prevent it happening again because that same co-worker tried some shit a few days ago and I pulled a knife on him, the police got called and britanistan being what it is I got arrested and I'm now in the midst of going to court over it because even though he broke into my house the knife I had was over the legal lenght and some cunt of a women officer reported it as if I were carrying it on the streets

Julian Campbell
Julian Campbell

shag sum little wanker's mum
the silly little swot went and opened his gob about the whole thing
the prat had himself a little childhood trauma out of it
still shag his mum to this very day
feels groovy baby

Jaxson Cox
Jaxson Cox

I pulled a knife on him, the police got called and britanistan being what it is I got arrested and I'm now in the midst of going to court over it because even though he broke into my house the knife I had was over the legal lenght and some cunt of a women officer reported it as if I were carrying it on the streets
Bongistan is like some kind of dark comedy.

Levi Cox
Levi Cox

Are you brown enough to argue that it's part of your religion?

Colton Hill
Colton Hill

Sadly I'm white enough to be see through

Aaron Reed
Aaron Reed

Made me laugh tbh fam cheers m80

Joshua Jones
Joshua Jones

Ok, this is important. Is the coworker brown?

If he is, you're fucked but good.

If not, any police force worth their ability to beat brown people into submission will check to see if your knife is the length you say it is rather than base their entire court case on one officer's statement.

If they do, you've already won.

Leo Evans
Leo Evans

Nah hes again white, but I've checked and since I wasnt carrying it in a public space and since I didnt actually stab the cunt they can't actually do shit

so I'm going to keep this shit going as long as I can and use up as much recourses of theres as I can then I'll sue them for false accusations and then demand that the women officer be repremanded or fired

Aiden Mitchell
Aiden Mitchell

Tell me why you're fucking worried about this court thing again?

Jaxon Cooper
Jaxon Cooper

Because Great Shitain hates all white people. I'd imagine they're both fucked.

Blake Brooks
Blake Brooks

Because it can still go in their favour, the UK court being what it is they can and have done some fucking disgusting shit to get a sentencing

Kevin Lopez
Kevin Lopez

Yeah, I can imagine, I do live in 'murrica.

Adam Scott
Adam Scott

you need listen OP

Jayden Long
Jayden Long

Nice dubs

and I'll have a listen when I get a chance thanks mate

Wyatt Perry
Wyatt Perry

OP's mom gets her ass rightfully beat for being a slut
gets pushed down
OP has FUCKING VIETNAM FLASHBACKS FROM IT
that's all
Wow OP. It's nothing.

Let me know OP when your mom knowingly forces you to be used as a child sex slave for her husband, doesn't care, and hates you for even existing . Your childhood is nothing faggot. I don't even have mental bullshit like what you're having. Man up.

Easton Martinez
Easton Martinez

tfw BF% too high
tfw herpes
tfw my sister will never marry me
tfw circumcised
tfw college is tedious
tfw vidya is shit
tfw no psychedelics
tfw Holla Forums is shit
tfw this thread is shit
tfw my life is shit

I think that just about covers it. I know I'm a degenerate, before you remind me.

Jaxon Cruz
Jaxon Cruz

tfw herpes
Needle sharing?

Jayden Green
Jayden Green

Nah. Just slept around a lot to try and outweigh the feels. It didn't work, of course. Partially due to the penis kikery.

tfw the holocaust wasn't real

I forgot this one, by the way.

Blake Ramirez
Blake Ramirez

Like I said mate I know its fucking stupid, and I'm sorry to hear that about you mate

Angel Wood
Angel Wood

Sounds like you did the right thing, I can't imagine why you're kvetching over this.
Kill your family and then crash a plane with no survivors.

Samuel Williams
Samuel Williams

Fuck off, you cunt.

Adrian Kelly
Adrian Kelly

well, you broke your promise to your mom and then you weren't able to physically defend her. You thought it was a fucking game?

Bentley Fisher
Bentley Fisher

b me 0 family members write good first December to me

Asher Parker
Asher Parker

top kek m8.

Liam Garcia
Liam Garcia

You said you were 5 you fucking retard. How do you think you could've defended her? Besides, she deserves what she got for being a dirty whore. You should count yourself lucky we don't stone cheating bitches like her to death anymore.

Hudson Howard
Hudson Howard

You obviously have no idea what the hell you're saying. A swot is a fucking teachers pet you invalid.

Lincoln Williams
Lincoln Williams

No it doesn't. Perhaps you shouldn't have broken the law you chav scum.

Angel Nelson
Angel Nelson

FUCKING THIS. Kill yourself OP, you are a little pussy who thinks a 5 year old is capable of defending his whore mother.

Jaxon Sanders
Jaxon Sanders

be me
fat loner kid in high school
i have a Steven Universe backpack (of course)
one day during my lunch free I am watching Steven Universe, and a group of popular kids walks up to me, with the hottest girl in school spearheading the crowd
the group stays back as she walks up to me
she's walking in a very sexy way, where her curvy hips sway back and forth with every step
"Watcha watchin, user?"
"Uhh… Steven universe… it's pretty cool…."
"Cool, now user I wanted to ask you something… Whoops!"
she drops her pencil
she turns around and bends over to reach for it
she's wearing a short skirt with no panties
the crowd that was with her goes "OOOO" so loud
she turns around, looks me straight in the eye, and says
"Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity to seize everything you ever wanted in one moment, would you capture it or just let it slip?"
palms are sweaty
knees weak
arms ready
falling out of my pockets already
moms spaghetti

Joshua Hill
Joshua Hill

6/10 generic porn bait
Next time try to be more original kid

Daniel Campbell
Daniel Campbell

As soon as she started bending over I knew someone was going to start spilling spaghetti.

Isaiah Bennett
Isaiah Bennett

Be 14 year old me
Severe anxiety and anger issues
Gets irrationally afraid of people, do my best to kick the shit out of people when afraid
Been institutionalized since age 11
Move to a new institution
Down the hall lives a girl thats about a year younger than me
Natural fiery red hair, really pretty but seriously thin
Instant crush
Find out she has anorexia and suicidal and loves animals so much shes a vegetarian on top of that
Try my best to befriend her
She doesn't like me
To give a somewhat normal upbringing, institution requires every resident to decide on the dinner and assist in the cooking at least one day every fortnight
On my cooking days, I begin making dishes where there are alternatives to the meat or downright vegetarian meals to get on her good side and get her to eat
She begins to warm up, but only as a friend
Still better than nothing

3 years later
[Red hair girl] is over her anorexia, and have not attempted suicide in over a year
She has even begun eating meat (provided it is organic and free-range)
We're close friends, but only friends
She meets a guy thats 19, become completely infatuated with him
They date for half a year or so, and he proposes
[Red hair girl] petitions the government to be released from institution and applies for permission to marry fiancée despite being underage
She is released and granted majority on her 17th birthday
Moves in with her fiancée
She is so happy
I'm pretty sad she didn't love me
But happy she loves someone who loves her back

Few months later, a week or so before [Red hair girl] is supposed to get married
We don't talk much, her fiancée doesn't like me and wants me to stay away from her
Been released from institution, turned 18 and wasn't crazy enough to justify locking me up as an adult
Get text from another former institution resident
"Did you hear the news about [Red hair girl]?"
Jokingly reply "No, did she kill her self?" (It was a running joke to assume news about past and present institution residents was suicide, because so many threatened or tried to do it but nobody ever succeeded)
"Yes, actually"
"Very funny, whats the actual news"
"I'm serious, [Other Girl]' writes that [Red hair girl] is dead."
"[Other Girl] has always been a lying attention-whore"
Call up [Red hair girl] to check
Straight to voicemail
Fire up facebook, find [Red hair girl]'s profile
Tons of RIP messages
Still doesn't prove anything
Find memorial page
Could be fake
Administered by [Red hair girl]'s mother
Still doesn't prove it
Go to [Red hair girl]'s local police's website
Look up the 24hour reports
One reported suicide yesterday, address was a farm just outside of [Red hair girl]'s town
Look up farm
Its the place [Red hair girl] works part time taking care of the animals
Still don't believe it
Few days later I get a funeral invitation in the mail
Her fiancée had cheated on her and when she confronted him about it he broke off the engagement and kicked her out (It was his apartment). She had called her parents to say goodbye, tossed her phone and gone to pet and feed the animals one last time before hanging herself from the rafters.

The only positive thing that came out of all this was that I have definite proof that I no longer have anger issues, because I haven't killed [Red hair girl]'s former fiancée… Yet.

Caleb White
Caleb White

tfw no gf

Luis Bailey
Luis Bailey

be me

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