I want to kill myself. I have a few questions. I have a 20 guage shotgun. What type of ammo is best to ensure as little of my head remains after the shot is fired? Under the chin or in the mouth? I do not want to cause anybody any mental scarring from finding my bady, as i know it will be messy. My plan is to go i to a wilderness area before a rainstorm and do it innawoods and hopefully the rain will wash away most of the gore so it will not be as bad for anybody who happens to stumble across my body.
Also ask me anything. I will not post pics. I will not post my note. I will not give out my name, address, etc. Anything else is fair game.
posting something like this on Holla Forums that isnt a link to a livestream just makes you into a attentionwhore
Dominic Morris
excuse the pun, but /suicide/ is dead. i just want an answer to the questions regarding the type of ammo to use and where to fire it from. figured id try to give back by answering questions but to be honest once i get the answers i am going to bail from the thread
James Garcia
Use hollowpoint slugs or 000 buck. 3inch is appropriate. Make sure to do it under your chin with the barrel firmly against The underside of your head. It has to be making contact in order to Make sure as much of the expanding gases gets forced up into your dome behind the shot wad as possible to get the most explosive effect.
Brayden Wilson
Post penis pic
Michael Morris
why are you killing yourself? if dubs you go on a mass murder spree
Anthony Watson
Here's a better idea user: you dont care much for living anymore right? So why not leave your death to chance?
heres how:
If you change your mind, you can always find some grass and stop the bleeding. Meanwhile if you don't, just let the blood run out and you will die a slow and painless death. You will just kind of fade out of existence, and no noise will be made. That way no one will find you. Added benefit is if anyone ever finds you, you will be mostly intact save for the cut arm, so no one will be scarred by you body. You will also be returning your body from whence it came. From nature you came, to nature you shall go.
I recommend leaving a suicide note at home, to ease the pain you will cause.
This death is more beautiful, because you get to admire the beauty of nature as your life slowly fades. Do it on a sunny day as rain will come eventually. Who knows, perhaps the inhabitants of nature will greet you and say goodbye as the last of your life dissipates. If i were suicidal, this would be the option i would take.
tl;rd - take a nature walk deep into the woods, cut along your arm, not across. Lay against a tree, take sedatives if you feel it's necessary. Lay against a tree, or in a meadows. Enjoy the beauty as you die. Shotguns are too loud.
Jayden Morris
as for sedatives use a local anesthetic/ numbing agent. that way the rest of your body can feel.
Michael Rivera
what made you decide that suicide was the only option?
Charles Lopez
thank you. i think i will go with the 000 bucksot as it will spread more than the slug, is that correct?
i will post from my phone, give me a second
I have no ambitions and at risk of sounding like an edge lord, humanity is full of shitty people. i figure we are overpopulated so i can at least offset that by one. no shooting spree, i am a pussy and could not stomach killing somebody else.
i dont want to be able to change my mind. i am afraid of the dmt release after death. since psychedelics fuck with your perception of time i do not to be "stuck" in my last moments.
i plan to enjoy nature however, when i say before a rainstorm i mean like in the forecast in the next week, not hours before it hits.
Austin Anderson
So how could you stomach killing yourself?
Good for you user. Enjoying nature and the blessings on God before you kys I know i probably cannot persuade you against the suicide, all i can say is "may god have mercy on your soul". Whether you are atheistic, agnostic, or theistic, the conccept of hell is horrifying and definitely not worth it. This is why i suggested the forest wrist-slit. That way there is a chance that God's grace may find you, or that you may change your mind.
I want to know too user.
Mason Miller
pic related
life is not what i was told it was when i was a child. it is cold and unforgiving and i do not like the society that mankind has created over the last several thousand years.
i know i consent to doing it. most people want to live, and a lot are unsure. i cannot make that choice for them, only for myself.
Alexander Martin
expanding on the reasoning, I know i will not reproduce. not because i am ugly or socially incompetent but because i have bad genes. mental illness and organ malformations run in my family.
also because it is illegal to just go innawoods and build a house and live off the land. thats some bullshit.
Lucas Russell
why wont you give out your first name so we can look for you in news and what not?
Cameron Martin
because i know people that are on this site. its not going to be spectacular just some guy who killed himself. it wont make it to the news. my name would only provide a chance for somebody to stop me/take away my gun "for my own safety"
Luke Foster
So suicide is the only option? Shit, i learned this from years of bullying and a shitty life and i don't plan to kill myself.
This logic is akin to killing yourself upon discovering that Santa is not real.
Aaron Ramirez
Absolutely disgusting Delete this
Also suicide seems kinda selfish tbh if you have a family you should definitely live for them. There has to be something better than killing yourself
Michael Evans
Howdy John ;)
Angel Allen
Draw cat face on dick. Do it! I wanna see a lion! Also killing yourself is silly. Why don't you just be a faggot and talk about your feelings instead. We're all faggots here user. No judgment.
Lincoln Garcia
i disagree. it would be like spending your whole life trying to work for Santa and then finding out he isnt real. i was taught to be generous and kind and trusting but then when i give money away i am called stupid, when i talk to homeless people i am asking for trouble. my moral values do not work in this world.
its not much to look at i agree. i will not delete it though.
my family disowned me years ago. i could keep living, but the way i see it, if you cant enjoy life its not worth living.
keeping true to my promise earlier in the thread, i am leaving. thank you again to the user who answered my original question.
Xavier Flores
Then you're already dead. Now you can do whatever you want without consequence. Go out and make yourself happy.
I have given you the key to freedom, now you must unlock the door.
Michael Wilson
May God have mercy on your soul, you poor fool.
Josiah Rivera
cringe also you clearly don't get it
Josiah Ortiz
Not OP but why would you want to live a life of servitude to someone?
Adrian Butler
This isn't confirmed. Also former psychonaut here, it might be wise of you to try DMT before you die.
Jeremiah Moore
B-but that cute mane! It's perfect for a dick lion. Also don't do it. Shit is bad now but it will get better. You'll be alright.
Jack Walker
Tell me then, what is it I don't get?
Brody Taylor
wow man. what are your dick biometrics?
James Myers
Because a compassionate master is worth serving. That is why Christians serve Christ. They are his children, his brother, and his servants.
Luis Brown
Seriously user. Please don't kill yourself.
Thomas Myers
too late user. All we can do now is pray that the attempt fails.
Kevin Morgan
There is a reason why you fags are called christcucks.
Brody Lee
You'll want slugs, and make sure to do it in your mouth. planning on doing this as well. god speed user, and and tell god I said fuck you, if he is real
Charles Thompson
There is nothing cuckoldry about being brotherly, Holla Forums. Now fuck off.
Colton Harris
I somehow recognize this penis…
Anthony Harris
Glitch in the matrix. We've been experiencing time anomalies.
Benjamin Allen
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Chase Baker
When you're depressed and see nothing to live for, it's going to be impossible to do the sort of things I think you're implying (eg travel the world, start a revolution, hit on women, all that nonsense)
Who said it's all about you? Even if you're not religious, and I can't prove you shouldn't be selfish. Civilisation is based on people not being selfish
William Jones
You are the only one who can control yourself; is that not correct? Unless OP is trying to bail from duties and responsibilities that someone has entitled him to rightfully than he has to serve no one.
Jayden Moore
Nothing is impossible. If you're looking for meaning in life then you'll never find it. If you create a meaning then you'll always have it.
All of the things you listed can be done if you are willing to actually do them.
Jonathan Williams
*then fuck me
Connor Sanders
thats the thing though. you have to be willing do them. assuming money isnt an issue, how can you travel the world when getting out of bed is a chore. people who suffer from depression are not willing to do anything, thats the number one trait of depression is low ambition.
Jack Sanchez
I would say you have a duty to your family not to kill yourself.
Or at least to try very hard not to
Noah Evans
I'm wondering if I would die after taking a whole pack of antidepressants right now (30 in a pack)
Angel Gutierrez
what is the mg content of each pill and what is the pill called?
Carter Morgan
lol your penis looks like a muppet
Asher Reed
Apparently they have enough willpower to put the effort into killing themselves to escape from something that is bothering them.
Get good.
Thomas Reed
It depends on the antidepressant. The SSRIs, by in large, are quite safe even in an overdose. It is possible, by combining an SSRI w/ another drug that increases serotonin (an MAO inhibitor, Tramadol, other serotonergic drugs) to develop serotonin syndrome, which can be fatal. However, that's a fairly idiosyncratic response. An SSRI + MAOI could also produce a hypertensive crisis & cause a hemorrhagic stroke. The older tricyclic antidepressants (TCAs) were quite dangerous in overdose (one of the reasons they're so rarely used nowadays). It wasn't because of how they affected the brain, however, but because of their ability to alter cardiac conduction & cause arrhythmia. The TCAs & bupropion also lower the seizure threshold & in overdose can lead to seizures & potentially status epilepticus.
Taking an overdose of most commonly used psychotropics is actually not a reliable way of killing oneself. The therapeutic index (difference between therapeutic & toxic doses) are generally pretty high. There are exceptions, but maybe I shouldn't mention those.
Took me a second to get the joke. When I did, I must admit, I had myself a good chuckle. I typically don't find 'internet humor' especially amusing or relatable, in fact it took me years to figure out what an 'youtube' was. Nonetheless, in today's bitter political climate, I find solace in a little bit of an injection of humor into this crazy world. Anyways, good job, hope to see more of this in the future.
Aaron Anderson
googling it looks pretty iffy for an overdose. i would say no, the risk of failure is pretty high. i read one thing that said somebody took 2000 mg and recovered.
Nathaniel Morris
The fuck for? You can't control who and how you are born.
Carson Ramirez
There are duties we choose to assume and there are duties we have as a result of other things
Mason Lopez
seriously, I may know OP
Chase Perry
Instead of killing yourself, think about it. Is there anyone that cares about you? Loves you? Do you have any hobbies you enjoy? Did you ever have any goals?
How about instead of k'ing-ys you try to make the world a better place yourself? Maybe become a humanitarian. Suicide is not a good answer OP.
Hudson King
You can recognize your friends by their penis? . .. … …. ….. ……!
Joshua Cooper
This.
James Butler
If you know him you need to contact him and try to stop him from killing himself. If you know he is going to do it and you do nothing, than its on your hands as well. Unless you hate him. In that case try to push him to do it
Lincoln Howard
The kind built into an array. I've though about it quite a bit now. Remember the suicide helmet kid? Take some extra time teaching yourself to build a suicide box before exiting. Grants you satisfaction from building something and puts you at ease because you know it'll work.
You could combo methods if you're in a hurry. Overdose+rope around neck+bullet, for example. Just remember you'll live through stuff like in the pic.
Do you owe anyone anything?
Brody Wright
It is not my place to prevent destruction of Government property