This isn't a troll post (though I know it's going to be taken as one...

This isn't a troll post (though I know it's going to be taken as one, whatever) I'm honestly just looking for some advice. I know, I know, it's a blog post, but i seriously don't know who else to ask and everyone else just tells me to "embrace it" or that I shouldn't care. Here is what happened, basically, I wanted some cuck propaganda pictures to troll this guy with for lulz, but they couldn't be pornographic or I would be banned. I found a tumblr that was just perfect for this shit and the author also wrote down his funny cuck fantasies and I just found it really great, except all the funny pictures were buried under a sea of interracial porn and I had to flip through a lot of it to find the good stuff. Now, I don't really watch porn, I've seen a lot of that stuff before but I never masturbate to it and I never go out searching for it, I only masturbate to fantasies. But, I would be lying if I said that scrolling through all that interracial smut didn't have an effect on me. A lot of it was gif's of big black dicks fucking girls or being sucked on, and I defiantly felt myself getting wet and my clit getting hard. I thought to myself, "whatever, me and the porn are two separate things, it' not going to effect my sexuality, I'll just replace all the black men with white men in my head when I go to masturbate". Except, when I went to masturbate, it wasn't hot when I tried to do that, the men being black was part of the reason the fantasies/porn was sexy. fucking HATE black people a lot, I've never been able to find them attractive, they just look like ugly animals to me. But lately, I've been finding myself getting really horny from the thought of getting fucked by a big black guy. It's slowly starting to seep into romance as well, I've been picturing myself sitting on a big black guys lap while he holds me and strokes my hair. What do i do to help myself find white men more attractive? I can't stand to look at porn with white men in it, it just makes me eel disgusted with white men for masturbating to that shit, but cuck porn is different because I know it's not targeted at black men, it's targeted at white men who want to be degraded.

Make use of paragraphs and learn to format text please user.

Sage because didn’t read.

Whatever, who cares

Like i'd believe you are a real woman and not a shill from whatever shithole trying to piss us off with cuckholdery fantasies.

Way to Larp as a girl, shlomo.

Yep. Now fuck off.

do you even 8/pol/?

sage for shit thread

Why is it so hard to believe? I'm honestly just curious, I get met with nothing but "U AREN'T A REAL WOMAN U KIKE" any time I mention being a female on Holla Forums and only Holla Forums.

sage goes in all fields

Most right wing people are men.
Post some tits with a timestamp if you want some real advice.