This isn't a troll post (though I know it's going to be taken as one, whatever) I'm honestly just looking for some advice. I know, I know, it's a blog post, but i seriously don't know who else to ask and everyone else just tells me to "embrace it" or that I shouldn't care. Here is what happened, basically, I wanted some cuck propaganda pictures to troll this guy with for lulz, but they couldn't be pornographic or I would be banned. I found a tumblr that was just perfect for this shit and the author also wrote down his funny cuck fantasies and I just found it really great, except all the funny pictures were buried under a sea of interracial porn and I had to flip through a lot of it to find the good stuff. Now, I don't really watch porn, I've seen a lot of that stuff before but I never masturbate to it and I never go out searching for it, I only masturbate to fantasies. But, I would be lying if I said that scrolling through all that interracial smut didn't have an effect on me. A lot of it was gif's of big black dicks fucking girls or being sucked on, and I defiantly felt myself getting wet and my clit getting hard. I thought to myself, "whatever, me and the porn are two separate things, it' not going to effect my sexuality, I'll just replace all the black men with white men in my head when I go to masturbate". Except, when I went to masturbate, it wasn't hot when I tried to do that, the men being black was part of the reason the fantasies/porn was sexy. fucking HATE black people a lot, I've never been able to find them attractive, they just look like ugly animals to me. But lately, I've been finding myself getting really horny from the thought of getting fucked by a big black guy. It's slowly starting to seep into romance as well, I've been picturing myself sitting on a big black guys lap while he holds me and strokes my hair. What do i do to help myself find white men more attractive? I can't stand to look at porn with white men in it, it just makes me eel disgusted with white men for masturbating to that shit, but cuck porn is different because I know it's not targeted at black men, it's targeted at white men who want to be degraded.
This isn't a troll post (though I know it's going to be taken as one...
Make use of paragraphs and learn to format text please user.
Sage because didn’t read.
Whatever, who cares
Like i'd believe you are a real woman and not a shill from whatever shithole trying to piss us off with cuckholdery fantasies.
Way to Larp as a girl, shlomo.
Yep. Now fuck off.
do you even 8/pol/?
sage for shit thread
Why is it so hard to believe? I'm honestly just curious, I get met with nothing but "U AREN'T A REAL WOMAN U KIKE" any time I mention being a female on Holla Forums and only Holla Forums.
sage goes in all fields
Most right wing people are men.
Post some tits with a timestamp if you want some real advice.
Fuck off, retard.
there aren't
timestamped tits or get the fuck out
**if you're serious in any regard the problem is you are seeking out degenerate shit and think it's acceptable to even let into your mind.
identify that feeling that you get when you realized how disgusting cuck porn is and hold onto it**
since fucking when?
I think I fucked up the formatting and went over a line, better kill myself now.
Another thing…
I feel like white men have trouble with the idea that woman have a sexuality like they do. Other cultures have things like Kamasutra white western civilization never speaks of ways to increase mutual pleasure. If you ask a white man, "should I wear this sexy outfit in bed" he'll reply with, "it's just going to end up on the floor." That is how white men view sex, it's something for their ow enjoyment and they want to get it over with as soon as possible so they can stop being horny. But, of course, they would never admit that this is a bad thing because that would mean having to admit that they are flawed.
Ad before you guys sperg out on me, no I do not hate all white men I just get frustrated with them at times and need to vent. You guys do nothing but shit on white woman all day, but the second a white woman points out one of your flaws you lose your shit and it's seriously annoying.
Whatever you say scholomo.
Niggers will rape you without a second thought but white men are the inconsiderate ones.
If there is one thing that I've learned from places like Holla Forums and reddit, it's that white men don't actually give a shit about white woman being raped. The only reason it upsets them is because they wish they could be the ones doing the raping. They want to rape, but they can't because they're too chicken shit. Coming to terms with this fact was the moment my idealized view of white men came to an end.
because sex should be for procreation, spreading your genes and whatnot.
cucks that always have sex on the brain have to cum every 3 seconds and constantly jack off to increasingly degenerate shit, you sound just like them.
I don't believe that, I think sex is a mechanism for bonding. But, western civilization has no spiritual or romantic view of sex, it's a dirty thing that we pretend to love, but secretly hate.
notice as the OP fails to even reply to responses
totally not a bot
Such as…?
I guess that's why white men rallied behind women in Cologne right? Fuck off schlomo
You are a bot. Bot. Chatbot. Script. Program.
See.
Way to demoralize your fellow Holla Forumsacks.
Seriously.
Anyway the whole 'black men are bigger' thing is bullshit, blacks are on average smaller than east asian ffs. The giant shit you see is literally kikes injecting collagen into pornstars dicks to make them bigger; the ones that are ridiculously huge are usually fake (they have what amounts to dildos that men can wear over their dick to make themselves look bigger).
Not only that, but why the fuck would you want something that ridiculously large inside of you? Shit would literally cause internal damage.
Of course you could always think of what your ugly shitskin child would look like if you burned coal.
ROFLMAO. You think niggers are gunna go down and eat that pussy? Please, every. single. woman. I have ever met that has had sex with a nigger always said the same thing 'it sucked', 'he was small', and 'he came quickly'.
You aren't attracted to black men, you're attracted to what the kikes have shown you.
Look I don't need to tell you race mixing is wrong, you know it is.
Sweetheart, half these faggots are fed shills sent to demoralize, the other half are edgy neets.
Sex is great for bonding with your husband; too much sex turns you into a degenerate, that goes for men and women.
Not a real woman, kike, etc
Not true, if you've even been on Holla Forums you would know that white men were saying that the white women deserved what they got for "being whores" or whatever. They wish they could do what those Muslim men did and rape woman they don't like, but they're too scared.
so you came here to advocate your progressive views on sex, not to get answers on how to get away from your cuckporn fantasy bullshit?
should have been obvious this one is an outsider.
and now "she" goes full anti-white
thank you for confirming you in-fact weren't here.
I don't want to find cuck fantasies arousing, but I feel like this whole "sex is for reproduction only" is a pretty unachievable standard. Sex should be between a married couple and they should be allowed to enjoy it imho.
How was anything I said anti-white? Is the truth anti-white?
This in particular does help a lot though, thank you for that. I know that porn and the real thing are very different, but I still feel disgusted with myself for finding the concept sexy.
how are these two things related?
I do overall agree with this, and as this user said "too much sex turns you into a degenerate" of course some degree of sex is needed to make a marriage work.
if you'd been here you'd know that the majority of us were shitting on the rapacious sandniggers not the "trashy eurowhores getting what they deserve"
where do you get this?
she's cherrypicking what some wrote and internalized it as being the majority opinion of Holla Forums. I'm now willing to believe it's a legit woman instead of a larping kike.
I find rape repulsive.
Ok, so basically you're saying that means that I feel that way because don't have the courage to rape someone?
… But I find rape genuinely kneejerkingly repulsive. Like, the blood rushed down to my stomach in horror repulsive.
As a white guy I feel that sex should be happy and fun, and rape is literally a desecration of what sex should be.
If you're looking for sexy western civ, look for the times before pseudo-judaism christianity came and inflitrated everywhere.
And as for the guys that say that sex is just for procreation, well.. They're idiots. They're oblivious about socializing or maintaining relationships and see the world like an economic civ game where it's their race vs everyone elses'. They have an ivory tower in their mind that insulates them from a portion of reality.
Don't pay attention to them. That attitude has been why a bunch of things the alt-right have done in the past could never stick, because they couldn't make compromises with actually living a happy life, and they tend to blame irrelevant shit for their failures instead of the attitude that is actually causing it.
Besides, you need to be careful about people coming on here to make the alt-right look bad. For instance, it's like those posters that come out as Asian and basically say that like white people and their civilization, and then like clockwork you have some guy come and start calling the guy names and insulting asians.. Which is pointless, stupid, antisocial and counterproductive since we're not the center of the goddamn universe and we need friends, now more than ever.
So, don't take the anti-white and marxist people infiltrating this board (probably paid on Soros' dime) to make the alt-right look bad seriously.
so because of the assholes and elbows guy and some other mouth breathers/ brother dean wannabes she thinks Holla Forums thinks: you deserve rape?
stop engaging it you fools
That's my guess.
Probably, but you never know, most men can't even handle the bantz, I'm surprised at the few women we do have here hanging in.
Then stop watching so much porn. Seriously, if it can make furfags and transfags into semi-normal people I think you'll be O.K.
You're a woman. (maybe, still need tits+timestamp). If the tables were turned in the pr0n world and it was a white man cucking a black man you would be attracted to the white man simply because of him being the 'alpha'.
In any event if you simply rid yourself of all porn you'll be better off. You don't have to be so focused on sex; hell I'm a male nymphomaniac and I've managed to not have sex for almost a year now believe it or not women have literally been on their knees begging me to fuck them. I'm in 24/7 flirt mode and for some reason most women want to fuck me, I don't know why but whatever because I realized that my sex addiction was turning me into a degenerate.
I want to have a qt 3.14 aryan wife, I want to have many children, and I want to raise them on my homestead.
I'm willing to put off temporary instant pleasures for long term gain. I struggle sometimes, I get demoralized and depressed, but Holla Forums keeps me on the right path.
I don't see why you couldn't do the same.
Kill yourself
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although she'll probably be banned for a week for
Well if OP really is a grill and really is struggling with this, I'm glad she said it so we could correct her.
Last thing we need is another white person lost to degeneracy
Now this is shitposting!
On the off chance you aren’t an employee at some agency somewhere I will respond once again (but my first point remains, take some classes and learn how to write properly, it’s an important skill).
If you believe that then you are very lost individual. I don’t know what happened to you to make you believe such nonsense but if you live your life projecting such nonsensical beliefs you will be a miserable person.
I don’t know a single person who has ever expressed a desire to assault a woman.
Well, here's an idea. From now on, all of your sexual fantasies will involve me curb stomping members of your family while you watch, terrified. Because you are powerless and weak, you will never have another orgasm for the rest of your life without this horror in mind.
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Human amygdala, wired to seek out threats. Humans tend to think like this, and more effeminate and insecure people tend to be more vulnerable to it. They end up cherrypicking out the things that trigger them, because it gives them the greatest emotional reaction. Nothing else stands out as much because it doesn't give a reaction. For emotional people that don't realize it's going on, it's like an automatic sorting between the wheat and the chaff, where the difference between wheat and chaff for them is how triggering something is.
OP what you are attracted to is the dominance and that viewing blacks as beasts who will 'take' you like a beast. You fundamentally know that they are different and what you talked about with viewing them as white in your head and such what instantly turned you off was the consciousness of white men.
You associated the black men with having no true conscious like the white men. Western society has had a very perverted view on sex and female pleasure for a long time (the female orgasm was considered a myth until like the 80s) and even towards females in general like not believing that women have souls.
Almost all western white men don't view sex as something deeply spiritual (which it is) and is merely just a commodity and physical pleasure. It is in fact the true union of souls and must have open communication and truly touch each others souls and insecurities with it and form unbreakable bonds.
What I would recommend is to definitely cut out watching porn as there are hundreds of reasons it damages you mentally. Read into tantric sex and eastern views on love and if you find a partner (hopefully white) you need to truly connect with their soul through it and make sex something spiritual rather than the corrupted views on sex of today.
The reality of what you are getting into with racemixing is a lot different to your fantasies and they stem from other issues inside of you but it all starts with deprogramming the perverted and puritanical views of both sides of western thought. Hopefully this can point you in the right direction.
btw OP you've made a lot of people insecure here and both sides are agitating and upset but you are right about western views of sex being a dirty thing.
Black men however have an even worse view on everything and I strongly suggest if you have a partner that you have to be completely open and bond with them through making love as it is the highest spiritual union man and woman can make between each other.
And if your partner you can't connect to on the deepest spiritual sexual level you should leave them. Sex is something to be explored together as a journey of both your souls intertwining in passion and deep love. Make sure you and your partner achieve discarding the materialistic and disgusting view of sex.
You are onto something here but you are not quite correct, men are very insecure about sex and very sensitive. Men are just as fucked up about sex as women are which is why sex is like it is today. I'd go as far to say every white western person requires sexual healing with their partner because of how messed up the views are and how it is felt to just be a physical burst of pleasure that is good for males and shameful for females rather than a sacred bond between partners.