What are some drugs that make me not give a shit? : That turn out all the memories, bad feelings, anxieties...

if you wanna fuck around there's suggestions itt, but if you just want to zombie the hell out go get SSRIs. :) they're terrible, but do exactly what you're asking and the side effects generally don't include anxiety or memory

Alcohol.

Or if you have someone really trustworthy to guide you. You might need them afterwards too, not just during the trip.

anything with pseudoephederine in it is basically weak ritalin
itll help you focus on one thing but if you just lie down and think it might make it worse

Citalopram, it will turn you into a zombie. It will also eliminate the need for sex.

This

Gay! Get fucking noided with some acid or LSD instead.

dude weed lmai

Llama semen is the solution, OP. Llama semen. But make sure it is fresh Peruvian Llama semen, none of that fake local Alpaca shit.

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