Holla Forums Makes A Life Plan

Fellow Holla Forumsacks I am tired. I feel defeated and broken. I wish nothing more but to die today a demoralized and defeated person. I've felt this way before, many times. I'm sure you have too. I'm trying something new here and I won't lie, I have no idea if this is going to work. I do know I'm at my wits end and need to do something though.

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I'm not satisified at all with where I am at. I am impressed by my own ability to get up in the morning, but I struggle often with depression and hopelessness.
My health is slowly failing. I have put my body through hell and now it is a broken shell of what it once was, however I am getting better even if I do suffer from disabling injuries that have shaped the course of my life. I can't do all the things that I used to be able to do, but I'm still able to do much more than most people with similar injuries to mine.
I have no career, I just can't see myself working for someone else, and when trying to work for myself I am overwhelmed by the gravity of the world weighing down on me.
I have no relationships. I have no friends beyond my immediate family and my fellow Holla Forumsacks. This is torturous for me, and I need to improve here.
My finances are poor. I have a few thousand in debts, no assets, no job, and no viable means of income at this moment.
I would say my spirituality is strong. I have a strong set of ethics and values.
I am very emotionally mature. As depressed as I may get, I know I can handle anything life throws at me
What makes me happy is being in love with a woman, Holla Forums, working on the farm, and helping push my dreams further along. I love to play music.
The drains in my life are worrying about the past, seeing women I love and could have saved fall to degenerate ideologies, seeing my people being genocided, and worrying about the future.
I have a difficult time staying committed to one thing, my interests jump around often, and I have a problem staying focused.
My health is better than it was last year, but it's not what I would hope it would be by now.

I can't figure out how to earn a living without becoming a slave, and when I do my dreams are filled with doubts and worry by my family
I feel so much pressure not to fuck up that I don't even know where to begin, I over-analyze things, and as a result I quit before I can reap the fruit of my labors.
My ideal life would be living on a homestead with a beautiful woman, a lot of children, and no worries about being able to get food or becoming homeless or losing my people to the hell that is going on in our nations now. I wake up in the morning holding her, get up and tend to the animals while she cooks breakfast, eat, work on the farm with the boys while she works on the house with the girls or helps me with the garden, eat lunch, work some more on the farm teaching my children how to be self-sufficient in the process and letting them experience a beautiful, peaceful childhood. Go home, kiss my wife, eat dinner, spend time with the kids teaching them everything from math to history and economics. Put the children to bed, talk with my wife about anything/everything under the sun. Get on Holla Forums for an hour or so and do my duties of destroying communism throughout the world, then lie with my aryan wife.

Weekends we'd go to the farmers market with our wares and sell what we can, buy or barter for what we need, then take the unsold fruit/veggies/grains to auction.

In my freetime I'll have a range of hobbies from blacksmithing to wood working to politics to studying science and religion.
I need to find a traditional woman I can love and redpill
I need to get a drivers license and a vehicle
I need to start growing food for market
I need to meet with local Holla Forumsacks and develop a 'mastermind' group so we can all support each other with our seperate skills for not just our personal, but our community and political goals as well.
I need to stop letting fear of failure stop me from trying.
I need to accept the fact that I cannot stop everyone from falling to degeneracy and realize that while yes some of our most beautiful women have been lost forever to marxism we still have many who are begging for our protection and guidance.
I need to quit the nicotine jew.

Shameless self-bump to combat e-celeb bullshit.

Not really much you can do to fix things. been said before but the best thing to do is focus on self improvement. lift, read, get a hobby or two and focus on a job.career.

women are out the door as they have been destroyed. It;s sad to say but itll take a generation for women to be fixed as the younger ones will see what happens when they follow with hedonism because the older "i can have a career, i dont need kids' generation end up very misreable.

I agree with most of what you wrote, but I disagree with you on women.

Hell even the most blue-pilled women I've met 90% still want to be mothers.

yea thats fine, but they also want to have a rewarding career. Unfortunately, they cant have both. theres a lot more to this issue but im too tired to write it out.

In addition to everything else under the sun. They want it all, but will finish with nothing.

Between e-celebs, kikebart spam, nigger cock spam and demoralization shilling this place is cratering right before my eyes.

wtf mods?

no shit, bump to get the nigger cocks pushed down

And it's easy to say 'you need to improve yourself', but for the last 2 years that's exactly what I've been doing and have seen minimal benefit from it.

I think my problem is it was directionless improvement; I've learned a lot, hell I went from basic understanding of biology to taking free classes from MIT where I studied braincells, cancer curing drugs, and toxicology; am I better for knowing what I do now? Sure. But has it helped me in any way? Absolutely not.

I think my problem is a lack of direction, and I imagine I'm not alone in that.

user I'm trying to help us stay motivated, just because I'm fucking depressed as shit right now doesn't mean I'm not trying to stop it. I'm not going to lie and tell you things are wonderful, things are shit, and we got a long way to go before we make them right again.

But if you're feeling some feels man I can help you out with that.

When I get sad I listen to this and get angry instead.

Nigger please.

t. Joseph Goebbels

Is it okay now?

Shame me Holla Forums. I feel like I've been addicted to this place lately. When I feel like shit I browse here right when I wake up, throughout work, class, in my free time and before I go to bed. I browse here more than I should neglecting my obligations, and self-improvement to fight zog.

I've been feeling like shit lately and Holla Forums doesn't help.
pls help

Just get off for a while, then you'll feel better. If you feel like shit, Holla Forums is likely only going to make it worse, unless it's a fun thread about niggers or ugly SJWs. Come back when you're stronger.

It's okay fam. This is our safe space

Plus you know, knowing you aren't the ONLY one feeling like shit helps.

We've come a long way since 2008; we're at the point where nationalism is spoken openly and I can remember a time when the best we thought we would get was a slow, agonizing death.

Compared to who/where you were last year how much do you think you have improved?

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I have no idea how the fuck I tagged my own post but okay.

Pretty satisfied. Things could always be even better though.

Need to find a new gym.

Very shit. But also not really necessary for me at this point as I can keep dodging wage cuckery for quite a while longer while working on a completely more fun career that isn't making money but totes is bringing in fame.

Amazing. Amazing GF who wants to fuck other girls with me. Friends I can trust, and many acquaintances I sorta trust. All sorts of new super successful friends I keep making from my side career inspiring my muse to create. Everyday I'm getting rid of a shitty friend, and making a new friend who's doing something awesome in the world.

I won't be buying new clothes, but as long as I can make rice, veggies, and the occassional meat dish and have a roof over my head things are a'ight. Sucks for travelling though.

Obtained spiritual enlightenment a while ago. It's nice not to be bothered by the random spiritual arguments people have.

Pretty amazing. I've never felt more in control of my own emotions in my life.

Finances, alcohol usage. Nicotine.


Yeah, wish I could be more organized. Wish I could get myself to exercise more and drink and smoke less. Wish I could get more money in.


Exactly what I'm doing now, but on a larger scale and with money coming in.


Work harder at what I'm already doing.

Avoid drinking binges. Figure out how to get myself to work harder, and more exercise.

I've also always been bad at selling things. I need to learn how to sell the stuff I'm creating and really learn how to be a good businessman.

I need to read The Art of the Deal as soon as possible to figure out how to take what I'm doing and make a profit and live a simple life of fucking girls, eating food, and watching anime.

If you are student as your post suggests, you should have some time freed up soon no?

Take a few days or a week and go into the woods solo. Let friends or family know where you are and when you'll be gone, but cut any communications. You can hike fifty miles, or just stay in one place. Either way it's always something that helps.

This tbh fam. Find out where you want to go and then take the first step towards it. A journey begins with a single step and those steps continue until we reach it.


IF THERE ARE ANY Holla ForumsLACKS NOT DOING SHIT WITH THEIR LIVES, GET PAID TO LEARN HOW TO FARM

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I prefer this model better.

First you get Money.
Then you get Power.
Then you get the Women.

We should take this to 8ch.net/overman in case this thread gets deleted.

My model is:

First you get the women, and satisfy yourself to the point where you don't have an emotionally empty hole that needs love and becomes the focal point of your existence.

Then you actually get the focus to actually get power.

Then comes the money.

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HOLY SHIT! I fucking love you user.

I'm already retired, faggots.

Congrats on being a parasitic baby boomer destroying your progeny's future for self-comfort?


It's hard to get the woman without the money/power. Sure you can bang whores at the local pub, but at a certain point it gets boring.

Whenever I feel that way I make it a point to watch Gattaca. That movie stirs my soul. Give it a shot, you might be inspired by it like I am.

this

If I might make a suggestion to any American Holla Forumsacks, 20 acres of land with timber and fishing goes for around 50-80k, buy the land, invest in some tools and books on how to build, and build yourself a wooden house. It will take hard work, but you did it yourself with your own two hands, it gives you something to do and new skills, and it cost way less than your average home with land.

Life plans are for bourgeois cuckolds. So are "life hacks."

How do you do this + live in an area with enough metro to have good jobs? I just can't understand this.

Joseph Goebbels is like if Pete from Bully was empowered through his wit to put his full potential into becoming a Nazi. What a fucking beautiful human being.

they are also okay with waiting till they are 30. autism and down syndrome will explode with the next generation.

i will break it down into do's and don'ts to get you started on your life plan in regards to women and a few misc stuff.

1. do get off Holla Forums for the most part. find you some higher thinking places and fill your free time with books and article reading. come here for the happenings,eBooks and when you are really really bored and everything else is done. or when you are out in public and bored out of your mind.

2. do not sleep with women you are not interested in having kids with. one mistake will ruin your life. impregnating a woman who wants to abort a mistake makes you both niggers.

3. Grow a pair and be okay with being alone. When i say grow a pair, i mean man up and shit test your women. if they throw off any red flags, leave them. cheated once 5 years ago? leave her. cant control her weight? leave her. has a history of alcohol or drug abuse? leave her. doesn't want to get marries and or doesn't want kids? leave her. doesn't respect you? leave her. its better to be single and open to what may come than have a child you have to support and a bitch who doesn't respect/love you, fucking everything up. these days if you are a single dad, you're done. you will be single till you are in your 30s. that is unless you are an incredibly high value male or very lucky.

4. Assume that every woman you meet is a mentally pozzed whore until proven otherwise. this is not the 1980s. you can't just go to a bar and meet your wife anymore. that is unless you want to be her 15th sexual partner and have a marriage that lasts 3 years. this means you have to find a woman in places that a traditional women would be. So perhaps its time to get back into church.

5. if you are a lower value male or have trouble getting someone decent, then maybe you should bite the bullet and find who is divorced/windowed with a kid. a very young kid , under 2. but you should tread very carefully. it wasn't always a big No No. for instance my mom raised my half sister(toddler at the time) when my mom was 18 after my fathers failed marriage at 23. However; now a days people say to not do that. i mean it will be a very different relationship than what is normal. there are stages that you wont go through and sex will not be as good than if your woman had never had a child. but then again this whole fairy tale love bullshit is very new to humanity. in a way , it ruins lives. but this is not about living a rich and pleasurable hedonistic life. this is about securing the future of your lineage and raising children for the betterment of your race, your nation and humanity.

6. throw out the idea of being comfortable and replace it with surviving and conquering. not just in your life time, but also when you are gone and when your children must carry the torch.

i'm in the same boat as you, and i'm writing this mostly for myself. I see now that if we wish to survive, we must throw out most of the core assumptions of our society. not just the ones that cause immediate strife.

Not a bad plan. The hardest part is plumbing and all that if you are not in an area that has it. You will need to make sure you can dig a well and install some sort of septic system, unless you want to be shitting in the woods forever.

Thanks fam
no seriously, nigger speak aside. Thank You

I guess all of us need some form of communication to another human bean. Been going through a rough time lately and need to tighten and finish my shit up. Gonna try to go cold turkey on Holla Forums for a few days. Anyone remember those threads on halfchan where people pledge not to lurk on Holla Forums in exchange to bettering oneself? I guess it's appropriate that I do it considering all the time I've wasted these past few days.


And yeah, if you compare to last year, I've been making breddy güd progress. I've been taking more classes at school while maintaining my jorb. I need to take more credence into the small wins to maintain and increase my momentum of improvement


And yeah, I've taken a hike before. I felt like that cleansed me when I was done. That got my spirits up. I should do that again during break.


Good idea, just in case
Why do mods prune self improvement or no-fap threads?
I miss Holla Forums self-improvement threads
If you're reading this mods, pls don't delete
;_;

I pledge to stay off Holla Forums until this upcoming Friday

Thank you for the responses, really needed it. Good luck to all you Glorious faggots with all your endeavors!

This is the only thing that keeps me getting up in the morning. Just knowing that 5 or so years after that, he was telling the kikes they better shut their mouths and 10 years after that he was lolocausting them keeps me from killing myself

Personally, I haven't figured that out yet - sorry to say. My plain is to go to school for civil engineering and hopefully I can work for a small town designing what they need.

I'm almost 20 and haven't even gotten a driver's license or car, how the fuck am I gonna go to school? ;-;

Learn to cross board post you retarded nigger: >>>/overman/

Go mechanical

What's that about?

Or an outhouse. Plumping and skeptic isn't too hard or bad, just pay $250 a couple of months for someone to come get it.

The whores you can bang there are the same you'd bang anywhere.

The point is that it gets boring.

Once you're bored, you find enjoyment in other things in life. Like your own goodness.


Then you can stop making women your end goal and actually focus on shit that actually matters.

Can you explain why? Is it shit pay or little jobs? I really want to go civil because I will get to design Western Civilization itself.

You know I quit for about 4 months cold turkey. Idk wtf happened but I'm back to a pack a day now. Stress I guess. One day I'm going to quit and never look back.

Cool. How do I get that 50-80k? I appreciate your advice, but most of us are neets or minimum wage fags with little to no savings and no/bad credit so loans are probably out of the question.

I guess you could do a dividend paying whole life insurance policy and borrow against that, but that would still take years to get to the point where you can even access that money.


Gas yourself commie scum.

Both. No one regrets mechanical. Plenty of people regret civil.

Not really. Whores will fuck for all sorts of reasons that have nothing to do with money or power.

Sure women have fantasies, but most women are horny as fuck and will fuck anything to get off.

If women needed money and power to fuck, how could you explain all the children women rape and abuse?

Thank you for the lesson sempai


Self-improvement threads either get deleted or bump locked because it's not related to politics but cuck porn threads are allowed…

That board is our place to help each other out. It was slow but it's picking up little by little everyday.

I hope OP's image is posted ironically.

Don't know, my guess would to be instead of putting money into renting a house/apartment/whatever you have, buy the land and live in a tent while building your home or build a small shack first then expand it into bigger rooms.

Thanks for the advice. My dreams are crushed, though

Can't you do both in college? I'm pretty sure I've seen people double major.

Don't let them be. Mechanical engineers build spaceships. Your contribution to western civ could be to help us get to Mars. My friend works at space X.

oh god this is starting to sound like /fit/

I don't have time or the resources for that since my personal situation is shit.

But I wanted to build bridges (and walls for the border), hospitals, schools and roads. I'll look into mechanical and see if it suits me, if not - aerospace any good?

Aerospace is good if you're absolutely top tier brilliant, but most aren't so I wouldn't recommend it. Mechanical or chemical is where it's at really.

Composting toilets are the best option if it's legal in your area. And if it isn't, do it anyway.


I was looking into building on 12 acres my family owns. Was thinking a cob house with composting toilet and gray water to holding tank for garden.


Kek. Yep. I thought it was fucking hilarious, especially with how many boomers have watched their 'retirement savings' go to shit because they didn't actually try beyond a shitty IRA/401k and SS.


That's bad… because?

GTFO kike

ANYONE WHO DISCOURAGE SELF IMPROVEMENT IS A FUCKING KIKE SHILL WHO WANTS TO KEEP YOU DOWN AND WANTS TO KEEP YOU MISERABLE

BE A BETTER MAN AND SEE HOW THESE KIKES HIDE IN FEAR

THEY FEAR THE SAMURAI

This. Being bored with average women is actually a blessing in disguise because you don't have try for vapid people when you are only with yourself/bettering yourself. It's honestly incredibly easy when you're a 6/10 and decently charismatic.

- Accept that men are not appreciated until they are at least 30 or 40, if ever.

- Live debt free, learn to appreciate the free things in life (including, for me, the mass)

-Aquire reasonable employment skills. Engineering or the trades. Work for someone else until you figure out how to do it yourself. Working for yourself is overrated. Ask me how I know.

- Find a nerdy white girl. They exist, they are ignored and they are usually a lot more attractive than you think at first blush. Establish that you don't believe in divorce and will go fucking thermonuclear if it ever came to that. Do this early, indirectly: "My friends mom just up and left her husband after 20 years of marriage. I swear, if that had happened to me… they'd be cleaning her off the canyon floor, ha ha."

-Have kids, accepting that it will be a lot of work wiping asses and clapping along with shit songs, and will make you less happy. It's your duty. There will be good parts.

-When you get to 40, you will start winning arguments with your penis. It will be magical.

-Never, ever, ever give up. We must secure the existence of our people and a future for white children

you see this man? this man was a NEET who lived with his mother and only moved out because she had a heart attack. he was rejected by an art school and was crushed, so he slept on the ground painting just to eat. in his earlier days he fell in love with a girl who didn't even know his name nor remembered him at all.

this man over came. this man recognized his potential and became the Fuhrer, a figure idolized by millions. sure he failed in the end. but it took the whole world to crush his creation.

No problem :^)

Just remember that if any internship wants you to pay or wants you to work for free, run.

Successful farms will have the money to pay someone to come in and learn the trade. Most townfolk are leaving the farmlands for the city life. Farmers need fresh blood. Remember this type of work is boring, strenuous and even dangerous at times. However you will be content in seeing the fruits of your labor. Literally.

And since food is rising in price, you can make a lot of money if you manage a farm correctly.

This is very good advice. I had a girl trick me recently. Pretty but turns out she has a kid and is on welfare. She does the bare minimum. Dodged a bullet.


You're better off gambling with a mail order bride from Russia. Seriously, you have a better chance at staying married to them than a 50/50 chance with an American girl. They're also more intelligent, slimmer, more feminine and conservative.


i cri evrytiem

;_;

It's okay I guess, It could be better.
All of my friends just parrot what I say, but I know they are all bulshit. I don't know why people like me so much, I dont even really like myself……. Especially wth all the cronic masturbation. It makes me feel like im a slave to horniness.
A lot of things. But I dont want to be happy. I want to be angry, I want to be sad, I want to feel strong emotions. I feel like im betraying my own principles by being happy, but I just cant help it. Although I really like the roman empire, reading about it, watching videos, theorising different things. That makes me happy.
I would like to stop indulging in masturbation so often. My schooling isnt working, I can see it's all bullshit and none of it has any value. I wish that I could speak better publicly. I also wish that people would get so triggered all the time.
Ideal? I don't know what I want, to be honest. I want to do something daring. Dangerous. Risky. I want to take risks so I know where my boundaries are, but I can't because everything in my life is either meaningless or pacified.
I need to find a companion that feels the same way. Like a wingman or something. My friends right now (although they may be funny and act retarded with me) arent cutting it. If only there was someone I could share all my thoughts with and my feelings. Someone who could hold their own in a debate without getting heated. Idk……… Ive never met anyone like that before.

No one cares about your depression and failure.

I meant with all the depression

refer to

I'd like the add that men get more lays in their late 20s to mid 30s. We have more resources. Money = ability to do cool things. Girls are valued for their looks so when they turn mid 20s and the partying has taken its toll, they get less looks.

Hey buddy, the title says Fitness, Health, and FEELS .

Why the fuck did I think double tilde meant bold?

I'm feeling kind of fucked at the moment. I'm graduating high school next week. I had wanted to get a manual labor job straight out, but I'm easily emotionally manipulated by my parents, so I'm going to college. Looks like it will be some shitty liberal arts degree. I'd go for a STEM degree, but my mathematics skills are in shambles.

I'm very concerned that 4 more years in the educational industrial complex is going to damage me severely. I feel like I'm losing it even as high school comes to a close. I want a routine and simple job that puts food on the table and can fund a family in the future, probably write on the side. Instead it's more "critical thinking" and "learning to be a world citizen" or whatever they call it.

I'm not dumb. I scored 1990 on the SAT and do well with cognitive tests (cambridgerainsciences.com/browse/). I'm a fairly good writer and speaker, learned from the best, Goebbels. I'm just not wired for academia; I need something self actualizing.

I exercise when I can and practice what I'm good at, but structured environmments only stifle that. I need room to develop, to actually learn, not transcribe some loser professors mumblings. I feel like it's an inevitability that I'll flunk out after a year. I could get good grades, but there is no motivation. How is a history degree going to help me anyway? There doesn't seem to be anything out there for me; I could make something, but that never ends well. I'm far too young to be this fucking tired. So fucking tired. I just want to walk away from it all and live in the hills. I could make moonshine or cider for cash, or something.

Any Holla Forumsacks near Manchester NH that I'll be able to meet up with in the fall?

Thankfully it looks like everyone in my area pays handsomely; $1000/month seems to be the minimum.

Of course you're looking at a 10-14 hour workday.


Clearly with all the replies I've gotten. Go back to your cuck-hole and stay there.


It's a sign we know we could be doing more. The person content with where he is at is the person who goes no further.


Best bet for young guys to get laid is working as a bouncer. Trust me on this.

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Key word: mothers.

They don't want to be wives.

They all want the disney princess life; getting them to actually do what it requires though…

Anyway nobody should be chasing pussy until they're in a stable situation. It distracts you and slows your progress, so many fucking times I've been derailed completely because of them and it always takes me forever to recover from their shit.

Men get appreciated if they do something worth being appreciated for. It just takes the most men until their 30s to 40s to actually do that if they ever manage that at all.


Most men really only manage to get financial security at that point, and then become a wallet for their entitled bitch wife.

Men who cultivate something other than being an ATM for a girl will actually be appreciated for those things.


Nerdy girls are even more fucked up than your average trash, and are very aware they have tons of options as they regularly end up being the only girl in the room filled with dicks. Most nerdy girls are shit disgusting, manipulative, and get used to using dudes because every dude they meet is trying to please them

If you want an uggo who thinks she's a princess, go for a nerdy chick.


Yes for the woman. Child work and housework is what you'll be doing while I'll be bringing home the paychecks from working in the new factories being built in Trump's new America.

But wow, holy shit. It's actually a woman on Holla Forums.

You're basically giving the men of Holla Forums advice so that they woo you and give you white children.

Well played.

My plan
That's about it.

civil war now

fuck that shit. If they are going to kick you out then you literally invite them all out to dinner somewhere fancy and when they are gone you fucking steal everything in the house.

Fake it. Send your house mail that makes it look like your going to college. Forge a ton of documents so your parents are convinced.

Meanwhile use the funds to secure a place somewhere and find a manual labor job to build up your financials. Somewhere you can make big bucks for a few years of hard physical work on some oil rigs.

Save tons of money, make tons of money, be debt free.

By the time your parents realize what you've done you'll be living on your own with $100, 000 in the bank and no one to answer to.

Is it? Where's the thread?

Nah. I'll just die.

This is actually true. I remember when I turned about 28-ish and suddenly everybody treated me much better for no reason at all that I could tell.

Now I look at these whiny youngfags at work and I wonder if I was like that. If they do something good, they gloat insufferably. If something bad happens, it's the goddamn end of the world as they know it. It's kind of pathetic, but I guess everybody has to go through this stage.


Addendum: "nerdy" as in "hangs out at the bookstore and reads girly books" is the best kind. Bonus points if she's terrified of men.

"Nerdy" as in "plays video games and is the only girl in her D&D group" is the absolutely worst kind. Avoid these like the plague.

A man is supposed to deal with them feels.

And ALWAYS wrap it.

I mean, unless they falsely accused you as rape, dealing with break-ups by moving the fuck on is what builds real character in a man and prevents him from being manipulated by women in the future.

The nice thing about working on a farm and in a small town is that you can't really waste your money :^) I always recommend working hard and learning as much as you can to anyone. If I took a farm internship, I would take some off time to learn how to sell and market so when I go to the farmer's market and make the farmers a lot of money, I can split profits with them. Like commission. Anyone who is running a business would never refuse more money even if they have to split it.


I heard that. Bartenders and DJs too.


That's stupid as fuck tbh fam. He should just be a fucking man and tell his parents he doesn't want to go to college and that he wants to go in the trades. If he does change his mind, he can go back to college with some money in his pocket and confidence in his heart.

BTW, oil rigs are firing more than they are hiring. Idk if you noticed but the oil industry is suffering.

Incorrect.

Even if it were correct, and it isn't, intelligence is genetic. Smart white women must bear children or the future whites will end up as stupid as you.

Also, that's incorrect.


Basically.

I just wanted to say good luck. You sound pretty level-headed. And your gut thinking is right; academia is not a place for action and will likely just be a waste of time (the most precious gift). I'd try again on your parents, who are just in fear about your future, and do what you need to do.

MGJEW, everybody.

Absolutely crucial distinction, thank you user. Find the quiet girl in glasses, ideally a second daughter overshadowed by an older sister.

If you have a brain, use it. Instead of academia, get into sales and entrepreneurship. Guaranteed one year as a real entrepreneur, not some bullshit artist claiming he is one and not doing a thing, will develop you more as a person than 4 years in college will.

I didn't forget about you user.

Well, I hate to be the one to tell you, but you are who you surrround yourself with. If you're surrounded by niggers, you'll only wind up king of the niggers at best.


I imagine being around the niggers doesn't help at all..


Jesus christ man, what did I just say about being around niggers? The alternative is don't stick your dick in her.


Maybe /biz/ can help you? I got a tip from an user on 4cuck/biz and was going to buy the dip on $MGT today but fucking woke up late and the stock already doubled.

I've also heard the whole 'dividend paying whole live insurance' policy being thrown around a lot, but I honestly couldn't say if it's a good or bad idea.

You need to stay strong in your resolve m8. Start with slowing down on the alcohol, that won't help you get anything you want in life unless you want liver disease

Have you graduated highschool yet? (not being facetious, legitimate question)

All I know about family dynamics is about my dad's brothers.

I was wondering. Went to school with some girls. Oldest sister slutty attention whore, second generically obnoxious, third was a little girl. 3rd is all growed up now, seems quiet, what should that make her? Decent relationship with dad, the rest didn't. Mom was loud and annoying.

I like psychologizing from a distant, let me know what to expect.

You're no better than the commies if you don't start doing those things and have kids. I'm tired of hearing about so called redpilled people who go on about degeneracy and don't do the shit that actually matters. Less time on here and more time applying yourself in real life.

It's not just hypocritical. People who complain about degeneracy but are degenerate themselves and in general are unattractive to other people, to great harm to those who oppose marxism, because they turn people away. You would be amazed at how many people will just magically become inspired to stand up to evil when when they see someone who is "redpilled" , but leads by example and is a shining beacon of light, instead of ones with negative, defeatist tones, and many other turn offs, such as weakness and bad health.

Should I hold my money in savings and wait until the bottom of the next crash to buy up S&P500 mutual funds? Also what's something with higher yields than a savings account that is immune from a crash so that I can quickly sell it and invest it at the crash entry point.

As painful as it is, right now you should hold USD. There is a debt bubble of biblical proportions and that debt is mostly denominated in USD. The scramble for USD when the house comes down will be completely insane.

This is assuming you have an appropriate backup of PM, weaponry and supplies, and have established a hardened home, of course.

3 sounds potentially promising, especially if she has a decent relationship with the dad. Oldest sisters in the last two generations are almost always deeply damaged. You might have to deal with some issues around physical contact with 3, a lot of quiet girls are terrified of it. Thats OK, good actually because it's the natural white tendency towards sexual purity, but it can be hard to deal with.

Is the Dad alright? Annoying mom is a strike, dad better be pretty solid.

Alright, here I goooo. Come soon sweet, sweet crash.

Almost exactly what I saved during the 2000 crash, user.

Good luck.

Is this babbys first statistics?

He's not wrong.

Oh what the hell, I love those early internet style datamining questionnaires.

My life is going pretty sweet. I would say on a scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being the best I'm a solid 8.

I'm earning more money than I've ever earned, I've got more friends than I've ever had, I'm creating "works" that challenges my creativity and excites me. I could be physically more fit, I've got a gut that I've had since forever, and I'm leery of running because I've heard that running without training while you're 230 lbs can risk long term damage to the knees, but I've been making sure to walk pretty much everywhere.

I love being around my friends, learning about people, supporting them and helping them become the best that they want to be. I also really enjoy creating things, the works mentioned previously. I took a long time off from being creative and am now getting back into that mode of crafting stuff that I can be really proud of. It's a bit difficult to show some of these works off, because most other people don't get it, but I'm pleased with it, and I know that some people will. So yay.

My career work job drains my the most, and that's picked up recently as I'm being requested to take on responsibilities that weren't what I was hired for and weren't part of my job description. That's not too big of a deal though, because I look at it as an opportunity to grow, and to be honest the things they're asking me to do are things that I've considered ultimately starting my own business in. So now I'm being paid to learn what I want to do when I eventually leave the company. Additionally, the time I spend with my friends can sometimes be more than I intend to spend. Currently, my most finite resource is time, and both work and friendships are trying to drag as much of that resource away as possible.

My physical state is probably the biggest limiting factor in my life now that I can actually work on (well, until someone invents a time machine). I know that if I got back into doing yoga regularly it'd be an insane boost to my energy levels which would make the challenges that I'm facing with friends and work evaporate.

Self-sustained, owning property, close to the city that I've grown to love, and exploring permaculture.

Just time.

I'm MGTOW, bitches. I don't want no woman. I don't need no woman.

major newfag to economics here… to clarify do you mean physically holding the money, or just keeping it in bank

I think he was alright, decent, don't recall too much. I'm really just trying to get a mental picture to see if any of that dynamic holds up. I only found out who she was recently.

I honestly can't think of a girl I've ever known who had issues with that, even quiet ones. Except a few slutty girls who very occasionally get all offended (and not just playing) when you get grabby. I'm a real masculine guy, that might be part of why it's never been an issue.

That mp4 is even funnier when you know the backstory.

Fucking nice. Thanks for the explanation. All that I knew was that it was some sort of russian gameshow where the woman kept fucking with the guy expecting zero consequences. So look on his face afterwards "Oh, was that wrong?" is priceless.

He failed before he began, tbh

I like holding some physically, but only for emergency. Otherwise, stay under the FDIC limit in multiple bank accounts if necessary. Checking accounts will be hard to haircut for small time deposits.

Negative rates, which are coming, will make it even harder to sit tight. PM is obviously attractive, but transaction costs are gnarly and storage is risky.

I'll add a cherry to that delicious sundae then. According to rumors, based russian found a nice russian girl and they got married. They still don't have a car though.

Well good for him. I'm not exactly a big fan of the ol' marriage contract, but I can see that it was an important goal for him and I'm glad that he got his wish.

All good except for 5. If you are low value then improve yourself rather than be contented wtih scraps.

Single mothers, except widows, are a bad idea. They have literally given birth to a bad decision and raising another man's spawn makes you a cuck.

And what the hell do I do if they are quiet and scared of men?

I may have an opportunity in my midst.

You think I don't know this? Why do you think I made this thread faggot.


Really. Holla Forums has no effect on the outside world. Fucking kek.


1. We all get depressed. This thread has helped at a MINIMUM of 2 depressed anons.

2. My 'bad health' is a result of facing actual, real, combat. By bad health I mean I've fucked up my limbs from serious life-threatening injuries, not that I'm a fucking autist who has wrecked their body by being a fatass and just decided 'muh I can't work out'.

And I'm 'weak' because I ask for a little help here. Would I make it by myself? Sure. I've been doing it for years. But why do that when I can help myself and my fellow Holla Forumsacks with 1 thread? In fact if you read what I wrote you would see it reflects just that, finding strength in our weakness, being resolute in spite of the odds, and finding ways to prevent us from becoming demoralized. Oh, but of course anyone who has any anxiety about winning with the weight of the world on their shoulders and all the chips stacked against them is nothing more than a 'defeatist'.

I suppose I just shouldn't post anything at all about self-improvement right if it could possibly have 'gasp' negative undertones!? I mean obviously it would be terrible to post something that might be of benefit to other Holla Forumsacks here because it's not some e-celeb bullshit thread or spamming cuck porn.

and convince yourself you can never feel depressed/sad, as a result you stagnate. You have no motivation to get better. You just sit there and pretend you're the 'best you can be' and that will be your downfall.

Refrain from posting pictures of renowned leaders. You don't have the right stuff to even begin to compare yourself to someone like Patton you autistic faggot.

All you are doing here is shit-talking someone you don't know for having the balls to admit they're scared of losing. We are ALL scared of losing. Your bs macho shit means nothing to anyone. It is faggots like you who freeze up on the frontlines and can't squeeze a fucking trigger. It is faggots like you who will stagnate and drag us down. It is faggots like you who are really doing the demoralization; the constant 'not good enough' attitude is more cancerous than anything. A good leader leads by recognizing weaknesses in his team and helping to improve those weaknesses, not by bitching at people who have the intelligence to recognize it in themselves.

See
This is your (you)
Now gas yourself.


my sides.

Nice user. I'm happy for you.

Make some white babies tho

Shy girls just need to feel relaxed, they do that by you being relaxed around them.

I have seen a girl at my school, redhead with pure blue eyes, but looks pretty fucking shy in the way she acts- though she is a friend of a friend, this friend being your average sort of "nerdy" girl who isn't shy, but spends most of her time reading or listening to music.

I have no idea how to approach her though, considering I haven't even personally spoken to her yet.

Read Jack Donovan's 'The Way of Man'

the tl;dr: Form a gang.

Not a bix hood gang, but find like minded people. Friends. And make efforts to live in the same apartment building as them. Or the same block. The same neighborhood.

Do things together that involve tactics so you can know how your friend will react to different situations. By tactics I don't mean survival training, though that would qualify. What I mean is to do something more than hang out drinking and watching movies. Go shooting, paintballing, camping. But of utmost importance, do not include or involve women in these outings.

Literally everyone else I ask for advice parrots the same thing
I feel like it's good goy advice

try stalking her for a little, that way you may get first hand information. Do some research about her online.

If you don't mind me asking, OP, what was your injuries?

I'm the civil engineer guy, by the way

Well to be honest, the nigger factor only enables me to get out of my current situation. I'm trying to benefit myself by being around degeneracy and overcoming it. I plan on developing myself physically, and I'm only locked in my neighborhood for 6 more months so I can stack some money and move out of my shit neighborhood and get out of this bullshit that I deal with everyday. I don't interact with my neighbors, I just happen to live around niggers. Me and my 2 roommates are licensed gun owners, so we are okay for the most part.

Just ask her out. You could also say hi and start small talk and ask your mutual friend about her, and your mutual friend might tell her you asked about her, and it might work out that way, but you simply need to take a deep breath, approach, say 'hello' and ask her out somewhere. The park is always nice.

Whatever you do, don't be charlie brown

I could try asking through the friend, it may work, as the friend seems to be the excitable type when it comes to pairing different people together.

I guess I'll actually answer the OP questionnaire now.

Totally disaffected. I'm cruising along at the moment, but at the moment cruising to strife, best case to nothing. Finally freed form secondary schooling I find myself cast into the maw of the university. I get up in the morning and do the bare minimum to get by.
Rather significant transitional period as I said. There are things I enjoy, but it always is overshadowed by the future. I really should be healthy. I'm just shy of 6'2" and 170lbs and breaking out of skeleton mode. Stress has been taking a massive toll. I'm constantly tired both mentally and physically. No work to speak of. I've done a lot of volunteer work in the past, but it seems that very few employers are willing to hire people my age over middle aged mestizos. Helps nothing that I don't have a car. My last romantic relationship ended one year ago today, as a matter of fact. Hit me hard, but I was better off for it. She's gone off the deep end since then. Word is she's genderfluid or some shit like that. I have a fairly close group of male friends, in fact I have something of an alpha male role in that group. I don't know if that reflects well on me, or just poorly on my peer group. Regardless, I'll be at least a hundred miles from any of them at any given time. I have a decent savings account, and my parents are decently well off. They are paying for my college on the condition that I actually go. My spirituality is fairly healthy. I think it's part of what's keeping me together. I almost feel like I should go to seminary. Emotionally I'm just kind of muted. I can remain calm in the face of most stressors, but some things really, forgive me, trigger me to no end. Either getting me angry or mopey.
I like making things- mediocre art (pic related), food, writings, woodworks. Even simple manual task like shoveling manure have a quiet dignity. I like taking in the beauty of the world; either going for a walk in the woods and just sitting on a bench for an hour, or going to an art museum (provided I stay away from the postmodern stuff). Banter and beer with friends is always a good time. I think a lot of them are in a similar place. Perhaps less healthy, I get a lot of joy from spending time on imageboards like this and watching ponies.
It pains me to say it, but, my parents. I feel like every conversation we have could come from "Death of a Salesman." School is next- I explained that in another post.
I feel like a square peg being shoved into a round hole. There are some things that I know that I could do well, and would more or less enjoy, but that is kept from me. All the girls I deal with are worthless. Seems like there is two kinds: blown out slut and retarded penis envy case. This may be naive, but I feel like if I was in the right place everything would be fine.
Own a few acres somewhere and till the earth and raise livestock with a qt wife and three or so children. Barring that, live as a hermit in a cabin somewhere. That's really as far as I get in that regard. I suppose fantastic notions of a fighting in a glorious restoration of the West sometimes cross my mind.
A decent woman and the finance to acquire land and materials. And the impetus to actually carry everything out.

Took a 7.62 to the left shoulder, fucked up my other one later on working a security job; nigger snuck up and hit me with a crow bar.

Still, I think I won that fight what with grinding his face into the pavement for a solid 5 minutes.


I know that feel…

Timing individual stocks is foolish, but it is simple enough to time the broader market as long as you go to cash, rather than trying to short it. I use the monthly MACD of the S&P500 and junk bond funds as a rough gauge, but there are plenty of other indicators.

You just have to be based enough to say "fuck you, cash" when everyone is screaming that cash is always trash.

Yeah no. Don't do that. Man up and ask her in person, asking through her friend will guarantee a yes, but only out of 'muh obligation'. She'll have no respect for you as a man, and secretly think you'd be 'better off' with the friend that set you up.

-t. been there, done that.

Shit, sorry to hear. Combat vet?

Chiraq.

Chicago?

I haven't gone quite that route, but I've been working on improving the little bit of land I've got, for my old age and future children. Then I was frustrated recently, climbed an abandoned structure, and looked across the square mile of land around me owned by people who only care about what they get from the government or leasing it to get-big-or-get-out farmers, and I think that my scale is too minute.

I don't want to work like a nigger until I'm old for big shekels to buy it (even with good management and assuming it won't get inflated into nothing), just to be taxed into oblivion in perpetuity or play the same game as everyone else. But I want to leave more behind. There is SO much potential.

It just won't stop rattling in my head.


One thing I learned from my own circle of friends in the past, is that if they won't take the redpill in some area that shows that they can accept reality, give them a minor shot or two, and then dump them. Life is to short to have 'friends' who make little jabs about you being crazy or extreme because they want to think the media wouldn't lie to them, women won't manipulate them, the marxists are well meaning, the government has their best interests at heart. Note, all those friends wanted to do was work, waste money, drink, and watch tv.

Seconded. With a different group of guys who had some quality, this would fuck things up regularly. This was a while back, so no one was saying it at the time but ebil ol' mysognists.


Are women ever really scared of men? All I ever can tell is interest or lack.

I know two, however one I know for sure posts on 4/pol/, while the other is said to by a friend of his, and very well may, as according to him they had a bet where whoever had sex first would get 50$ from the other, but I didn't ask whether that was made before he became redpilled or afterwards (it wasn't too long ago we're all underageb&). He also claims to be Christian and a NatSoc. The first-mentioned is always around tumblrites/redditors who supposedly hate SJWs I don't fucking know how that works since I keep away from them, and has apparently befriended a nu-male faggot pretty sure he's literal, I guess because they're into RPGs. I don't know where his politics lay, but he recognizes the Jewish threat and is racist, yet he (and this is going off observations…) asked some spic-Jew honestly, I can't tell what she is who he thought was "into him" out (I thought he was dating her and others thought so too, but I guess not; I can't help but eavesdrop, since people don't know how to whisper unless told to be quiet by their superiors), and was turned down. I know of two others that frequent 4cuck, but one is a "Christian" horsefucker that often would fuck with the aforementioned group (he was part Jewish, a sexist, and a borderline racist, but he moved schools a few months ago) and the other is an /int/ernational and a Mexican in it for the memes.

Most of the ones I used to stay with were unable to handle unorthodox opinions, despite seeming intelligent I never really considered them too intelligent, nor as friends, but as "acquaintances that don't give me a headache, and so I moved away from them. The smartest ones tend to be into (good) vidya, and although they're somewhat degenerate (junk food, fat, some probably masturbate, consumes too much creates too little, etc.) and are (most likely) borderline Aspies to be honest, I probably have mild-Asperger's as well. Unfortunately, most of my friends go to different schools and are too busy to e-mail, and the Aspies are either too busy playing video games to follow the Path of Light or aren't going to change their lifestyle even if they know it's wrong.

What's really pulling at me right now is the fact that 8/pol/ now feels half as bad as 4/pol/, instead of being a million times better as it was.

Sorry for the blogpost, but it really hurts being alone.