Degenerate here. I am basically a sick, depraved, person of low virtue. I have unlike most degenerates struggled intensely to overcome my shitty genetics. In the end it doesn't matter how much you lift and that you spent an entire fucking decade on self-improvement; I am still garbage at the end of this all. The lesson I have gained from this? That your own nature is too fucking strong to overcome through mere persistence and great determination. Genetics matter so fucking much. That is why I will support fascism, eugenics, National Socialism, and all other Holla Forums ideals even while I have given up hope on ever having children or embodying any of the ideals I have loved and admired so much. It appears hypocritical – but like some men who smoke, they too will tell you not to do it, and not to get started; even as they continue to do it. It's such a mindfuck and it makes you question them. Yet really, honestly, you should listen.
Some of you in here might be young degenerates or some of you might be thinking of starting on the path of degeneracy.
DON'T.
Fight it now; undo whatever damage has already been done and if you haven't started DO NOT FUCKING START. Degeneracy is NOT cool. It MAKES YOU SICK AND DISGUSTING. Stay away from people that will keep influencing you to be degenerate (if you can) and look hard to find and surround yourself with people that are not degenerates.
Me; I am completely, COMPLETELY, surrounded by degenerates. I am also almost completely alone in the desire to NOT be degenerate and of the few that have the desire the too are too fucking weak, too broken like me, usually for the same reason; where I live it's a cesspool of degeneracy. A sodom and gomorrah. There's no hope for anyone here.
Soon the whole world will be like this. If you are blessed to live somewhere that even 2% of the population is not degenerate and you can find people your own age to be around that will share your ideals and work towards health, prosperity, purification, love, etc. CHERISH IT AND MAKE THE MOST OF IT.
The world needs fascism and I am ready to fucking DIE to make way for a better world even though I'm a disgusting broken subhuman myself that nobody takes seriously and no woman will ever love.
The only redeeming thing about me is that I hate myself intensely. I hate what I am. I LOVE the aryan ideal; and I can not stand being so far from it. Let me kill and kill and kill, I will make my hands dirty with blood, to create a new order of white supremacism. When the work is done I will voluntarily submit myself to execution or exile into a desolate place, happy in the knowledge the best of the white race will live on, and people the world with a new kind of man; a man who is far stronger than I. I will give way to this new man. I will not pollute this world with my inferior, disgusting degeneracy any longer.
For now though I wait… I wait for the Day Of The Rope. Please tell me brothers that it will be soon. Every day I train myself still and wait. It has been so long and I am ready to do my part. I probably won't live long with all the problems I have; but maybe I can endure a decade more maybe even two. It has to come soon though.
I know degeneracy very well, and you should too, it is everything opposite of virtue.