Transistence

So, primarily I am attracted to girls. I have a girlfriend, whom I love dearly and want to spend my forseeable future with. There's just one thing, I'm not gay, or at least I tell myself I'm not, but I find trans girls incredibly attractive. I hate the whiny bullshit some trans people propagate online, but "girls with dicks" are incredibly fucking hot and… I want to sleep with one, this has been on my mind for at least a year and it's starting to depress me. Hermaphrodites drive me even more crazy. Shit's perverse.

I even wanted to be a trans girl at one point, and my girlfriend sort of found out about it but I just told her it was a joke I used to do with friends because we used to prank people, made me feel like shit etc. I know she'd love me anyway, but hell. She has OCD and had an attack over accepting me the way I am and one day she asked if she could do makeup on me for fun and do my hair and I thought it was just a laugh, and she did it, but later confessed to me she compulsed to do it because she wanted to accept I was trans, even though I told her I didn't want to be.

I even bought a super cute blonde and pink harajuku wig from Amazon.

Other than that… Mental illness/trap/femboy, etc. thread general. I need to talk to someone. Thanks x

you're a fucking degenerate.

Thanks for your constructive help.

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Everything's cool op, everyone's a bit strange. Take me for example, I spend my time talking to pedophiles and stupid kids on the internet. At least you're getting a perverted sexual kick out of what you're into, I just want to kill myself (and everyone else).

Hey… Don't say that, man. The guilt I have after it is fucking sickening. I used to fap with people on Omegle too but it got too much and I broke down. I keep wanting to cheat as well, but I love my girlfriend so fucking much. Tried really hard to find someone to cheat with but, kind of alienated my friends in doing so. Don't top yourself bro there's more to live for, for anyone.

I'm just fucking around, I get a kick out of coming here and taking the piss. seriously, don't feel guilty about anything and try and stop giving a fuck. Get your kicks where you find them and don't let people make you feel shit, do you want to be a bitch or do you want to be alpha?

I really don't think that you are a degenerate OP. I think you are a little confused, there is nothing wrong with being interested in trans good looking chicks, and if you wanna dress up like one go for it, you aren't hurting anyone. It's not that perverted at all, maybe you should just accept the fact you are just gonna like what you are gonna like, and if your girlfriend can't accept it, maybe she isn't the right person for you. Good luck! :)

Your a fucking faggot

You're right. I take too much shit personally also.

But we're perfect for eachother in pretty much every other aspect. I'll have to start acting and stop overthinking. Thanks for that.

Thanks for the constructive feedback you penis.

Everyone should be able to wear skirts and other feminine clothes if they so want.
Skirts are love

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Not op, but if i had a gf i would let her put make up on me and dress me up in girls clothes, because that's what i want.

and you're a nigger but you don't see us shouting it out m8.

and yeah you should just stop overthinking everything, I got my own fetishes man, and some of them aren't pretty, just put it into perspective. I am sure half of the people in this thread are secretly wanking to the idea of you in a wig and skirt, fuck em. Just be you :3

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It was cute… she really enjoyed it.. She likes to dominate me and stuff too, so I don't know what's going on in her head too…

I don't want to be dominated, but i do want to crossdress.

Yeah, fair point. I have more, some I won't say, too embarrassing/weird. I'm not hurting anyone, yeah, time to just say fuck it. thanks x

Same kinda shit here man. Worst is theres some hypno shit online thats addictive and messes with your mind. You can find good hypno stuff that destroys the sissy urge and makes you feel more masculine so u could try that

TMI but… she loves to finger ME X)

i'm sure of that.

yeah dude for sure. Sexuality is *supposed* to be fun. Or else why the fuck are you even doing it? Unless you plan on either leaving your girlfriend or not having sex ever again, that shit is gonna get boring. And boredom leads to all sorts of things, so just have a good time for you.

That's a good idea. Manipulative online personalities can suck you in too. I've been being more mindful recently, call me a fag but I got some cute colouring books, I've been meditating and listening to binaural beats to help stay focused. I even looked at some CBT therapy stuff, it is helping.

Yeah, I suppose you're right

for sure. I was super timid about all of my shit with my boyfriend at first, but as soon as you actually have an open conversation it becomes a lot easier. We have been together for almost a year, and maaaaaaaaaaan that shit gets so fun. I am sure she would understand if she loves you, which you sure seem to love her! :) so I am sure it will all work out fine.

Thanks for your positivity and helpful replies, I'm going to do it :)

Yaaaaaaaaaay! :p do it do it.

Yes goy! traps are good

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I'm not a trap, i just want to wear girls clothes.

Hey man.
I know how you feel.

I went through a phase in my last year of college where I thought I was trans.

I know I'm not now, but I still see the same therapist I saw when I was dealing with it, but I'm too much of a bitch to admit that I was wrong to them when they've known me for over 2 years.

So hey, hi, yeah, femininity is hot. Makeup is fun. It's ok.

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that shit is the worst. I'm addicted to it to the point where the 3 videos you can find that have "reverse hypno" to turn you straight again are just too boring and not arousing enough to have an effect. fucking hell. If Emperor Hypnos made a reverse sissy hypno I'd be free

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Confusing being a redditor for just being literate. Never been on that site. I'm not that gay.

Man, do what you want in the bedroom but FFS, call a spade a spade…

What orientation would you say i would be if as an example i would like to want to be more girly and wear female clothes as much as possible and look and act like one?

So you'd rather date a dyke with blue hair land whale and arm pit hair? Or a feminine TS. I've only slept with females but I'd fuck a TS like bailey jay or mia maffia xxx . To indulge in a fetish is normal like people into pissing and bdsm which some of the right wing /pol complaining about muhh degenerates are into . but for someone to date a TS or a man full time is bi or gay.unless your broadcast it to close friends or family it's not gonna ruin your reputation.

A woman because I'm not fucking gay. A blue haired 'dyke' is more feminine than a tranny will ever be. Why? Because vagina.

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It's like your being accused of being gay… I work with some ugly ass women. Have you seen a. Female to male TS with a beard like buck angel? It's a genetic women but has airport hair etc etc Men are attracted to feminity, the guys that say oh shit I only watch lesbian porn because straight porn has dicks. Doesn't mean your living a gay lifestyle the same thing if you do bdsm or age play,because of what you do once or a few times . bl a fetish… someone driving a f1 car on a track day is not a pro.. but if you regularly date men or TS then you are gay or bi.

You're gay.

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Just kill yourself OP. I'm not even kiding. You will never be happy, you will never find true happyness. You will never, like says, get your kicks the way you want.
You are miserable, I know that. Deep down, you are miserable. Don't worry, it only gets worse, and one day you'll realize it's time, you have to end it.
At least when you're gone they will all miss you, and realize how much they needed you.

Just indulge your fetish and if your gf doesn't like it fuck it, you'll find a straight or bi women that does eventually, or just date TS if your into that. I would fuck one for a fetish like I'd try bdsm or some shit but living the full lifestyle nope.

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Edgy people or teens on here are quick to say faggg but if it's another fetish bdsm , candles, interracial shit isn't said unless it's /pol saying cuck or nigger lover, I think fuck it if people want to get their fetish fucking TS or seeing their girl get gangbanging that's ok. Just don't expect to get married unless they are freaky. Hoes aren't wifeys

OP here. I love my girlfriend very much and adventurous as she is, she's very traditional. Very much wife material. Beautiful, too. I struck gold when I found her.

My interest in trans girls is out of the ordinary, random, like some twisted fantasy. I wouldn't want a relationship with one. Just one to go out for nights out with and fuck and stuff like that. Like a kinky secret. I don't know. I'm clearly a degenerate for being imaginative. We all have fantasies and I bet half the people here saying faggot have actually had a homo experience or thought - not to say the two are the same, but both count! Xo

I don't know what is up with me. I'm monogamous even though I watch porn, temptations too great… But I'd never do anything truly unfaithful. I just keep playing with these ideas…

You're probably a bit bisexual. Not really a big deal.

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