Stalker San

That's weird… I checked his messages and it's like I never sent him anything.
He didn't even block me. Just nothing.

Have a bump friendo. Always appreciate your contributions

Holy shit, he's less than 1 km away.

He's getting closer. The fuck?

I left the house and am now looking for him on foot

Fuck he logged out. But at least i might know where he was.

I think I figured out why my messages were gone: He can ignore those who approach him. That erases the messages they sent to him.
If he doesn't do that, I cannot send another message, which is what happened when I sent him again, meaning he's choosing to ignore me without actually hitting the button for it, which is even worse.

Now I cannot send another message unless I hit the button myself for him, which raises suspicion about me logging into his account, or unless I make another account, which makes me look desperate.
If I make another, I have to tell him in the first message that I'm from the same uni, which would make him cautious of me, as he might think I'm another student suspicious of him being a homo trying to trap him or some such.

This is an awful situation.

If he was close, then I have to keep an eye on the app; it means he's going home now and he might open it again when he's home.

does anyone have archived old thread or can say me some tl;dr?

How much do you not know? First time in my threads?

I don't know anything, i wasn't on Holla Forums for some time. Last stalker thread I remember is that some guy was happy af because the person he stalked went to same state like him for erazmus or some other exchange student program, but it was months ago

Oh fuck, things changed.
He went to the exchange program office and got a different uni in a different state. It's official now.
Our friendship deteriorated then things became better, but not like before.
Everything headed south when I got a call from him telling me he doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I couldn't eat for a day.
During that period when things were bad, I bought a GPS tracker and put it on his car then stopped. He also blocked me on Snap. I also got him a gift when things started getting better.
We went to a nearby country together with my close friend, whom I call T and found out that he was bisexual as well, we went to a club there and it was the first time for us all. I was the first to get hit on by girls and to dance with them, and I danced with them in front of him and on the dance floor, which probably changed the way he sees me. First time I ever touched a female that way. T also danced with some girls, but C (that's what I call the guy I'm stalking) didn't. I didn't like it there; every time I danced with a girl, all I could think of was C. Didn't even get a boner for any of them.
I only knew that he was into guys for sure only recently (after two fucking years) by getting his email password, then stumbling upon an email he sent out to close friends and family that included some of his accounts and their passwords, enabling me to log into his other accounts, and logging into this dating site he's on, and there I found ass and dick pics of his in his chats.
I started fapping for the first time in my life only recently during finals and it was to his pics.
After he left uni, I stayed about a week, got into his room through the window, fapped on his bed a few times, then swapped the pillow and took it with me home.

This whole thing was an emotional roller-coaster for me.

And for some reason I always got bad news on wednesdays. This made me hate wednesdays.

I wonder why he was close to my place in the middle of the night?

Up

I fucked up.
I logged into his account, which made my messega seen, meaning it's not highlighted anymore.
I deleted the chat and my account, then made another one with the same info and sent again.

you sure did come trough a lot. Stalking is draining lot's of mental power, make sure to not end up in hospital because of that. I used to stalk somebody some time ago, I am glad I stopped.

good approach.

btw, do you even sleep?

I know how draining it is. But I can take it.

I sleep through the day.

The app started showing me how far he was last time (which was last night), and I was outside the house when this happened.
Now I have a rough idea of where he was.
Although he was west of my house, last night when I started walking west, the distance became greater, which is weird.

Well nigger he doesn't know it's you in the first palce, right? You can just set up a diffe- yeah 👌 conspicuous as fuck.

Aw shit, I was in the previous and read the one before that but didn't even know that.
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Now that you are back in your home town, shouldn't you just stop fucking around and tell him you like him?
Or tell him that account you're using on the app is you?

Also

Come at me bro.

I found out he's into guys by logging into his accounts and invading his privacy.
That's something he needs to keep a secret in this country.
The current situation is that he doesn't know I'm bi, and he thinks I don't know he's bi, so he thinks that I might still think there's a possibility he's straight, and that gives him the ability to deny he is bi, and it also doesn't make sense since someone who doesn't know you're bi is putting themselves at risk by revealing that when they have no guarantee that you are.
So me coming directly at him and openly telling him means I already knew he was bi, or that I'm just crazy and don't give a shit. In case of the latter, he'll simply deny to get rid of me, and in the former, that means I'll have to reveal that I knew he is bi beforehand, and I did that by invading his privacy, which would ruin everything if that gets out.

BUT, coming at him anonymously means I wasn't sure if he is bi, and that this was a hail Mary to see if he is. If it works, this means to him that I only knew for sure when he revealed to me himself, not by other means.

You said something about his mannerisms and that he dresses cute and shit, no? So you could say you got a vibe?

But I guess if you're planning to tell him that you did kinda suspect but made sure anonymously, that works.
Less bold, but I forgot it probably makes more sense in your context.

How many people are there in your town btw? Give or take.
Oh scratch that, a city, I guess too many. You know, what I had in mind is, if it were like 💯0 people, that's maybe 50 gay people, 25 of that guys, so you could kinda plausibly say you took a decent guess based on your own intuition / knowing him and the info he (presumably) provided.in the app (age? height? he must have shared something no?).

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Yes, but T said that it's possible he's straight but only grew up to be like that because of growing up with sisters/without his father.

He did say he's looking for men on the app, but he recently changed that to women. I only made these two accounts yesterday/today.
If I say something like "I matched with you on my original account (not these, of course) and saw your profile", that would mean I had an original account with my own personal details in it. If I cannot show that, then it means I was lying. Not good.
But what I could do is say something like "I saw this app on your phone and searched it up, found out it was a dating app, then looked you up on it", which seems more plausible.

Is snap not working for anybody else?

I think he just said "eat shit".
I don't think this whole anonumous thing is panning out.

According to T, that was actually "eat shit".
I think I'm gonna have to prove it to him.

😂 👌 💯

shut up you fucking faggot
hang yourself asap

Prove what?

Smh. Take ALL the seats…

Don't worry bby. I'm well hung.

He's leaving for two weeks. Plenty of time to plan.

That I'm serious (not trying to trap him) or that I am someone from his life IRL.

Welp. Blocked.

Dad didn't die yet. Hope he lasts just a bit longer, like a month or something.

C is gone again.

I think I'm gonna try to hook up with fags here. Get some experience. Don't know if I'll even get a boner, but I gotta try.

Might be reasonable. Just don't get yourself hanged or something.

It's all on Snap.
Secure and authorities can't intercept it, pics and vids get erased after a while or when viewed, no fags show their faces on it, they also require proof that you're serious and trust-worthy, like a time-stamped dick pic.

Well that's not that great of a proof, but alright.

They also require face pics.

Well I guess that's soemthing.
I didn't quite get what happened with C. He blocked you? Perhaps because he saw you move in his direction?
Also, he doesn't know where you live, right? Even thoguh you do know where he does.

I think it was much sillier than that.
The app shows your last location if you're online but don't have GPS on. Perhaps I had GPS on when I logged into his account once, and it kept showing me where I was last time, not him.
But the weird thing is that the distance kept changing even if I didn't change my position.

We both have a general idea of where the other lives, but not the actual addresses.

We're on two different ends of the city.

What a riveting talenf love to rival evem romeo and juliet

Insert unamused cat.jpg here
I dont even like romeo amd juliet

Hm. Just adds to the plausibility of you pretending you took a lucky guess it was him, if you wanted to. But I guess you may as well use the same logic while sticking to your plan.

I'm gonna profile his matches, see if I can actually get matched with him.

I sent him a regular messega as myself on Whats and he didn't respond. The fuck?

wee

Go up

Just so you know how crazy I am:
One time last year I wanted to know what car he drove, so I followed him after an exam. He rode inside a Hyundai in the back seat. Obviously a friend's car. I couldn't make out what the make was or the license plate since it was at night (except I caught a letter), but I took a candid video of it. It was quite blurry, but I took the clearest shot I could get of it and posted it on /baph/ to get help on the make. And they came through.
So what did I do? I searched every parking building and lot near student housing on foot after midnight. I don't have a car, not even a bike. The buildings have 4 floors each and they're quite hot even at night. Don't know if it was in one night or more, but I found out that in the entire university there wasn't a single car of that make. After I was done and gave up, I came back to my room, and on the way I passed by the parking lot closest to my dorm building, one I haven't searched. And there it was. With that letter in the license plate. I took pics of it, and it matched with the video I had.

Next exam I followed him again since that wasn't his car, and this time he was alone, so he obviously came by his own car. I didn't see him get into the car or in it since it was night time, but I believed that was it. I caught a few letters of the license plate.
Again, I searched parking buildings, but this time I had an idea of where it might be. I didn't have a video to compare it to, but I knew he had an exam the next day. Since I wasn't sue of the car I saw, my idea was to search the building, record myself reading off license plates of ALL THE CARS, go the next day to the parking lot of the exam, read off ALL the LICENSE PLATES, write down the two lists and compare them.
Half-way through the building and I stop dead in my tracks, because there's the car I saw with the same letters and model. I go to inspect it, and it's a company car registered to his brother. That's how I finally found out what car he had.

Half a year later and there I am in class with him, asking me if I'd like to go donate blood with him, and I say yes.
We go back to the dorms, and we ride in his car. That moment felt like a victory to me.

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downboating this thread

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pew pew

I'm lasting 2:45 on average now.
Is that good or bad?

It's quite quick in my opinion.
Hey I think that that was one of the things people attributed to masturbation, that it's a preparation for actual sex, that it helps you learn about your body and also how to last longer.

So how can I last longer?

Idk man, learn restraint. Fap; edge; repeat until you can't hold it any longer.

What will you do if he ever finds out you're stalking him this hard?

He will never find out.

Pretty confident about it, huh?

I would have to do a major fuck up for that to happen.
People here don't snoop in other peoples' businesses, so I doubt he'd find out by looking into my laptop.

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Yeah, I'm the exception.
You got three bisexuals who know each other, and none knew about the other being so until I butted in.

You ever fuck the one you're not stalking OP?

God, no.
He's a top, not a bottom.
Nothing cute about him.

up

The episode "Argentina" in Dexter was very relatable.

No interest in having someone toss your salad or play you a rusty trombone? Nor to dig around your treasure cove?

was obviously a reference to
But really, just bump.

I don't know if I'd like taking it up the ass, honestly.
Just might try it with the right person.

Well that's what your fingers are for. Plus dildos but in your situation that's out of the question.

But I guess a more realistic question: been working on this?

How do I clean my asshole before I put my fingers in?

Tried. Not working for me.
I don't know how to control it.

My right hand gets numb every time I'm about to cum… even though I fap with my left.

What do you mean? It's not about controlling when you cum, it's about just controlling when you stop fapping.
Get on the brink of cumming, then just stop. If you can't stop yourself at that moment because you're too horny, try stopping a little bit earlier.

Some people use PET bottles with like a nozzle thing, I think. Perhaps like pic related. Me, I just use a shower hose.
There's a section on cleaning out: anexperimentintruth.blogspot.cz/2012/01/bottoming-101.html
But I'm not even sure if you want to be putting fingers too deep yet tbh. Like one or maybe one and a half digit deep might be a good start. So you might as well just use your fingers and soapy water while in the shower to clean out, then play with your butt later when you get out.

But if I stop then I go limp.
Even if I didn't go limp, my shoulder also starts to get tired.

Really? Like, within a few seconds? Sounds strange. You do watch porn or something while doing it, right?

Yup, I do watch porn. Still pictures, actually.

Huh, odd. Idk there should be some way not to cum and yet keep your cock hard. Maybe squeezing it or something. In any case if you only started fapping a few weeks ago, I guess it's very likely your endurance will improve with time.
But what you could still do, maybe, is just let your cock go limp and start again.

Anyway, any news on C?

Still out of the country.

Fair enough, but you know, something could still happen in the Internet world and such.

Yeah, he posted a pic.

Also, I fucked up.
I logged into his dating account while my location was on, so now it shows his account as being here instead of where he is.
I know him well enough to know he wouldn't fall for the "it must be some bug with the app". I hoped that that was what he would think when Snapchat kept signing him out of his account (because I was logging in), but he caught on after two log ins of mine and changed his password. I did it a shitton of times with T before I was the one who fucked up by opening a Snap someone sent to him, which made him change his password.
The only way C won't see that his location on the dating app has changed would be if he has it on so it would update it for him before he can even see.

I did a very nerdy thing just now.

I couldn't choose between fapping to C or to yaoi pics, so I decided to do a random number generation.

I picked a modulo prime, 19, looked up its primitive roots on Wikipedia and chose 13, chose an arbitrary number, 6, raised 13 to 6, took the result mod 19, and decided on what to fap to based on the parity of the number. Odd -> C, even -> yaoi.
It was odd.

Opened a few pics then switched to yaoi because that was what I was subconsciously hoping for, couldn't get it up so I switched back to C.

I was playing an online game, and the connection was shit, so I stopped and started watching my old replays.
I noticed the date on one replay: December 31st 2015 1:50 PM.
That's the day of my last final of the first semester this school year, which was in the morning, and it was the end of my best semester.
At 1:50 I was probably playing my last game before meeting up with C at his room. We had a flight together at 4.

As I watched this replay, I began to remember some moments in the game, and the game started pulling me in and taking me back to that day, making me remember how I was at the highest peak of happiness I've been in my life, how everything was perfect, how I felt like everything going up and for the better from now on. Nothing could prepare me for the depressing life I was going to have the next semester, for the changes I would make to myself to the point I'm unrecognizable as the person I used to be, for the plummeting GPA I would get, for the way things with C would go, for the amount of loneliness I would feel, or how low I would sink.

Then I stopped and looked away from the replay and at my surroundings for a moment. And for that moment, for that brief window in time, I didn't know where I was or what day it is. My mind subconsciously asked "where am I? What am I doing here?". And when that moment was over, I remembered, and the wave of depressing reality washed over me back again.

We lost in that replay. I didn't see any exciting moments. We even lost in the end because of me. I don't know why I saved it, but I think I'm glad I did.

Well that might be plenty fucked up, because then he will know the whereabouts and be suspicious should you ever tell him where exactly you live.

I don't quite know that feel. But I did make an overly complicated fap roulette based on divisibility (obviously included prime numbers) and shit, so close enough.

I guess that comes with the territory of being obsessed with someone alone. All the more when it's to the extent you are.

I'm still wondering if it weren't better for you to just come clean (not about everything ofc). If he rejects you, you'll suffer like an animal for a few weeks or possibly months but eventually be fine. This way you're just digging yourself in a deeper hole should it not work out, which I am sure you realize is quite likely.

Hang in there, stalker-san, even though there is no end to the suffering, things might get slightly less shitty some day. They probably won't, though.

I actually raised my GPA the first semester I started stalking. The next one was my best ever. The one after that (this last one) was the complete opposite.

I want to change his idea of who I am before I do that.

You mean lead him off your track, making sure he doesn't know who's been stalking him, or the idea of who you you are, the guy he knows.
If the latter, how do you mean it? Do you have an image of yourself in your head that you want him to have in his?

Yeah, this one.
People don't just hook up with anyone. They'd like others to have things in them like being witty, funny, smart, outgoing, and so on.
Even if you're liked by your crush, that doesn't mean they'd want to date you, you know, friendzone and whatnot. Even if I came clean and didn't admit I already knew he's bi, he'd deny it just to reject me.

I think I changed his idea of me a bit that night at the club, but it's not enough.

boom

Trying to get to him through the dating app might prove to be difficult.
There are times where he initiated the conversation then never followed up. He also seems to only talk to those with clear face pics, so anonymity might not really work.
Not many people initiate a conversation with him, so I cannot tell how best to approach him.

Just… fuck.

wew

Kind of a dick move tbh.

Admit in your first message that you're not using real face for safety's sake?
If it's because he wants reference to what this or that guy looks like, you could always try finding a similar one?

Lol

(just to keep thread afloat)

whip

The problem is he might not even try to hear me out.
I can only send one or two messages when initiating a conversation. After that, the app forces me to wait for a reply.

I just noticed something: The way I called C here.
When I first started, I called him my "stalking target" or simply my "target".
This year, I shifted away from that and started calling him "him" (italicized pronouns), because we started becoming friends.
And finally, I gave him the nickname "C" a few months back.

I don't like giving names/nicknames to people or things, not even pets, not even the legendary Pokemon I used to capture. I used to call our cat "the cat" and hated the name my mother gave it.

I suppose I never got attached enough to anything/anyone to give it/them a name/nickname.

This is a first.

page 12, really? come on

Woop

So how've you been, OP?
How's your fapping endurance going on?
Any experimentation going on in the anal area?
Done anything interesting non-stalking related recently?

thank fam

Fapped for 8:30 minutes today. I guess I'm getting the hang of this "edging".
Nothing anal so far.
Nothing non-stalking, other than hanging out with T. C is still out of the country and there has been no digital foot prints recently.

Yeah that's an improvement. Did the release feel better? (also edging is a fairly common word for it, no need for quote marks)
Hey that's nice too, no?

Yeah, staying away from my family even for a few hours is nice.

You'd know that better than I, obviously. I just meant that it's nice to have IRL company to keep you occupied.

When I logged into T's Facebook back then, I saw him messaging someone who looked like a hardcore fag. From what I gathered, they went to school together. There wasn't anything solid pointing to them having anything going on.

Anyways, today while I was hanging out with T at this market, we came across someone. I looked at him, and he looked familiar to me. Then suddenly T turns to this guy and says hi, and then I realized that this was the fag I saw T chat with. He talked and looked as faggy as he chatted, and then while T was saying hi to this guy's friends, he touched T in a very suggestive way from the waist.

After we left, I asked him if there is anything going on, and he denied it even though I pointed out the way the guy touched him. I believe him, though.

It's a strange feeling seeing someone you've only known about online or on social media IRL, especially when you've known about them through underhanded means. Even stranger when you meet them and shake hands with them. It's that same feeling I felt when I first met C's best friend. You gotta act like you've never seen them in your life when you know all about them.

wew

Could be that the other guy is trying to seduce T?
It's weird though if being openly gay can cause you so much trouble. Is he a rich, powerful cunt (or son of)?

No idea. Maybe that's just how he acts around everyone.
Doubt it.
Acting openly gay doesn't get you in trouble. But admitting so or getting caught in the act does.

Ganbatte, stalker-san. You're one of the few threads I browse in this shithole, even if I do hate fags.

Fucking normalfags.

Yeah I mean, it could get people on your trail. I would think that's asking for it.

There were these two fags in my highschool that were always together. They had effeminate mannerisms and looks and everything. But they never got in trouble for it, because there was nothing to prove that there was anything wrong going on.

Thanks. It's heartwarming to know that I'm sort of liked, even by an anonymous person, especially after the shit I've been through this past semester.

I'm lasting longer and longer. I've had 11, 8, 9, and 7 minute long fap sessions.
These longer sessions are requiring me to use more lube (hair oil), having to use up to 3 or 4 more re-lubes.

I fap in the shower, and the oil/cum mixtures that puddle up are quite slippery. Even though I try to wash them away, the spots remain slippery.
I hope someone from my family slips on my cum and dies. Preferably my mother.

Hot

bro that's nothing. I jack off for hours at a time without lube. Went from 10 PM to 4 AM last night jacking off while playing STALKER SOC.

I suppose not fapping since birth and for years after puberty and adulthood makes you cum real fast.
But at least I'm climbing up, even when I'm trying to finish up faster.

Don't listen to this guy

11 minutes is very normal, maybe even a little slower than most.

Edging for 6 hours and then blowing is amazing. Try it some time.

I never said that it didn't feel good.
I'm just saying that most people don't jack off for that long.

normalfags you mean

Watching Dexter, I just noticed something: The psychopaths are clustering around Dexter. Hannah his lover, and Zack his apprentice.
He recognized they were psychopaths even though they were hiding it and stalked and vetted them to make sure they really were like him.
He opened up to Hannah and she knows he's a killer. Now they're both close to him.

Sounds familiar? Guy finds out two people are like him and stalks/vets them and finds proof of that and opens up about it, and they're both close to him.

If I'm gonna get C, I have to be a normalfag. I'm too weird for his liking. I can't risk doing something out of the ordinary and having myself dragged too far into it. It's happened to me a shitton of times.
I don't browse Holla Forums anymore, save for my own thread. I have no idea what's going on out there in the catalog and the rest of the boards.

Just fucking kys and shut the Fuck up you pathetic no balls faggot. Move on. Or kys.

kys? The fuck is that?

Kill
Your
Self

The thought has crossed my mind.

I honestly can't wait until you finally kill him and make a "C" suit you can wear around the house.

Whenever you feel pathetic, think about the dumnbasses like myself and this idiotic cunt that even give your thread attention. Now that's pathetic.

Go get him, tyger. Follow your dreams.

Wow.

This is my first thread of yours, OP, I feel like I've tuned into a TV show on the 3rd season.

But I have a question, you mentioned you obtained multiple passwords of C's (and T's too, if I remember). How did you get them?

Wow.

This is my first thread of yours, OP, I feel like I've tuned into a TV show on the 3rd season.

But I have a question, you mentioned you obtained multiple passwords of C's (and T's too, if I remember). How did you get them?>>5860204

Yeah that's normal. It also forms these weird globs if you leave it in the water.

Well now you're being edgy.

Otherwise, 10 minutes is okay. I'd still support the other user in recommending that you try to go further, but I guess if you need to be using lots of lube already, it's impractical.

Quitting the stalking and letting go would probably go a long way towards that tbh.

I wrote a keylogger program and put it on my own laptop.
I asked both for something which required them to log into their uni accounts and had them log in from my laptop.
From there I guessed T's passwords from the one he typed, and C I found his in an email he sent from his student email.
I already knew C's emails so logging into some of them was easy. From there I found out about the dating site and him being a bottom.

I'm not being edgy. You might think that I actually love my family and am temporarily mad at them, but it's not that way. I hate them and always have. I never felt real love because I never got it from them. All they do all the time is try to find reasons to fight and argue. When my dad got cancer I felt nothing for him. When my parents got divorced I went back to what I was doing like nothing happened. When my brother was jailed I didn't care.
I've had crushes on some girls in the past, but that wasn't love; I only felt love when I got to know C.
Did you think an anti social guy turned stalker faggot didn't have his own family issues?

Well, I didn't think that. Just wasn't aware you've hated them all your life.
Even then, that's still miles away from actually wanting someone to die. Hopefully you are wrong about yourself. Not saying you should feel guilty or sad if anything should happen to them or shit, I'm just saying. Vengeful and schadenfroh feelings are disgusting.

Fair point.

Also, I'm transitioning to the 4th season.