I tried articulating my homebrew NazBol ideology to someone IRL and realized part way through that I was coming off like a raving lunatic. I think I've been huffing too deep on the ideology fumes to make sense to normal people.
Do you guys have any books that can help me detox from third-position and get back to conventional reality?
Just stick to economics and talk like Wolff and you'll pass off as normal enough to even normie grandpas
Have you considered that maybe you are?
I don't think so bucko
The economics is fairly straight-forward. The problems started coming up when I said the family unit should be broken up and everyone should be raised communally by the state. To me this sounds great but the other person looked at me like this was absolutely demented.
Well it's really subjective isn't it. I mean part of the realization was when I noticed that what other people are saying about politics doesn't make any sense to me but they seem to understand each other perfectly.
Like I'm at a point where I'm on a wavelength that doesn't compute to anyone but other weirdos on the internet. But the reverse is also true.
Yeah that's why the first part of my advice was "stick to economics". Social ideals derive from economic realities anyway
Much more theory exists about anti-capitalist economic systems than anti-nuclear family systems. Stick with economics and wait for some autistic professor to come up with a coherent future family structure.
Yeah but NazBol is no ordinary anti-capitalist economic system.
If you're talking to normies they won't perceive or care about the differences, except to make you seem weirder to them
That's what I'm worried about.
I want off this ride. I want to go back to being a bluepilled normie who thinks Bernie Sanders is the most radical shit ever. Like what books can I read to help me unlearn what I've learned?
Or failing that where can I make friends with other NazBols so I can just spend my life with them and not be lonely.
Go back to regular marxism and hide your power level IRL always unless you're with another radical
That's a start.
I should also mention I live in the UK where getting shitfaced is the only social activity. So hiding my power level is difficult, it's only a matter of time before I can't stop myself.
If you live in the UK why would Bernie be your benchmark for a leftist in the first place?
Because on the internet I'm used to using American cultural reference points in my posts on the understanding that everyone from every country will understand.
This board is more european and less american than average
If the average person is making statements that are utter bullshit but everyone else only knows bullshit, that doesn't make them right.
Yeah but we all are somewhat familiar with American culture despite coming from different countries.
I dunno, I've never really thought about it. I just operate on the assumption that American stuff is the default.
True but it does make it desireable to be on their wavelength.
Read it with a friend!
Already have, it's one of the big stepping stones to getting where I am now. I don't really feel like going into how exactly because that would entail explaining a bunch of other stuff to make sense of the journey from egoism to NazBol and it's 7AM here so I'm going to bed.
I recommend you start a vlog channel on youtube where you try articulating your homebrew NazBol ideology to loads of people online and see how that goes.
Stop reading, binge on The Big Bang Theory or whatever normies like these days, and never come here again, easy isn't it?
Also you disgust me and I hope the NazBol Gods rip you apart on your sleep you traitor
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No wonder you sounded mental, this basically sounds like you want people to have their kids taken off them and brainwashed. Nothing like this would happen under Socialism anyway, the family unit would weaken as it would no longer be enforced by the economic system but families would still be relatively cohesive. People being protective/caring about their kids really is human nature.
Yeah, but American cultural imperialism is so stronk that it still functions as a universal set of symbols.
Bookchin is a pretty good one for romanticists and Holla Forumsacks as he's got a massive boner for classical Athens, which plays into the Holla Forumsack fetish for antiquity, and talks about restoring that idyllic life of genuine human contact in local communities, which plays into the Holla Forumsack meme of the high trust society.
You're the Holla Forums equivalent of people who go down the street with kekistan flags
This is what happens with ironic ideology. It becomes post-ironic.
the most worrying part is that you're not ironic about it.
lmao, holy shit, NazBol is a P A R O D Y of fucking Marxism my friend.
sage
It's a good idea tho.
Let me help you out, OP. They're reacting like that because you are a raving lunatic. If you want to come back to earth a little bit, walk away from the economics and politics and 8ch and interact with the real world.
I don't understand. What's so crazy about it.
Go outside. Close the chans.Close the inter-webs. Spend as much time as possible outside or with friends. Preferably both at the same time.