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tea

Wish I could enjoy things.

Yeah, so what?

anti bulli squad

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PROTECT THOSE FROM BULLIS !!!!!!

I Am the bully

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WHOMST TO BULLY

Instead of form a squad, instead look inside, and become one with the bully.

The bully won't bully any longer for fear of losing that oneness with you.

I'll protecc you from his bullying.

that is the most asian-looking anime girl I have seen in a long time

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Year of the awoo!

Early >:(

Late!

AWOOOOOOOOO

Fan arts desu.

Year of the Liliana!

still, some unusual fanart

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IM GOING TO BULLY YOU

Can't have too much awoo!

isnt it weird that anime girls don't usually look MORE asian?

if anything the fanart is doing it right

thats right

HEY EVERYONE

RIN SMELLS LIKE POOPY

@tokai

GET OVR HERE

so this means
you have to post more
so there can be more awoos!


oh, I agree
but I like the less asian look better, personally

am gonna bed though

uwu thank

This is cheating
post more when you wake up, then

owo np

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owo happy new year btw

Idk, I find it attractive.

But I just generally find this character attractive.

She's an awkward dork.


Please do, bully-senpai.

stinky rin da poo poo face

I wanted to say "I never asked for this." but I literally did.

I am just generally not attracted to the asian look, it's just not high on my list.

But this character is super cute, I should watch the show and see what she's about sometime.

you too uwu

You don't have that yellow fever?

If I'm not mistaken the show outright skips over her, but I plan to watch it anyway.

the subtle white favoritism going on right now pleases me

Or maybe just the MAL page is wrong that's also possible.

white favoritism?

I exclusively estalk asians

well its asian art and it doesn't look like asian people

you tell me what that is

slanty eyed yellow simpson characters just wouldn't look good i guess

does nextseason have any good anime going on

It doesn't look like white people either.

finna busta nut in dem asian slot eyes

I have a folder about that desu.

It's a cartoon about birds but they don't look like birds
must be human favoritism

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WHAT

Wot

urus.ai/CgbPE

My top 5 are:
Cardcaptor Sakura
Mitsuboshi Colors
Takagi-san
Overlord 2
Violet Evergarden

They Never Saw It Coming.

Wow I love power fantasy shows where the main character goes entirely uncontested and has no seeming motivation outside of collecting more power even though he's overpowered to the point of boredom.

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It couldn't be that she hasn't got a lick of magical abilities, and the cards've run out of the power Clow Reed bestowed on them, could it?

That'd be too obviousl, wouldn't it?


Ugh, fine, let me plug my external in.

naisu

ill also let reddit decide for me

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

For some reason I enjoy villain plays politics.

tbh that is the only problem with Liliana, is their asshole isnt asian.

rawr

tbh i want more moe stuff

At first I thought it was a satire, but it just dragged on and on with the main character feeling like he was evil Saitama in a show that wasn't funny.

Just a reminder that you asked for this.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah right. Well. I am a big boi

I never even screened these for decent art, I only cared enough for the bit.

And only ever kept it because it makes people uncomfortable.

I actually don't like being in this folder so I'm going to stop posting it now desu.

Mitsuboshi Colors exists.


To be honest, I was sort of the opposite.

At first I was like "oh he's OP and just does whatever he wants zzzz" before I just somehow starting enjoying it.
Maybe it was Shalltear or just Stockholm syndrome.

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get bullied nerd

Yes I saw that ^^


tfw

the fuck does it look like then to you???

Shalltear was the only person to give him what felt like a real fight.

He was playing at the end like "I won before the fight even started" but he had to put genuine planning into the fight instead of just face tanking and waving his hand like he had for the whole rest of the show, so even though the fight was a bit dragged out I still liked it more than every other one he was in.

Don't you just wanna gang rape asians? jelly of USA.

tfw Wish doesn’t talk about anime with you any more

You must be broken up inside.


Like tbh, knowing what kind of people spawn in America, it could have been worse.

I want to die.


It's actually the best CGDCT.


I think that's in general what I like a lot about the series, even in the fights where he was OP the way he's actually planning out his actions to get things to fall into place nicely is a joy to watch.

It looks like a cartoon.
How many white people do you know with blue or orange hair?
Just because something has blonde hair or the eyes aren't super slanted doesn't mean the character isn't Japanese.
This shit isn't based in reality, it's all about aesthetics.
Asuka is a German character, but how many germans do you know with red hair and look rather developed at the age of 13?

I know, it must be horrible for you.

I mean, considering how much you like Wish and all.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Half the time the planning felt silly when the plan was "I'm 80 levels up on you and wearing armor lmfao".

ill add it to my list thank you based wish

yea i didnt even start the second season or finish the first but i just googled the final fight with Shalltear

wtf why are they both so OP?

god bless true damage

I didn't mean to link you bd also my name got sucked into the void

Grom?

Power fantasy.

das me

did he jsut fucking summon a sharknado??

nope, im out

see>>1961538

why

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Who were you playing

Actually I sort of hate Wish right now.


Yeah, when he took on that fake identity and was like "yo I'm gonna beat one of the Black Scriptures members without even using magic" I was like why


Of course :3

...

Oh, weird.

What happened between you two?

Everyone Hates Wish

no thats fine, i like that answer, i have nothing to add and i was just joking anyways

Everybody Haaaaaaaaates Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish (AAAAAAAAAAAAAHEEEEEEEEEEEY)

VELCRO

STarring Chris Rock as Wish

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THIS IS MY MEME OF THE WEEK, MY 31ST VIEWING IN 2 DAYS

Word.


I'd let vel koz rape me honestly

yeet


ive always been intrigued by female tentacles

the kind you put your dick into

Do you have an example?
I can't think of anything

someone eat my pizza

Letter

tentacle fellatio is the tag
but all the art is of the tentacle dominating the guy

WHERES THE ART OF THE GUY DOMINATING THE TENTACLE

Grim you read this?
exhentai.org/g/1122145/eeab2659b7/

nope but imma read it now

Autism I think.

what toppings?

what the fuck is this

salami

Wait, I thought Tenka was Wish
What does WIsh post as now?

'I used a cash shop item."

Get the fuck out of here

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Want to know what intrigues me?

feminine penis

salami pizza?!

Lol shit's good

cute pic
saved to my wolf folder

yes


g
a
y

Wish check out my sick typing skills

Too bad it isnt bestwolf~


that actually sounds decent

SAYS THE BULGE

huh???

You were right

it is
im just so full


DO NOT MENTION THE FORBIDDEN WORD OF POWER

time to consume alcohol

Holo is the bestwolf!


I second guessed myself!


I will take
whatever you don't eat

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...

I also have salmon


E
w


is she laugh or cry

ooh
im not interested in holo

now that sounds kinda weird


that's because
you don't appreciate perfection!

why not both

I really like fish


crylaughing still has two meanings

no
:(

I only like raw fish
and fish with exoskeletons


*petpet*
You are the the perfect wolf either way, so it's ok

awooo

Where are you showing off your typing skills

but that gets you salmonella

You're supposed to click on the video

salmonella doesn't work on japanese

Good doggo


generally not

that is what raw eggs get you

raw eggs dont do that to body buidlers chugging them back like it's noithing

I did but the cameraman was shit and kept hitting you

so they are superior
we need to bomb them in order to stay powerful


but I do eat raw eggs once for fun

I look down at the keyboard when I type when Im drunk

retar

scary war stuff!

I look down at the keyboard when I type when Im sober

how am i supposed to get a triangle with legs pregnant

and thats a stupid hat

I only look down at the keyboard when I need to find my hands.

not if it's a a meme bomb


???

SLOSHY DADDY CUMMIES

i wanna see memes!
:D

pls b patient I have autism


Man, Im fucking dying and there's no new anime out

Well theres the one series where they go to Antarctica but it looks prety trash


The little bumps on the F and J help me know where I am

i keep wondering how i type in the dark and then i remember, oh yea, my fingers remember where all of the keys are in relation to each other

thats pretty fucking cool, if you think about it

uh this


why are you still drunk

I'm so ingrained in my hand positions that I don't even think of those when typing, so when my hands fly off center I have to look to correct.

AROUNDELVES

WATCH UURSELVES

._. spooky

The first episode of Overlord II leaked, go watch that :^)

Only a few more days until CCS

iunno
they're kinda old

*hugs*
oh well

why arent my posts sending

thankyou
The best ones are yet to come though, it's the new year.


but this one did

because I banned you

Im not

These videos are from a couple days back


I sorta imagine your hands flailing off the keyboard and you going "Ahh~ Dosuru~"

Cute af


Oh did it?
Funna dl that shit rn and probably shower

tbh nothing will ever top new game doga kobo pls gib moe

2018 !

wow let the guy make his dogs


I want 2020 cause it sounds cooler

Yeah man.


Bad taste

Bad taste

I am the guy making the hot dogs lmaoo

My hair is all long and greasy lol


They dont have any torrents for it

ahh~ dosuru

but you're not a chubby Filipino
I guess now though

@ALKEEMIST

we aren't ready for it yet.

Am I really getting chubby?

Say it aint so ;~;

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friendly reminder incase it wont let me post the next hour discord works for some reason

Kaiyote#8517
will give tea and hugs n kis

why not


nah
the shirt just makes you look chubby

Bonus points if I just whiffed every dragon ball in a Starcraft match desu.

I never wear sweaters like that but this ones an exception cause it has a qt waifu on it


lol

sob

What? Disruptors can be really good.

They're just above my skill level desu.

its 2018
we still have 2 years to go

I wish I could get the joke Rin

I never played SC so yeah lol

Get ready for this dick

RIN IS A FUCKING NERD RIGHT?

dont b sad pls

choco pies are delicious

I really need a night time walk


cute though


can we skip those

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Disruptors look like armored dragon balls.

Holding hands with tokai on a night time walk OwO

Soto did you really just shout no bully IRL in that webM

you fucking weeb

this but without the handholding

not yet

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ye man thats kinda too close

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Real men comfortable in their sexuality can hold another man's hand without worry dess.

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maybe if he was my kid brother or something

ANDANTE

but grim holding hands is so common in indian culture

winky face


aight just 2018 then

I usually always hide my powerlevel unless im at a con but this was a christmas gift so fuck all that

Ikr? :3


Teach me how to SC


That piece of shit was kicking me while I was cooking/typing

What a bully
All my irl friends are weebs anyways


Me and my friends do stupid shit like that all the time

hahaha, yea thats funny, always nice to try to cook when your over at a friends or have rowdy company

you're*

I'm a bad teacher and low-rank but if you actually want to learn I can try to teach you the basics.

Also shitting in the street is common

I'd be down to play and mic with you while you teach me the basics and when I do something good you whisper "that's a good boy~"


Everything is better with friends

night time walks are nice
i havent had one in couple months ;;
i used to have a 1-2 mile walk every other night

now im just an oaf

fine enough then.
tbh if it wasn't so frowned upon I'd get some merch too.

I wanted to but it's storming heavily.
Why haven't you gone so much?

Let's not get carried away here.

I don't even congratulate Echo when he beats Elite A.I. desu.

I told him to do it off race, he said he did, so I told him to do it off race Terran. :^)

smh be proud of your interests

me and my friends used to walk around the whole city at night during the summers including through dark creeks and wooded areas

gay

I hide my love of cock so... you know... ACTUALLY taht is a lie... so...

no real reason aside from laziness
i get comfortable in my room and then i dont want to leave it at night

i dunno
it odd
i should get back in the habit

its really nice in a town/area like mine bc its almost completely dead between 2-4 am
theres the occasional car and the gas station is open but

aside from that its just the sound of the earth

Watching videos of old sonic brings a tear to my eyes. SO many good hours of gaming.

My family knows I'm a huge weeab.

I mentioned how I love the word 元気 because it answers its own question and it's just really amusing to me and my aunt's response was "I'm assuming that's just a general love for all things Japanese?"

what a racial western cultural oriented bias


oh wow same

yeah like get the energy up a little before the night. So much that you want to punch trees and then calm down a bit and go walk.

I wanna start japanese but rin is putting me off

same here for the most part
my mom was thinking about getting me a daki for Christmas hehe

all weeb stuff doesn't affect them at this point theyve been seeing it for such a long time from me and my sis

FUCK YOU RIN

i can punch a lot of things but a tree is not one now that i think about it TO B E HONEST

the thought of it makes me wince aaaaaa

I mean, Liliana, can you actually walk?

*sounds of earth rotating*

People who play ranked vidya:

How do you get over ladder anxiety?

I know I'm bronze but I wanna start laddering just to confirm it.

you dont get over it, you just do good or suck, i know because i used to play ranked fighting games online

if you don't play ranked games you can't rank up, but if you lose you rank down, so the only option is win

You just DO it

JUST DO IT

We don't.

Literally want to go back to OW and do competitive but man its been months since ive last played and its going to take me days to get back into a groove.

I had ladder anxiety in like league S3

Just played lots of norms until I was confident enough to carry

The worst part about getting back into the groove is looking like an EVEN more asshat than usual.
Even in QP.
"WTF is this nerd, he so shit" Like nibba Please.

whatever you think punching then.
I've been kicking and punching trees all day now.
I love gardening.

JUST LET ME PUT UP MY RECTANGLE, AND JET FUCKERS OFF THA SIDE OF MAPS, THIS OLD DOG REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

yea you should just give up and not do it you're right

Literally why ever the fuck try even

I think I may have legitimately damaged forward chassis headset jack.


Oh.

you mained reinhardt? this id have to see to believe

I was born and raised in brooklyn kid
miss me w that gay faggy pupu shit

Hi Tokai

Oh well, it isn't as if I can even seriously ladder SC without a desk anyway.

Maybe I'll sort that out tomorrow.

just get as confident as you can really, that's the only thing you can do, how you get your confidence though, idk?? i guess just keep playing casual games like they said till you feel like you can stomp

I thought turning twenty would leave the kid title behind.
But yeah foreal most male touching I've done is place a hand on my bro's shoulder as he puked.


hallo

Why is it so hard to believe? Nigga so fun, functional and easy to play. I can't aim for shit, so SLAMMIN HAMMERIN


Literally, just do it. Dont worry about ranks/ladder yaddie ya. If you are good... It will show... If you are trash you'll go where you belong. TRASH HEAP.

It's more that I have a general mental block regarding PVP, I always end up hating it.

But I love love love playing Starcraft so I want to get better with it.


I'm not Master 1 so I'm bronze 5 desu.

Star Craft 2 right? dumb question but asking anyways

yea but good reinhardts are really hard to maintain, it takes a lot of self control, id go brit servers just to play a few games with you

How've you been? :3

I'm surprised too, I thought he mained tracer or something.

I wouldnt say I was great by anystretch of the imagination... But, I had my moments.

youtube.com/watch?v=ivDTehGHqf4

look at this fucking retard

dont hurt your hands/feet too bad !!
punch things but dont be too tuff
gotta keep those precious hands safe ;;

Also generally stopped caring after a while

Definitely don’t care about OW rank any more, if I lose my 3500 it’s nbd
League I care about, but the game is really easy in low diamond
CSGO I don’t really care about but playing with good friends got me to global anyways

also i need to sleep
been up
22 hrs
got a busy day tomorrow

nini thread
wuv u all !!!!!!
HUG N KIS
XOXOXOXOXO
mwah -hug-

:3 have a nice night and stay warm !!

i tried to play the video and youtube crashed, it must be pretty frikken gay

im not great either but id still play since if you suck at least the people you play with should suck too, ill try loading the video again

on paper pretty swell.
in my mind pretty confusing.


but how will I ever get stronger if I don't hurt my body?

Good night, fag

What's confusing?

You just have to listen to yourself, you know

Be honest with yourself about your true thoughts and desires

wow nice play of the game as the reaper was getting a triple kill with ult

good job at generating those potg's overwatch

Dying in the European plains fighting the Russian menace.

by gibbin me a smooch
hehe
im sleepy i ned to stop posting

What do you mean by this?

RIght? I remember getting my first POTG nad thinking this is fantastic

even screenie'd it to show I wasnt trash anymore
but then
the realization
we are ALL trash

I'll grant you an *air smooch*
goodnight


I'm determining what person I need to be and how.

air smooch ? hmm... never heard of that.
LAST POST OKAY IM SLEEPING NOW
but thank u i appreciate it. ur now mega powerful.

I am secretly a sleeper agent for Glorious Mother Russia. When Operation Bastille goes ahead...... I will activate...


GO TO FUCKING SLEEP FUCKING HELL REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

someone i respect just gave me a compliment and wowee im feeling all emotional and stuff

yea you're never really not trash, i get potg's all the time within my own skill level but it's totally different when you're playing with someone higher ranked, it becomes less like a game and more like a chore to do a specific way. that's not to say it can't still be fun at high level, you just have a lot less freedom

What are the options you're considering?

It's best and healthiest to just be your natural self, imo :3

I don't believe in a natural self.

I need to be the next patriarch.
Strong, good and nice.
I'm pretty good at being a high school teacher it seems. But I feel it's not good enough and want more physical challenges.

For me, atleast, competitive becomes less about fun and more about how much stress it takes before you quit the fuck outta there. You ever have a fire game where you are a god or have 20 trash games and somehow remain plat/gold.
I don't know.
OW is heckin' fun, and god I love it... But you know, like recently, ive been like "is it worth gettin hecked up about..."

...

okay thats great and all but if you arent going to even play again, im gonna stop pretending like we're doing this and shit

cause i am actually gettin real sick of playing with randos

Scoots play OW with me uwu

lol what kinda loser plays OW

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Randoms/solo playing is just THE worst. Swear to christ. Used to LOVE ow WHEN IT WAS THE DISCORD THINGY, BUT ALL discord wants to do is "competative" and you need to be GOOD for that... and I am like... all over the place consistency, That shit aint fair on other people.

MAKES
ME
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


A sure fire way to get me to have a FRICKIN mental breakdown

lol nice
you need to learn to be comfortable hugging the same sex

whatanime.ga

Wow, mean.

I am though.
Just not at a romantic level.

I can hug my hot cousins perfectly fine cause I shut off my attraction.

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Grim hugs me all the time desu

I am the meanest. You think this is a fucking game? What I look like, Cupcake? Test? Squiddy? Get tha fuck outta here I am the MEANEST son'Bitch in thread history. You just all get an easy time most of EVERY day REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

By natural self I just mean the you that naturally arises when you're not placing restrictions on it for whatever reason. Like, I'm sure you can agree there are times when you're more "being yourelf" and times when you're putting on a front, right?

Anyway, say there's this guy who loves pizza, but for whatever reason, he feels like he has to act like he HATES pizza; pizza is a fucking awful abomination and he can't let it near him.

Two selves here: the self who loves pizza, and the self imposed on top of that that acts like it hates pizza

The former is what I'd call the natural self, or at least closer to the natural self

And the thing is, repressing the natural self with the pizza-hating false self actually causes the love for pizza to eventually come out in unhealthy and destructive ways

I was a teacher in China for six months this year; it's challenging and interesting at first but it gets old. I know how you feel

Call me by Your Name is the greatest achievement of Mankind, and I am going to kill myself because I saw it tonight, and nothing will ever feel as good after this peak in my life

Do it, no one will weep

a hug is less gay than handholding because of the time contact is held

I wouldn't know.
Noone ever playes with me ;;

*last year

Tbh I'll probably keep thinking we're in 2017 for a month

What if the pizza is poisonous in the long term though.
Natural me fucking loves alcohol.
But I gotta stop being such a drunk on Fridays.

Exactly.
I don't mind doing the job but I feel that it'll get me down very quick.


I wish I could cite this wondrous theory in my next paper.

Dont you like... suck darwin/subtle's/goggle's dick and they play with you? huh weird

GUYS, HUMANS ARE MEANT TO LIVE FOREVER BUT WE ARE DEATHLY ALLERGIC TO OXYGEN

It's the same gay because the level of contact and closeness is so much higher.

Though, if drama ever taught me anything it's that why the fuck are you caring anyway desu.

That's a higher level of autism than even I am capable of reaching.

And I'm basically the queen of autism.

Not really, no.

...

uhh, im in a small discord for overwatch and we play quickplay all the time :U

when you hug someone, you usually push your crotch gently into theirs, and your penises touch achingly through the fabric

it's gayer

Truly, a tragedy, of modern times. This is like... That one book, the one they made into a film. With Leonardo... The Great Gatsby.

Actually, when you put it that way, you may have a point.

WELL sucks to be you then.

how?

BECAUSE 1772 GET

so just not making sense then

got it

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Girls do it all the time and no one calls it gay.

girls are already gay

Of course. Im no longer invested in this conversation.

Oh, crackers, you're right.

Grim, hold my hand.

You're still being honest with yourself that you love alcohol, tho

I hope you're as honest with yourself about other things

Anyway, drinking is fine every now and then :3 Anything can be harmful if you feel a compulsion to do it too often and don't use protection

I wish I knew what I want to do to make money long term

You goals seem to have very masculine themes; seems odd for you :3

You have to admit, jesus wasn't even super masculine

youtube.com/watch?v=Wf1Ru5o0qPg

Jesus is the type of man who would have said "TRAPS are straight".

GIMME NI NI

I NEED THE NI NI

You have heard that it was said, ‘An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.’ But I say to you, Do not resist the one who is evil. But if anyone spanks you on the right butt cheek, turn to him the other also.

NI NI

I feel my femininity rose because I gave up on masculinity all together.
It's not that I don't like moe or any of that.
It's that I need to change how I act with reality in mind.


He literally demolished a marketplace and whipped merchants off the streets because it wasn't right and got tortured and executed in part because of it. Sissy Jesus is a judeo-communist invention.

jesus was a communist, and they're all testosterone deficient queers

nini

Degeneracy.

Balance between femininity and masculinity is best imo

The truth is you have both within you, and trying too hard to go for one hurts a different part of you

I didn't say he was a "sissy," just not super masculine. Like, I could see Erin throwing a fit like that, but I wouldn't call her super masculine

I viciously e-assaulted several people on Holla Forums a year ago but I've also sucked some e-dicks

Balance

Nobody here can or should be telling you how you should act just cause they think you're girly or something.

But you don't need to force yourself to act any sort of way either. It's fine to just, you know, be you.

Yeah don't get me started on that guy


This

There you have my confusion.
On one hand, I want to kill Tokai. I want that sissy bitch burned and out of this realm of my existence. All of it to enable myself to become finally, strong.
On the other hand.
I don't want to compromise who I am and what I love.
Yet all of it needs to include me advancing to something better.


Ah well I fit it all up above I think.

anybody wanna play spin the bottle?

youtube.com/watch?v=dVKiNbUzXP4

I don't think self-hate like that is going to be good for you

Maybe the problem is that you're viewing femininity as weakness

You can wear girl clothes and worship cock and still be a strong person

In fact, it takes strength to accept who you are

Being strong is not the same as having no weakness.
Or having no femininity.

Or even just simply not being a sissy.

Strength is something that can include, or even be, all of that.

Sounds very self-destructive.

the whole societal view of feminine contact vs masculine contact goes here to explain why

example, its normal for women to cuddle together and watch a movie, no homo at all, theyre just women
but if 2 dudes do it its weird

the end gist is what society thinks tbh

you're short enough to be seen as a little kid so SURE LOL

-looks around and squeaks for Ika.-

I want to shove a tri pronged spear through your gut

-shrinks back and looks for a place to hide-

being a man is about accepting the responsibility of your situation and yourself, the things you need to take care of for you or those that rely on you, that takes a certain kind of selfishness and strength that often makes the world a cruel and rough place, this is very true.

but being a man is also accepting the things you cannot change yourself, and going with the flow in some situations, not always leaning on your pride as a crutch can become a great strength as a man.

hide in hell you mouse rping shit

So what you're saying is you're not secure in your sexuality because society might think you're gay.

Got it.

...

Strength is keeping off from the things that destroy you. It is lust that I desire, yet it will destroy me.
Strength is forgiving yourself for giving in to the things that kill you and trying again.
In that knowledge I admit I need a middle ground free of hatred.
It is that path that I am trying to search.


Like a phoenix.

goddamn grim you are so angsty lmao

im secure in my sexuality, it's just I'd rather not deal with explaining to people who think im gay, that im not gay. u feel? its a pain

ive slept in the same bed with soto and luke
and luke is 100% fag so


ily


I hate that fuckin bitch man

you need a gf tokai

I hope this isn't ur fault :)


Imagine being strong enough to handle lust without getting "destroyed," whatever that means exactly

Most people seem to do it just fine :3

repressing homosexual needs makes your brain deterioriate so you end up an angry predophile

like grim

Just wrap your meat

hahahahahaha

what is this shit

-holds out a cup of tea to you-

...

such anger

Evening!

...

*shakes the dusty rug out the door towards to, not noticing you were on your way in*

oh sorry. we have a maid

Strength is embracing and accepting yourself, and those around you, for who they are, while not allowing your faults to consume you.

Strength is understanding your faults, and accepting those too.

Strength is working to surpass - not destroy - that which holds you back.

All things require moderation, and the notion that "strength" means "destroying" your faults and shortcomings goes beyond that required moderation.

Maybe I'm misunderstanding what you mean, though.


I don't at all think it's a pain.

If monkies wanna think something about me that is blatantly untrue then that's on them, and they probably aren't worth my time to acknowledge, y'dig?


If it were, I think we'd have the opposite issue because I'm basically just a massive fakeDyke desu.

theyre not monkeys theyre my neighbors, even if they have simpler minds

also holding hands with a dude and going down the street is the opposite of blatantly straight

fuck outta here

brb getting pizza

Classic 2013 meme


ay gurl how u

who dis

Cato?


Are you sure you didn't cause Tokai to destroy himself with his lust on you

the most important thing to understand in life is that you get mentally healthy and happy and balanced first, and everything else falls into place from there

for me that means shitposting porn and joking about sex toys to relieve my suppressed need for physical love so i'm happy and balanced enough to focus on my drawing without breaking down into tears or being distracted by anxiety

you are who you are and you gotta accept that and configure yourself so all the hungry little aspects of your psyche get fed their yummy cummies

y'know

-follows behind you and peeks around the entryway to the kitchen. Wants pizza too and hopes for handouts-

I'm glad this escalated into an intervention

That'd be nice.


And I don't do fine.
Destruction means addiction, slavery to negative needs.
Only strength provides the power to break those chains of dangerous habit.


To be fair I am using tough words cause it expresses how I feel more.
But I find acceptance quite hard considering how I wish and need to change.

Now that was rude!


dis Cato
is good
how u?

You're a human, though.

You aren't remade by destroying yourself, just unmade.

yummy cummies for your psyche

really, and you try to call me creepy

If they can't manage the bit of critical thinking required to come to the correct conclusion in glaringly obvious evidence of it, they may as well be monkies.


I've done gayer for the bit, tbh.


Heck if I know desu.


This post is objectively correct and the metaphor it uses endlessly amuses me.


How do you wish to change, and how do you feel the need to change?

*how do you feel you need

Sorry, english is hard.

This one

this image is too cute

I'm saying that it seems that the truest strength would be in learning to embrace your natural desires while also controlling yourself

Shunning them altogether out of fear that you won't be able to control yourself and you'll get "destroyed" strikes me as just another kind of weakness that doesn't solve the problem, and just pushes it down and leaves your needs improperly resolved

To truly own yourself, you have to become the master of your desires - not being controlled by them, but also being able to engage in them in controlled ways

Meditation has helped a lot for me; have you ever tried it? ^^


Pretty good

Saving Tokai's soul


I don't know why you keep saying "desu" in your responses to me, but it's pretty cute

FWIW my little cousin called me a stalker because I pulled up Rinna's website, sent her a LINE friend request, and then never said hi.


It's not just you desu.

And because of shitposting gone too far.

I stopped myself from typing a really emotional thing.

I don't want to continue this on a public board.
Perhaps I'll share some other way another time.

Good luck.

なんだよ


Good luck.

If you wish to talk about it, you know how to reach me desu.

and lots and lots of weed

tokai just needs a loving gf that love his genderbending and crossdressing and need for love

like me

i hope you are able to properly find and resolve yourself

Keep up the good work


Feel free to talk to me on Discord; looks like you accepted the invite I sent a while back


Weed used to make me pretty unstable tho

haha yea, it's definitely more about getting yourself in a comfortable spot before you start trying to like indulge in alcohol and drugs, that will just fuck your life up sometimes

TokiToki had a soul


I have no idea what that means!
and I am too lazy to google translate

Or you could just suck it up and deal with it yourself, because noone else is going to help you with this.

What if I don't want to desska?


A kinda super annoyed "What is it?"

That's the exact kind of toxic masculinity that's making this difficult for him.

It's okay to rely on people for emotional support, if nothing else.

see

"We have taken Jerusalem"

finally

see

I'd help him with it.

It's not toxic masculinity, it's a fact.
I'm not saying it's bad to vent, just that it's up to him alone in the end, listening to advice of other people is fine too, so as long as he doesn't take it too seriously, especially not from you three;

Fuck off.

Alcohol is almost always unappealing to me when I have weed


He's being mean to himself and his own cocklust


Don't worry, I'll e-hug him

He won't have to e-hug ur gf


What is that?


He conquered Jerusalem? I guess the jews lost the end times after all

And learn to use a semicolon.

That is
Super cute

is he calling cocklust a bad thing?
That is blasphemy!

Yeah, apparently he was destroyed by Rin's penis

Is this man for real?


"Suck it up and deal with it" is the most vitriolic and aggressive way you could ever have worded any of that.

And doesn't communicate nearly any of the same intent.

"Suck it up and deal with it" isn't help. It's damage.


If desu is a statement.
Desuka is the question of that statement.


Ran-chan is just super cute in general.

Now that's a shitpost

Wait, what does "desu" mean? I always assumed it didn't really mean anything

So it's a meaningless question, I guess? ^^

I vent here because it's been a place I've at times visited daily and contains people which have helped me personally in so many ways.

But you're right in some way.
On one hand these advises do nothing for me.
Though on the other hand it allows me to see what those who knew me in the past really think of my new thoughts. Allowing me to reconsider.

Oh god it's real

Lmao

That means he just needs Rin's penis more often

SMASH DAT FUCKIN' NUKE BUTTON FAM

the shortbus missile crisis

there needs to be more art of her


Don't hesitate because a couple people are assholes

Talking things out with people is a good way of figuring things out even if they don't give any advice and just listen, imo

And it's always good to have new ideas to consider


No, different penises

Rin is e-dating Echo now and all three people are here

ur trying to make drama

I'd also appreciate the death of the Rin did this conspiracy.

The past events have absolutely nothing to do with my mental state.
Possible causes are solely within my own family and irl personal life.

>I'd also appreciate the death of the Rin did this conspiracy.

I wasn't serious; it's just a meme because I'm an irredeemable shitposter

Sorry :3

If you wanted to translate it literally I think the closest equivalent would be a form of "be", depending on the sentence.


YEAH I LITERALLY JUST CAPPED IT.

I don't know if I should laugh or worry desu.


Advice inherently only does for you what you allow it to.

And all it's meant to be is another outlook, and view point, to help you come to your own conclusion.


Agree.

...

「熱色スターマイン」
or
「Determination Symphony」

we all love you deeply, tokai

even if you're a fucking sissy F R E A K

i forgive you

TBDesu, Sissy freaks can be more fun to hang out with.

And crossdressers are funner to take shopping.

So, like...

I think my preferences are obvious.

Is this supposed to be your stand name or what

So it's like, for emphasis? Like "the sentence before this be true" 🤔

Idk lol

Just laugh, worrying doesn't help and life is short either way :3

Just the song I play next.

I didn't know that thing!
don't penis a penis that is taken!
Wait, are you making the drama?


YOu are now the curator, so I expect to see a good collection!

KONO POWA

Nah, and if it's not you or me then it's probably the 😐 boi again

I could just flirt with you instead of making drama

that would be easier

蘭ちゃんはとてもかわいいですよね。

It's kinda hard to convey I think - it's a polite copula.


W-wow... no pressure or anything...


St-stand on me, Admin-sama...

...

None, it is just all up to you

I would share if u were normal


a woman will make u stronk

grim, your advice is terrible

Literally better than "suck it up and deal with it."

I should get food soon; haven't eaten anything since I woke up at like 5pm

I think this thread went well overall


It's actually a polite/formal thing? That's funny because I'm used to just seeing it as a silly meme word

-is hungry and offers you pears for a slice of pizza?-

jisho.org/search/です

I do like one I saw a couple of times in the metro.
Super nice but also really bitchy.
Just my type.

-peaks over the counter-

What happened to Darwin?

...

I feel like that was a shot at me but I'm not bitchy.

Am I?

Am I bitchy?

go get bbq

A girl needs to be annoying.
Otherwise I can't be annoying to her.

You are bitchy, but that means you're just his type.

Yes.

Suck it up and deal with it.

Answer me Christopher

Why would I know

Bitchy can mean anything from assertive to super unpleasant to doggo.

He was here yesterday.

Heck he may have been here earlier today for all I know.

W-what the heck...


Wow.

Screw you too, test.


And which am I?

And which is good?

((((((((((((((((((((USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST))))))))))))))))))))

You're the local mean girl

...

grim if they keep trying to RP with you when you are threatening them with death by impaling, i'm pretty sure it's not working

It is supposed to be a good thing
a bitchy good thing

cancer

...

Euh I'm not good at etymology

But Etymology is just where the word came from and when it came from there.

Go to sleep

-squeaks- o.o

Wow.
I guess I learned something today.


This is asleep Tokai talking.
His body is well rested.

I wish people cared enough about me to know what time it was here.


I guess it kind of covers definition in the sense as it covers how the definition changed over time.

o.o
-stares at pear-


I do not believe you, asleep Tokai
Your body is not yet well rested!

Weird ^^


Only so many options this late

I guess I should go get something before it gets later


Bye for now Tokai, good luck with figuring everything out. It was nice talking to you again ♥

yes, do that now

Also, rest well, Tokai.


馬鹿外人

-holds one out to you-

-takes, passing back a slice of pizza stolen from Grim-

bye


Precisely.
I'm gonna ace that test.


asleep Tokai will now rest even more then!


thanks, you too
bayi

Nini

Holy heck I'm retarded.

I think I forgot to put detergent in my first load of laundry today.

...

Good!
Sleep well asleep TokiToki!


I have made many mistakes in my life, but even I think that is an impressive one

\^-^/ -nibbles-

-wonders how the Sonata is doing-

I think I was musing if the pipes might have been frozen or if the temp's let up enough, and then the water came on, and I just closed the washer instead of adding detergent.

I think.

ya'know
that is actually a legitimate excuse
that is a mistake I could make

You're life's just an endless series of bad plays near washing machines.

-is sleepy, wonders how you are?-

-is kinda sleepy also-
-sneaks over and picks up the Sonata-

...

Right?


I bruised my tailbone on one trying to sit on it as a kid.

Missed the top and smashed my butt right into the corner.

HAH

Maybe it is actually a good thing

more time to keep your pipes from freezing!

*sounds of laughing at your pain*

I'm a mean soul, deep down.

and then they were dead

Thank God

We all knew this already.

today a good day

...

What did you do today?

woke up
said goodbye to my boss as he is leaving

went to the grocery since my dad is sick so no dinner with him

ate some pizza and now I'm just trying to stay warm and play games

how was your day?

my day was good
didn't do much special
kyaked in icy water, which was fun
ate bbq
watched game of thrones with family

any good games?

STOP posting here thanks


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nope they're all shit

sounds like fun~