shes a few cards short of a full deck,
a joker in the game
oh, shes got a bullet with your name on it
no doubt shes a mental case
better keep that girl away
shes a few cards short of a full deck,
a joker in the game
oh, shes got a bullet with your name on it
no doubt shes a mental case
better keep that girl away
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she's gonna pull the trigger when the party's over so we rave forever
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way too accurate
what's the discord info? may I have it?
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Cupcake is like Dirk Nowitzki with F A B U L O U S hair.
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stop fur posting
eurobeat posting better?
Stop Sci/Feku posting.
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i literally do not know either of those people
Stop posting*
give me good guidelines for posting and i will reshape myself
stop all posting
yes that's what I said
I didn't read your post LMAO
I'll fukken cut you nerd
?
what else you got?
Du bist heir.
Shut up, you bitter old man.
why live equates to why post equates to kms
I'm a little girl tyvm
The Doom That Came to Holla Forums
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sup
Don't go full Licky.
Don't disappear and show up years later as a "girl".
colour me intrigued
Who knows
fucken nothing
like what
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I already did the disappearing thing and still came back as a dude so I dunno.
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Clearly you maintain enough mental faculties to prevent such a downward spiral.
Abuse enough substances to destroy that first.
im watchin squashie stream bloodborne, he just got the game
olivia from sun/moon
i'm hungry.
in cute pictures.
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
mmmm
that dark boi
he's cute
Eat
workin' on it now. alcohols.
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go to an orgy while candyflipping, and then roll way too frequently for a while in addition to abusing meth
for your fapping pleasure
shes lonely
she wants the nut
if you can get me one of these with kojima as bottom i'll actually fap to it.
I started like two hours ago and I'm done after this one. don't judge.
can we chat briefly about how absurdly different I am from #1? the difference is called overwhelming pre-existing trauma
Cup please
I always judge
eat what?
rude.
my luka folder? screenshots
An omelette
Just for you
Now drink more so I can judge more
I dun wanna drink more after this one.
Finish the whole bottle.
not suicidal enough anymore.
*judges*
huh? what do you mean?
with hashbrowns in it
I will silently condemn you for being too big of a pansy to finish it.
rude.
somehow I'll survive.
i still dont understand how you cook your hashbrowns
it's where i put the cute pics.
fuck i have a cold
What?
No, that seems unnatural
Cheese
Ham
Herbs
All you need
I didn't say negatively judge!
ruder.
Enough oil to easily coat the bottom of the pan
Throw those cunts in
Flip once they're lightly browned
Transfer to another pan that's hotter right before they're ready to crisp the outside on both sides
Kinda tedious honestly. Not really worth it without a deep frier
What, you need to be looked down on that badly?
cant you do it more reliably with a metal can so the amount of oil is less and it fries more easily
inferiority complex?
no judge.
You'd be doing it one at a time and it'd be a nightmare to set up
But you just complained about me not judging
It's too late for that
It's easier to just make hash at home than use pre-shredded potatoes.
You just dice them up and pan fry them.
Since they're larger, they can fry to crispy without burning.
alright guys its been lit im gonna go fuck up an esoteric wizardry board or x or something they've got no idea...
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I like complaining. no judge.
i miss him so much tbh i think he might need some guidance
wow does doing rapid fire smoke rings with cigs fuck you up or whaaaat
Definitely judge
Stop being a bitch cupcake
but that's what I do
Yeah but where's the fun if you don't get called out on it?
being called out on it is a pleasure.
Yeah but that's effort on a quintessential breakfast food
Then clearly you should be more bitchy.
*hugs*
i fry them.
i don't have any ingredients.
I'm the bitchy-est, bitch.
THen just egg and cheese
You're not even being bitchy right now
im pretty sure it can fit more than one
that sounds unhealthy
Do you do "sassy black woman" overt hand gestures when your cursing out people?
If not, there's clearly more bitchy.
effort...
of course I do sassy hand gestures, bitch.
/z-snaps at you kindly
I'm pretty sure you can fit more than one
I mean I can't just insult you off nothing.
Well I guess I could, but that's boring.
sleepy anyway.
Good, because I'm gonna go buy celery and you need your sleep.
dont got any cheese either.
nah.
I always knew you were secretly black.
Next you'll march through Phoenix, yelling, "death to the whitey."
sleep is for nerds
Go buy some
holy shit trump takes office in 2 days
the meme's have finally arrived
nice meme. there aren't any black people in arizona.
Oh right.
You're surrounded by Mexicans and Swedish Fish.
I think I'd prefer the Mexicans.
no money
how much does some simple cheddar cheese cost
That's like change?
pretty avatar.
bit of a toss up really.
sounds like fun
what kinda potatoes do you use?
In the US, for like a bag of shredded or a big block, it's like $2.
I can't imagine it being much more in Canada.
At least the Mexicans will give you tacos and build you a patio.
$8
So go pass the fuck out, what's the problem here?
duh
That's enough!
what ur pic?
:)
thx
hashbrowns
too much... i dont have enough for it.
but
omelette
you should eat ramen
its cheap enough to fill you well
I do really love tacos.
ye gonna do that now
goodnight thread
it's zilean :p
Based
Night cups
thats ggay
how so? it's genderbent
yup eggs and hashbrowns.
it doesn't fill me.
kinda looked like orianna too and irelia hair.
i like that pic, it's pretty.
:)
so im not gay if im attracted to it?
you just keep eating them until youre full
I just bought my first legal bottle of alcohol : 3
it's tastes gross.
i can barely handle one of them.
reeeeee
hah
americans
put cheese on it
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'product of Italy'
product of memes
Any of my warframe nerds online
ree
what cheese? i don't got any.
*sticks out my tongue*
am i one of those?
im busy watching animu
make some!
Do you play warframe
I'm glad you understand
What italian booze are you even getting
yes
wine :3
i can't just make cheese, from nothing.
what?
humans lactate
Have you built nidus yet?
I just want to shitpost about how fun it is
I've been playing all day and it's kind of bedtime but I'm not sleepy
You're gross.
no i have a huge backlog of quest i havent done
also that motherfuck gave all my frames ugly pimples on their necks
i was making a funny!
understand
that reee
Make an infested pupper and go in the helminth room and get your space aids cured
But like oh my god nidus is goddamn immortal
If you do it right uou barely even need energy overflow because the 1 gives you energy back for each motherfucker you hit and his 2 grabs people in a huge radius and squishes them together like a vortex
And he doesn't die at all
And his armor is ridiculous
I'm actually using steel fiber and it's actually helpful
I usually bug out at like 30-35 minutes on draco but with nidus that's the warmup
huh?
:|
i'm bi so it wouldn't worry me.
i already made one and froze it it
i havent done the quest so i cant go in the room
i kinda wanna get inaros first since hes probably easier to farm
apparently theyre both fun so i will get to it eventually
I also want wukong and nezha but my clan is inactive
I feel like an idiot tho cuz i had all nezha parts from sortie but i didnt buy his bp on market before they moved it to clans
loosen up a little and laugh! ha ha ha
i think im bicurious, except dicks are gross
guys are okay for fucking but not for relationships tbh
I'm gonna tie up feku and rape him
Sucks for you, my clan loves research
We still don't have hema anywhere close to complete though
Who the fuck has 150000 mutagen samples
i might hate that
what dick do i have to suck to get in
that just makes me harder
mine
I'm not actually sure, I found them on the wikia forum and pm'd the admin
hmph
i love it
ew random nontightknit clans are no fun
:D close enough
enjoy your life!!
That's true, I had an awesome guild when I played domo but these motherfuckers won't even do ODE dragon runs with me
GOD FORBID ANYONE DATES YOU, FISH
GOD FORBID
Has the potential to be funny.
You should volunteer.
apparently corrupted mods really got up in value
back in the day they used to be a fourth of their cost
i think its because everyone relevant got the ones they needed and no one farms them anymore
Because why would anyone bother with corrupted mods when rivens are so much cooler
I hate sorties
and the rest of them?
DATE-O?!
NANIIIIIIII
He failed to post nudes again as he was ordered to, so I am not serving as tribute.
lloyd you do it
is this because I'm black
Wait who failed
well corrupted mods are kinda staple but it is a one time thing to farm. when trading came out I was blown away i could sell a corrupted mod for 20p and buy a new syandana
how much rivens do you have?
i mean every sexual organ has its purpose
but there are only two and i dislike one. the other is nice
Do what now?
i meant the rest of the guy.
idk what features there are in a guy that im attracted to
Fish.
Only the free one from the quest
It's for vectis, I rolled it once and it's OK
I hate sorties
I think the voice is important.
volunteer as tribute
Should they?
Not everyone should
For what
That's some King Kong stuff.
Rolled 5 (1d6)1. ARAM
2. Overwatch Mystery Heroes
3. Subnautica
4. YouTube
5. Borderlands 2
6.
Rolled 2 (1d5)
reroll
Is the hunger games the first story to use that phrase?
what's option 6?
Ian better not have a small dick or I swear to god
masturbate
Do we revive the three ball meme?
meh... i think i'll try again later.
youtube and food till then. lurk lurk thred
i dunno ;~;
too lewd to even list
Do we revive the three ball meme?
isnt vectis one of the better snipers?
why do you hate sorties?
the only time ive been remotely attracted to a male's voice is when its in japanese and rapping erotically
nqrse is cute
if you wanted to youtube from the start why roll?
that sounds like something I would do. ask for what to do and do something I had in mind already
It never died.
i wondered what the dice would say...
see
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My home internet sucks so multiplayer is nearly impossible on warframe and until nidus I didn't have a frame I could feel good about taking on sorties other than like Loki for bullshit and Titania for pissing people off and at least pretending to help
Rapping erotically?
Like what?
I haven't seen it in ever
Oh
Not so sure that's a good idea
I was actually talking about throat fucking with someone yesterday
interesting
you never know till you try
who's "tense" ?
I NEED COCK
NOW
what
i guess the dice is pretty all knowing
if you play as host it shouldnt be bad
i mean how bad can your internet be?
you would understand if you understood the lyrics
Maybe because he is around less.
someone shopped that name over your post.
YouTube is slow at my house
iunno
oh... ok u_u
I've got enough on my plate
You can see about that though
Oh in that video?
Word, probably so. You speak Nippon?
THANK GOD RIGHT
how fast do you download things on steam n such
sup
Rude.
Rolled 109 (1d999)
unfaithfulness is not something I am a fan of
I don't often download things
Warframe updates are annoying but not as bad as some people I know
i want astroneer!
:)
it look interesting gamepaly!
I thought Ian was the sacrifice.
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Rolled 124 (1d999)
"TRIBUTE" YOU RUBE
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nice roll
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really makes you think
Rolled 117 (1d999)
too bad i didn't get knight ;~;
she's the prettyest!
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you could solo play things?
I couldn't rail that hairy beast. I'm more tempted by traps... until the penis is in view.
I've been getting everything on this chick that i can find today.
yeah hope they update quickly
I like oracle and darknight
she looks young
19.
How does that make it any better?! Tribute to the ogre under the bridge so that it doesn't eat the villagers?
Sure I could solo fissures for prime scrap and probably the odd sortie, and I've been known to blow 100000 credits on ODE keys for solo dragon vault runs, but it's less effective
how long are edibles supposed to last for? I had one on an empty stomach at 4pm, got high at 6, and now it's 2AM and I'm still a little high?
You're going to die from a marijuana overdose
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huh? why waiting on some update? ._.
why do they call a knight onion knight?
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i never tried soloing sorties besides the odd spy missions, but soloing fissures sounds terrible
you have 1/4th the choice :P
which mods are you missing if you still do vault runs?
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just needs a better matchmaking system
would also like some off world building
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"Why is it that we use the name of a certain vegetable to refer both to those who excel and also those without experience in the ways of the world? It is a well-known fact that all heroes in all tales disliked vegetables as children. Their legend begins with their overcoming of this weakness, and then continues with a journey filled with hardships. That noble vegetable, the onion, lives on as a symbol of hardships overcome, and as the mark of a true hero"
They have shit stats until 90 then they skyrocket until max at 99
then they can use legendary onion equipment and learn any spell
I have spoiled strike and overextended
No one has ever gone on a dragon vault binge with me
Like, if I even had 3 shitty friends I could do dragon vaults all damn day but I have exactly 3 friends who play warframe and they're impossible to coordinate
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:O thats it?
idk if i even have extra copies anymore but i can help you do some runs. although im not 3 people
huh? astroneer has machmaking, do you like.... battle or something?
oh ok... thanks ._.
whats your fav ff game
Something like that.
no it's co-op
Who are you faithful to?
I mean, 50% is more than 25% and it's not like dragon keys are that crippling but I'm pretty sleepy at the moment
someone very special to me
thats fine, but sleep is priority so you should do that
ah shit man
have you ever had a malasada
like once or twice
arent they just sugary buns
Fuck I'm really restless
Why am I more active at night
Here??? Dawg tell me
We had a Hunger Games theme going on, and you RUINED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe your inner teenager is awake
I've always been nocturnal
idk you tell me
lucky boy
not from here no
she is everything ive dreamt of in a girl though
im so lucky
HAVE YOU CONFIRMED THAT SHE DOES NOT COME WITH A PENIS THOUGH?
[ the girl has a penis joke here]
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FF x-2 was my first ever experience with both FF and jrpgs
unforgettable visuals, great music, interesting gameplay kewl gfx for a ps2 game back then... and a huge adventure in a flying ship across a large map.
Then i found FFXII with it's new battle system, unique art, and fantastic refined gameplay, camera angles, designs, and characters.
Then came Dirge of cerberus. Vincent Valentire shooter stuff has never felt soo fun in all my time... fresh gameplay kewl story and and stuff.
those were my main FF games.
lets mine the planet together :)
yes god damn
All right.
Are you dating her or are you just very interested?
maybe if you get it
same
although I have no life idk your situation
are you just memeing that pokemon game? id say they are pretty average for sweets
Didn't see it. I have TWO copies of the first book and it was too dull to get into.
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damn
im super old schoold
ffiv and ffv were mine
I like the traditional ff stories and the whole ffiv story was poetic with a little added quirk
we are official
well I learned of them through it
they seem yum
it's prolly expensive?
iunno like 20
musubis are a real meal and fill you better
i never played any other FF titles
i grew up with the new fancy 3d gfx
whens a sale?
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Oh wow
Since when?
i do not know
past 6mo we were into each other
official as of the past 2mo
what r those
obviously rolling
Seems about right.
:c
steam summer sale is when?
in the spring
one of the things I dont hate as bad for being cultural
I have no life and I've always been abused and miserable
too laze to google
explain the dish to me boyo
my visual snow is worsening. maybe I am going blind?
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yeah but do you have an occupation
are you still being abused?
its not a dish google it yourself
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Her guitar... ;_;
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i'll be honest at this point part of the reason i look for horrific lewdness is to subject others to it vicariously...
what are you trying to say
I work at a Jimmy Johns doing late night shifts
The worst of the abuse ended when I was 12 but I'm still really fucked up
we should talk more. it becomes a strength
I thought grim would be into that kind of stuff
I teased the hell out of my sexually needy friends today
I made one of them feed me breadsticks and I ate them really sensually and licked his fingers clean
summer is in the sprig? which months?
hmmm... maybe a chinese new years sale hopefully...
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You mean ukulele.
what constitutes as late night? do you work soon?
Im not gonna say to get help because a bunch of people have probably told you that, and im not gonna try and comfort you because im an asshole but remember that shit you went through because everyday life has nothing on it
ill chinese your new year
At least you used the same clip. The trolls are winning you over.
What was his response?
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:|
I work evenings until 3-4 am on weekends
And trust me, I remember a lot more than I'm willing to admit to myself, my flashbacks are like a constant sound track in my head like
Hey remember that one time you got raped in a different ditch
Remember that time you sucked a dick underwater
Remember all the "good" times that were had in the bed you sleep in every night
Just
All
God
Damned
Day
Nigga you gay
i think you need bear therapy as in spend time in an environment where you are being hunted by literal bears
Sputtering and frustrated noises
is working fun?
wow irl flashbacks are a thing?
thats like some naruto shit
im only mentally fucked in subtle ways so i always wonder what its like
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the board is dying. life is telling me to sleep. night, all!
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You will cave.
lol
I'd choose to die
It's not like a cutaway from real time it's just a constant drain on my processing power like a goddamned computer virus
And being a fucking wreck isn't that great
I'm immature for my age, unmotivated, I have an eating disorder, I'm hypersexual and sex-avoidant, I have a dissociative disorder, the aforementioned flashbacks, codependent tendencies, and on top of that I have several traumatic brain injuries from high school lacrosse and I have adhd and I'm trans
Like, my life is pretty garbage, and that's ignoring the fact that I was physically abused before I had any friends so I desperately clung onto the motherfuckers who pretty much just wanted me around for my ass
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I could watch it if I wanted. I was going to, but then my plans were ruined.
How even?
are they learning how to use their butts as weapons?
lets just ignore the bad things and find the fun things in life!
I didn't want to see it alone!
Warframe, cosplay, and mtg?
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you cosplay? personally i dont like displaying myself so i dont like it
whats mtg? magic?
I'm really bad at cosplay but I enjoy trying
Mtg is magic yes
if thats the fun in it then go for it.
i dont really know much about magic. my only reference to card games is hearthstone, and i dont even play that much either
10/10 anatomy
not for fug
Kirei
I like to think of my magic play style as "casual bullshit"
Like, against bad to ok players, some of the shit I do is game-ending nonsense
But against good+ players it's casual fun stuff that can sometimes toe up with competitive magic
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+1 and upvote
Revy I'd fucking destroy you in Magic
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Standard, modern or legacy?
cute
Swedishproof
sounds like a money sink hobby
Probably, I'm only pretty good and I don't spend a lot of money on it
But I have a lot of fun playing and I'd love to match wits
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Gay
It is, I haven't spent money on magic in months and I think I'm almost cured
:3
:3
vagina is the cure
This is why the only magic I really play is free, online, with friends and of questionable legality.
Cockatrice is pretty fun, you can chat to shortcut combos if your opponent is paying any attention
kinda foreign to me
i never really heard about magic until my mid teen days on the internet. not much nerd culture where i live i guess
Same though, except it's because my parents hated tcgs and I was into yugioh
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when i was a kid i amassed a huge collection of yugioh cards by trading my snacks. i never bought my own and the stack was as tall as one of those arizona tea cans.
my parents threw it away when we moved :P
it was probably worth something (id hope) but i never really played the card game. just collected the rare lookingcards
nini time!
hopefully I can find something to soak up my time tomorrow rather than just passively playing runescape while watching netflix
OK so you were never -into- tcgs
yup
idk anything about them besides trading sorta kinda
Trading is the worst part of any tcg
Trading is fun as a kid though, when you're playing with other kids.
Revy gimme your V card
I'll trade you
ill have you know i can probably do well against most people that never played magic
Never had one afaik
Yeah, I've pretty much exclusively played with people I was in a voice call with though.
The best part about it is definitely being able to just do sealed easily without needing to pay for like $30 each.
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so sleepy
tfw ur gfx card overheats a dozen times
kill me
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*pets*
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report submitted
-cuddles-
:)
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did you even watch the webm
seems valid
bebop i could inv you to arams if you want
did i miss something
???
im not high enough level to aram yet ;~;
gonna level my account up a lil more though right now i guess
valid reason for ban
it's one of those screamer webms with a cute or porn video
do you not have sound right now?
i guess i didn't know all of what it contained..
i'm deaf
huh, really low lvl
lvl 3, right on the edge to 4
Oh
I was just joking
I didn't realize my sound was so turned down, it just sounded kinda fucked
hehe edge
are you not bebop the great
hehe xD
do you want more where it came from? my source is up and i can pick through things
I am but I am tryna level a new account, I can get on it if you are gonna play now
only if its as good
you're not deaf
i'm not sure yet. luka is testing a build.
inv bebop the great
oh my god this looks so damn fun. i wish there were spots like this around where i live that i knew about, i'd be all over the place during summer
yes i am silly
:v
You'd drop dead
RIOT
:3
my spine is already fucked up anyway and i've launched myself off mountains several times and blacked out so i think im k
Yeah that totally sounds k
Guess you have 206 bones to break, have fun lad
i have 207 bones
I have 208 bones
IF U KNO WHATTA MEAN
why do you have a bone in your ass
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:)
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we've talked on skype before
LIAR
;^)
would you like to have one more in you?
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I can read lips ;3
sleep before bebop sniffs you out
hes after your cute penor
i cant resist a huffy puffy loli
Can he find it if I turn it inside out
dont give him what he wants
i was just joking .///. i dont do those sorta things
my left hand is on my boy scouts book. no lie!
But having a vagina >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> having a penis
reported
nothing will stop him
I-I'm new to this type of stuff.
noh
also i legit have my scouts book here
were u really in the boyscouts? such a white boy.
cub scouts to boy scouts to eagle scouts
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Whatever works bro I just don't want a dick
would you suck revy's dick off
ask him to suck it off
i'd let them mine but noh das gay
Can I use your mouth instead? ^W^
How are these comparable
so i look at the minimum requirements to get in the marines
you dont need to able to do a whole lot at all to get in like wtf 2 whole pushups, 44 crunches, and a mile and a half run at average speed??
im glad that there is more of a cut off later but.. jeez come on
but after ur done think of all the things you can do
would you stick it in the butt
Just suck my dick already
Like, come on
You may not be a girl rn but after I'm done with you you'll surely feel like one
With those requirements even Rin could join the Marines lmao
i think the only thing holding me back from marines are the pushups
If this guy can do 2 pushups you can too
I'm not a fan of sucking dick and I'm pretty sure I told you why
we can just be friends, you know
Pls b joke
i can do pushups but idk how to do em right
i believe in you
one day you will get over your problems and have the best blowjobs
will things escalate beyond that??
i can't just do both on them?
i mean by the end of the first week you have to do a lot more
ITS SO COLD OUT
Ha where's my alcohol
playing league makes me want to kms
omfgdiobgdbfg
Jesus Christ you suck at this Revy
Not even literally
[Insert love live "Its Joke!" Joke here]
Nigga I can do so many
I'm surprised how many people out there are out of shape and can't do basic physical requirements
Like if I could Im sure anyone can
Its so easy
suck dick and stuff the butt?
go rob a convenience store
play with me. ill carry you
hai
i think i can do like 35 shitty ones
I'm not always comfortable with direct sexual references
I make a lot of innuendos in real life but if someone told me to suck their dick I'm not sure if I'd say no or have a panic attack
It's... a very strange subject for me, since a lot of my behavior is sexualized but at the same time I really really don't want to be having sex
if its association like that you could probably hypnotize the trauma out
What's the max file size here again?
You sound broken as fuck dude
12 Mb
What's better Marmite or Vegemite?
I was mostly fine until I had a somewhat normal relationship back when I started college but the reason he left me seemed to me to have a lot to do with behaviors I learned because of my childhood trauma and now I'm just a useless wreck
lads, i scored an IBM SSK
I mean I was raped in a ditch
I don't eat either but from what I've heard vegemite
I'm not sure if that's patriotism or what though
Why live?
n o i c e
Huh
Fairy bread is an aussie thing?
To be fair that's the cloest to something that makes logical fucking sense out of those three
fuck outta here with that shit
it was quite pricey tho, and in ANSI
did u communicate your problems?
why do they have practical forms of bread while i have solid water
Not very well
Even after he left me and I tried to talk about it I barely got an "I'm sorry" or "I forgive you"
Damn that sucks bro
But its all in the past now
Quit wasting your years crying over the past
Damn, this probably sounds fucked up since you were raped but like I dunno where I'm going with this.
Yeah man, I'm rolling balls btw
We should sing Down Under together sometime
I dunno man never been to Kangarooville
u wanna Fite m8
Cause you're fucking 17 years old
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like i guess it's to ensure you aren't obese since they can't out right tell those people no at the door
stop twisting my words
;-;
sounds pretty butts
maybe he couldn't handle that
wai u gotta discriminate just because im one year under the legal age
intellectually im 300 years old
im not
im just wondering what you meant by that because i didnt want to waste thinking power
im not like u
Sing what now
so you're gay?
i like girls irl
ooh thats what you meant? yeah i only like 2d girls
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i otta bop you
what?
is that a pseudonym way of saying you're gonna dick me?
sorry im not interested
ok
Subtle try to out cute that shit
I dare you
did i do okay?
>w
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wait you wanted to dick me???
I mean, if it was just a rape I'd probably be over it by now, but contextually it's a far more crippling and toxic thing like
My brother was physically and emotionally abusive
So I avoided him and made my own friends
Those friends raped me
I stayed friends with them for years because they weren't beating or insulting me
They kept using me as their fuckdoll
I got tired of it and broke off that part of my life entirely and made different friends
All through high school I want to kill myself because I'm forced to associate with the motherfucker who started it all, but he doesn't seem to acknowledge that it happened
I get to college, find a nice trans guy, and we start dating for a few years
Turns out I've got learned behaviors from five~ish years of being raped by my friends
He ghosts me for three months before breaking up with me just before Christmas
Doesn't want to let me talk about my problems, only hears his own problems
He was a shitty boyfriend anyway, always on his phone or computer and not socializing with me but anyway
Now that that's over it's like oh shit, I'm kind of broken
Whatever, keep moving forward
Sinking
Sinking
Keeping it secret because no one will love me if they knew what I'd been through
No one will date me if they think I caused my relationship to end by being shitty
If I tell a therapist what will they think
Who will they tell
Don't they have to tell people about things like this
I can't have that happen, people would find out what happened
Or at least, find out I think it happened
Who's going to listen to the brain damaged crazy person
And it builds and builds and eats away at my life and sanity and I just never know how to take any steps forward because I'm afraid I'll have to deal with the consequences of being an elementary school fucktoy
good job soto look what youve done
Is it gross I like mine with lots of tartar sauce? D:
but we won
we won
Nah, tartar sauce is god-tier.
Ever had tzatziki with fried fish?
Calm down
I refuse
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Nigga I love Gyros
I'm about that life
Stop being a piece of shit meat with no redeeming qualities
yes
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not unless you want them to
*pets you comfortingly*
pls no mean the soto
he also has problems
:|
now post yours, anonymous.
I can't do anything about that
Im always gonna be like this
You've known me for like 4 - 5 years or even more
Like come on Revs
I'd acknowledge them if he talked about his problems instead of doing drugs and fucking traps at anime conventions
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soto take notes
Man, you've got to try Iskender kebab if they sell that there.
I'm pretty sure that their contract has them to stay quiet about everything, same as any doctor really.
yeah there's actually huge ramifications for a therapist sharing confidential information
super illegal
And you've known me that same time
Do you really think I can just "get over" my entire childhood
lol I've talked about my problems countless times I just never keep bitching about them cause no one wants to hear that shit
I think most of us here have had a bad childhood
Dont think you're special lol
They're obligated by those same laws to tell someone if you're suicidal ;^)
I do
I'm special
Exactly
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Guys I think I have angered the Revy
Doushio?
someone give me an animu like steins;gate
500 mg of mwah!
Yosuga no Sora
loads better than me so yusss
please tell me this is about a man with a blood thirsty cursed blade
ok
i feel like if you talk about it more with someone who will actually listen and know what theyre doing it could help at least a little. im sure you'll find someone ;-;
i am not as good as i was
i saw this in my folder the other day and was like wtf why do i have this
there are certain things that they can't just let get by though and won't affect their career. only if it's damaging though
Unless there are some holes within the laws in the country, such as terrorism threats etc. which will need to be redirected to the authorities.
Although here they can't even say that.
500 mg?
RL Stine ; Gate
occult;nine
choas;head
robot;note
choas;child
anonymous;code
If you talked about your problems instead of minimizing mine I wouldn't seem so different for being open about the fact that I'm broken
I'm here to talk with people
I don't give a fuck what I talk about as long as its something I'm interested in
I was shitposting about warframe all night until people started talking about fucking me
It doesn't have to be like this
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Nezi I can show you the book if you like
But R.L. Stine is an author.
arent those all from that nitroplus thing or whatever it was that made steins;gate
Yay! *hugs tight*
for shitposting.
:3
by the author that gave you goose bumps on your skin
comes his hit new anime Stines;Gate
yeah! all similar stuff to stines
i'll give it a watch then
i dont need any special thing to shitpost though
tfw no yandere loli gf
why live
oh cool! ill check it out. Do you have anything not related to them?
finish eva movies first
i have one if you consider a waifu a gf
I don't think those would mix.
i torrented the big short and was gonna watch it but instead i worked out and then passed out all day
i should give anime another try
i dont but who
how dare you not prioritize children cartoons
so tell them your childhood/problems without mentioning that you're suicidal????????
are you serious lmao
Nigga my parents left me when I was 11
Haven't seen them since
Now I look out for my siblings and have to try and be a brother and almost like a father to them cause we're all that we have left.
The rest of my family won't talk to us cause my mom was a whore so we're pretty much their mistake and not our responsibility.
I have had to tell my younger sister who was 6 my mom probably isn't coming home after like 3 years of her asking me repeatedly and then she asked me straight up "Does Mom hate us? Why doesn't she want to come back?"
How do you respond to that to a 6 year old?
I pretty much dropped out of college to support my siblings when we were going through rough times and I can't even ditch them cause they're the only ones I have.
I never asked for this but that's just life
You just keep at it and even if I have to slave myself till the day that I die I would do it just so my siblings dont have to suffer
There's things worth fighting for in this life Revy
If not I would've just ended it too but that's just being selfish so I can't even take the easy way out
You just need to be strong
/end rant
you know this already
i mean they can generally get a sense of that
its sort of why i wont go talk to one either lmaonot suicidal but other things
one time i faked things like that with a therapist. we got nowhere with my problems
what do i know?
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Thank you for taking the time to actually talk to me Soto
You're right, that's a pretty goddamn shitty life and you're very strong for being able to keep your family together, it's clear you love them a lot
I'm sorry I bitch about my life so much, I don't quite have the same motivation to keep living and keep positive that you do but I'm trying my best and I think I'm doing better
I'll try to not go quite so off the rails next time I'm upset, I've spoiled an otherwise pleasant morning with my selfishness
I really am quite exhausted, I'm going to close my eyes for a minute