Shes a few cards short of a full deck

shes a few cards short of a full deck,
a joker in the game

oh, shes got a bullet with your name on it
no doubt shes a mental case

better keep that girl away

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she's gonna pull the trigger when the party's over so we rave forever

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way too accurate

what's the discord info? may I have it?

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Cupcake is like Dirk Nowitzki with F A B U L O U S hair.

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stop fur posting

eurobeat posting better?

Stop Sci/Feku posting.

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i literally do not know either of those people

Stop posting*

give me good guidelines for posting and i will reshape myself

stop all posting

yes that's what I said

I didn't read your post LMAO

I'll fukken cut you nerd

?

what else you got?

Du bist heir.

Shut up, you bitter old man.

why live equates to why post equates to kms

I'm a little girl tyvm

The Doom That Came to Holla Forums

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sup

Don't go full Licky.
Don't disappear and show up years later as a "girl".

colour me intrigued

Who knows

fucken nothing

like what

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I already did the disappearing thing and still came back as a dude so I dunno.

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Clearly you maintain enough mental faculties to prevent such a downward spiral.
Abuse enough substances to destroy that first.

im watchin squashie stream bloodborne, he just got the game

olivia from sun/moon

i'm hungry.

in cute pictures.

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

mmmm
that dark boi
he's cute

Eat

workin' on it now. alcohols.

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go to an orgy while candyflipping, and then roll way too frequently for a while in addition to abusing meth

for your fapping pleasure

shes lonely
she wants the nut

if you can get me one of these with kojima as bottom i'll actually fap to it.

I started like two hours ago and I'm done after this one. don't judge.

can we chat briefly about how absurdly different I am from #1? the difference is called overwhelming pre-existing trauma

Cup please
I always judge

eat what?

rude.

my luka folder? screenshots

An omelette

Just for you
Now drink more so I can judge more

I dun wanna drink more after this one.

Finish the whole bottle.

not suicidal enough anymore.

*judges*

huh? what do you mean?

with hashbrowns in it

I will silently condemn you for being too big of a pansy to finish it.

rude.

somehow I'll survive.

i still dont understand how you cook your hashbrowns

it's where i put the cute pics.

fuck i have a cold

What?
No, that seems unnatural

Cheese
Ham
Herbs

All you need

I didn't say negatively judge!

ruder.

Enough oil to easily coat the bottom of the pan
Throw those cunts in
Flip once they're lightly browned
Transfer to another pan that's hotter right before they're ready to crisp the outside on both sides

Kinda tedious honestly. Not really worth it without a deep frier

What, you need to be looked down on that badly?

cant you do it more reliably with a metal can so the amount of oil is less and it fries more easily

inferiority complex?

no judge.

You'd be doing it one at a time and it'd be a nightmare to set up

But you just complained about me not judging
It's too late for that

It's easier to just make hash at home than use pre-shredded potatoes.
You just dice them up and pan fry them.
Since they're larger, they can fry to crispy without burning.

alright guys its been lit im gonna go fuck up an esoteric wizardry board or x or something they've got no idea...

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I like complaining. no judge.

i miss him so much tbh i think he might need some guidance

wow does doing rapid fire smoke rings with cigs fuck you up or whaaaat

Definitely judge
Stop being a bitch cupcake

but that's what I do

Yeah but where's the fun if you don't get called out on it?

being called out on it is a pleasure.

Yeah but that's effort on a quintessential breakfast food

Then clearly you should be more bitchy.

*hugs*

i fry them.

i don't have any ingredients.

I'm the bitchy-est, bitch.

THen just egg and cheese

You're not even being bitchy right now

im pretty sure it can fit more than one

that sounds unhealthy

Do you do "sassy black woman" overt hand gestures when your cursing out people?
If not, there's clearly more bitchy.

effort...

of course I do sassy hand gestures, bitch.
/z-snaps at you kindly

I'm pretty sure you can fit more than one

I mean I can't just insult you off nothing.
Well I guess I could, but that's boring.

sleepy anyway.

Good, because I'm gonna go buy celery and you need your sleep.

dont got any cheese either.

nah.

I always knew you were secretly black.
Next you'll march through Phoenix, yelling, "death to the whitey."

sleep is for nerds

Go buy some

holy shit trump takes office in 2 days

the meme's have finally arrived

nice meme. there aren't any black people in arizona.

Oh right.
You're surrounded by Mexicans and Swedish Fish.
I think I'd prefer the Mexicans.

no money

how much does some simple cheddar cheese cost
That's like change?

pretty avatar.

bit of a toss up really.

sounds like fun

what kinda potatoes do you use?

In the US, for like a bag of shredded or a big block, it's like $2.
I can't imagine it being much more in Canada.

At least the Mexicans will give you tacos and build you a patio.

$8

So go pass the fuck out, what's the problem here?
duh

That's enough!

what ur pic?
:)
thx

hashbrowns

too much... i dont have enough for it.

but
omelette

you should eat ramen
its cheap enough to fill you well

I do really love tacos.

ye gonna do that now

goodnight thread

it's zilean :p

Based
Night cups

thats ggay

how so? it's genderbent

yup eggs and hashbrowns.

it doesn't fill me.

kinda looked like orianna too and irelia hair.
i like that pic, it's pretty.
:)

so im not gay if im attracted to it?

you just keep eating them until youre full

I just bought my first legal bottle of alcohol : 3

it's tastes gross.
i can barely handle one of them.

reeeeee

hah
americans

put cheese on it

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'product of Italy'

product of memes

Any of my warframe nerds online

ree

what cheese? i don't got any.

*sticks out my tongue*

am i one of those?
im busy watching animu

make some!

Do you play warframe

I'm glad you understand

What italian booze are you even getting

yes

wine :3

i can't just make cheese, from nothing.

what?

humans lactate

Have you built nidus yet?
I just want to shitpost about how fun it is
I've been playing all day and it's kind of bedtime but I'm not sleepy

You're gross.

no i have a huge backlog of quest i havent done
also that motherfuck gave all my frames ugly pimples on their necks

i was making a funny!

understand
that reee

Make an infested pupper and go in the helminth room and get your space aids cured
But like oh my god nidus is goddamn immortal
If you do it right uou barely even need energy overflow because the 1 gives you energy back for each motherfucker you hit and his 2 grabs people in a huge radius and squishes them together like a vortex
And he doesn't die at all
And his armor is ridiculous
I'm actually using steel fiber and it's actually helpful
I usually bug out at like 30-35 minutes on draco but with nidus that's the warmup

huh?

:|

i'm bi so it wouldn't worry me.

i already made one and froze it it
i havent done the quest so i cant go in the room
i kinda wanna get inaros first since hes probably easier to farm
apparently theyre both fun so i will get to it eventually

I also want wukong and nezha but my clan is inactive
I feel like an idiot tho cuz i had all nezha parts from sortie but i didnt buy his bp on market before they moved it to clans

loosen up a little and laugh! ha ha ha

i think im bicurious, except dicks are gross

guys are okay for fucking but not for relationships tbh

I'm gonna tie up feku and rape him

Sucks for you, my clan loves research
We still don't have hema anywhere close to complete though
Who the fuck has 150000 mutagen samples

i might hate that

what dick do i have to suck to get in

that just makes me harder

mine
I'm not actually sure, I found them on the wikia forum and pm'd the admin

hmph

i love it

ew random nontightknit clans are no fun

:D close enough
enjoy your life!!

That's true, I had an awesome guild when I played domo but these motherfuckers won't even do ODE dragon runs with me

GOD FORBID ANYONE DATES YOU, FISH

GOD FORBID

Has the potential to be funny.

You should volunteer.

apparently corrupted mods really got up in value
back in the day they used to be a fourth of their cost

i think its because everyone relevant got the ones they needed and no one farms them anymore

Because why would anyone bother with corrupted mods when rivens are so much cooler
I hate sorties

and the rest of them?

DATE-O?!
NANIIIIIIII

He failed to post nudes again as he was ordered to, so I am not serving as tribute.

lloyd you do it

is this because I'm black

Wait who failed

well corrupted mods are kinda staple but it is a one time thing to farm. when trading came out I was blown away i could sell a corrupted mod for 20p and buy a new syandana

how much rivens do you have?

i mean every sexual organ has its purpose
but there are only two and i dislike one. the other is nice

Do what now?

i meant the rest of the guy.

idk what features there are in a guy that im attracted to

Fish.

Only the free one from the quest
It's for vectis, I rolled it once and it's OK
I hate sorties

I think the voice is important.

volunteer as tribute

Should they?
Not everyone should

For what

That's some King Kong stuff.

Rolled 5 (1d6)1. ARAM
2. Overwatch Mystery Heroes
3. Subnautica
4. YouTube
5. Borderlands 2
6.

Rolled 2 (1d5)
reroll

Is the hunger games the first story to use that phrase?

what's option 6?

Ian better not have a small dick or I swear to god

masturbate

Do we revive the three ball meme?

meh... i think i'll try again later.
youtube and food till then. lurk lurk thred

i dunno ;~;

too lewd to even list

Do we revive the three ball meme?

isnt vectis one of the better snipers?
why do you hate sorties?

the only time ive been remotely attracted to a male's voice is when its in japanese and rapping erotically

nqrse is cute

if you wanted to youtube from the start why roll?
that sounds like something I would do. ask for what to do and do something I had in mind already

It never died.

i wondered what the dice would say...

see

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My home internet sucks so multiplayer is nearly impossible on warframe and until nidus I didn't have a frame I could feel good about taking on sorties other than like Loki for bullshit and Titania for pissing people off and at least pretending to help

Rapping erotically?
Like what?

I haven't seen it in ever

Oh
Not so sure that's a good idea

I was actually talking about throat fucking with someone yesterday

interesting

you never know till you try

who's "tense" ?

I NEED COCK

NOW

what

i guess the dice is pretty all knowing

if you play as host it shouldnt be bad
i mean how bad can your internet be?

you would understand if you understood the lyrics

Maybe because he is around less.

someone shopped that name over your post.

YouTube is slow at my house

iunno

oh... ok u_u

I've got enough on my plate
You can see about that though

Oh in that video?
Word, probably so. You speak Nippon?

THANK GOD RIGHT

how fast do you download things on steam n such

sup

Rude.

Rolled 109 (1d999)
unfaithfulness is not something I am a fan of

I don't often download things
Warframe updates are annoying but not as bad as some people I know

i want astroneer!
:)

it look interesting gamepaly!

I thought Ian was the sacrifice.

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Rolled 124 (1d999)

"TRIBUTE" YOU RUBE

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nice roll

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really makes you think

Rolled 117 (1d999)
too bad i didn't get knight ;~;
she's the prettyest!

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you could solo play things?

I couldn't rail that hairy beast. I'm more tempted by traps... until the penis is in view.

I've been getting everything on this chick that i can find today.

yeah hope they update quickly

I like oracle and darknight

she looks young

19.

How does that make it any better?! Tribute to the ogre under the bridge so that it doesn't eat the villagers?

Sure I could solo fissures for prime scrap and probably the odd sortie, and I've been known to blow 100000 credits on ODE keys for solo dragon vault runs, but it's less effective

how long are edibles supposed to last for? I had one on an empty stomach at 4pm, got high at 6, and now it's 2AM and I'm still a little high?

You're going to die from a marijuana overdose

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huh? why waiting on some update? ._.

why do they call a knight onion knight?

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i never tried soloing sorties besides the odd spy missions, but soloing fissures sounds terrible
you have 1/4th the choice :P
which mods are you missing if you still do vault runs?

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just needs a better matchmaking system

would also like some off world building

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"Why is it that we use the name of a certain vegetable to refer both to those who excel and also those without experience in the ways of the world? It is a well-known fact that all heroes in all tales disliked vegetables as children. Their legend begins with their overcoming of this weakness, and then continues with a journey filled with hardships. That noble vegetable, the onion, lives on as a symbol of hardships overcome, and as the mark of a true hero"

They have shit stats until 90 then they skyrocket until max at 99
then they can use legendary onion equipment and learn any spell

I have spoiled strike and overextended
No one has ever gone on a dragon vault binge with me
Like, if I even had 3 shitty friends I could do dragon vaults all damn day but I have exactly 3 friends who play warframe and they're impossible to coordinate

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:O thats it?
idk if i even have extra copies anymore but i can help you do some runs. although im not 3 people

huh? astroneer has machmaking, do you like.... battle or something?

oh ok... thanks ._.

whats your fav ff game

Something like that.

no it's co-op

Who are you faithful to?

I mean, 50% is more than 25% and it's not like dragon keys are that crippling but I'm pretty sleepy at the moment

someone very special to me

thats fine, but sleep is priority so you should do that

ah shit man

have you ever had a malasada

like once or twice
arent they just sugary buns

Fuck I'm really restless
Why am I more active at night

Here??? Dawg tell me

We had a Hunger Games theme going on, and you RUINED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe your inner teenager is awake

I've always been nocturnal

idk you tell me
lucky boy

not from here no
she is everything ive dreamt of in a girl though

im so lucky

HAVE YOU CONFIRMED THAT SHE DOES NOT COME WITH A PENIS THOUGH?

[ the girl has a penis joke here]

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FF x-2 was my first ever experience with both FF and jrpgs
unforgettable visuals, great music, interesting gameplay kewl gfx for a ps2 game back then... and a huge adventure in a flying ship across a large map.

Then i found FFXII with it's new battle system, unique art, and fantastic refined gameplay, camera angles, designs, and characters.

Then came Dirge of cerberus. Vincent Valentire shooter stuff has never felt soo fun in all my time... fresh gameplay kewl story and and stuff.

those were my main FF games.

lets mine the planet together :)

yes god damn

All right.

Are you dating her or are you just very interested?

maybe if you get it

same
although I have no life idk your situation

are you just memeing that pokemon game? id say they are pretty average for sweets

Didn't see it. I have TWO copies of the first book and it was too dull to get into.

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damn

im super old schoold
ffiv and ffv were mine

I like the traditional ff stories and the whole ffiv story was poetic with a little added quirk

we are official

well I learned of them through it
they seem yum

it's prolly expensive?

iunno like 20

youtu.be/4OFUiYMU9DM?t=32

musubis are a real meal and fill you better

i never played any other FF titles
i grew up with the new fancy 3d gfx

whens a sale?

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Oh wow
Since when?

i do not know

past 6mo we were into each other
official as of the past 2mo

what r those

youtu.be/4OFUiYMU9DM?t=1m14s

obviously rolling

Seems about right.

:c

steam summer sale is when?

in the spring

one of the things I dont hate as bad for being cultural

I have no life and I've always been abused and miserable

too laze to google
explain the dish to me boyo

my visual snow is worsening. maybe I am going blind?

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yeah but do you have an occupation
are you still being abused?

its not a dish google it yourself

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Her guitar... ;_;

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i'll be honest at this point part of the reason i look for horrific lewdness is to subject others to it vicariously...

what are you trying to say

I work at a Jimmy Johns doing late night shifts
The worst of the abuse ended when I was 12 but I'm still really fucked up

we should talk more. it becomes a strength

I thought grim would be into that kind of stuff

I teased the hell out of my sexually needy friends today
I made one of them feed me breadsticks and I ate them really sensually and licked his fingers clean

summer is in the sprig? which months?

hmmm... maybe a chinese new years sale hopefully...

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You mean ukulele.

what constitutes as late night? do you work soon?

Im not gonna say to get help because a bunch of people have probably told you that, and im not gonna try and comfort you because im an asshole but remember that shit you went through because everyday life has nothing on it

ill chinese your new year

At least you used the same clip. The trolls are winning you over.

What was his response?

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:|

I work evenings until 3-4 am on weekends
And trust me, I remember a lot more than I'm willing to admit to myself, my flashbacks are like a constant sound track in my head like
Hey remember that one time you got raped in a different ditch
Remember that time you sucked a dick underwater
Remember all the "good" times that were had in the bed you sleep in every night
Just
All
God
Damned
Day

Nigga you gay

i think you need bear therapy as in spend time in an environment where you are being hunted by literal bears

Sputtering and frustrated noises

is working fun?

wow irl flashbacks are a thing?
thats like some naruto shit

im only mentally fucked in subtle ways so i always wonder what its like

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the board is dying. life is telling me to sleep. night, all!

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You will cave.

lol

I'd choose to die

It's not like a cutaway from real time it's just a constant drain on my processing power like a goddamned computer virus
And being a fucking wreck isn't that great
I'm immature for my age, unmotivated, I have an eating disorder, I'm hypersexual and sex-avoidant, I have a dissociative disorder, the aforementioned flashbacks, codependent tendencies, and on top of that I have several traumatic brain injuries from high school lacrosse and I have adhd and I'm trans
Like, my life is pretty garbage, and that's ignoring the fact that I was physically abused before I had any friends so I desperately clung onto the motherfuckers who pretty much just wanted me around for my ass

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I could watch it if I wanted. I was going to, but then my plans were ruined.

How even?

are they learning how to use their butts as weapons?

lets just ignore the bad things and find the fun things in life!

I didn't want to see it alone!

Warframe, cosplay, and mtg?

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you cosplay? personally i dont like displaying myself so i dont like it

whats mtg? magic?

I'm really bad at cosplay but I enjoy trying
Mtg is magic yes

if thats the fun in it then go for it.

i dont really know much about magic. my only reference to card games is hearthstone, and i dont even play that much either

10/10 anatomy

not for fug

Kirei

I like to think of my magic play style as "casual bullshit"
Like, against bad to ok players, some of the shit I do is game-ending nonsense
But against good+ players it's casual fun stuff that can sometimes toe up with competitive magic

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+1 and upvote

Revy I'd fucking destroy you in Magic

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Standard, modern or legacy?

cute

Swedishproof

sounds like a money sink hobby

Probably, I'm only pretty good and I don't spend a lot of money on it
But I have a lot of fun playing and I'd love to match wits

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Gay

It is, I haven't spent money on magic in months and I think I'm almost cured

:3

:3

vagina is the cure

This is why the only magic I really play is free, online, with friends and of questionable legality.

Cockatrice is pretty fun, you can chat to shortcut combos if your opponent is paying any attention

kinda foreign to me
i never really heard about magic until my mid teen days on the internet. not much nerd culture where i live i guess

Same though, except it's because my parents hated tcgs and I was into yugioh

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when i was a kid i amassed a huge collection of yugioh cards by trading my snacks. i never bought my own and the stack was as tall as one of those arizona tea cans.

my parents threw it away when we moved :P
it was probably worth something (id hope) but i never really played the card game. just collected the rare lookingcards

nini time!

hopefully I can find something to soak up my time tomorrow rather than just passively playing runescape while watching netflix

OK so you were never -into- tcgs

yup
idk anything about them besides trading sorta kinda

Trading is the worst part of any tcg

Trading is fun as a kid though, when you're playing with other kids.

Revy gimme your V card

I'll trade you

ill have you know i can probably do well against most people that never played magic

Never had one afaik

Yeah, I've pretty much exclusively played with people I was in a voice call with though.

The best part about it is definitely being able to just do sealed easily without needing to pay for like $30 each.

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so sleepy

tfw ur gfx card overheats a dozen times
kill me

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*pets*

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report submitted

-cuddles-

:)

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did you even watch the webm

seems valid

bebop i could inv you to arams if you want

did i miss something

???

im not high enough level to aram yet ;~;
gonna level my account up a lil more though right now i guess

valid reason for ban

it's one of those screamer webms with a cute or porn video

do you not have sound right now?

i guess i didn't know all of what it contained..

i'm deaf

huh, really low lvl

lvl 3, right on the edge to 4

Oh
I was just joking

I didn't realize my sound was so turned down, it just sounded kinda fucked

hehe edge

are you not bebop the great

hehe xD
do you want more where it came from? my source is up and i can pick through things

I am but I am tryna level a new account, I can get on it if you are gonna play now

only if its as good

you're not deaf

i'm not sure yet. luka is testing a build.

inv bebop the great

oh my god this looks so damn fun. i wish there were spots like this around where i live that i knew about, i'd be all over the place during summer

yes i am silly

:v

You'd drop dead

RIOT

:3

my spine is already fucked up anyway and i've launched myself off mountains several times and blacked out so i think im k

Yeah that totally sounds k
Guess you have 206 bones to break, have fun lad

i have 207 bones

I have 208 bones

IF U KNO WHATTA MEAN

why do you have a bone in your ass

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:)

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we've talked on skype before

LIAR

;^)

would you like to have one more in you?

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I can read lips ;3

sleep before bebop sniffs you out
hes after your cute penor

i cant resist a huffy puffy loli

Can he find it if I turn it inside out

stop lying to meeee!!!!

hmu

steamcommunity.com/id/neziwi/

dont give him what he wants

i was just joking .///. i dont do those sorta things

my left hand is on my boy scouts book. no lie!

But having a vagina >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> having a penis

reported

nothing will stop him

I-I'm new to this type of stuff.

noh
also i legit have my scouts book here

were u really in the boyscouts? such a white boy.

cub scouts to boy scouts to eagle scouts

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Whatever works bro I just don't want a dick

would you suck revy's dick off

ask him to suck it off

i'd let them mine but noh das gay

Can I use your mouth instead? ^W^

How are these comparable

so i look at the minimum requirements to get in the marines
you dont need to able to do a whole lot at all to get in like wtf 2 whole pushups, 44 crunches, and a mile and a half run at average speed??
im glad that there is more of a cut off later but.. jeez come on

but after ur done think of all the things you can do

would you stick it in the butt

Just suck my dick already

Like, come on

You may not be a girl rn but after I'm done with you you'll surely feel like one

With those requirements even Rin could join the Marines lmao

i think the only thing holding me back from marines are the pushups

If this guy can do 2 pushups you can too

I'm not a fan of sucking dick and I'm pretty sure I told you why

we can just be friends, you know

Pls b joke

i can do pushups but idk how to do em right

i believe in you
one day you will get over your problems and have the best blowjobs

will things escalate beyond that??

i can't just do both on them?

i mean by the end of the first week you have to do a lot more
ITS SO COLD OUT

Ha where's my alcohol

playing league makes me want to kms
omfgdiobgdbfg

Jesus Christ you suck at this Revy

Not even literally

[Insert love live "Its Joke!" Joke here]

Nigga I can do so many

I'm surprised how many people out there are out of shape and can't do basic physical requirements

Like if I could Im sure anyone can
Its so easy

suck dick and stuff the butt?

go rob a convenience store

play with me. ill carry you

hai

i think i can do like 35 shitty ones

I'm not always comfortable with direct sexual references
I make a lot of innuendos in real life but if someone told me to suck their dick I'm not sure if I'd say no or have a panic attack
It's... a very strange subject for me, since a lot of my behavior is sexualized but at the same time I really really don't want to be having sex

if its association like that you could probably hypnotize the trauma out

What's the max file size here again?

You sound broken as fuck dude

12 Mb

What's better Marmite or Vegemite?

I was mostly fine until I had a somewhat normal relationship back when I started college but the reason he left me seemed to me to have a lot to do with behaviors I learned because of my childhood trauma and now I'm just a useless wreck

lads, i scored an IBM SSK

I mean I was raped in a ditch

I don't eat either but from what I've heard vegemite
I'm not sure if that's patriotism or what though

Why live?

n o i c e

Huh
Fairy bread is an aussie thing?

To be fair that's the cloest to something that makes logical fucking sense out of those three

fuck outta here with that shit

it was quite pricey tho, and in ANSI

did u communicate your problems?

why do they have practical forms of bread while i have solid water

Not very well
Even after he left me and I tried to talk about it I barely got an "I'm sorry" or "I forgive you"

Damn that sucks bro

But its all in the past now
Quit wasting your years crying over the past
Damn, this probably sounds fucked up since you were raped but like I dunno where I'm going with this.

Yeah man, I'm rolling balls btw

We should sing Down Under together sometime

I dunno man never been to Kangarooville

u wanna Fite m8

Cause you're fucking 17 years old

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like i guess it's to ensure you aren't obese since they can't out right tell those people no at the door

stop twisting my words

;-;

sounds pretty butts
maybe he couldn't handle that

wai u gotta discriminate just because im one year under the legal age
intellectually im 300 years old

im not
im just wondering what you meant by that because i didnt want to waste thinking power

im not like u

Sing what now

so you're gay?

i like girls irl

ooh thats what you meant? yeah i only like 2d girls

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i otta bop you

what?
is that a pseudonym way of saying you're gonna dick me?

sorry im not interested

ok

Subtle try to out cute that shit

I dare you

did i do okay?
>w

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wait you wanted to dick me???

I mean, if it was just a rape I'd probably be over it by now, but contextually it's a far more crippling and toxic thing like
My brother was physically and emotionally abusive
So I avoided him and made my own friends
Those friends raped me
I stayed friends with them for years because they weren't beating or insulting me
They kept using me as their fuckdoll
I got tired of it and broke off that part of my life entirely and made different friends
All through high school I want to kill myself because I'm forced to associate with the motherfucker who started it all, but he doesn't seem to acknowledge that it happened
I get to college, find a nice trans guy, and we start dating for a few years
Turns out I've got learned behaviors from five~ish years of being raped by my friends
He ghosts me for three months before breaking up with me just before Christmas
Doesn't want to let me talk about my problems, only hears his own problems
He was a shitty boyfriend anyway, always on his phone or computer and not socializing with me but anyway
Now that that's over it's like oh shit, I'm kind of broken
Whatever, keep moving forward
Sinking
Sinking
Keeping it secret because no one will love me if they knew what I'd been through
No one will date me if they think I caused my relationship to end by being shitty
If I tell a therapist what will they think
Who will they tell
Don't they have to tell people about things like this
I can't have that happen, people would find out what happened
Or at least, find out I think it happened
Who's going to listen to the brain damaged crazy person
And it builds and builds and eats away at my life and sanity and I just never know how to take any steps forward because I'm afraid I'll have to deal with the consequences of being an elementary school fucktoy

good job soto look what youve done

Is it gross I like mine with lots of tartar sauce? D:

but we won

we won

Nah, tartar sauce is god-tier.
Ever had tzatziki with fried fish?

Calm down

I refuse

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Nigga I love Gyros

I'm about that life

Stop being a piece of shit meat with no redeeming qualities

yes

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not unless you want them to

*pets you comfortingly*

pls no mean the soto
he also has problems

:|

now post yours, anonymous.

I can't do anything about that

Im always gonna be like this
You've known me for like 4 - 5 years or even more
Like come on Revs

I'd acknowledge them if he talked about his problems instead of doing drugs and fucking traps at anime conventions

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soto take notes

Man, you've got to try Iskender kebab if they sell that there.

I'm pretty sure that their contract has them to stay quiet about everything, same as any doctor really.

yeah there's actually huge ramifications for a therapist sharing confidential information

super illegal

And you've known me that same time
Do you really think I can just "get over" my entire childhood

lol I've talked about my problems countless times I just never keep bitching about them cause no one wants to hear that shit

I think most of us here have had a bad childhood

Dont think you're special lol

They're obligated by those same laws to tell someone if you're suicidal ;^)

I do

I'm special

Exactly

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Guys I think I have angered the Revy

Doushio?

someone give me an animu like steins;gate

500 mg of mwah!

Yosuga no Sora

loads better than me so yusss
please tell me this is about a man with a blood thirsty cursed blade

ok

i feel like if you talk about it more with someone who will actually listen and know what theyre doing it could help at least a little. im sure you'll find someone ;-;

i am not as good as i was

i saw this in my folder the other day and was like wtf why do i have this

there are certain things that they can't just let get by though and won't affect their career. only if it's damaging though

Unless there are some holes within the laws in the country, such as terrorism threats etc. which will need to be redirected to the authorities.
Although here they can't even say that.

500 mg?

RL Stine ; Gate
occult;nine
choas;head
robot;note
choas;child
anonymous;code

If you talked about your problems instead of minimizing mine I wouldn't seem so different for being open about the fact that I'm broken
I'm here to talk with people
I don't give a fuck what I talk about as long as its something I'm interested in
I was shitposting about warframe all night until people started talking about fucking me
It doesn't have to be like this

i have one if you consider a waifu a gf

I don't think those would mix.

i torrented the big short and was gonna watch it but instead i worked out and then passed out all day
i should give anime another try

i dont but who

how dare you not prioritize children cartoons

so tell them your childhood/problems without mentioning that you're suicidal????????

are you serious lmao

Nigga my parents left me when I was 11
Haven't seen them since

Now I look out for my siblings and have to try and be a brother and almost like a father to them cause we're all that we have left.

The rest of my family won't talk to us cause my mom was a whore so we're pretty much their mistake and not our responsibility.

I have had to tell my younger sister who was 6 my mom probably isn't coming home after like 3 years of her asking me repeatedly and then she asked me straight up "Does Mom hate us? Why doesn't she want to come back?"

How do you respond to that to a 6 year old?

I pretty much dropped out of college to support my siblings when we were going through rough times and I can't even ditch them cause they're the only ones I have.

I never asked for this but that's just life

You just keep at it and even if I have to slave myself till the day that I die I would do it just so my siblings dont have to suffer

There's things worth fighting for in this life Revy

If not I would've just ended it too but that's just being selfish so I can't even take the easy way out

You just need to be strong
/end rant

you know this already

i mean they can generally get a sense of that
its sort of why i wont go talk to one either lmaonot suicidal but other things

one time i faked things like that with a therapist. we got nowhere with my problems

what do i know?

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Thank you for taking the time to actually talk to me Soto
You're right, that's a pretty goddamn shitty life and you're very strong for being able to keep your family together, it's clear you love them a lot
I'm sorry I bitch about my life so much, I don't quite have the same motivation to keep living and keep positive that you do but I'm trying my best and I think I'm doing better
I'll try to not go quite so off the rails next time I'm upset, I've spoiled an otherwise pleasant morning with my selfishness
I really am quite exhausted, I'm going to close my eyes for a minute