4 AM

How goes user

The fuck is xanthan gum? Some kinda drugs?

You just learn to live on 3 hours a sleep a night like I did when I worked.

Fucking chinks

No insurance. No money.

Why milk in particular?

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I want a girlfriend to nut in. Why cant god bless me?

It's fun. It's very hard.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xanthan_gum

Im binging mistet metokur's channel. Im so glad i turned out relatively normal. Other than that ive just been going through more pokemon and yugioh cards.

Mister*

God doesn't hear your prayers, you must build yourself or just go outside to meet one instead of being a sperg.

Alternatively pay for a whoor.

Your parents have money tho right?

The kind of milk that's good for you specifically, and won't make you sick.

You were at least competent in it right?

I want to fuk that puddin.

How goes user

When was the last time you did a blood sacrifice?

I just need to do some spoopy occult shit. Probably pissed off some spirit at a shrine in nippon.

So you are making lube then?

I fucking love metokurs stuff. Can't wait for the last vid on his TGWTG series this month.

Go outside? So you want me to cat call? women dont like that, or the ones I like wont.

Last night.

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Hey lads, back at my sisters place after the Pelican show. It was amazing. Got a poster and a record.

The vaultdweller from fallout 1

kinda gay choice

Not enough to cover medical shit.

How goes puddin guy

Your sister cute brah?

Once I figured out which weapons to use yeah. I was raised on platformers, so this is all second nature for me.

I'm making some of that nuggy sauce that McDonalds had last week.

Ive been watching that. goddamn i was so bored a long time ago that i actually watched doug's stuff. its sad just how far doug has fallen.

I was never raised on platformers so I'd probably be shit.

RIP

See? The problem is you're an irredeemable sperg.

The meme sauce?
They have some "signature" sauce apparently now for their new tendies that I really want to try.

Spoony is the only one from those autists I ever watched. Surprised he hasn't jose suicidio'd yet.

Soon.

Problem is that your a too much of a faggot to help you little bitch.

Is it already 4 am? Just kill me.

Got some decent strain reefer after almost 5 years of consuming the cheapest no-brand shit possible. And for a bargain too. All in all it was a good day.

Demi-Fiend.

I forgot that 5 dollar sanches was apart of his group. I hate just about every person there, but i still feel bad for doug.

Yeah. The meme sauce.

You see the guy who traded his car for a packet?

I can't, you're not physically here.

bizarre questions lately wtf

maybe since you've accomplished one of your main goals your body is giving up

You're a gay choice

All my sisters are beautiful

Isnt that just sweet and sour mixed with barbecue sauce?

Morning lads. How's everyone doing?
Nice to see posting is back on track again.

Hard to say, but I'll just got with a recent game and say Kat from the Gravity Rush series.

rough shit amigo
Fuckin nice. I'm right behind you on that.

go see a doctor Soritsu

3DPD is overrated and she will never truly love you because loyalty is dead

It is.
you get to suffer with us now friend.

why though

This is one of the most normal ones we've gotten lately though.

How goes user

Back when I smoked I only got shitty ditch weed all the time then all of a sudden every dealer I had was selling fancy shit, was weird but nice.

Whats good in the hood monica

Every once in a while I'll throw on his newest vid while watching kiketube stuff just to see how cringey it is. So sad.

He tried to do shit he isnt good at. He tried so hard to do what he wanted and failed to do. Its just sad.

Nah. No barbecue shit involved.

Thanks Yoza.

I just wish i had more games i could play with a video or some music playing in theb background. Might and magic 6 is a fucking bitch about windowed mode.

Finally finished the first act of Elona. In the second act, first thing you have to do is clear dungeons that are very hard when you're straight out of act 1. It's already a wild ride.

Jelly tbh

I've seriously considered that. Its like all the abuse I've given my body over the years all caught up at once.

And the foot game?

You've had one entire night, where that yoza booty at

asking for your favorite rapper in a game is normal? surprised DMX hasn't responded yet…

Nice sounds fun

Im broke as shit and i could barely get the laptop i have right now.

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*you're

lel

Even though I never post, I still feel closer to you guys than anyone I know IRL.

Meh. I went to a party 2 weekends ago? My normalfag cousins brought me, I got drunk but I ended up having a good time dancing with grils. Now if only I wasn't socially retarded, I'm legit fucking retarded.

In the context of "…from a video game?" one would assume the acronym stands for main character, but you might be onto something.

Oh, yeah that is rather pitiable.
I've always found him more annoying than pitiable though.

no, i worked tonight. I came back home at midnight, showered, ate, and watched an a bit of Kemono Friends. What are you, a needy junkie? was the yozakura art I had commissioned in my first post not good enough?

that's part of the suffering too amigo. I feel the same way though. I'm closer to you guys than I am anyone else irl.

I know how that feels

How autistic do you think you looked?

Oh nice, how much that cost?
And that model in that game has the best fucking proportions. I'd kill for a lewd game using it

You could have bought a pc with your japan money

Self destruction is always sad.

Ayy, long time no see. You still working at the same shithole? I wanted to know if work can be shit specifically because of your boss, but I've only got my recent job as a frame of reference.
Also, HotS was shit and I'm glad (we) I don't play it anymore even though there's a resident blizzdrone here in the thread somewhere.

Japan was worth it. Sucks not being able to pirate anything now though. Will probably fix it right after I get a job next time.

If you get a job now you could get a pc soon.

(checked)
Legit, I wasn't always like this, I used to be more fun and outgoing even though I was autistic, but getting redpileld just fucked me up and made me so damn cynical and watching all the porn has shot my dopamine levels I don't get joy out of anything.

Actually, my buddy said I did good, I danced with 3 girls together wew.

I'll wait to see if I survive the next month

They cute?

I mean I still have plenty of room on my drives but I feel like these games are just going to waste. What do I do?

Dude if you want to play it again, you can just install it again later, or put it on a hardrive.

Hope you do

Sometimes i can't decide between having a decent sleep schedule or coming to these threads. I get up at 2-3 pm normally and go to bed around 6 am.

This is correct. It's basically only one month of even part time work to get a decent enough PC, and a super computer with full time in a month. off the top of my head, ultra graphics card is 200-300 dollars for current gen, excellent processor for OC is 300, motherboard, case, and ram is 500, your choice of HDD or SSD is another 50-400 dollars, then aftermarket cooler for OC is like 100-200. Literally anywhere from 1100 to 1600 ONLY for building a rig that shits around on ultra from scratch.

I guess I could use my old laptop as nothing but a storage device. It's gonna take forever to transfer 60+ GBs of games to it via FTP though

Until you run out of space on your computer, why bother deleting them
How goes user

I'm probably just freaking out over little things.

Do you have work/school any of that?

I think I just need to replace the video card so

Change your sleep schedule to be in bed by 8. It's what I've done, especially since I work 9-5 now.

700-1000 dollars for that meme card 1080 ftw or ti will futureproof you for at least 5 years.

I'm fine, thanks. I guess I just think about how inefficient it is to keep shit that I don't use anymore. Maybe I'm just thinking about it too much.

Commission was $25 @SpewingMews on Twitter if you're interested. Don't know if she has commissions open now or not. I've actually recently commissioned @BigDeadAlive as well, who does cartoon-y pinups for a measly $25. His commissions are open pretty often too.

true enough. I wish some of the girls had plumpier thighs though

aye, that it is.

Ayyy it HAS been a while man.
Nah man, I'm working at a Bar/Grill joint now, not a shitty fast-food BBQ diner.
yeah, the job can be shit just due to a boss. My last boss was a total cheapskate and really worked under the table on a few things (i don't know the specifics beyond one or two things regarding payroll).

oh nice you got a job? What do you do?

just wait until you're black-pilled, it's basically being red-pilled, but just nihilistic. Then you can let the [D E S P A I R] take hold.
all good things in moderation user. I only crank it about three times a week. Feels great each time since I space it out, gives my brain time to reset a bit and not get too accustomed to it.

I don't really have any interest in super ultra settings. As long as I can play modern stuff at medium I'm happy. I mostly emulate ps1 and lower stuff anyway so those run fine with a ok card.

Sounds like autism

Yes, i work five days a week with a 9 hour shift. Not once has my schedule given me a saturday or sunday off though. The weekend shifts are always early in the morning while the rest of the week is pretty much evening shifts where i get off at 12-1am.

you'll be okay ritsu chan

I dunno. You went to china. You could have like 6 different types of cancer.

My laptop plays everything anyway. Its a waste to spend more than 500 on a computer.

Damn thats not bad. Figured commissions cost a lot more.
Yeah was thinking the same thing. Though that booty on a short girl is the best

Should probably try to gain some control then

Just need to pray to the tobacco gods and I'll be fine.

They were but I'm too autistic and socially retarded to have gone further with them.

I would say I'm a bit nihilistic too, I'm so fucked up. But I am actually trying to fix myself, I'm starting to eat better but my sleep is still fucked up.
I have to stop porn completely though.

Im going to bed. Night.

I was in china for only a couple of hours and never left the airport, doubtful

Maybe next time you'll have the balls to make a move

Cya next time user

Naito

I'm a stripper. A wood stripper, a buddy convinced me to make that joke at every opportunity. I scrub floors, haul furniture, refurbish wood and remove paint while doing construction, most of the time I'm melting gunk off the ground or walls to make it look real fuckin' nice, but I also do customer service, moving, and general construction work since it's a small business.

I enjoy it, but the boss works me like a dog and puts me under the micro-scope all the fuckin time, which is understandable, but I'm doing my job well and he's real overbearing.

Enjoy not being here.

It's been awhile since I've been here, what's up guys? (Blogpost incoming)

For some reason I got a desire to play TES games and I ended up starting a new game on Skyrim I'm playing completely vanilla, and I have to be honest, I'm having fun I'm playing as a sneaky conjuration/illusion mage and literally just not fighting anything, just spawning and buffing atronachs and shit, I have to be honest, it's really fucking unique and quite satisfying to see your frost atronach buffed to hell just annihilate unsuspecting bandits while you sit and watch from a dark corner. Has anyone else ever tried Skyrim like this? It's so unintended and disconnected from the actual game it's highly enjoyable.

You're using mods or it wouldn't work. Don't worry, you'll get bored eventually and then want to kill yourself because it's actually really unfun using buggy gimmick functions that are trying to polish the most massive turd taken on vidya RPGs in the last 6 years.

How do you manage with a shitty boss like that?

I played an autistic roleplay run of shitrim where the dragonborn was a coward farmer with no fighting experience. He'd hire mercs to fight all his fights for him while he ran around hiding in combat. Was kinda fun. His gear was a knife and wood bow and he stayed level 1.
How you been user

I do this shit every time, and every time I get bored and drop it because I don't feel like there's anything better to do in this world.

I'm a hard worker, and I'm delusional enough to think that if I work hard my effort and butterfly effect will improve the white race somehow, inexplicably. I guess it's the change inside that matters in the end, or something, so I like working hard.

Damn user, that's rough. I couldn't handle doing early morning stuff then straight to late night stuff like that.

depends on the artist. I've seen some artists charging $60 for poor-quality busts. Or you have like what I posted, that's decent quality and is well-priced. I did shell out $40 for one commission though, pic-related it was worth every penny imo

Stay hydrated

I'm right there with you, Rather, fixing my diet is giving me much more trouble, sleeping I don't really have an issue with.
I'm assuming you mean 3D porn? I dunno if it makes a difference, but I use 2D porn. Whether it be hentai manga/doujins or actual animated hentai. Regardless: do whatever you feel you need to user.

hheheheh
whew that sounds pretty exhausting. I don't know if I could handle all that on top of being put under the scope by my superior all the time. Then again, he may be just doing that to push your buttons and/or make sure you can handle everything there is you have to do.

das ryt

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meant to add, i had him commission his take on this

Gordon from half life 2, because he said nothing at all. How's everyone tonight? I'm late for better reasons this time.

Why aren't you commissioning lewds

Where you been monica

It's so janky and retarded, yet just barely functional it has a certain charm to it at least. First thing I did was go to winterhold and cheese my way to level 100 conjuration and illusion with training, pickpocket, and quicksaves, It's so fucking stupid I can't help but enjoy it.

I've been good man

Shadowspawns sound creepy.

I'm fine, but mutes are boring as shit.

Why late?
And I feel shitty generally. Have for the last couple of days.

Anything new?

other than sinking a shit load of time into Skyrim, not really.

Should download some of those big magic overhauls. Gives you neat summons you can use.

because I feel that somehow someday some of it will get traced back to me somehow. I'm probably being paranoid, since people commission lewd art all the fucking time, but still.

but she's fully devoted and loves only you. She's the best gf. Shadowspawn gf is out of this world

Nah he's 100% taking advantage of my labour. Double this since I've got on the job by a work subsidiary which puts money into businesses to hire people. It's fine, I get paid, which is all I need for now. Speaking of which, this is the first year I can get christmas gifts for people. It'll be fun, even though a certain tobacco infused texan faggot seems averse to me getting him shit.

I'll have you know I actually like working when I don't want to kill myself.

G I M M I C K

Just pay with them using buttcoin or something

Need to step up your game son

tbh, besides Morrowind, I don't see how you can make TES games enjoyable WITHOUT a gimmick

I feel watched. Had to convert all of my 8ch vpn related files to the hashed versions that 8ch defaults to. Other then that i'm ok.
What's up user?

Should I try the first Borderlands? Why or why not? Is it as shitty as its sequel?

It doesn't matter. The second one has better gameplay though.

Why do you think you are being watched?
I'm just having weird things like chest pain and being lightheaded. Which makes me freak out and think its a heart attack and gives me panic attack feelings all day.

Nah

Too autistic.

You'll get there, fixing my diet was pretty easy. Do you just love fast food too much? That's how my bro is.
3D. 2D just doesn't get me off, or maybe I never found good stuff.

Less story than 2, better guns, shittier gunplay and environs, less interesting shit, more shootan, shittier abilities, shittier UI, more recycled and cheap information.

It's the least burch'd.

Use your autism to your advantage and make a game of it

I called something out I shouldn't have. Now some (((weirdo))) is stalking me across 8ch.

You have to have imagination to get off to 2d.

Guess I'll give it a try. I played Borderlands 2, this game can't be any worse than that abomination.

Called what out? Who is he?

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archive.fo/q00yo
Scroll to the bottom. Note how it doesn't read the namefagging. Not sure how agile across boards (((it))) is. I guess I am about to find out.

most of them just take paypal, for starters.
Secondly, I can't into BTC. the artist of pic-related is pretty fun too. He has a lot of fun with the stuff he gets commissioned seems like. $20 a pop.

as long as it gives you money and makes you happy i suppose. What's the pay like? Is it pretty good or you getting chump change?
just send him a box of cigars in the mail. What's he gonna do, throw them away? :^)

i've weened myself off fast food for the most part, but I've been pretty bad lately, went to McD's twice this week, and had pizza for two meals in the past 24 hours as well. But before this week I usually do pretty okay. I eat a lot of frozen "chuck it in the microwave" type shit though. That's the biggest hurdle for me. I drink water almost exclusively though, that and tea/coffee. I'm on some carrot/mango juice shit right now though too.

That's the beauty of 2D user, you can spend hours searching for the stuff that tickles your pickle just right. I've always really liked vanilla stuff. Check a few of these out:
nhentai.net/g/204365/
nhentai.net/g/211112/
nhentai.net/g/114057/

These are all pretty vanilla.

woops, didn't mean to spoiler those

Not reading all that nigger

Need more pics of girls eating

You don't have to. Just scroll to the bottom and read the last three posts.

RIP user

Ok gonna go, night guys!

Thanks for the encouragement, ass. I don't think it tracks people across boards yet. Or it surely would have responded here by now. But clearly it tracks the names of pictures. Very very worrieing.

Hopefully your headaches go away soon though.

Whats it doing exactly? Trying to dox you?

And yeah hoping its just a weird cold or something. Its the 3rd day or so of it and it only seems to get worse.

I'm getting minimum wage, which is fine, since the boss' daughter who actually runs everything is going to give me a really good reference for the future, and then I'll be able to get into the militia no problem. Plus, lots of experience with how much the job covers here. I actually enjoy the hard work and what not, but that's only when I'm alone. The boss was out for a week earlier and I was moving so fast and loving life, so he's started to ease off a bit, but still rides my ass. I'll get laid off in a week or so anyway, but I want to make sure I do a good job for the sake of my pride.

Yes >>>Holla Forums10743492 and not with good intentions either. I have it mostly figured out though so I should be fine. But the other anons on Holla Forums are fucked.

that'll make it worth it at least then.
oh i forgot you were joining
same, if I'm gonna work hard I prefer to do it solo
what makes you think that?
and that's the most important thing

Glad I don't post on Holla Forums

Contract work. I've only got a week left of work for scraping up glue and shit off the ground, and college is about to dump 3-4 months of full time education on me, and the job needs me in the mornings so I can't work it part time. It's fine, I guess, since I like my free time, but I want to save up about 10 grand to start day trading, or actually make it to medschool like I planned.

Basically I just do everything right and hope the tide doesn't crush me.

Wise decision. Lurk, don't post. But it might spread in the future for all I know and Holla Forums is just a testbed for it.

At least I'll be dead by the time it spreads

join tbh discord.gg/yb92GSE

Someone get the bugspray. Fuckin spiders everywhere.

Too late . Your too obvious faggot.

Wew, the ride never fucking ends.

ah I see now.
I wish you the best of luck then. Sounds like you have a pretty good idea of what you want to do, so I feel safe saying you'll probably get there one way or another.