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sup friends
vitaposting today

shotguns forever and ever

Morning. Keyboard seems to have mostly recovered from the spillage, aside from a couple quirks it has now that are probably from me taking it apart. Looks like my last paycheck went in, too, so that's nice. Just trying to decide if I want to boot a game up or if I just want to go curl up in bed.
Revolvers all the way

Still sick. Sleeping is hard because of my stuffed nose. Overall i could be worse. How are you?

penis

Can this dude ever shut up about being in the criminal organization that the police are after?

Same, except I'm still in the process of trying to actually find a job. I got a call back a few days ago from a resume I dropped off, but I wasn't actually able to get their message until yesterday because my phone was fucked up. Save for that, just drowning my sorrows in shitty mmos. How is that tourism thing going these days, anyway? I imagine things must be picking up

Beat Reminisce tonight. My mind is full of fuck at that ending, but I fully understand Haseo's depression. Probably going to start Volume 3 in a day or two; got some post game stuff to do and I want to watch more of The End of The World. Might help make more sense of shit (you unlock new files via import save/clear data), but then again it might just confuse me more.

"Whereabouts of the Truth" is a great credits theme (embed related). Same with "Gentle Hands" from the prior volume. G.U. has really good music on the whole.

Depends on the game.

You'd probably get a kick out of Ludger's dual pistols in Tales of Xillia 2, if those games are your sort of thing.

Never. how far are you. Dont want to spoil it

Is that cute girl pokemon or something?

RIP keyboard. What games you thinking of playing?

Fucking hate sleeping with stuffed noses and shit like that. I'm ok, work sucks, feel broken, hate life etc

I finished up all my exams. I'm iffy about the math one, but I'm glad I'm done with it. I just have an essay to finish writing tomorrow, and I'm square. I'm also tired of spending all my summers inside, so I'm making a change this year. I'm going out more and confronting my social anxiety more instead of avoiding it. I'm also gonna check out improv and dancing, and keep up with singing. And lifting; I don't want to be so skinny anymore. I also want to go to the drive in movies.

Too busy for a Wednesday, both cooks are fucking retards who don't know how shit works. How do you say, "you're getting catapulted over The Wall," in Spanish?

Which sytem is xillia 2 on? do i need to play xillia 1?

A Wild Ecstasy AKA Darks Appears!

Darks used Teh Gay it's SUPER EFFECTIVE Status Condition Requires That (You)

STAY UP ALL NIGHT

So, normal?

rollin'. if dubs, I fap.

Dear Diary

Tonight I went to work. I work graveyard and it's normally very comfy. However, tonight, was not comfy. The other auditor did not show up resulting in me having to walk about 700 paces over to the other building to check on their front desk and help people out as necessary and also do my job normally at my own work for an entire hour.

Needless to say, it got backed up. I did not have a log in for their system, access to the Key machine, or any ability to get into the fucking hotel. The keys they gave me had like 20 keys on them so I'm sitting there fumbling with teh fucking things trying to figure out which one was the right key

As 10 people stare at me in the lobby confused why I can't get into the hotel because I'VE NEVER WORKED THERE BEFORE AND THIS IS A FIRST TIME THING

And this crack addict is screamign the entire time about not being able to do her laundry

HOW DOES ME HAVING ACCESS TO THE FRONT DESK MAKE IT SO YOU CAN'T PUT CLOTHES IN A WASHER? FUCK OFF

I WANT BLEACH

I NEED TO DRINK IT

I NEED TO PUT YOU IN MY OVEN

Just finished Haru's dad palace.

What call back did you get?
And yeah its getting miserable. I work non stop all fucking day. Take lunch breaks 2 hours before work ends and shit like that.

How many hack games you got left?

Good luck user. You going to try to hit on some 3dpd?

It's nothing major.
Otherwise it came out fine.
I don't know. I just want to play something. But at the same time it would be nice to be in bed next to someone else because I've just been miserable all day for some reason.

so she was jewish, I take it?

dungeon traveler 2. somewhat lewd dungeon crawler

Does anyone know how to deal with an ingrown toenail? Because I have a lot more than one of them and I'm getting tired of having to clean up blood every time I rip off my toenail.

DT2 is so good i might stick it as my 2nd most favorite dungeon crawler.

Hope you've reported them to your local friendly ICE agents user

ye das rite

God I hate stressful shit like that at work so fucking much. Hows your day now that you are home user?

do any of you faggots play world of warcraft

play it with me

I can run up to mythic 12 as fire mage and my buddy monk-heals

Eventually, but I want to make sure I can have normal conversations and be able to build friendships (which I currently struggle to do). Going into a serious relationship right now with the way my self-esteem and insecurities are at would probably make things worse for me.

I wish. I've been ignoring two of them for ten years. Dug around in there with a knife once and it wasn't as bad after the infection subsided.

Epsom salt. Put some epsom salt in water and soak your toe. It helps alot.

go to a doctor. they cut part of the nail off so it doesn't happen again.

NOT HOME I AM STILL AT WORK but now chillin in cytube with the boys so i am v happy

also avatarfags suck ritsu

snarks monica

won't b in da thread long, got court early, a nigga dry snitched on da local DA n nao I gotta go 2 da state shit monica ish is whack fam

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Worked 10a-7p today, work was so fucking slow we sat and watched an entire movie, and I had time still to take a paid shit. All in all a pretty easy, comfy day. Got along pretty well with my coworkers today too. I think things are only gonna keep getting better for me here.

The only reason I'm awake still is due to the fact work was so easy, and that I was struck by pure autism and starting measuring my room and furniture, and drew out a diagram of how I should arrange it, what I need to buy to improve my room, etc. I'm gonna buy a TV display, a new computer chair, two foot lockers, and a smaller closet.

Usually handguns. But if I happen to be playing Halo Reach, it's gotta be the M392 Designated Marksman Rifle.3

you got dubs at least

Just buy a daki brah

Where the cute tomboys at

Can't really learn that shit with them if you are avoiding them. JUST DO IT

Alisia is the closest you're going to get, aside from one of the samurai chicks near the end.

i remember you. i liked you. do you still get in cytube?

I already have a 3dpd girlfriend. Some days I'm just miserable and nothing can fix it.

this

Playstation 3. In a way, you don't need to play the first, as the game gives you synopsis logs, but at the same time, being a fan of the series, I think you ought to play both. By Xillia 2, the returning cast already have their established relationships and character development, so I think someone that just jumps in with Xillia 2 might miss out some stuff. Of course, anons I've seen over the years seem rather divided on the quality of any of the games post Vesperia. I found both fun though, especially with two player co-op. I guess what I'm saying is both a yes and no.

Anyhow, Ludger's the protagonist for Xillia 2, and uses a mixture of dual swords, dual pistols, and a sledgehammer in combat, with on the fly weapon swapping. Playing through .hack//G.U., I get a slight feeling Namco might have drawn some inspiration for his style from the Adept Rogue class (Namco didn't develop .hack, but published it, and they both develop and publish Tales).

One. Maybe two if LINK's translation does indeed come out this year.

Good thing I'm a tripfag then

ay whats good montana

Think mines been the same for at least a decade. More probably.

Burn it down

Have you tried not being a bitch?

I know where mine is.

It was from a call centre. I'm going to call back and see if they're still interested later today. But personally I think that 3 days after their initial call is already too late. Failing that, my mom thinks she might be able to get me a position at the special care home she works at sometimes. Failing all of that, I'm also looking into faking my death and leaving for a Buddhist monastery somewhere

I've been enjoying it quite a bit, good game to try dungeon crawling for the first time

maybe i'll get some later. Not very far into the game yet

maybe vitaposting was a mistake. the browser isnt too good.

I might pick them up if my ps3 still works. I havent tried it in like 6 months.

Tbh i didnt really like DT2 for the characters much. The gameplay is fantastic though. I love the way immunities to status effects were handled.

What series you going to play next then?

das rite

Might as well see. Those places are always hiring so bet it doesn't matter. Special care home sounds miserable unless you like being around smelly people and diapers all day.

Post when you do

Can't play games like that much these days. Too impatient to learn the combat. Stick to action shit or platformers on older consoles.

Flamethrowers are always at least decent guns.

I suffered through an entire guide for max slinks in p4 golden in that browser, over like 2 weeks. It was hell.

That's why most of my old friends don't talk to me anymore. Better to just bottle it up or vent online.

I never bothered trying to get a girlfriend because I thought women only liked boyfriends for money, and I don't know anything about making a significant other in a relationship happy. Now I'm jobless, my family knows I'm doomed to become a failure, and I sometimes wonder why I keep living if I can't do anything good with my life now?
Why do you keep living, 4 AM? If you're here, you're probably doomed to accomplish nothing in life, so why not just kill yourself, and save others the trouble?

Honestly, DT2 is very fast compared to most dungeon crawlers. Every action is done when you input it as opposed to older games where you queue them up. The battle transitions are also lightning fast.

I have no idea tbh.

nah, I have to change things up at least once every 5 or 6 months, to some degree. But this isn't just for making it better, this new shit I'm buying is stuff i'll take with me when I move out too. I gotta get a TV too, for my PS4.

familial obligations, videogames, the fact I actually enjoy my new job, and also just to see what the fuck will go on in this crazy timeline we live in.

sounds cool. you should do it just for the story to tell.

Thats where you fucked up. and you probably went for… not so good women if you thought that. Get a job, work your way through the world, and find yourself a country girl that will love you for you.

Just find joy in the simple things user. Find free hobbies you enjoy. Enjoy the pleasures of life like food. Who cares if you are a "failure" if you are having fun.

Just let it out with your 3dpd probably

Still turned based crap

if you really believe that, your mindset is truly fucked up.

I find it fun. Not every game is for everyone.

She's sleeping right now so I think that's a bad idea. I'll probably be fine after a good night's sleep.

Yeah. Im probably gonna be here when i fix my life. if this place is still around by then.

Shit fam when you moving out?
My room is so cluttered with shit I couldn't buy anything new like that if I wanted to. And it'd be so much effort to get rid of the older stuff because its buried under games and figs and shit.

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I just want to see the porn tbh

Wake her up with your penis. My doujins say that always leads to sex.

On that note, each weapon class affects Ludger's movement: wielding swords seems to leave him the fastest, while lugging his sledgehammer around leaves him a bit slow, but bulky. Guns have a movement speed somewhere in between, and as far as usage goes they are high damage and have a lot of possible elements for his shots, but has a high TP consumption in return.

Physical copies of both entries are pretty cheap these days where I live, and both go on sale on the PSN fairly often.

Not sure at this point. Going out of town for three or four days in the next week or so, so I can't really start anything new. Might binge on some animu I picked up but hadn't gotten around to yet when I get back though. Especially since I finally got around to buying and setting up a remote for my DVD player (otherwise I'd be stuck chain watching every episode per disc as trying to select shit with the player's face buttons is a no-go).

Anyhow, thinking I might as well finish up Roots tonight, as I heard that the episodes past where I stopped had spoilers for Volumes 1 and 2, so I should be safe now. Though, I don't get why, if you're airing a prequel alongside an ongoing vidya release, why put spoilers in it? Sign didn't have those in regards to IMOQ.

Why change your room?

would u? it gets better tbh monica

dam gurl lemme fuk n suk dem titties monica

iz hard 4 a nigga 2 multitax

str8 chillin but i need 2 look up directions n what not n bathe n shit

i'm jus here fo da bux n da billies monica keep yo head up we all up in da struggle 2 getha monica
ONE

Its a tease only game. The closest you're going to get is that one CG where that one girl gets white stuff i dont think its exactly cum on her face.

Where you going user?

Where you going dmx?

I must have bit my toungue a couple daya ago, the side of it really hurts.

If only. I'll just get yelled at.

Wew

I dont see a reason to kill myself anymore. Not to mention funerals are fucking expensive

Surely you know how to operate a booru

This?

Yeah, that one. Thats as lewd as it gets.

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Shit 3dpd tbh imo famalam

I fucking hate that so much. Then you keep biting it on accident and it gets worse.

Not worth looking up if there ain't tomboys though.

no time soon, but i'm just thinking ahead.

That's one thing I have been doing tonight, putting away stuff and reorganizing. The two foot lockers i'm gonna buy are so I can put figure boxes in one, and my game LE's in another. By doing this, I'll be able to get rid of this old-ass entertainment center that takes up WAY too much space in my room. I'm also gonna take my bed of its frame and just have the box springs and mattress on the floor for max comfy. The closet i'm gonna buy will be half the size of the one I've got now too. I don't have a whole lot of clothes. So it's just a waste of space and looks shoddy.

Because it pleases me.

here monica

Change is shit.

Pic is kinda disgusting tbh.

to each their own. While I do like things to be consistent overall, I get tired of looking at the same exact layout for my room every day.

COURT
a nigga has civic duties 2 preform

white girl tiddy game str8 stupid

look cool monica vita only?
can hacked vita play regular psp?

Heading north to visit my dad. He moved a few years back and I've yet to get up there to see him. He keeps wanting me to move up to where he is myself, but I don't want to. My state's pretty damn red, likes guns, and I know good places around here for cheap vidya and animu. Especially the latter point; I am quite glad I got Reminisce and Redemption for $10 each whilst both were averaging about $50-60. I like G.U., but this is not, by ANY means, a set of games worth dropping $180 total on.

I wish 3d was as good as 2d. Then I wouldn't have to use condoms because the only time the girl gets pregnant in hentai is when they want her to.

I've always done the no frame thing. It is pretty damn nice. Lets my table next to the bed be at just the right height.
also this user gets it. Change is hell

Shiiiiiiiiiiiet lucky. I would love to get payed to judge people. I'd be the best juror.

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Whats even the point of sex at that point. My fucking onaholes feel better than that.

What state he live in?

Might as well be. Should have got on that trip game.

Oregon.

I think it's on the regular psp as well.
Wouldn't know anything about cfw and piracy for the vita since I don't do any of that, but it seems to still be in its infancy for the vita

I do, but I can't afford a kid.

We were doing the pull-out thing but it wasn't working out so hot. Need to talk her into the pill or something I guess.

If you dont cum inside a girl, there is literally no point in sex. Its just masturbating using another persons body.

That's gay.

DMX asked, and I delivered to 'im.

I didn't realize until just recently how much I liked not-having a bed frame, when I had to sleep in another room for a while. The mattress was on the floor, and it was pretty cozy.

I guess it is if you hate change. I like a fresh, clean view.

Do not make a girl take the pill. It fucks up her hormones so much.

ay yo montana least you could get that legal shit up there nah mean

I did the pull out thing for 7 years with a girl. Only got her pregnant once

50/50

Well enjoy being user

Think its bad for the mattress though.

See, that's the problem. Pills fuck up the hormones, condoms feel like shit, and if you just try to pull out you get her pregnant.

I think I stayed in a little too long or something.

Anyone here know how expensive gold smithing is as a hobby? I might want to try it.

Marry her and raise a kid then. Its the best approach.

You just always gotta make her finish you off with her mouth or feet

Try silver. It ain't too expensive.

iz a grand jury so I ain't gettin paid monica

true true monica dem .hack games are jus good enough to not above aight

I think it's too early for that right now. Still need a real career so I can afford a kid. I wish there was a pill I could take to not knock a girl up.

dey still make diaphagms?

Don't those ruin the feeling like condoms? I don't know much about them.

Whats the difference?

I was pulling out and going by hand but I think I just stayed in too long.

grand jury is prosecutor showin the judge evidence and calling witnesses to decide if there is enough evidence to move to an official case, IE file charges. so I'm a witness not a juror.

no, but grills prolly dun like em
spoiler cuz niggas

Step up

What'd you witness?

i'll still have the box springs under it too though. and since my floor is concrete, I won't have to worry about it sliding around like i would if it were on hardwood.

see

dis nigga da was actin like a nigga da, i was tellin a nigga about said nigga da and a nigga cop overheard me so a nigga (me) became part of da investigation

Hope things go well.

Damn I wish my fucking floor was concrete. Hate my wood shit where the house creaks and you can hear your family stomping around constantly. Wait you don't got carpet?

Don't incredulate yourself.

Honestly, I like the games, but I fucking hate the actual release format. People that call them a "one game for the price of four" (or three, in G.U.'s case) scam are right.

I can't help it fam I finish quicker when she's obviously into it.

looks kind of unpleasant

well niggas i gotta git ready po one out fo ya boi

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nah, the rest of the house is hard wood, my room is concrete though. Carpet would be too expensive to put down, and too much of a pain in the ass to clean. The only real downside is that my floor is on a slight slope, since it used to be a car port/part of the driveway. But the slope isn't that drastic, and makes for good extra resistance when doing crunches.

Does it get really cold?

Should just knock her up again. Ever bang a preggo broad? Its hot and you can cum in her all you want.

Sounds like it'd be cold as shit during winter.

But then I have a kid to pay for and I'm starting college soon. Even with student loans I can't afford a kid and college.

HOW DOES HE DO IT

I put my autism into pinball so i dont share it with the world.

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You need college around here to do anything. Especially with computers, which is what I want.

And I am again reminded that, unlike Sign in relation to IMOQ, little effort was made to retain the voices for the returning characters.

Have fun competing with indians.

Are you self learning anything with that right now?

No, the real shitfest are the autistic chinks who exist to fuck over test programs while having zero actual knowledge of a subject.

A little on the side. I already know a decent amount.

I think I have an edge because I know to shit in a toilet.

the floor does, yeah, but i'm used to it. It's a plus during the summer though, since it's usually pretty cool even if it's 100 degrees out. Hell, even if my room is pretty hot, the floor stays nice and cool.

That it does. I've gotten into the habit of wearing sweatpants and socks in the wintertime, letting the ends of the sweat pants go over my feet.

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u jus gotta do u monica exo

roots like kunta kinte toby ass monica?

Why bother then

Sounds uncomfy as fuck

Because apparently that piece of paper is the most important thing in the world. I'm gonna go get some sleep, though. This keyboard dropping my "s"es is really starting to frustrate me. Might have to take it apart again or something and hope I don't break it worse.

I meant .hack//Roots, you twit.

It really is probably better to just learn a trade or get a degree that will be worth somthing. If my parents are serious about me going to college, i might just get a buisiness degree or somthing.

Why not learn a trade instead? That's some actually useful shit to know, pays well and you're not competing with the entirety of India Poles instead if you're a britbong though

nah man it's great for me, I love the cold and being able to bundle up with a hot cup of tea or coffee.

Night user!

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What happens when you get drunk and smash your head on it though?

I cant stand the cold. Being cold fucking sucks. If its not just fairly warm all the time i start freezing. it also doesnt help im super fucking skinny too

On that note, I'm also reminded that Phyllo's VA seemed to do a good job playing off his role as sounding natural. Shame his PC is not present in G.U. itself, as the guy playing his character is dead of cancer by that point.

nothing, because I don't drink.

that's probably why then user. You gotta have meat on your bones. Gotta beef up some, then you'll really be able to appreciate winter.

>really don't want to wake up to repeat the same again
I think the depression and loneliness is sinking back in. I have very little motivation to do anything other than to find a job. Maybe some sleep will help me.

It would help if i didnt shit blood. *jor if my body actually took in all of what i ate.**im 80 pounds. I should be like 110. Help

I fucked up that spoiler

THEN ITS EVEN MORE LIKELY TO HAPPEN

Why not find a job? Might shake things up

jesus christ user.
Have you been to see a doctor? You're not supposed to bleed from there y'know.

i'd say load up on carbs. Potatoes, breads, pastas, etc. You'll probably be able to put on some weight that way, add plenty of protein with that and you'll be on your way.

But seriously consult a doctor first.

That's what I've been trying to do for the past seven months.

please explain

Its a genetic disease. Cant help it. Doctor knows. Government does fuck all to help me though.

You live in some shit hole or something?

Lower alcohol tolerance.

Oh hey, it's Gaspard and Silabus. Didn't know they made a direct appearance in Roots. I will say that I think changing the latter's VA to the one G.U. uses was a better choice (heard him before as both Flynn and Jude in Tales), but its still annoying to not have consistency. Seems Japan is much better about retaining voices for returning roles than the west is, at least as far as Japanese developed works go.

jesus christ user, i'm sorry. That's gotta be miserable. Still, if you want to put on weight, carbs and proteins are the whey to go.

Soritsu, it would take more than just a shitty day and being down on my luck to make me turn to booze all of a sudden.

probably. But i still wouldn't drink in the first place

More that the city I live in has plenty of workers but not enough jobs. I would love to more but I need to stick by my family as I'm pretty much the last of their relations that has stuck around. I've been trying to get back into programming but the lack of motivation to relearn everything's killing me.

Oh for fuck's sake.

Ive been eating these frozen breakfast bowls that are fucking packed with protien. I somehow doubt it will help. No matter what i always stay the same weight. technically i should be dead right nowm dunno how im alive.

What about a shitty week

Whered the rest of your fam go fam

I really miss playing SS13 with Holla Forums.

That would have to be one shitty fucking week.

Anyone understand that feeling that its physically painful to curse when talking but you can do it just fine over text? I havent said a single curse word out lound im maybe a few years.

Across the ditch. I could move up north so I can find something but I have plans for later on this year that needs me to stay here regardless. I'm regretting more and more the decisions I have taken in life.

Hello Wolfspider.

nope. not even a shitty week, a shitty month, or a shitty year.

Soritsu you've got to think: For the entire year i was in college, and the additional year and a half I was a NEET, and even a good half year or so after getting my first job, I did nothing but wallow in self-loathing and depression. That wallowing only reinforced my social anxiety, which only reinforced how hard I was on myself when I'd wake up every day and tear myself to pieces, which in turn continued to reinforce the self-loathing and depression.
I never touched a drop of alcohol. I just suffered with it, played videogames to somewhat help numb the aching in my chest, which rarely helped.

It wasn't until after I was able to crawl out of that swamp of self-loathing that I tried alcohol for the first time, last Christmas and it (Mamosa) tasted like shit. I even tried a little shot of coconut rum for my sister's birthday, for the occasion, and still haven't taken to it.
It would take some dreadfully crazy-awful shit to make me turn to drinking, Soritsu.

Glad you could get out of that shit and get better fam.

You still crazy for not liking coconut rum, that shits tight.

I forgot just how shittily detailed some of these "distance" shots could get. This isn't even a "between frames" thing either.

I've been thinking about getting into running but my anxiety's really been killing my motivation to go out there. Any advice?
What vidya you fags been playing? Moving away from depressing bullshit's better than wallowing in it.

You should've tried something much more smoother. Or you could just try vodka. My favorite. At least you're not in a rut like I am.

Thanks, me too. I thought I'd be in that shit forever honestly. It was only through becoming more physically active with my job and slowly picking up on how to make small talk did I make it out of that shit. I'm still hard on myself, i feel like it's not right if i'm not. But I can actually carry conversation now sometimes. I sure as hell can't handle being in a group or anything still, and more times than not I wind up breaking off in conversation at awkward points unintentionally and leaving an awkward silence. But I'd take this over clamming up and trembling on the verge of tears from just the thought of socializing though.

Heh, I guess I just am then.

Slow down there bud. Try doing some other exercises at home first to build your confidence; like pushups and crunches. Remember to never do sit-ups, unless you just want to fuck your back up.

Another thing that helped me was changing my diet. It's hard changing to eat somewhat healthier stuff at first, but after the first month it gets pretty easy to stay on it.

i was for a while though. And if a sorry fat sack of shit like me can get out of it, you can too user well, probably. I know it's pretty different person-to-person.

morning fuckers

I AM BECOME SATAN

GOD DAMN IT.

It was worth a shot

First time waking up at this time in a while. Dont want to end up an insomniac so I will just play SS13 and hope I get more sleep.

I'll think about it but I prefer to start jogging as soon as possible but of course the whiny fucking anxiety getting the better of me. I don't think doing other exercises will help me out there but I'll still try regardless.
I really live quite frugally when it comes to my diet. I barely buy enough for me to get by so I can keep everything else to save for later. I cannot remember the last time I've had a proper meal. It's been far too long.

shoo shoo

One time I bombed a space trial that was heavily underway to convict a member for murder. There were no survivors until I allahu ackbared the captain as he walked out of his dorms.

Uncalled for; catgirl just wants to help him as the only "friend" she's got left. I guess that explains why she hasn't been in the games themselves though.

Ei fucko you

Aight, i'm heading off to bed.
Sleep tight anons.

This needs rectifying tbh user. If you're gonna start getting in shape, you need proper meals.

How's .hack? I've been thinking about getting into it but the case of the lazies gets me every time.

♂Fuck You♂

But muh frugal lifestyle!

I know you are but why?

Worthwhile, but that's just my opinion. I can see how both series are rather hit or miss with people. Depends on how interested you are in meta games (IE: you are playing a player playing a character in a game), where the game worlds' are going to shit and the real world is so technologically entwined that shit in the games can affect the real world, and tolerance for the actual gameplay (moreso an issue in the R:1 games than R:2). Regardless, they are NOT worth buying unless you can find them at a low price. Emulate, or play via PS2 with loaders and HDD/burned discs.

Oh fuck, this guy wasn't all that impressive in the games but he looks like absolute SHIT here.

I usually play /tg/ station and I am right now and shits pretty chill but dead.

Okay, where the fuck did some of these characters that were present disappear to? Or is the idea that Haseo was so focused on certain targets he didn't even notice Tabby anymore, let alone Saburo, and thus they're not even present in the game's version of events?

Also this fight between him and Tri-Edge is MUCH more intimidating in Rebirth's intro, where he just gets no-sold on fucking everything done.

enjoy your rule threading powergaying snow flakes and your shit mods who cherrypick and only admin when they're actively playing the game while the rest of the player base report you for every little thing because muh powergayime'ins

Nukes youtu.be/9XVCOMctVJQ

I haven't going boinked yet and I started playing regularly a few days ago. True I am not a super autist and Im self proclaimed intermediate player. I have done some fucky shit though and so far nothing has come of it.

it's like that, for the first few days up to a week you're not bothered much but then when you think "gee this is interesting and new I'd liven up the server some" you'll get that same old "can I talk with you?"