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Losing control?

Whats your favorite kind of controller?

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Hello,

I'm a full-time laborer in my early twenties. I make a decent living in spite of living in NYC. I don't have a significant other, friends, and arguably any family. I wouldn't say I'm bad at relationships, but I've cut off mostly everyone in my life. I love my family very much, and I’d like to have a family of my own one day, but as much as I love them the changes I’m shifting toward requires more of my time to be spent alone. Friends have become distant or I've become distant, because of this shift. As for a lover, I don’t want to spend any time searching for one while I’m deciding how I want to live my life.

I’m a very humble, honest man. I’m emotional, but I conceal and discipline my emotions. I solely vent my emotions by listening to music. My current job doesn’t allow the use of headphones, and I’ve made some comments I regret out of frustration, but I’m not apologetic, because I told the truth. I feel misunderstood and miserable at my job, and I bring part of that misery home with me. The one place that is suppose to be my sanctuary is tainted by the frustrations of work.

I want to change my life circumstances, and I have an overall understanding on how to accomplish it. I’m just so torn apart inside that I’m spiritually dead. I don’t want to wake up, I don’t want to go to work, I don’t want to eat or drink, and I don’t want to do anything. I suppose any psychiatrist would just say I’m depressed and prescribe me some medication, but that’s not the change I need. I need that drive, that spark, that something to just pour my soul into. That’s the change I need, that’s what I’m looking for.

I’m sorry for my desultory story. I’m not particularly looking for advice; although, it is welcomed. I just wanted to share some of my life with people in spite of me using a chan site to do so.

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Waiting for society to be good.


PS2

How's it goin Mark

Morning everyone!

I've played space engineers for 2 entire days and haven't done a damn thing in the game. Need to look up guides on how to build shit in this.

Bought some booze today. Going to get really comfy tomorrow and watch gabriel dropout and yuyu ova. Can't fucking wait.

nah doin alright, just really busy
gonna have to say PS2

Move the fuck out of NYC for one. Bet your mood improves a lot being out of that shit hole.

Was ps2 really better than ps3? I can't really remember honestly.


Busy with what user?

the arp pro soloist videogame controller for use in the hit videogame undertale by genesis

PS2 isn't a controller dummy

The Dualshock 2 was built better.


Dualshock 2, I'm sorry.

I've been thinking recently about how I don't have a future ahead of me.
But I don't know what's stopping me from killing myself at this point.

But usability?


How goes user?


Why not get a job user?

I gots no problems with da dualshox monica but all time shieeett monica.


go 2 bed padraic

Morning folks
Today I learned mandarake off doujins as school textbooks in their invoices, and I'm quite thankful for it.

The systems may suck but the xbox 360/one controllers are quite comfterable

They're basically the same tbh. I like Dualshock 2's triggers better, since you can accidentlly press them like 3's.

I've tried that, and only one place ever called back. I went to the interview and it was hardly an interview at all. Should I say more about it?

PS3 is wireless, so yes
well last night and last weekend I was focusing on work instead of hanging out here
been working on shit like figuring out the right linux to switch to, and the right fork of firefox to switch to
getting my VMs set up and then updating my easy mode script for setting up a fresh install
that kind of shit

I really need to watch that anime

Hey

Where you been fam?

What did he mean by this


You got fat hands or something? I've never done that with ps3 controllers.

faggot

Holy shit are you advocating for someone to get a job
That very out if character
good job

I've lived in many different areas outside of NYC. That would hardly affect my mood. I'm not trying to be pessimistic, but if I can't do what I need to do here, I doubt I could do it anywhere else.

Yeah, I do have big hands, thank you.

(' 3 ')
shit b aight monica go whittle a lil shit monica


ayyyyyyyyyy


it's only been lik 4 days monica shoot iz lent u kno a nigga b wilin

Fags go in the bog
Now how has your day been

Yeee sure.

And you have to keep applying dozens of times. If a shut in long term NEET like me can get a job, you can too.


But you can plug it in.

And sounds miserable. Hate computers.


Hows your day so far?

do you have a computer?

Lmao, how has it been dmx

its my favorite girls birthday and also my own..

it would be the dualshock 4 is it was just a little bit bigger, so dualshock 2 is probably my favorite still

Meant to type writes off.
That means on the invoice my shithead of a stepbrother rummaged through, it says I bought a textbook instead of porn

It's pretty good

Christ on a fucking cracker work tonight was somehow worse than last night. Fifteen fucking people come in the fucking door 20 minutes before we're supposed to close. I end up leaving half an hour after closing. Got myself some cheesy bread from Dominos, so it wasn't all bad.

I guess the 360 controller.

Its going good
I bought a couple knives and old white dwarfs that's games workshops magazine

it's not the same ritsu
well it makes life easier for next time and it's pretty easy for me, I set up that PSX emulator so you could play tron bonne if you remember, you ever get around to that?

Not really. I've always said it can help some people.


Do you do anything with music besides listen to it? Why not learn to play something?


Ohhh nice. What you buy?

yep.

been gud monica a nigga seein mad witches out tho fam shit b unnervin but i da mental fortitude dick game is strong w/ dis 1 monica


u work at a restaurant y u no b makin sum lil chickken shiz up inz monica i b eatin mad chicken shiz if i b doin dat monica goddayuuuum monica


u get yo job monica?

are you any good at math?

Is that why your starting a job soon

Kemokko Lovers 4
Weirdly enough I got the invoice in the mail 2 months after it actually arrived.
I'm so glad white dwarf is at least starting to return to its former glory
That new CEO guy is turning things around

nope.

is it slice of life fan service moe shit?

I want more 2b butt please guys it's been killing me all day

Witches are bitches
Kek is the real shit maybe and its good you keep yourself up

Happy bday user! Doing anything fun for it?


You get paid that extra half hour?


What kinda knives?


Whys that not the same?

Hopefully the weekdays are ded.


Jerk off to her for a few days, and hopefully it'll go away.

I want a new rts which isn't shit

No I was forced into it.


Yee don't start til thursday though.


Pics?

Sounds like you could enjoy creating something

I'm working on a videogame and its hugely uplifting to get something to work, and stimulates my brain to come up with solutions to problems and think about how to architect things.

So I suggest trying to do something creative, so you can see the fruits of your effort

Hey, pedospidey. Also, sorry I don't know shit about rts.

You mean 2d

You know those small chef knives that are used to prep veggies and shit
Those ones, also saving up for a full sized one but they start at $200

not really, i went out for a drink but my friends/roommates barely hung out for it, whatever though i don't like to make a big stink about my birthday i just kinda wish they drank with me a bit more

sankaku and gelbooru


because USB controllers a shit

Yeah right

I just got off my 3 day break and i couldn't jerk off at all, it's killing me


I mean 2b


gelbooru's selection is pitiful on her I'll check sankaku

Pretty much
But it's moe dragons

ASSFAGGOTS killed rts

Got none on me, it's pretty old so there should he scans somewhere though

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Dawn of war 3 :^)

I like girls with nice sized jugs tbh

What is 2b

Just do it. I doubt it's anything serious for you dude.

Can't imagine any food knife being worth 200$ tbh


Should just get smashed by yourself or with us!


Why


I've never once had a problem getting a job. Hell after I accepted this job I got 4 more calls from other places I had to tell to fuck off because I already got one.


Well whats it about at least?

Yeah. Ain't like I had to clock out or anything. My day off is tomorrow. Gonna go see Logan with some m8s and then watch Fastlane.


Generally they are. Friday and Saturday are usually our busy days. This weekend was busier than usual for some reason.

HOHOHO
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I'VE GOT

DONUT OF STEEL

STAY UP ALL NIGHT

I've played just about all of them at this point anyways


esports did


it looks like another star craft 2 clone with even less content in

a nigga heard bout da gigantic shit monica


been a long time comin monica

cheap quality

Well good luck with your job.


Know any good recommendations on a toaster?

i mean i'm working on it now i bought myself some nice whisky, but i can't get too smashed cuz i gotta see my folks at noon tomorrow (today)

i am a little bummed cuz i tried to do something nice for all my friends birthdays and i feel like i'm a little neglected come my own, but maybe i'm selfish for thinking that

D A R K S

To be fair its something that lasts forever and a lot are 'Japanese steel folded 6,000,000 times' dunno if this model is

B-but m-muh imperial knights

you just don't look at RTSes, battlefleet, utlimate general, cossacks 3, ck2, eu4, aoe2 is still making expansions, I mean holy shit there's new stuff coming out all the time for strategy, i htink the most innovation is coming from RTS devs but no one is just buying into it


oh boy


2 butts

j-just jerk off????

I do too, that's why Quetzalcoatl is best girl

Fuck that game

It's a 300 page collab book of japanese furry porn by a shitton of different authors

Sounds comfy. Haven't seen one of those superkike movies in a long while honestly.

Whats fastlane?


If I can work the next 9 months then I get to go to nippon. Dunno if I'll make it though.


Ahh guess so.


I hate when that kind of thing happens. Honestly though I try to ignore my birthdays because they depress me.

What you doing with your fam?

So do you have connection or us Tenn the most economically successful place on earth all of a sudden

Are you free to do it? Do you have a good collection? Then do it. It might, go away. It might not. Depends.

ah just gonna go have brunch with them or whatever, it makes my mom happy so i do it, i'd much rather sleep in on a sunday

Should just buy a katana at that rate.


I KNEW IT

What happens if your friends or family find your furry porn faggt?


TN actually does seem to be pretty good lately job wise. And my biggest tip is lie your fucking ass off on your resume like I do.

WWE pay per view. Last one before Wrestlemania next month.

we'll see

plus I have an extensio ncable for my PS2 controllers

B-but m-muh custom hero

WWE ppv with an old kike in the main event.


So you want to watch an old kike beat up an up and comer?

That character your waifu?

And yeah seriously. But at least its free food.


Do you actually pay for it or pirate it or steal a stream or what?


For like pc? How well does that work?

Well to be fair shit is expensive here
A $200 knife in Burger land is probably master crafted
Also I don't have it in me to lie

Evenin' fellas. Clocked in nearly 45 hours this week at work, fucking shit sucks since boss doesn't pay real over time and only pays cash because "tax free." Such a crock o' shit. Anyway. Beat Yakuza 0's real estate royale and now i'm doing the Cabaret Club thing. This minigame is pretty fun yo. First thing I did with all my CP was get ALL the Business skill/perks for Majima. 10 girls right off the bat and a pimped out club. Still under 1000 fans though.

BOTW looks fun, too bad the Switch is a fucking launch failure. I wanna get my chocolate fit amazon qt already.


Eh, i'm starting to lose weight, so that's something I guess.
Xbox 360


nice T H I C C dragon phone wallpaper you got there user


her ass has been killing you? user I know she's a sexy character, but if her ass is deteriorating your physical health you may wanna lay off the booty for a bit


Endless Legend isn't shit and got a new expansion not that long ago iirc

Well, this is silly, but when I saw this erotic animation video of 2B, I thought this must of been a lot of fun to create and I thought I could enjoy something like that.


Well, I suppose learning how to play the guitar would be pretty cool. What do think?

Meh. They have to have at least one bad PPV a year.

extension cable ritsu, not adapter
but I should get one eventually if I ever get back into PS2 emulation


the problem with thick is it's a gateway for all the morbidly obese fetish fags

Tbh I did too but I did get overtime

aye


depends on what you're into


get a real titan nerd

Who


Why? Its some job ran by kikes most likely. And if they are too dumb to fact check your resume its their own fault.

g'night monicas. i gotta get bak 2 mah desert penance whack ass crystal prison fam

...

To be honest, I like A2 more than B2, butt B2 is still really nice. Also, my NieR: Automata Black Box should be almost here soon.

waifu is a strong word but baiken is one of my favorite characters of all time and my kind of woman. its a funny coincidence that i share a birthdate with her

It's true. T H I C C needs some moderation and self control. There is certainly such as thing as too much T H I C C


He doesn't pay us overtime, just our standard rate but anything after 40 hours doesn't go on a paycheck, its in cash because "he's paying us tax free and is therefore saving us money." The only one who's saving money on that is him avoiding those taxes.

Goldberg (a jacked 49 year old Jewish guy) is facing off against Kevin Owens (chubby bearded Canadian guy) for the WWE Universal Championship.

B-but da orkz r in da game d-don ye like d-dakka :^)

I have a personal thing against lying and cheating

I want Shogun 2 but I doubt I'd run it.


Bill Goldberg

What happened to my post?


Yee that would be nice. You can go pick up a cheap second hand one for less than 100$ easy to see if you like it. Or try the 3d modeling thing too. Thats free and theres always need for more 3d porn.


Ahhhh

...

If Baiken's your waifu, how good are you with Baiken in game? Can you tell me how to get good with Baiken?

i can't because as much as i love GG most of my experience with it is with local players and i barely find anyone to play fucking AC with anymore so i haven't played in ages, my muscle memory for the combos i knew with her is probably well faded

Tbh I had a job I did for 2 days that I dropped as I learned that I only was going to get $10 for that work on top of feeling like a scammer

Maybe its meant to be user.

Sounds familiar

Never going to get ahead in the shitty real world that way user

In an age without morals those who have them are the rebels

I don't think I correctly understand your argument.

They stay quiet unless they want their degenerate fetishes brought to light

No nids no genestealer cults no fucks given
Besides why would I play a moba-lite when I can just play dota

those goofy orks am I right fellow fucking kill me now


play another jap rts then

I would love posting velma tier thick, but every time I go near it fat fags are all over it

user I don't have a tube TV any more, and if I did have a TV it would probably, sadly, be a flat screen because anime

only $10 for 2 days worth of work? What a fucking sham. You can't even have called that a job to begin with.

It's only 10 bucks a month, so it's not like it's that bad. I can afford it.


He was in WCW back in the day, came to the WWE in 2003, left in 2004, and came back at Survivor Series last year to face Brock Lesnar after he was preorder DLC for WWE 2K17.

tbh I'm shitposting, I won't get it
I'd be OK if the game was just orkz

I'm sorry user I missed your post
why are you not good at math?

I'm here too. I just started Danganronpa 2 so I've been playing that. I should probably actually finish Tactics Ogre, though.

Its really weird that being normal and good is the counterculture these days against degenerate leftist shit.


What kinds of fetishes?


Ohhh shit I need to buy an old school tv soon for my NES. My first paycheck or two are practically all spent already.


ay yo hol up

The dlc on games influences the story in wrestling?

Ahoy hoy, what's good monicas?

Can't go wrong with a standard controller layout, something like a playstation. Flightsticks are also pretty cool though, I hope to god we get a vr mech game with flightstick support someday

It was a commission based thing where you give demonstrations in peoples houses to sell them a $4000 vacuum cleaner
You get $10 a demo and 10% of the sales or something, while spending the rest of the day door knocking and handing out scam flyers

you need to manage your budget better ritsu
what did you spend it on?

When I say "not good at math" I mean that in the sense that I can't do over complicated stuff I can do basic adding, subtracting, etc fine.

My argument is RTSes aren't dead, they're alive and their innovation is stronger than ever before, plus they sell well also, it's not as if total war and civ aren't huge sellers, it's just their community hasn't grown like the video game industry because most people aren't into it

Orkz are great especially stormboyz

Yeah, I do wonder if it'll get to the point where we develop warp technology for space which the left protests for not having nog make

things are good fam
trying to wrap my head around tech shit as usual
you ever get a thrust master?

That mech thing would be fun as all fuck.

Hows your day been fam?


Well I haven't even started work yet so no money. But I know the first several things I'm buying.

And I'm great with budgets. But I've been broke for over a year now. Its going to be nice to splurge for once. After that it all goes into savings besides cigarette and booze money.


The future of space is white. Its going to be really nice believe me.

Total War:Warhammer was the best selling new release on PC on steam
kill me

In this case, it did.

It was pretty great, the only bad thing was no settlements to raze like you could do in attila, but technical wise it was great, balanced with amazing pathing, especially surprisng with flying units

lol
I think I've only ever used generic logitech shit, but those actually look pretty baller.


I passed out until like 3:30 because I was drunk as fuck. Even now, over 12 hours later, I'm still feeling it a bit. Thankfully no headache or anything though. Gin is a hell of a drug. How goes the wageslave life?

if they're so great then why don't you marry them


it's a 4X, not a RTS but you're right it isn't shit, the DLCs for it is pretty weak though

Thats so fucking weird.


Don't even start til thursday. Bought booze myself. Will probably regret it after. Was horribly sick last time I got hungover.

that's all you really need man

when someone needs 157x5 all you gotta do is 100x5+50*5+7*5
its really easy bud

Yep and its great Trump is refunding space exploration
I mean we for example have had the technology for a manned trip to Mars since the 90s at the latest

such as?
well that's something
buy a few cans of bumblebee canned salmon and get a nice steamer/ricecooker like my quisenart


that's actually one I had when I was a kid, shits hella expensive now

Orkz don't have vaginas they don't even have benises for fags like you

Well, you're going a bit too far, I don't want to make any 3D porn, but some erotic videos would be nice to model/animate. Also, do you have any other advice or insight you could provide me?


Well, do you want the black box?

I understand. I'm just butthurt and sperging over it

One invloves pegging, one likes to masturbates in the kitchen, etc.

Ah. Got confused since a chunk of those you mentioned were grand strategy rather than rts.

I grabbed it from the humble bundle for $12 and don't regret it. I don't even know why I did since I've only had shit experiences with the franchise.
Those dlc prices are fucking ridiculous though

anything good?


i do mainly for the artbook, but if it gets a good flipping price it would be foolish not to take the money

Uhh lets see. CRT tv now, couple of Ritsu figs, a second onahole, daki, couple of games, 3 cartons of cigarettes, a few bottles of rum, some other stuff I'm forgetting.

And it was bumblebee shrimp!


I'd go to mars if I could. Even if I couldn't come back.


Nah. Just find a hobby, any hobby. Try out lots of things. A good passion like that can really improve your life.


What the hell. Why the kitchen

I get it
I'm more annoyed that Warhammer is getting mainstream
not for hipster reasons but people will get into it to be a lolsorandumb nerd and not because 40k interests them at least most will be walled off in sigmar**

Nope super cheap whiskey.

Would you grow potatoes

How cheap are we talking? Like, rotgut, barely edible fuel-tier garbage?

my C&C TTRPG is going well actually, it'll be using GURS and once I've done with the document I'll be wanting fags to apply for it, however if I'm doing this I'm either going for either GDI and/or The forgotten or Nod and/ The forgotten, GDI and would never really work together in what I'm thinking

that's what you think nerd lord


it's been mainstream since forever ago

(checked)
I ain't eatin no stinkin space potatoes


Nah black velvet. Its surprisingly smooth for how cheap it is.

That's the best kind. I drink the cheapest, worst-tasting stuff I can find because I hate myself and it feels like a punishment for all the wicked things I've done when I'm drinking it.

well I'm glad that works out
seriously look into a rice cooker bud, its ncie

Go into a street of any city except maybe Nottingham and even then and ask strangers if they heard of warhammer
I bet it won't be more than 1 in 20 at most

But what if that was the only way to survive

Meeeeh I'll probably end up eating mostly junk food on the job anyway


I'd rather be dead.

you underestimate GW marketers

Would you rather eat space potatoes or not be allowed to watch anime

Fuck's a space potato?

You mean the people who never advertise

Fuck if I know, but I've caught the little shit twice.

I'm worried about continued SocJus pressure after slaneesh. Warmahordes prides itself in its egalitarianism so they should just go fuck off to that.
At least I know corvus beli doesn't gI've a fuck since they already tried it with them.

Spess mahreens and tzeentch are particularly well known if I recall

Neat!

jeeze man, you could be saving money for figs by eating before and after work

A potato grown in space

Is that even possible?

how do all little kids know about ultrasmurfs


maybes

Well, I think you should keep it. You'll have a lifetime of opportunity to always make more money. You should only sell it if you need the money. Otherwise, enjoy that art book. To be honest, I bought it for the figurine and I don't even collect them. This will be my first one. I'm really excited.


Yeah, I could use some more hobbies, but it always feels like I never have enough time.

yes
yes it is
you big dummy

Slaanesh fucking off was Kirby's decision and it looks like Slaanesh is coming back soon, as in book 2 of the gathering storm it was implied that Fulgrim did something
And sure maybe space marine but Tzeench is pushing it especially as he's not seen many releases until recently

Yes

They don't

that's good, i've had some bad collectors editions in the past so i'm a lot more skeptical of them these days but i have confidence in the black box

Thats disgusting. I wouldn't eat any food around there. Bet he likes cumming in it.


I'll get a discount though!


Make time. Better than being miserable.

What's the lore behind this image? How did Stu lose control to Angelica? Why was she allowed to be awake at 4am in the morning?

does so

He had to make her chocolate pudding or her mother was going to peg him, I would assume.

Maybe in Nottingham but not here

at work?
for food?
ritsu you need to eat healthier man
you're never gonna live long enough for a waifu robot at this rate

wait you got a fucking job?

Death is inevitable, delaying it us for just as planned fags

are too


there's a webm for this that I can't find

I'll be fiiine.


Yee selling shit to tourists.

You don't even know where I'm from

my ass

Did they get rid of motherfuckin' Slaanesh?

This doesn't tell me anything.

Or does it tell you everything?

I don't want to admit you're right but an ass could be called down under

That's good to hear. Slaneesh is second-best god.
Also tzeentch was more late 00's due to Obama's campaign slogan. I saw a lot of tzeentch outside of regular /tg/ circles because of it.

I dunno, the guy legit has assburgers and wants to be a chef although can't cook for shit. He says recipes are for idiots then wonders why nobody eats the garbage he cooks. He's also 13 with a collection of cooking knives

In age of sigma slaneesh disappeared and got replaced with the horned rat in the pantheon iirc

what's it like living in a red zone?

funny, that's what one of my roommates does, i live in a tourist town so its common for lots of fuckwits to come in and buy fucking shot glasses and towels with the city name on it

Basically in age of shitmar elves of course it would be those degenerates stole slaanesh and his followers want to find him

angelica had a busted leg and her parents were out of town or something so stu was doing everything for her at the ring of a bell


learn to english


dont you want to live to be a greater meme lord?

I hear that's a shitshow anyway, so I'm not concerned

I meant to say death is inevitable and delaying it is for just as planned tzeench faggots

Why are you living with a 13 year old?


Theres a lot of touristy shit near me so same thing really. Lots of jobs like that here.


I'm probably dead to eating a bullet long before eating unhealthy will get me

hey whatever makes sweet dosh at the end of the day

you should have put just as planned in quotes at least

what is with everyone being so suicidal

I know that feel. Feel like my life is just a play I'm putting on for the people around me. I've got no future and I know it.

Fair enough, also Slaanesh is kinda shit teir, the best thing he did was pass along nurgles present

Fair enough
fucking phones

make one dummy

I'm hoping its simple retail and not all that hard. If I have to stock shit constantly and move stuff around I'll go crazy.


Make one.

ban mobile posting tbh

This
tbh its temporary as I'm in the process if moving

I don't feel like talking today. I'm not particularly sad or anything. I don't know. Can't stop listening to this too.

What's my diagnosis?

I want to die of old age surrounded by my 5 white kids and their spouses and 25 white grandchildren and their children too
GO FOR THE PATRIARCH ENDING

Because he's my stepbrother and living in my mom's basement is free

Its /4am/, where dying is apparently allowed these days

No

I'll fight you

Canca

Man it's not that easy. I'm not good at anything, I don't have the brainpower for real jobs and I've devolved into a paranoid hermit from years of avoiding people. I have no future because of these things. It's gonna end at the end of a rope, eventually.

last week I realized ti would keep most of the normal fags out if we just got rid of it
thats why I advocate for it
smart anons will be able to get around it on mobile anyway

gay
GIT GUD normalfag
REEEEEEEEEEE

Sounds tiring.


Set up your own mini kitchen down there.


I'm sure you can find an easy enough job

so, git gud?
seriously computers are easy and you can learn computer shit as a NEET
it's getting your infrastructure stable that's hard

The whole typical depiction of slaanesh being the god of degeneracy rather than autism seeing as its the god of excess not hedonism grates me

Your trips and dubs don't lie

yes, but the satisfaction game ridiculous

I'm pretty sure the last thead I said to do it in I god dubs too

Huh?

But I still gotta go to a college for that. That's money, and brains for math stuff (which I'm so fried from years of drugs and drinking and shit that I can't do it anymore) and I've gotta be around people and my coworkers already compare me to the unabomber and it's not even just because I look like a crazy hobo.

Not one that can actually get me anywhere in life, though.

...

that's bullshit
I learned most of what I know on my own
fuck them they dont matter
you need to do the things that you want to do, the things you feel are right, if you ever want to get any satisfaction out of life
I can teach you computer shit every weekend if you want, I would love doing that shit, and we can start with some super easy shit

But I can't bring my pc to work

I agree but noise marines are the shit **I don't care if they are or aren't garbage
on the tabletop**
I also want guitar marine reprints

That's a lot of money I can spend on traditional games, gunpla and vidya instead though

Gotta be able to prove I have a brain. I don't, but it looks good if I have a piece of paper that says I do.

For the proof I can do it man. I know I could prbably do it beuc toeple are goind ton edd forrpf I can do it or whty won't wire me I'm sorry for thje typeos but I", tired enough I'm nto going to fix them my hands just started out placed wrong on the keyboards so it hapepend I'm, sorry. I know computer stuff but jobs want actual iplomas and not just a crazy man's assruacnes that he can do it.

Noise Marines are great, plastic ones soon
No guitar ones, there is Goff rockers though

To be fair the way your justifying it doesn't make you sound smart

user I'll let you in on a seecret
when I want to bypass a mobile block, I use the phony add-on for mobile firefox
it makes it look like I'm on desktop firefox
I use it for thetangledweb.net because they block mobile access to character sheets

I used to be decently smart but I have spent years abusing my body because I fucking hate myself so I have troulbe ke vene keeping a trian of theought going most days. IT really depends how well I Eat that specific day and theis day I jsut ate tacos that my girlfriend brought me. I think I'm not getting enough fruits and beggies normally beasue it's so tough to think and I'm always tired.

Same, without substance abuse
I got told I was a special genius so many times I thought I didn't need to bother

you talking code monkey job?

user listen, after I teach you some shit you will be more comfortable with it in general and be good at it, you weren't talking about a degree you were talking about begin good at something, I can help you with that.
and as far as college, have you ever gone to college?

When I put in effort Idid okay but my grades were usually bnelo9w average because I would sit down and stare out the windo wand wish I was at home playing video games.

I need ad egree thougj. I'm better at computers than average when I'm not having an off sday but I need a paper to prove it and I can't go to college and be around so many people. I t took me months to get comfortable working with just a few people in a metal shop and there will be people everywehre and they'll be younger than me and say "what a loser he looks like a fucking hobo and he has crazy person eyes". Ive never been to college, I dropped out of high school and eventually finished it with lots of cheating at math.

I couldn't see a reason to bother

Me neither, most of it was stupid crap like poetry anyway. Poetry and religion class which was just "god loves you" for an hour every damn day. I did great in the classes I actually liked.

D.L., is that you?
I see you online on Playstation sometimes, mate.

only like for a job
I can help you with that
get over it, every user has social anxiety and you gotta beat it to get the things yo uwant out of life
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user the fact that you have not been to college means you have no record of being shit at college, this is GREAT NEWS
first off, I assume you have a high school diploma but if you dont, get a GED
second, because you have not pissed away your time in college you have not ruined your rep with the gibs department
that means you could be getting sweet government checks for college education

I don't think I need help with computers I just need help with people nad not hating myself and motivation and thinking. The last one probably wouldn't be as hard if I started eating salads instead of eating nothing.

Didn't have those here but even as a fedora that sounds better than the marxist shit in the literature curriculum
I'm lucky I didn't have to study broke back mountain like the year after had to

eating well is definitely a good start
if you have like 40 bucks get this
cuisinart.com/products/slow_cookers_rice_cookers/crc-400/
I got mine at bed bath and beyond and its a combo rice cooker and steamer with all metal parts for the food and I make rice and broccoli and throw some soy sauce and canned shrimp on there
if I wasn't so lazy I would probably clean it and eat that stuff every week

also don't eat spicy food before bed

Poetry is pretty much across the board required in Canada but religion was because I went to a Catholic school as a kid. It was easy but I'm not religious and would have preferred to just go home.
We always got books for like 2 or 3 grades under us because nobody could read at their age level. Had to read a really boring book when I finished my English courses for my GED though. It mostly bored me and sometimes made me wish I'd ever had somebody I was that close to and who believed in me.

Then I'd just be a mobileposter in disguise

Fucking yes
I really don't have the money to expand my chaos but I'm very hype

no, you would be an user working within his means instead of a normalfag mobilefag

I'm selective on collector's editions, and I too have confidence in the black box. I hope there is some good A2 art in the art book.


I'm making time, but I suck at it. I'm working on it.

Well Justin probably wants all students to read broke back mountain
Gay sex is so tolerant

Just don't get too excited as its all implied shit as is girlyman becoming emps, though well see that on saturday

I have a crockpot and some other stuff to cook veggies I just hate cooking and only 4eat one meal a day usually.

you need to tear more man, do better
your brain can't function well on so little food and if you eat a bunch of small meals through the day your body will stop acting like it's starving all the time and I bet your gut will slim down

I'm already pretty thin but I just forget to eat or don't want to. I think if I ate more vegetables I would probably be able to think a lot better though because when I was younger I could think okay and I lived with my dad and he always said "You'll eat whatever I cook" and there was usually a big pot of vegetables involved.

vegies help keep you full so you don't overload on carbs, they're great filler and helps your digestion flow
you can get away with eating less if you make sure to get lots of protein but protein by itself is not enough so the vegies really help

I like broccoli because it blocks estrogen and hate soy because it's loaded with estrogen also I just like eating steamed broccoli

I always like cauliflower more than broccoli but it's oaky.

I'm going to take a shower

cauliflower also blocks estrogen, they are both cruciferous or whatever its called


later user

wait you talked about a metal working job, whats that like?

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Depends which role they havem e in that day. Everybody gets cycled. It';s a stamping plant. THe best job is probably grinding down the burrs on the parts because it's fairly relaxed pacing and they give you a chair and there's a fan right next to the station for it. It's loud and dirty and I always smell like burnt metal. You can go in without showering and nobody can tell from the smell, though.

I figured they were related, they look pretty alike. Turnips are nice too. I like most vegetables really. On the rare occasion I actually make chili I load it up with diced peppers and chopped celery and carrots and stuff.

sounds really nice honestly, is it physically demanding?
what are the other jobs like?

funny you should mention Turnips

sounds like some good chili too

Not really.
Mostly boring. Wiping down parts to get lube off them or pushing a button or things like that. Usually I'd just rather not be there.

Huh, turnips are related too?
It varies from batch to batch. Last time I put more spices than normal in it and it was really good if a little hot.

I just had a shower, ask me anything

honestly user that sounds nice, yeah it's probably dull but it saves your brain power for when you're home
my dad used to work in a saw mill and would play doom when he came home because he felt so mentally unchallenged by the work so I get that it gets tedious
all the more reason to work on computer stuff and develope yourself when you get home tho


what soap and shampoo?

tgel

I usually just want to sleep when I get home. If my gf is over I'll occasionally just fall asleep on the couch leaning on her. I played Doom a lot for a bit though. Then I played a bunch of other game on the engine. I would say that outside of Doom/Doom 2 themselves my favourite was Blood. Reminded me of Evil Dead and the guns were pretty cool.

acid or tar?
for body and hair?


Do it for her
yeah I remember when my cousins got that when it came out
I never got around to really playing it again

tar

both

you anons wouldn't happen to know any music as night chill as this would you?

I played it pretty recently, a sourceport. It's fun.

why would you rub that shampoo on your body?
I mean besides it begin for dandruff its also kinda expenssive

it's the only shampoo which is supposed to help my skin condition

what?

wait wait wait, you have exima or some shit on your body and that helps?

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psoriatic arthritis

Somebody ported it to eduke32 which is a port of duke nukem 3d. It's not 1:1 accurate to the original game but it's free and I hear the original's a nightmare to set up. moddb.com/games/bloodcm

wow that fucking sucks

you hear of gzdoom and those assholes?
that's how I would set it up
but I'll look into that sourceport
wait gold source or regular source?

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I think the source in sourceport means the source code, not the engine.

I figured plastic slaneesh and nurgle were an inevitability once rubrics got plastics.
Well maybe not nurgle due to the fw kits
I sorta feel you. I have cradle cap at 25 and medicated shampoo is fucking expensive

it sucking fucks

well clearly I'm retarded then

I played the demo for that game
was pretty great going through the museum fighting shit
I bet if I go back and play it again it would hold up well

shit I think I just spazzed out there
I use t-gel for my hair since a doc recommended it for my dandruf
usually I go tar but every once in a while I go acid to loosen up my hair so it bends easier

you know exactly how the skin side of this shit is like then, shit's awful


oh it really does, it's the best early playstation title out there

shit really?
I dont know how many early titles I played, I mostly played squaresoft megaman and armored core on PSX
star ocean 2 was 4 years after PSX came out so it doesn't count

gotta go, friend pulled in

there's so many great fucking titles for that console it's a bloody shame how things have fallen in the years that followed

No, this isn't D.L.

Sorry man. At least my former neighbor isn't depressed.